The Secret of Misfortune and Love

Closing the door, I spread my palms digging my nails into the flesh.

He said that he is no longer my elder brother Chen.

He said that even if I die, he will not forgive me.

So now, Ouyang Chenshuo, just treat that Ling Xiu as dead in that jump, and treat it as atonement, thank you for your redemption, when you called me Xiu just now, I really felt that I was redeemed.

……

Back in the lobby, I saw him again. He glanced at me and stopped looking at me, which was better. I just hid in the corner and looked at him.

I believe that I love you, still the same, always the same, forever, even though I don't know how far forever.

……

"Young master of the Ling family? Why are you sitting here alone?"

Hearing the sound, I turned around and saw a tall young man standing next to me holding a wine glass. He also had the same hairstyle as Ouyang and the same dark-colored suit with stripes. Although their facial features were not similar, this People obviously belong to the handsome category.

"You are?..." I can't remember who this person is, I only have Ouyang Chenshuo in my eyes.

"Oh, we met once before. I guess you don't have any impression. At that time, you were very young, only 17 years old. At your birthday party, you were always tired of Mr. Ouyang. My surname is Han. This is me. business card, my name is Han Chenyang."

I took the business card and suddenly opened my eyes wide, Han Chenyang... Chenyang.

"Can I sit down?" he asked.

I nodded and moved aside.

"Although it's a bit presumptuous, I also know that this topic is not appropriate. I have heard about the matter between you and Mr. Ouyang. It is sad to see that you are not talking now. At that time, you laughed around him really naively." Innocent." Han Chenyang crossed his fingers and smiled, looking at me sideways.

I chuckled, innocent, is this word appropriate for someone like me?

I am the one who can drug him by any means in order to get Ouyang, yes, in that way, I have given myself to Ouyang as I wished, even though he looks at me like a piece of shit with contempt.

shit.

"I don't really want to hear about him, let's change the subject," I said.

"Hmm!" He spread his hands apologetically, and then kept looking at me carefully: "You have really changed a lot, and now you look like this, if you weren't with Mr. Ling today, some people would say that you are the young lady of the Ling family Young master, I almost didn't recognize him."

"Well, many people say that." I said lightly. In the past, I probably wouldn't have even glanced at this guy, but now, I guess my temperament is really easy-going, and maybe I don't have any more pursuits. It doesn't matter if there is no hope or want, so it doesn't matter, so it's good to be able to chat with someone in such a calm manner.

"For a party like this, you've had so much entertainment tonight, aren't you tired?" he said.

I nodded and said with a smile: "Yes, now I know that my brother supports such a large family business by himself, and I feel ashamed that I was so ignorant before."

"Just kidding, are you hungry, do you want me to bring you something to eat?"

I glanced at the rich food on the long buffet table and shook my head, "I don't really want to eat those, but suddenly I really want to eat shredded pork dan dan noodles. I have been staying abroad and haven't eaten domestic noodles for a long time. They are basically busy with the ancestor sacrifice at home."

"Really, let's go eat. Anyway, this party is boring enough. I know there is one, not very far from here. Do you want to go?" approach me.

I looked at Ouyang Chenshuo, who happened to be looking at me too, I quickly lowered my head and nodded, I thought I should leave here to relax, then I got up with difficulty from the sofa, my bodyguard Come over immediately and hand me a crutch.

A few bodyguards followed me, and I wasn't afraid of anything, but I didn't expect Han Chenyang to snatch the crutch from my hand and throw it back to the bodyguard. He bent down and picked me up: "Brother, carry you."

elder brother?

I was a little dazed, this person is really familiar.

But I was not angry, and even vaguely recalled that Ouyang often carried me like this when I was a child, but when I grew up, after he fell in love with Charpeino, he never carried me again.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Ouyang watching us leave, I hugged Han Chenyang's neck tightly, and buried my face, probably in front of Ouyang, I could only be an ostrich for the rest of my life.

Now I am just a disabled person.

When I arrived at a noodle restaurant, I ordered two bowls of dan dan noodles without any side dishes. This is how you should eat noodles to get the best feeling.

Han Chenyang talks a lot. It can be seen that he is a very cheerful person, and he has been talking endlessly. I may have been alone for a long time. For three years, I have closed my heart. Except for exams, I study, and I rarely communicate with outsiders. To communicate, at this moment, I don't feel bored listening to his babbling.

"It seems that few people can be so patient to listen to other people talking about these boring topics that have nothing to do with themselves." He said with a smile.

During the conversation, I learned that he is now running a small company and has opened a pet shop himself. He said that he likes small animals, and he seems to be a heart-warming person.

I am 25 years old, unmarried, and have no partner. As for why you told me this, I also feel inexplicable.

But no matter what, I feel very happy and relaxed to know him, maybe I am too gloomy, so I like such a more cheerful and sunny person.

Afterwards, I gave him my private phone number, and added chat software friends to each other. His online name is: Teacher Xiaotu.

The signature is: Not being grinded by the sky is not a hero, not being envied by others is a mediocrity.

It was only later that I found out that his screen name was actually related to a rotten manga.

……

It was very late to part with him, my cousin called me, asked a few words and told me to go back early.

Han Chenyang looked a little unsatisfied, but I was a little tired, so I said goodbye to him. The driver took me back to the old house, and the phone kept ringing on the way. reply.

When I got out of the car, I realized when it started to rain lightly outside again. Speaking of which, it was almost winter. The driver got out of the car and opened the car door and put an umbrella on my head. I signaled him to leave me alone. He took the umbrella and crutches and got out of the car and walked slowly.

The driver went to park the car, and the bodyguards were also a little tired. When I was a child, seeing them dare to show tiredness while protecting me, I would definitely be furious and clean up and let them go. But now, I know how to behave in the world and respect each other. I asked them to leave and go back to rest. I wanted to sit alone in the yard for a while. I took out my earphones and just put on one when a familiar voice sounded behind me.

"build……"

My whole body stiffened, and I turned around clumsily and laboriously. I looked at the face of the person who broke my heart, and I didn't know how to speak. I didn't dare to call him Brother Chen again, but what should I call him?Is it Ouyang?I couldn't scream, and Chen Shuo couldn't scream, so I could only smile at him again, "Why are you here? Are you looking for my brother?"

He walked into me and held out his hand.

I hurriedly took two steps back, but I couldn't stand still and leaned to one side. He strode forward and grabbed me. Because of this, I was briefly hugged by him.

There's a hole in my chest...

I saw some kind of heartache in his eyes. I don't know if it's because of my feet. I guess it's probably because I'm the child he watched growing up. After all, he's always been a kind person.

"Well... it's raining, let's go in first? My brother hasn't come back yet, so he just called and told me to come back first. If you look for him, he should be back later." I stepped back slightly, leaving his bed hands, my heart became numb, I shouldn't have such close contact with him, I just want to look at him from a distance, and I don't want to get close anymore.

It will hurt to death.

"Well, it's okay. I just saw you today. I haven't seen you for a long time. I want to talk to you." He said.

I groaned, leaned on crutches and suppressed the beating in my chest unsteadily, made myself look calm enough, and walked towards the house: "Then come inside, it's getting cold, I'll let the kitchen cook Some red dates and yam soup."

He followed me to the hall. I hurriedly told the kitchen to make soup, and then I wanted to make coffee for him, but he held him down, "Your legs are inconvenient, don't move around."

I sat down obediently, drooping my eyelids and feeling uneasy, I don't know how to get along with him now, this person I used to be the most familiar with, now I don't even know how to get along with him properly.

"How is it going abroad recently? Do you plan to go back?"

"Very good. I have been studying. I just got my master's degree. I want to continue to study for a Ph. D." I replied with a smile, and I also felt like a child who wanted to be praised. I wanted to tell him that I am trying to change now and stop being an asshole. No longer ignorant, "My brother said he wanted me to start the family business, so he won't go back for the time being."

"I've already taken the master's degree exam!" He was very happy, and it was obvious that his happiness came from the bottom of his heart.

I nodded, and my heart began to jump for joy. He didn't look like he hated me at the moment, he was happy for me.

Sure enough, time is the best antidote. Now that Shapino is still alive, he should be relieved, right?

It's just that there is no going back between us anymore, we are no longer a simple relationship between brother and brother, we had that relationship once, even if we wanted to pretend it never happened, we couldn't.

I was a little embarrassed, and I wanted to go to the bathroom. This was because I was injured too badly after jumping off the building. Later, I was always inserted with a catheter when I was in the hospital bed, so now I am nervous and can’t hold back for a long time after urinating.

"You dyed your hair black!"

"Yeah!" I nodded, trying to look cute.

"It's very good, it suits you very well." He smiled a little relieved, as if he was gratified that his Shamat child had finally turned his back on the right path.

"Well, that, I... I'll go to the toilet first." I got up, but the earphone and MP4 fell out, I wanted to bend down to pick them up, but my legs were very difficult, he immediately got up and bent down to help me pick them up, Then put it on the sofa.