The Secret of Misfortune and Love

It seems inappropriate for me to bring the MP4 back to my pocket at this moment, and I am in a hurry to go to the bathroom, so I left the MP4 on and limped to the bathroom.

This was a big mistake.

I spent a long time in the bathroom before coming out. Unlike when I was young, I wished to see him getting tired of him all the time. At this moment, I just feel that getting along with him is so unnatural. Maybe I owe him something, so I feel so guilty. I feel ashamed, I don't even know what to do, I just feel like my mind is blank.

After I came out, I saw my MP4 in his ear, and I thought it was terrible, maybe he was just curious about what songs I usually listen to?

Sure enough, his expression was a little weird, he looked up at me and asked, "Which chat room are you in? The one from Feiyu? Which one are you? Chenyang?"

I don't know how to answer, but instinctively, I don't want him to know my id. I'm afraid that if I do this, I will lose the chat room he often visits, but I can't lie. The few people who were online in the chat room that day, He just went up and asked those few, and he could rule them out, and he could guess which one was me just by looking at the name.

Embarrassed, cramped.

I hurriedly turned my head away: "I'm sorry, I won't go again in the future, I..."

I was probably afraid that if I continued to be in front of him, I would cry aggrieved, and I didn't want him to see me like this, so I grabbed the MP4 in his hand and turned my head, leaning on crutches, trying to go upstairs to my room.

"build!"

He called my name from behind, I didn't dare to look back, I just wanted to run away.

I thought it must be ugly and comical for me to limp and twist like this.

"build!"

He followed in stride, and those hands that were familiar with the bones that held me up since childhood grabbed my wrist.

"I'm not angry about it," he said.

I want to say that I don't really care if you are angry with me or not. A hopeless person doesn't care about that, so I don't plan to delete your song at all.

However, I still cried, hehe, in a foreign country, no matter how sad and lonely I was, I never shed tears, but I knew that in front of him, no protection was worth mentioning.

"build."

I saw a little distress in his eyes, and I think he was thinking about how to comfort me.

"I'm very tired. I want to go back to my room to rest." I broke free from his hand and I went upstairs with difficulty. He didn't say anything. I knew he was standing behind me and was looking at me. I didn't know if he was No matter what his expression was, he didn't dare to guess what he was thinking at the moment.

Going back to the room, closing the door, taking out the paper and blowing his nose, laying down on the bed and turning off the light, putting on the earphones and continuing to listen to his voice.

Ouyang, so be it, I won't bother you, and you don't feel pity for me because I am the child you watched growing up, and don't forgive me.

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Unexpectedly, after a few days, the first snow of this winter came. To be honest, I don’t like winter, but that was before, and now I like it a lot, and I don’t like to turn on the heater. Can you neutralize the coldness in your heart or what?

That day Ouyang Chenshuo left without waiting for my cousin. The servant said he left soon after I went upstairs, and he didn’t take a sip of the red date and yam soup. Intuitively, he came to look for me that day, but he didn’t come after that. Goodbye.

Han Chenyang called me. At first, I thought this guy was taking the opportunity to approach me purposely, so as to find an opportunity to get in touch with our Ling family's property, but he never mentioned business and other aspects, which seemed to be true. Just simply want to be my friend.

But it doesn't matter to me whether he just wants to be friends with me or seek some benefit.

I don't have any friends. I used to be domineering and domineering, and I never took others seriously. Those so-called friends were just frivolous younger brothers who followed me. Now they are disabled, and I don't want to fight with them anymore. Contacted me, and I just flatly declined the request to meet.

But for Han Chenyang, I am willing to get in touch with him more, not only because he is more sunny and warm, I just feel that he seems to be reading my heart more or less, I probably think it is good to have such a friend, Because apart from Ouyang, no one has ever accompanied me to eat shredded pork noodles.

The reason for this is a little funny, but it doesn't matter.

After making an appointment, the driver drove me there. I was wearing thin clothes, because the heating at home and in the car is very good. Although I don’t want to turn on the heating at home, my cousin is afraid of freezing.

Through the car window, I saw that he was wearing a black coat, Martin boots, and a plaid scarf. He seemed to have been waiting for me for a while, and a layer of snow had fallen on his hair. He had a big bag under his armpit. I know what I'm pretending to be.

I staggered out of the car, and when he saw it, he strode over immediately, and his breath turned into a white mist: "Hey, here it is, I thought you would let me go."

I glanced at him lightly: "I promised to come, and I won't let you go."

"I guess you must be wearing very thin clothes. Here, the down jacket I just bought for you, try to see if it fits. If it doesn't fit, we will go up and adjust it now." He pointed to the department store behind and said, "It's not very expensive. , I see that your usual clothes are all top brands, you won't dislike the street stalls I bought, will you?"

I took out the navy blue down jacket and a plaid scarf. I looked inside his neck and saw that the two scarves were exactly the same.

Down jackets are not top-notch brands, but they cost thousands of dollars, which is not a big deal. I would never even have looked at them before, but now I feel inexplicably warm.

I shook my head, took off my thin coat and handed it to the driver. The cold wind and snowflakes on my thin sweater were really biting. He quickly wrapped me in the down jacket and wrapped the scarf around me.

I explained to the driver and told the bodyguards not to follow too closely, and then I followed Han Chenyang slowly towards the department store. Due to my lameness, many people still looked at me. My son's pride is at work.

"In the restaurant area on the sixth floor of this shopping mall, there is a crazy grilled wing that is super good, do you want to try it?" He seemed very excited.

Grilled wings?Crazy grilled wings?

Maybe I’ve been closed for too long, and I rarely eat roadside stalls. The one I remember was the shredded pork noodles with this guy last time.

When I came across the stairs, I struggled to go up, but before I lifted my right leg with difficulty, a signal of weightlessness was transmitted in my brain, and then I flew up, and when I came back to my senses, I was hugged.

"I can do it myself." I was a little unhappy looking at the man who was hugging me, the crutch in his hand was dragging on the ground, many people's eyes flew here in surprise, after all, this is Huaxia, a big man hugged another man A big man or something, disgusting enough.

After passing the stairs, he put me on the ground. Passers-by saw that I was limping and didn't comment. Obviously, I didn't have a strong heart to face this.

He walked very slowly, obviously matching my speed, I didn't say anything, and after entering the mall, I began to admire the dazzling array of products.

When passing by a self-service photo sticker machine, I stopped in my tracks. Today, with the development of mobile phone photography, photo stickers have almost become obsolete products, and few people will come to take pictures again.

I remember that when we first started, Ouyang and my cousin took me to take a lot of photos, and now I have a thick photo album full of our photo stickers.

Han Chenyang put his face in front of my eyes: "What? Do you want to make two versions?"

I shook my head and looked away.

However, my wrist was pulled, and he dragged me slowly towards the machine: "Come on, I'm coming out to play anyway."

He is quite childish.

I chose some scenes and patterns, and then started to shoot. He is very funny, sticking out his tongue and staring, but this kind of photo is interesting, isn’t it?

I also took some photos, feeling that time is in vain, Zhaohua is fleeting, and the illusion of youth is gone.

"Let's combine some photos, Ling."

I looked up in astonishment, he smiled and looked at me, Ling?Uh, is there anyone who calls others only by their surname?

Yes, like Ouyang?But Ouyang has a double surname.

But Ling seems to sound better than Xiu.

When I was young, I was also surprised why my parents gave me the name Lingxiu.

Our two faces were reflected in the same picture frame, but he stopped being funny, and his expression became serious, as if he was going through some kind of ceremony.

After taking photoshoots and waiting for a while to get the cut typesetting, we took the elevator and went straight to the sixth floor.

"It would be nice to have a wheelchair so I can push you around more," he said.

I glanced at the crutch in my hand: "I don't like being a wheelchair, I can still walk."

"Uh, sorry, that's not what I meant. I didn't think you were troublesome." He explained anxiously.

"It's okay, I know."

The sixth floor is indeed more lively than the other floors. After all, it is a dining area, and it is not an exaggeration to describe it as overcrowded.

The crazy grilled wings that Han Chenyang mentioned seemed really delicious, but there were a lot of people lined up in front of them, and the noise was unbearable.

At this time, a table of people was leaving, and Han Chenyang rushed over at almost a sprint speed of [-] meters, put the car keys and wallet on it to occupy a seat, and after occupying the seat, he waved to me in the posture of a winner: "Ling, come on! "

I walked over slowly, and he took out a meal card from his wallet, and blinked at me: "I came to line up to get the card before, and it's full of money, I'm going to buy a meal now, what do you want to eat?" ?”

I glanced at all the storefronts, "You decide, I have never eaten at this kind of roadside stall, so I don't know what it tastes like."

He looked at me in surprise: "Hey, it really is the young master of the Ling family. You must have had a chef cook for you since you were a child. You are so happy."

Are you happy?Probably, just being in it, and not feeling anything.

"Then I'll buy the grilled wings first, and then I'll order all kinds of snacks, just wait for me!" After he finished speaking, he reached out and patted my head, and then walked to the crazy grilled wings area to line up.

I took out my phone and casually played some small puzzle games. After a while, he turned his head and yelled at me: "Do you eat slightly spicy, medium spicy, or abnormally spicy?"