Bear Diary

Sunday, March 2009, 12

After hearing about the meal with the muscular man, Serena quickly asked if he had tried to find out if he was gay.I said I didn't ask.

"I'm dizzy, how can I ask directly. I asked you to test him, but he didn't succeed in the test, but you confessed yourself...I'm depressed..."

"Uh... let's not talk about that. I went to your mother's company today, and I met Brother Zhao."

Every time I went to the aunt's company, I waited until about 8 o'clock in the evening, and I didn't leave until I saw that people were almost gone.This is hoping to run into Auntie.But the amazing thing is that my aunt doesn't know what kind of light work she has practiced, and I just haven't encountered it once.I don't think she will avoid me. If there is a chance, I hope she will want to scold me or something.

So I didn't expect to see my aunt on Friday, but I still waited in the lobby with the spirit of not giving up or giving up.It was past 7 o'clock, and just when I thought it was over again, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a person coming out of the elevator, it was Brother Zhao who had met once at Serena's house.He was talking with another person while walking outside the company.I didn't care about being polite anymore, and hurried up to stop him.

When he saw me, he was taken aback for a moment, then said a few words to that person and asked him to leave first.Brother Zhao asked me why I was here.I said I wanted to see my aunt.He breathed heavily, thought for a while and said, "Did you guys tell Serena's mother about you on the weekend?"

I said that I didn't say something clearly, so I came to your company every day this week, but my aunt has been refusing to see me.Then I asked, "Is Serena okay?"

Brother Zhao said: "After you left, Serena's mother treated him more strictly, and now I have specially invited two people to watch him from the front of the house, and I am not allowed to go."

This didn't surprise me, even though Serena didn't say a word about it. "Brother Zhao, can you help me meet my aunt? Some things must be made clear, mainly because it is good for Serena."

Brother Zhao is a more mature type, maybe less than 40 years old, but there is already a deep line between his eyebrows, which should be formed by frowning for a long time, just like his current expression.It took him a while to say: "Serena's mother is usually not here in the afternoon, so it's useless for you to wait. Come over on Monday morning and call me." After finishing speaking, he gave me the phone number.

I quickly said thank you, but he said no, it was for Serena.

After hearing this, Serena blamed me for not telling him to go to the fucking company every day. If he knew, he would have told me when his mother was in the company.I said, "Didn't you also tell me that your mother stepped up her guard? Which hospital will your mother take you to this weekend?"

"I don't know either. Don't worry, nothing will happen."

Although Serena kept telling me not to worry, I still couldn't help thinking.This morning, MM Yang asked me to go out to play, and I also pushed it. I called Fox Ling, and she didn't seem to know the specifics.Even the muscular man called to ask about it, but I didn't tell him more.After fidgeting all morning like this, when it was approaching lunch time, I finally received a text message from Serena.

"Have you eaten yet?" He acted like he was fine.

"It's over? How is it? Is there anything?"

"Are you in a hurry to piss off, and I tell you that there is no need to piss off. I just chatted with an old man for a while, and finally he told me to put a rubber band on my wrist, and told me to play someone when I think of you. Good melon..."

"Uh... can you stop being gay?"

"Haha, I don't know either. Anyway, as I said, I don't think I personally have a child problem, and the old man didn't say that I needed treatment, it was my mother who insisted on it."

"You have to be more considerate of your mother."

"I tried my best, but who is considerate of me? Who is considerate of you?" I knew he would not feel well. "Brother Chen, do you know that Wu Zawzi is now?"

"Claw?"

"My mother told me that Wu was fired. It seemed that he couldn't get along in Chengdu and went to another place. This time, he will never appear in front of me again."

"Your mother made it?"

"What do you think?"

It's not that I haven't been exposed to such dark things.Auntie and Glasses Wu's company do have a lot of business contacts, but I didn't expect Auntie to be able to do this to this extent.And when she told Serena like this, the meaning couldn't be more obvious. "Serena, I think you know that no matter what, I must not give up on you. I have lived for 25 years, and I have only met you, the one person I really want. I am afraid that if I let go, I will never meet again in this life. There it is. As for work, money, stuff like that, it's never been that important to me."

"You are good enough."

"Nan who told you to choose me as a melon?"

"That's right... Maybe it's because I stayed with you for a long time and got infected by you."

When writing this diary, I kept thinking about what to say to my aunt if I could see her tomorrow, and where to start.It's not that I'm unashamed or unreasonable, the only thing I'm worried about is that she will drive me away before I finish speaking, or see me at all.I am an atheist and believe in myself in everything, but now I really want to ask someone to give me a chance to speak clearly.