Bear Diary

Wednesday, August 2009, 12

Although I understand that now is not the time to worry about this, I still dressed up carefully before going to my aunt's company on Monday morning, trying to impress her.Although this step seems to be too late...

Monday was quite busy, and it was already 10 o'clock when I arrived at my aunt's company, so I sent a text message to Brother Zhao.After waiting for a while, he replied that he asked me to come upstairs.I quickly cheered up and got on the elevator.

Brother Zhao was waiting for me outside the elevator, and he led me directly in, bypassing the reception desk, while saying that my aunt had just come out of a meeting, and now that he was in the office, there was only so much he could do.I thank him, his words are for Serena.The conversation room had already reached the door of the office, Brother Zhao knocked on the door, and only when he heard the inside said to come in, Brother Zhao opened the door and went in.

The aunt sat behind the huge desk with her head down, her forehead resting on her hands, and she couldn't see her face clearly.It may be felt that more than one person came in, the aunt looked up and saw me.I thought she would be surprised or just throw me out, but she just looked at me calmly.

"Auntie, I have something to tell you clearly, please listen to me." I tried my best not to look agitated.

Auntie sighed and told Brother Zhao to go out first.After Brother Zhao closed the door, Auntie said flatly, "You want to talk about Sazi?"

"Auntie, I understand your current mood, but I still want to talk to you about me and Serena."

"It's impossible for you to understand my current mood." Auntie stood up and walked around to the table. "The only one who can understand me is your mother." She paused. "Does your mother know about you?"

"No... I don't know yet..." Auntie's sudden counterattack disrupted all the words I had planned in my mind.

"Really?" Aunt murmured, I couldn't see the meaning of her expression.

"Auntie, can you please stop letting Serena go for treatment? It's useless." Since it's messed up, let's go straight to the point.

"Who says it's useless?"

"I have checked a lot of information about this these days, and the success rate of being able to reverse sexual orientation through treatment is very small. And Serena is not eligible for treatment at all." While talking, I dug out a copy of my recent The book I have been reading is about psychotherapy. "Would you have the heart to force Serena to suffer from vomiting or electric shock?"

I handed it to my aunt, but she took it, but after looking at the cover, she threw it on the desk. "I know how to deal with this matter. What do you think about you and Serena?"

"I..." Finally getting to the point, I couldn't help but pause. "I really like Serena, and I don't want to give up on him. I believe he thinks the same way." I kept paying attention to my aunt's face when I said it, fearing that she would not be able to accept it.

But my aunt was not excited, but said to me in a sincere tone: "Xiao Chen, have you ever thought that it is wrong for you and Serena to be like this."

"I know it's hard for you to accept now. But I don't think we were wrong."

"You think it's right, too?" Auntie raised her voice slightly. "Don't you think this is selfish? How do you deal with your parents? How do you deal with relatives and friends? How do you let your parents deal with others? Thousands of years of Chinese tradition, I don't know the situation in your family. But Serena is an only son, and it is his duty to carry on the family line. Can you ignore all these? Even if you really like each other, isn’t it enough to be good friends and brothers?”

"Auntie, some things can't be done just by thinking about it." In fact, Auntie's gradually excited tone is more in line with my expectations. "You said that Serena Williams wants to carry on the family line. In fact, there are many ways. Now test tubes and adoption are all available. If you pay attention to blood, you can also find a surrogate mother. On the contrary, if you force him to marry a woman he doesn't love, it's not only Serena Williams. You won’t be happy, and you’ll ruin the girl’s family for the rest of your life.” Auntie’s expression was ugly, but I still wanted to say it. "As I said last time, this tendency is mostly innate and irreversible. Who can be blamed? It can't be said to be wrong. There is indeed a lot of discrimination against this in Chinese society, but the younger generation really It is more acceptable. Many countries in the world allow same-sex marriage. This is the general trend, and it will become more and more acceptable in the future. So if you insist on sending Serena to go abroad, I don’t think it will restrain him. role." Looking at Auntie's expression, I felt helpless.

"Look at the current Serena, lively, cheerful and healthy, and the 'abnormal' portraits in your mind? Do you really want to change him like this?" Auntie looked at me, but I already knew her answer. "Actually, it's not that I haven't thought about whether it would be better for him to leave Serena." Auntie showed a surprised expression. "But I decided not to give up in the end. Because even if Serena Williams didn't have me, there would still be someone else." I felt that I was speaking righteously, and my aunt should understand who I was referring to. "I don't know what you think of me, but I will do my best to protect and love Serena. I don't think I will do worse than anyone else. If you give me a chance, I am willing to do anything Prove it to you."

"Enough." My aunt interrupted me. "Let's go." Without any reaction or debate, he just said this weakly.

Although there was still a lot to say, I held back.Compared to the last time when she yelled me out, Auntie is already very polite today.Maybe next time there is a chance.But before I opened the door, I said another sentence: "If you agree, I'm already planning to take Serena home to meet my family."

Coming out of the office, I can't tell whether I feel a little more relaxed or more worried, but I know that all this has to be done today, and I will always stick to it.

In the afternoon, I received a text message from Serena, asking me if I saw his mother in the morning, how is the situation?

I just said it briefly to let him know it was better than last time.

Serena said: "My mother kept a gloomy face and didn't say a word when she came home for dinner at noon. I thought you had offended her again."

"Hehe, your mother and I are both qualified people, and we won't get mad at every turn."

"That's good. It's almost Christmas, what are you going to do?"

This guy is still thinking about playing at this moment. "I haven't thought about it. You also know that I don't like going out to play. Maybe I will go home to accompany my mother."

Serena came over with a contemptuous expression. "I asked Xiaoling today, and said that the bar has a theme night. I really want to go, but unfortunately I can't get out. How about you help me to play."

"I won't go alone, good melon. Wait for you to take me next time."

Serena sent another look of contempt. "You're so boring. So why don't you get me a Christmas present?"

"Ah... I haven't had time to buy it yet, you want to swear."

"Cut~ How can you ask someone else to tell you? You won't be surprised, stupid! Huh, forget about sending you a personal package, I miss you a little..."