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Since I met Li Dong, I asked my mother to buy me a bicycle, and I rode to and from school with Li Dong every day, and went to the same student dining table as Li Dong. I think everything can survive.

One day after school, Li Dong told me that he knew a very powerful brother, who had some connections with people in the underworld. He was studying in a nearby high school. If there was anything he could ask him in the future, he would ask his brother to teach me a lesson. those people.

I was surprised to hear Li Dong tell me about his brother's experience, and I was scared and happy at the same time. I was afraid that the students in this small city would fight and kill like this. I was happy that if this happened, the future If "Xiao Hei" bullies him again, he can ask Li Dong for help.

"From now on, you will come to my door and wait for me every morning." Li Dong told me on his bicycle.

"Shouldn't we gather at the gate of the community?"

Li Dong stroked his glasses: "You will be my little brother from now on, do you still want me to cover you?"

Although I felt that Li Dong's tone was annoying, but at least I could suffer less "skin pain", so I agreed to Li Dong.

The next morning at school, Xiao Hei was handed over to the podium by the teacher because he had not finished his homework. He scolded him in front of the whole class. Digging coal?"

The students below all laughed. Although I thought it was really wrong for the teacher to say such words, I still smiled along with it. Unexpectedly, Xiao Hei's eyes were fixed on me, and he opened his mouth slightly and gritted his teeth and said with his lips. Sentence: "You wait for me!"

"Slap!" A palm print was printed on Xiao Hei's face, and the students below immediately fell silent. I was stunned, and I couldn't imagine that the teacher here would hit the students or the face!Xiao Hei's temper was so rebellious, so he couldn't help but stared at the teacher and said, "You hit me?"

The teacher is a young man. It is said that it is the first year that the trainee teacher officially became the class teacher. There is a long scar on his arm. He rolled up his sleeves, revealed the scar and said, "What happened to you?"

"Teachers shouldn't hit students!" Xiao Hei gritted his teeth and said.

"I'm going to beat you, what's the matter?" The teacher stretched out his hand and continued to hit him. Xiao Hei wanted to block it, but he didn't expect the teacher to go up and kicked him. Xiao Hei covered his stomach in pain, and the teacher beat him even harder. Every slap was on the face, and the sound of "slaps" resounded throughout the classroom. No student here dared to make a sound, and I even hunched over in fright.

Exercise between classes, Li Dong and I went to the playground for free activities. I was always amazed by the teacher beating someone, but Li Dong said that this kind of thing is very common in our place. The better the school, the better the teacher beating. People beat harder.

I asked Li Dong: "Isn't this against the law?"

"Breaking the law?" Li Dong smiled, "Is there anyone in this place who cares about it, as long as you have good academic performance."

"Are there no parents who come here to find a teacher?"

"Yes." Li Dong wiped the tip of his nose, "There used to be a parent who was a gangster, and then put the teacher in a sack and beat him up, and threw it into the trash can."

I somewhat admire Li Dong, because I think he has been exposed to a lot of things. He said that his family conditions are very good, with many famous cars and real estate in his family.

"Wu You, how dare you fucking laugh at me today!" While I was chatting with Li Dong, someone from behind suddenly locked my neck and kicked me to the ground. I tried my best to stand up, and then He patched up a few more feet. I don’t know how to fight and I don’t know how to fight back. My father beat me since I was a child. If I defended my father, he would beat me harder. Every time I was beaten, I just stood still and let others beat me. I.

A lot of classmates came around, and Xiao Hei might be afraid that a teacher would come over in a while, so he would hold my shoulder tightly and say, "If you dare to tell the teacher, I will have someone beat you to death!"

I stood there dumbfounded, feeling wronged in my heart, but I didn't feel like crying at all, because everyone laughed at me, and my voice was as small as a girl, and if I cried again, I would be laughed at by everyone.As soon as the bell rang for the inter-class exercises, everyone started to line up neatly. I had no choice but to pat the dust off my footprints. Li Dong walked past me calmly. Only then did I realize why Li Dong didn't help I?Didn't you see it or what?

When I entered the class, I sneaked up to Li Dong and asked him, "Why didn't you help me just now?"

Li Dong stroked his glasses and said, "Ah? What's the matter? I was chatting with friends from other classes just now, but I didn't see it."

"Oh..." I complained more or less in my heart, but at that time I really didn't think about it any more.

Later, on the way back from school with Li Dong many times, Xiao Hei intercepted him watching me being bullied. I was really fainted, so I asked Li Dong, "Don't you know your brother? Can't you let him clean up Xiao Hei for me?"

Li Dongman said nonchalantly: "What does it matter to him that you were beaten?"

Slowly, I found that everything Li Dong said was bragging, he didn't know any brother at all, because later even he himself would be bullied by Xiao Hei, and all his talking about fighting gangsters was lying to me.But even though I can see through every time he starts bragging, I still choose to go home with Li Dong. Anyway, I only have this one friend. Without Li Dong, I really don't know what I should do.

But Li Dong began to go too far. He often asked me to borrow money and took me to buy food, but every time he asked him for money, he always said no, it was just a few dollars, why are you so stingy, and then Won't pay me back.What made me completely angry was when he suddenly ran over to me and said, "Wu You, I gave you a nickname!"

I was a little angry and didn't want to talk to him, but he continued: "From now on, you will be called Wu Xiaohua!"

As soon as I heard the name, I knew that Li Dong was laughing at me on purpose, but I didn't expect Li Dong to intensify and ran to the class podium and shouted: "Hey, students, I gave our class Wu You a nickname. , Xiaohua, Wu Xiaohua, from now on he will be the little flower girl in our class!"

"Hahahaha, Xiaohua!" The girl below laughed.

From then on, no matter in the queue, on duty, or after school, my classmates would call me Xiaohua, and some boys who liked to fight mischievously called me "sissy" too much.From that time on, I never went to the toilet after class, because even when I went to the toilet, some classmates would laugh at me, bully me, and ask me if I had male genitals, and they wanted to check them.

During the free activity when the physical education class was disbanded, all the girls in the class shouted my nickname together on the playground: "Wu Xiaohua, Wu Xiaohua! Sissy, sissy!"

I ran over to tell them to stop screaming, but those girls said that I, a boy, actually quarreled with their girls. At that time, my self-esteem was like a broken glass bottle, which was so broken that I couldn't put it back together.

I stopped going to school and having lunch with Li Dong, and started to walk alone, but Li Dong began to go too far, promoting my nickname to all the students in other classes, wishing to put up a big-character poster at the school gate, Also knocked over my bowl at lunch.My grades plummeted. I didn’t dare to move except sitting on the desk in a daze every day at school. What I was most afraid of was physical education and exercises between classes, because at that time there would always be people who bullied me and laughed at me, and I Always be alone.

The monthly exam of the second year of junior high school is approaching, and my test scores are quite different from those of the previous semester. The teacher found my parents and told my mother in the office: "Your child has performed very poorly in school recently. He didn't listen carefully in class. I was in a daze all day, not knowing what to think there."

My mother became more and more angry when the teacher talked about it, and stared at me from the side.

"By the way, I also found that Wu You of your family lacks masculinity, and speaks and does things softly."

The mother actually nodded lightly: "He has been with his father since he was a child, and he may have been spoiled and raised."

"After that, I will help you educate him."

"Okay." My mother sat next to the teacher and made up her mind.

I saw the teacher slap me, I was stunned there, I didn't expect the teacher to be in front of my mother, and gave me a solid slap, my mother frowned and turned her head away.

When I first learned that the teacher was beating someone, I went back and told my mother. My mother also said that if the teacher dared to beat you, you should come back and tell me. She said, "How can the teacher beat the student?"

But now even my mother doesn't help me anymore...

That day in physical education class, I spent time alone around the playground. I was walking aimlessly. A football slammed into my face, and my eyes were staring. I heard a boy running over to get the ball and asked me :"Are you OK."

How can this pain be as serious as the pain in my heart?

I shook my head and said, "It's okay."

The female students jumping rubber band next to me saw that I was kicked by the ball, pointed at me and made jokes, turned around and hid behind several big trees.Stepping on the soft fallen leaves, I was a little sad to see a few beams of gentle sunlight passing through the branches. I looked down and found that the glass shards on the ground were shining brightly.

I don’t know why after I came here, there is always something like a black mist in my heart, that thing always tells me that if one day I die, it will be fine, squatting down, slowly picking up glass shards and scratching on my arms After a while, the pain spread all over my body, and I actually felt a little comfortable.

"It would be fine if I died." I said to myself, and then continued to stroke hard on the scratched wound.

"Hey, what are you doing!" A familiar voice called me not far away.