Get angry

Blood oozes from the wound, and a boy from a distance comes, it turns out to be the boy who just kicked the ball in my face, I don’t know why he followed me in.

"Non-mainstream, you? Playing self-torture?" The boy is tall. Although he has no expression, he always feels that he is a very serious person. He looked down at me, giving people a condescending feeling.

I stood up and covered my wound with my hands, suddenly felt a bit awkward in the atmosphere and dared not look up at him.It may be that too many things have happened recently, I am more and more afraid of other people's eyes, I said: "No, I am just not in a good mood."

"Huh? Suicide if you're not in a good mood?" The boy laughed, and then stretched out a big hand to support my chin, "I'm not a classmate, why don't you look at people when you talk?"

His voice was extremely deep and serious, and my cowardly character immediately felt a little afraid of him, and I carefully saw his appearance after he lifted my chin.This face always feels like the appearance that only appears on TV. I can’t tell which star it looks like, but it is really the kind of look that men must praise him for handsome. The eyebrows are thick but very stylish, and the brows are always tight Wrinkled, his skin is a little dark, and he is very tall, about 1.3 meters in junior high school, especially his body exudes a strong aura.

"Why do you look like a kitten? Don't play suicide all the time when you're so white!" He shook his legs and said such words, then turned around and went out with the ball.

When he came back to his senses, his heart was beating fast, was he frightened by his majesty?Or..., I can't say what kind of feeling it is.

When I got home, I was lying on the table doing my homework. I wanted to use my cuff to cover the wound, but my mother found out, and my mother slapped me. , asked me if I knew how hard she had been alone for so many years, not studying hard, and engaging in these crooked ways.

In those few days, my mother kept talking to me coldly, and even started beating me because I misdicted a few words.Although my mother didn't hurt me, it made me gradually feel disappointed in my family. The bullying by my classmates and the cynicism of the teacher, I still had to endure it when I got home.I was about to collapse. Sometimes on the way to school by bicycle, tears would flow out with the wind. When I was about to reach the school gate, I had to stop early and push the bike to ease my mood before I dared to go in.

I didn’t dare to look up while waiting for the first morning class, so I lay down on the table to prevent others from seeing my face. I was afraid that someone would laugh at me and call me a sissy if they saw my face.

During self-study in the afternoon, all the teachers in the school went to a meeting. The teacher asked the class monitor to watch the self-study on the podium. If anyone spoke, he would write down their names on a note. When he came back, he would personally clean up these people. The class monitor was a girl. Nickname, always looked down on me, I was working on the exercise book quietly, without even raising my head, but when the teacher came back, he actually read my name on the note.

I was surprised and said: "Teacher, I didn't speak."

The teacher waved the note and said viciously, "Can you have your name on it without saying anything?"

He asked all the people whose names were on the note to stand up, including Xiao Hei. The teacher walked around the class, and then suddenly stood beside Xiao Hei with a smile and asked, "What do you think of Wu You?"

Xiao Hei whispered, "Lack of masculinity."

"What? Say it louder." The teacher laughed.

"Lack of masculinity!" Xiao Hei really yelled loudly in our class, and the whole class started to laugh. The teacher shrugged and said, "Look, I didn't say that, it's all the students like that feel."

Then he called each of us into the corridor of the classroom and slapped us a few times.There was once a girl who printed a text, which was full of legal statements that the teacher could not beat the students, but the class teacher found out on the spot, and called the girl into the corridor to beat her up. He taught mathematics, and all the students in the class The crisp applause outside the corridor could be heard in the classroom. At that time, even the air was cold, and the whole class seemed to be shrouded in dark clouds.

There is only one wish in my heart, that is to graduate quickly, let me leave this city quickly, God please!

After school in the evening, I don’t know what happened. A large group of people gathered at the gate of the school. Some were wearing the uniforms of the high school next door, and some were wearing very trendy clothes. The person standing in the middle was yesterday’s physical education class. The person who kicked a football in my face last night, although I have a little affection for him in my heart, after all he stopped me when I was desperate, but it turns out that he is also the kind of student who loves to fight, and he feels a little lost in his heart, like me How many cowards are there? If only I could yell like them, I would be fine.

As soon as he was about to get on his bicycle and leave, the boy turned his head to look at me, and then gestured to me "come here". I frowned and looked around for a long time, only to find that he was actually talking to me. I pointed I asked him with my lips: "Are you calling me?"

The corner of his mouth raised slightly, and he nodded.

Pushing the bicycle obediently and walking over, the group of people around him also looked at me, and broke out in cold sweat. Although I was often bullied and beaten, if so many people beat me, I would not will die?

"Hey, what's your name?" He suddenly asked me, his heart skipped a beat, thinking that I might not be pleasing to the eye after thinking about it, and I'm going to die today.

"Yu Wen asked what your name is, dumb?" A punk next to him with a cigarette in his mouth pushed me.

"Second brother, this is a friend of mine." It turns out that his name is Yu Wen, and his name is quite nice. I don't know how I can think about these questions when I am so panicked.

"Oh, Xiaobai, what's your name?" He walked over.

Who is Xiaobai?Me?

I dare not look up and answer: "Wu You."

"Carefree?"

"Almost, Koutian Wu."

"Haha." He smiled softly, "Okay, okay, wait for me here, I have something to deal with, and I will take you to buy glasses later."

"No! My glasses are not broken, but some pieces are missing." I shook my head hastily, and when I looked up and saw him, I found that his facial features were more profound under the streetlight. This man...is really handsome.

"Just wait, I'll come to you later." He continued to follow the crowd to a small alley next to the school.

In fact, I really wanted to leave by riding a bicycle, but I was afraid of offending this man named Yu Wen. I have seen many fights at the school gate before, but I have never seen so many people fighting. So I clearly understand that he is definitely not an easy person to mess with.

"Hey, Xiao Hua!" At this time, Xiao Hei suddenly hit me on the back of the head.

It's over, I feel miserable, one is not enough and two people came "Do you know Zhou Yuwen?" Xiao Hei changed his usual viciousness when he bullied me, "You are so awesome? You are the leader of our school (the boss of the school). Do you know?" After he finished speaking, he leaned over, and I thought he was going to bully me again.

"He's my brother." I said this completely out of self-help, and my voice was a few times higher than usual.

"Your brother?" Xiao Hei sneered, "Fuck you."

"Wu You, let's go!" Suddenly Zhou Yuwen's voice came from the side, and he and a few people passed by us and continued walking without looking back.He hurriedly pushed the car and followed, at least he would not be bullied by Xiao Hei, leaving him alone in a daze.

"Wu You, how tight are your eyes?" Yu Wen asked, tilting his head and looking at me.

"200..., 200 degrees." I always felt a little guilty when he overheard me when I said Yu Wen was my brother.

"Okay, you can choose a frame yourself later, and I'll buy it for you," he said.

"No, no need." In fact, I really want to go home now. Every time I leave school, I go home on time. I have already missed so much time today. I will definitely be scolded by my mother when I go back.

"My name is Zhou Yuwen, I'm in Class [-] of the third year," he began to introduce himself.

"I'm in Class Ten, Year Two." I said cautiously.

"Oh, no wonder you call me brother." Zhou Yuwen took a cigarette from his pocket, and the person next to him handed him a lighter. He took a sharp puff and said softly.

His face turned red to the ears, and he didn't know what to say, so he followed them awkwardly.When I arrived at the optical shop, Zhou Yuwen insisted that I choose a spectacle frame, so I chose a spectacle frame similar to the one I wear now. He shook his head and searched for a long time. He chose a black metal thin-rimmed spectacle for me to try. Of course, I changed it obediently. I was used to wearing plastic glasses with large frames before, but after changing it like this, I felt a lot awkward, as if something was missing on my face.

Zhou Yuwen asked me if the glasses were okay, I dared not say no, so I nodded quickly.

After he finished speaking, he ran to pay the bill, and I heard that it cost more than 300. How can a junior high school student have so much money?I stupidly wanted to say something, but Zhou Yuwen said: "Okay, I'm done buying, you can pick it up by yourself tomorrow."

Swallowing the words back, I hurriedly rode my bicycle back home. I rode very fast all the way, thinking how much time I had to catch up. When I got home, I told my mother that I was helping the class with a blackboard newspaper. When I went back, my mother had already called the teacher. When I got on the phone, the teacher said that we were going to leave school on time, but he hesitated and didn't know how to explain it to his mother, so he was scolded severely by his mother.

I know that my mother's phone call will definitely give the teacher more reason to mock me. Sure enough, the next day, the teacher mocked me in front of the whole class, saying that I was so angry that I was full of it. Bad idea, if you have that idle thought, it's better to think about how to behave like a man.

The classmates all treated me as a joke, and covered their mouths for fun. I couldn’t get used to this kind of insult. Every time it felt like a new wound, I just blushed and endured the teacher’s harsh words, and the anger in my heart It can't be burned no matter what.

I was afraid that my mother would know about my glasses, so I kept them hidden in my schoolbag, and I still carried the pair of glasses that were a bit damaged.In fact, to be honest, I always feel that this kind of big frame eyes can help me cover my face and save others from seeing me. I always feel that I am too unhappy, so everyone bullies me, even My parents don't like me.

As for appearance, I never think that I have any appearance at all, even if it is invisible, it would be better.

I went to the water room in the corridor to fetch water. It was a coincidence that I was in a group with Li Dong. Since I stopped playing with Li Dong, Li Dong has been bullying me. Although he doesn’t do anything, he always Laughing at me in front of everyone, just like him laughing at me in front of others, can win him a lot of popularity. This time he deliberately got water all over me while washing the mop, but I can't bear it with Li Dong: " are you crazy!"

Li Dong threw the mop: "Oh, have you learned to talk back?"

I also lost my temper: "Why don't you talk back?"

"I wanted to beat you up a long time ago, do you know that?" Li Dong was about to hit me when he came up, I didn't know where the energy came from, and I wanted to fight back, but of course I couldn't beat Li Dong , he was taller than me, with long hands and long feet, so I suffered a lot of beatings.

"Hey, look at Xiaohua and fight with someone!" I don't know if it's my classmates or the people from the next class who are shouting at the side. When I saw someone watching, Li Dong even beat me on the head. .I clung to Li Dong's clothes tightly, as if this was my last counterattack.

"Bang!" A dry mop was thrown on Li Dong's body. At this time, I had already fallen on the ground and my clothes were covered with dirty water. I saw the crowd behind me make way for Zhou Yuwen to stand in the water with his pockets in his hands. At the door of the room, "Wu You, after school, I told you, a classmate, not to leave, let's talk at the back door."

After Zhou Yuwen finished speaking, he turned around and left. The head teacher followed closely behind and asked us what was going on. Li Dong was naturally smart: "Teacher, we were just joking around."

Anyone who is not blind can see that this is a sign of a fight, but I didn't expect that the teacher turned around and left after glaring at me. Li Dong left without saying anything.

Wearing wet clothes, I went to class for a whole day. The teacher of the last class said that school was over, and we officially disbanded. But not long after the teacher left, someone kicked the door open with a loud "bang", A very majestic voice came out: "Wu You call out your classmate today!"

Zhou Yuwen stood at the door and pointed at Li Dong with a terrified expression.