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She looked at me with contempt, as if she was watching a big joke!!

Yes! If Youran really wants to see me, how can I never find her? Although in the end, this dream will still wake up, and it’s not real, it’s just a dream.

But I'm really sad, I want to go to her.But I was afraid that she would show that face like in a dream, it would break me!!

Although I know that Youran is not that kind of person, I still can't help feeling that she doesn't value me.Yes, you don’t pay attention, if you really pay attention to me, why didn’t you call me??

I once had a question on this subject.You Ran said she would call me, but I don't know if it's because of the number or what, she always can't get through to me...

Forget it, let it be like this!! I comforted myself, maybe it was fate, there was nothing I could do in this life, and I received a call from Youran!!

I think, sometimes, I really think too much.My autism since I was a child has caused me to be suspicious by nature, and I am suspicious of many things.Fortunately, Youran didn't know about my problem, otherwise she wouldn't know if she would hate me.

I know that Youran is still very good to me.But this goodness, because of the distance, seems so small!!

We text each other during the summer vacation when we don’t talk much because of high phone bills.At that time, I didn't have a mobile phone, so I took my mother's mobile phone to send text messages to Youran.My mom knows Youran is my friend, she knows almost all my friends!!

Although sending a text message is not more expensive than a phone call, but I will not send too much, but I am not greedy, if Youran can give me a reply, it is enough for me to enjoy the whole day!

At that time, mobile phones had just begun to be popularized. The average student did not have a mobile phone, and only adults had their own mobile phones.There are also some students, but they are still a minority.

I remembered what Youran said before, that her school would be haunted. Not long after, I wrote an article about the haunting in Youran school, and it was stored on my relative’s computer.

At that time, there was no social media, and I didn’t know how to chat online, and I didn’t know how to post my writing on the Internet. What’s more, what I wrote was for myself to read, and I didn’t want to share it with others.

That year was 2006, the year when I just moved to another place to go to school, because it was not far from my relatives’ home, so I went to their relatives’ house to play during the winter vacation. Can't find many things.

Now, I can easily jump between various webpages, but I no longer have the feeling when I wrote about Youran School being haunted!!

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The writing is so slow, I feel that I am updating so slowly... I have no inspiration...

Chapter 12

The second type of dream is on a train.

I don't know why I got on that train, and I don't know where the train is going...I just know that when I opened the window out of boredom during the journey, I saw a person!!

That person is Youran! Coincidentally, she also opened the window on the train.And the train we took is two parallel trains, and we don't know when they will go their separate ways.

And when I saw You Ran on the opposite side of the train, I couldn't calm down anymore.I yelled at You Ran, hoping she could hear me.

Finally, Youran heard my call, she raised her head and looked at me, as if surprised that I was here.

However, the roar of the train interfered with our normal conversation, and she and I couldn't hear what the other party was saying at all...

There was no other way, I had no choice but to take out my mobile phone, and motioned for Youran to call.You Ran had no choice but to take out her cell phone and accompany me on the phone.But because the signal on the train is not good, you can't hear me clearly, but I can hear you.So I can only listen in silence.

I don't know what I said to you, and then your train turned in another direction, and I can only watch your train get farther and farther away from me, but there is nothing I can do.

At that time, I thought about whether you and I are two parallel lines that meet each other. After meeting, we will go farther and farther, and we will never see each other again...

But I don't want to, I don't want to lose contact with you like this, I want to know how you are doing, how you are doing, whether you have found the person you want to marry, and if so, what should I do? how??

I don't know what to do, so I choose silence.

And before that, I had a lot of dreams about you...

I dreamed that you and I were chatting online, I saw you online, and knew that the person online was you!!

I'm so excited, I want to chat with you, but no matter how I type, I always make mistakes, and I can't always type out a correct sentence. I'm in a hurry, for fear that you will be offline.

But the keyboard seems to be fighting against me desperately. No matter how clearly I can see the letter, it will always be wrong when I type it...

I was helpless, I gradually realized that this was a dream.I thought, if I wake up from the dream, I will leave a message for you online, because I really miss you.

However, when I woke up and thought about the previous dream, I suddenly realized that I couldn't do this.I can't, if I pester you like this again, it will disgust you, I don't want to do this.

So, after all, I didn't do anything, just watched the days go by, but I couldn't do anything.When I miss her, I write down my thoughts about her on Weibo, space, or any place where I can write words.

However, such days lasted for a year.When I completely lost contact with her for a year, I didn't write those words anymore, because I knew that even if I wrote it, so what? After all, she will never appear in front of me again, so, as long as Knowing that she is far away, living the life she chooses, is enough!!

I still remember the days when I called her before I lost contact with her.It was her birthday that day, and I ran to the phone booth after class and dialed her number.

In fact, you can also call in the dormitory, but there are too many people in the dormitory, and I always feel that there is a lot of work that I can’t talk about, so I mostly ran out to make calls at that time.

The moment the phone was dialed, I heard her say: "Hey, who is it?" I suppressed my excitement and said: "Happy birthday!"

She said in surprise: "It's you, I didn't expect to remember my birthday." Then she said: "I still have something to do, I have a meeting in the student department! Let's talk later."

Knowing she was busy, I could only hang up the phone.Although reluctant, it can only be so.

Not long after that, I called her again and found out that she had joined the student union and even became the deputy head of some debate team.I know she can speak, but I don't know when she became so powerful.

No wonder people always say that a long-distance relationship won't last long. In fact, it's because two people have been separated for a long time and don't know what to say. After all, there is no common topic.

Although she and I are not lovers, under my wishful thinking, we also have a certain meaning of being together.

But wishful thinking can never last long.But at that time, I was too young and too obsessed, so I desperately wanted to keep her.

Until later, long after I lost her completely, I still didn't regret what I did at the beginning, because I knew that if I didn't keep her at the beginning, I would have lost her long ago, so why would the memorable ten years come? ??

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I've been stuck in the code elf for a long time, and I finally got out today, so I'm here to post an article.

Chapter 13

That day, I dreamed that I was going to the toilet, but at the door of the toilet, I ran into a classmate I knew before. I was in a hurry to go to the toilet, so I said a word to her and was about to leave.

But at this moment, I saw you standing beside her!

You are still exactly the same as ten years ago, with two long braids hanging down to your waist, wearing the red shirt that I remember deeply, even your appearance is the same as ten years ago, without any change.I don't know why, but I said to you: "I haven't seen you for a few days." But you said: "It's not a few days, it's a few years."