Lin Nianyouran gl

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I shook my head: "I mean in my dream, I haven't seen you for several days." At this moment, I suddenly remembered that I can only see you in my dream. a dream

Thinking of this, I suddenly woke up.I lay on the bed, thinking to myself: This really is a dream.But if it wasn't in a dream, how could I see you?

In addition to these, the most common dream is that I suddenly appeared at a train station in another place for some reason, and then saw her at the door of the hotel not far from the train station!!

Every time I see her, I feel that it is not her, because she looks very different from the memory of her, but I still regard the person who appeared as her.

Then when you are about to enter the hotel, ask for her mobile phone number and plan to call her when you have time.But in the dream, the number she said was different every time, and I, no matter what, couldn't remember the number she said.

Even if I remember it in my dream, I will always forget it when I wake up.

In fact, I know that I am deceiving myself and others. How can I take the phone number mentioned in the dream seriously? But I still think about it, next time I will remember the number, and then I will check where the number is. If it is from her, I will try it out .

That being said, the reality that I can't remember even a single number forced me to give up this plan.

I know that I am too obsessed, I shouldn't be like this, but I have been waiting for her for ten years, and when I give up, although it is not so unforgettable, it is enough for me to remember for a lifetime.

I shouldn't think about her anymore. After all, she has been away from my life for so long. Now, I don't know if she is married. If she is married, I don't know if she has children...

However, in my feeling, she doesn't have it yet.

Nothing but intuition.She hasn't had a boyfriend in the past so many years, she always feels that she won't have a boyfriend so soon!!

In fact, it has been several years since I separated from her, but I have been deceiving myself and others.

Looking back, when I was in school, I hoped that she would suddenly appear in front of me every day. I knew it was impossible, but I kept looking forward to it.

Thinking about it now, knowing that I was too stupid at that time, how could she come to me from all the way??

It's just that if you think about it too much, for a long time, you can't stop thinking about it.She, Youran, has become a part of my life. Even though I live in two places and lose contact with her, I still feel that everything she brings to me is affecting my life.

I will never forget her, not in this lifetime.Even with gray hair, I will always remember her, always...

On that day, the sun was just right, I opened the space, and with just a casual glance, I saw her!

I was excited, I was stunned, I saw her on the home page of my space, leaving traces of her visit.I don't know how to describe my excited mood at that time, I just opened up the space with trembling hands, and looked at it bit by bit, but I didn't find any traces of her in other parts of me.

If she opens up my space to live, she will naturally see that I am on the home page of the diary, and the first diary that sticks to the top writes her name, and there, everything I want to say to her is written.

It's just because of a special setting, so she is the only one who can see it.

However, the click record there is still 0, which proves that she has never opened the log at all.

I remember I once left a message in her space and asked her to come to my space to have a look. Maybe she saw the message, but just clicked on the homepage of the space and glanced at it. She didn’t see anything special, so she probably left.

Even so, although I regret it, I am still very excited.After all, this is her first and last visit to my space.

Since then, I have always regretted that she didn't read my diary, but I also felt that it seemed destined that we would not be together.

Even so, I still miss her occasionally, and recall everything between us. After all, the past memories with her are the most beautiful memories in my life.

I still remember that she once wrote me a poem in one of the few letters.

That poem was written by her herself. Although she didn't write it for me specially, I am also very happy.Not long after, I saw the poem in her space, in her journal.

In addition, there are many things she wrote in her space.I have read them one by one. Although I don't understand the poem very well, I still understand what she wants to express.

She is using the method of writing poems to motivate herself and make herself more brave.In fact, in my opinion, she is already very brave, but she has suffered too many hardships, I am afraid that her bravery was also forced to hone in such a situation!

I remember that when I dreamed of her again after a long time, she seemed different again.

In the dream, I went to have dinner with my friends. I didn't know the people at the dinner table very well. There was a man among them. It was said that he was the vice president of some place. In short, he was rich and powerful.

And the moment he entered the door, I was almost stunned! Because behind him, there was a person, this person was Youran!!

The other people who ate together said that it was the vice president's girlfriend. I forgot everything at the time and could only look at her directly, but she was very different from usual, without the usual laughter. , without the lively and cleverness of the past.

She didn't look at me, I don't know if she recognized me, or if she recognized me but didn't speak.

She just sat there quietly, motionless, as if she had been wronged or bullied, and she dared not speak there.

After finally finishing that meal, when we walked out together, we found that they said they were going back by bike for the purpose of exercising.I took a few steps, walked up to her when she and I were behind, and said to her: "I hope you are well, always... so well..."

Other than that, I don't know what to say.Facing her who was silent, I still didn't say a lot of things I wanted to say.

I want to say that I miss her very much, and I want to ask her where she has been all these years, but at that moment, the only thing I can say is to hope that she will be fine...

Although, I know, it was just a dream, but in the dream, I couldn't express my thoughts. All my thoughts were on her not being happy anymore, but I was helpless.

It is impossible for me to say "come with me" to her who hates homosexuality, after all, it is unrealistic, even in a dream, it is impossible!!

It had been a long time since the last time I dreamed of her.In fact, in the dream, I just saw her, but I didn't say anything to her, I just looked at her lightly, looked at...

In the years since I left her, I've met a lot of people and been through a lot.But, there is no one else who can make me so unable to let go like her.

I also had a lot of friends, but those were just friends for a while.I don't know why, it seems that because I am getting older, there is no way or the energy to make friends with such heart.

I know that I have no choice but to spend another ten years on others.I have exhausted all my enthusiasm and obsession with Youran. In this life, I am afraid that there will never be such a person that I will never forget...

It has been a long time since I left Youran. I walked on a bridge and saw a spacious river flowing slowly by my feet. At this time, I remembered that you like rain, you like it, walk under the rain, and let the rain soak your body whole body.

Although I have never understood what kind of hobby this is, I can only smile at you like that.

Both sides of the bridge are blocked by glass, and at this time, some people ran out from nowhere, crowded and passed, directly squeezing me to the edge of the bridge.

But at this time, I didn't see it at all, where the glass on both sides of the bridge was clearly missing... Then, I fell off the bridge...