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For me now, as long as she doesn't forget me, that's enough!!

That year was the tenth year we had known each other.I am 22 and she is 23.But in that year, we completely lost contact.

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National Day special update!!

Recently, the update is very slow because I don’t know how to write it... Everyone, let me update it slowly... I will take this time to think about how to write the next article!

Chapter 10 When Goodbye (Part [-])

The key ring I left at home to give to her hasn’t been sent yet!!

I once thought about what to do with this gift, but I never thought about it.And it can’t be thrown away, because it belongs to Youran!! So I can only put it in my own drawer temporarily, and wait until later to find a way.

Not long after I left Youran, I was caught on a blind date.

Why do you say "being"? Because I didn't think about this problem at all, and no one notified me in advance.

That night, as soon as I got home, I found that there were several guests at home.I didn't care, because people I don't know often come to my house, most of them are friends of my parents or something.

Because we had just moved to a new home at that time, my parents met many new friends near our home, and occasionally invited them to our house as guests.Although I don't like having guests at home, I dare not say anything more.

I just sat there quietly and ate, and ran back to the back room after eating.

After a while, my mother came running in and asked me how I felt about a boy at the dinner table.And I bluntly said that I have no opinion.However, this doesn't seem to stop my mother's enthusiasm. She has taken a fancy to that boy, so she wants me to communicate with him.

I couldn't refuse, but I knew I couldn't.If my mother had notified me in advance, I would definitely not come back.

There is no other way, I can only agree to make love first.

In fact, I don't have any feelings for that person, it's just because he has such a slight resemblance to Youran.He also has a beam of light on his body, but it is much worse than Youran.

However, it was just such a little similarity that prevented me from relentlessly rejecting this doomed relationship that was destined to be fruitless.That day, I was looking at my phone, and when I saw Youran's photo, he walked over, and before I had time to turn it off, he discovered it.

He asked: "Who is this?" He took my mobile phone, and I grabbed it and turned off the photo.Seeing how nervous I was, he said, "I don't look as good as you."

I ignored him.It’s just that I turned off my phone at that time, and I just didn’t want to hear him say something bad to You Ran, even if it was to please me.

Later, because of my indifference, we still broke up.

There is no way, I am naturally so cold-hearted, this may be one of the reasons why Youran doesn't like me.What's more, I don't like that boy at all, so there is no way to become warmer.

However, I still often think of Youran and the good times we once had.After I regretted it later, I thought about adding her back, but I couldn't add her anymore...

Because her account needs to verify the password when adding friends, but I don't know it.I tried many possible answers, but unfortunately they were all wrong, so I had to give up.

But I have never forgotten her ID number and her mobile phone number. From the depths of my memory, I can easily recall everything, because I am so familiar with these, that sometimes I forget them own phone number, but will not forget hers.

I am in the space, and the mailbox is filled with thoughts and memories of her, but it is a pity that she will never see it again...

In June 2014, I tried my best to go to the city Youran had been to once. Although I couldn’t make the trip in the end, I still really want to go there once!

I want to put the key ring that has never been sent out in that city, in that place where Youran once stayed.

However, I have no choice but to go, so no matter how unwilling I am, I can only turn into people I meet in my dreams in the middle of the night!!

Not long after I failed to go to the city where she was, I was in a supermarket and saw a person who looked very similar to her.I know it's not her because she's thousands of miles away and it's really just a lookalike!!

It's just that, seeing a creature similar to a boyfriend next to that person, it seems that there will be a boyfriend next to Youran, which makes me feel particularly uncomfortable.

Although I know that before I lost contact with Youran, she didn't have a boyfriend, but it may not be the case now.What should I do if she has a boyfriend?

Although I can't find her now, I don't know if she is doing well, is she always so unlucky? However, as long as I think that I will have my own husband by her side, I feel like a lump in my heart, saying Can't figure out what it's like.

I often ask myself, are you ridiculous? Don’t you think you are a joke? Why are you so persistent? Give up!

However, she is my only persistence and hope for so many years. If I give up on her, I don’t know what I should do in the future? Why am I living??

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Please ignore all kinds of sadness in the text, and don't take it for granted, thank you!

Also, I originally thought about posting yesterday, but I was too tired yesterday to move, and then I forgot...

The author writes this article very slowly, only about a few tens a day, and I can write as much as I can. The key is that there is no outline in the back, and it is extremely difficult to write. Let me write slowly... I can’t write. When I came out, I went to write a new article, and I also wrote a little outline for the new article.

Chapter 11

Youran and I calculated carefully, from the first day I knew her to the time I completely deleted her, it was exactly ten years!!

In the past ten years, we have only been together for one year, and the rest of the time is lived by memories.I know that she is the most important person in my life, and no matter what happens in the future, I will never forget that when she was 12 years old, she was wearing a red T-shirt and ran towards me one step at a time Scenes…

I have often seen her in my dreams since we parted ways.It's just a dream, mostly, it's just my own nostalgia.

I have had many dreams about her, among which I often dreamed that I was looking for her!!

I only stayed with her for that year, and for the rest of the time, I found her in various ways, or I was on the way to find her.

Perhaps, this is exactly why, in my dream, I am also looking for her everywhere!

I still remember what kind of dream it was, let me finish it once, and I will have another dream in a few days!!

I walked outside the gate of a school. At that time, all the students were in class.I don't know why I came here, I only know that Youran is here!!

Don't ask me why I know Youran is here, I'm just dreaming, although the me in the dream doesn't know it's just a dream, but I'm still looking for it.

I saw myself standing in front of the dormitory building, looking into the windows of the girls’ dormitories, hoping to see Youran!! I looked from window to window on the first floor, and saw girls talking and laughing in groups in the dormitory , It seems that someone is asking who is the person in front of the window? I knew she was talking about me, so I had to turn my head and walk away.

After watching for a long time, there was no shadow of Youran anywhere.So I thought, if I can't find Youran, then I'll wait for her here.She will always show up!!

The first time I dreamed, I didn't find her.

I don’t remember how many days passed, but I only know that I came to that place again, looking at the crowds of people going to and from get out of class, trying to find Youran among those people.

However, You Ran has never appeared.

I don't know how many times I came to this place, I looked around, and the people passing by said I was looking for someone, but I didn't know where the person I was looking for...

There seemed to be voices of discussion coming from behind.I heard someone talking about me, I turned my head, and saw Youran standing behind me!!