My heart beats for you under the moonlight

Ren Shang searched for several times and finally found Zuo Yueyao in the school basketball court. When he found him, his white shirt was already soaked with sweat. In the middle of the night, he did not go back to the dormitory and was here alone. Playing basketball, looking at how exhausted he was, he must have been non-stop from beginning to end, as if he wanted to drive something out of his body in this way.

The tired man was sitting in a corner of the stands. That position looked familiar. Ren Shang suddenly remembered that when he first met Su Xian, she was sitting in this corner with that girl Lu Xiran. At that time, the two of them were like little girls who didn't understand anything. Their eyes were curious about everything, and they were so innocent that people couldn't help but want to bully them.

He always wanted to bully Lu Xiran, probably because of this.

That encounter, in the blink of an eye, has become a thing of the past. Time really flies so fast that people are caught off guard.

Zuo Yueyao didn't know how to smoke and didn't like the smell of cigarettes. But at this time, he looked up at Ren Shang and the first thing he asked was: "Is there any cigarette?"

Ren Shang touched the cigarette in his pocket and was confused for the first time whether he should hand it out. Zuo Yueyao stretched out his hand: "Bring it here."

Ren Shang gave him the cigarette and watched him unskillfully take out one and put it into his mouth. After he lit it for him, he took a strong puff and choked and coughed repeatedly. Ren Shang sighed, "I don't know how to smoke." Just stop smoking, I don’t like it in the first place.”

He stretched out his hand to grab it and throw it away, but Zuo Yueyao took the cigarette farther ahead of him, and spoke in a weak voice: "No matter how much you like something, you will sometimes dislike it, just get used to it."

Ren Shang sat cross-legged next to him: "Is it really going to break up?"

"Ah."

"I really don't understand what this woman is thinking." Thinking about it, I'm still very angry. If I hadn't seen her as a woman that day, I really wanted to beat her up.

"It's not important anymore." The fingertips were filled with smoke, and he began to slowly accept the pungent smell. He put it in his mouth and took two more puffs. After mastering the essence, it turned out that it is not that difficult. Just like some things, maybe you can't do it at first. Accept it, but he will eventually accept it slowly, and his reason will not allow him not to accept it, "If she wants to break up, she can break up. There is no meaning in a forced relationship."

"Do you want me to go check and find out which bastard is in love with her? Women can't touch, so why don't we touch that bastard? We have revenge, we have grudges to complain, let's vent our anger first, my brother's woman, he I dare to provoke you, because I think my life is too long!"

"Don't tarnish your identity as a romantic talent from Nanda." He said with disdain and loneliness, "Since she is determined to break up with me, who she likes and who she stays with has nothing to do with me."

"Just be tough, it would be great if you really think so."

Others don't understand, but Ren Shang knows best. Zuo Yueyao has been guarding such a woman for these years and has never had any involvement or ambiguity with other women. This simply makes Ren Shang feel incredible. She is obviously in excellent condition. It was outrageous that he could still be nice to only one woman for many years. Compared with him, Ren Shang felt that he could be turned into a scum in an instant.

People with good intentions talked privately about how long Zuo Yueyao could keep his eye on Su Xian, but who could have imagined that Zuo Nanshan would be dumped by Su Xian in the end. This... While Ren Shang was incredulous, he always felt that There is nowhere to vent your anger.

They had a late-night snack when they went there. Zuo Yueyao got drunk for the first time. Ren Shang carried him back to the dormitory, listening to him muttering along the way. He could not hear the specific content of the words, only mixed with Various reasons why.

Ren Shang also wants to know why, but the devil knows the answer.

In order to make up for his previous mistakes, Su Xian went to the orphanage alone to see Lai Yun.

When Lai Yun saw Su Xian, he was not as happy as usual. Instead, he seemed a little disappointed. Su Xian thought that she was unhappy because of the breach of trust with her last time. She was ready to apologize, but Lai Yun got there first. Ask her: "Mom, are you and dad separated?"

Lai Yun kept calling her mother and Zuo Yueyao's father. Su Xian was already used to such calls, but today's call sounded particularly mocking and harsh.

Su Xian forced a smile: "No, my parents have always been very good."

"Don't lie to me, adults can't lie casually." Lai Yun was not interested: "Dad told me yesterday when he came to see me, that you don't want him anymore, mom."

...Zuo Yueyao is really...

"Am I going to have no parents in the future?"

She was really sad, and a tear fell quickly. Su Xian felt uncomfortable. Future Yun sat on her knees and coaxed her, "Mom, I promise you, no matter whether your parents are together or not, we will always be here." Lucky’s parents, this will never change. We will continue to visit Laiyun often and bring him delicious food, nice clothes, and all kinds of interesting books, just like before. I will watch Lai Yun grow up peacefully, and in the future, I will find a boyfriend who is as outstanding as my father, okay?"

The child is really easy to coax, Lai Yun burst into tears and smiled: "Dad said so too, and he even tried to tease me. Mom, please do the same with me."

Su Xian stretched out her little finger and looked at Lai Yun's innocent smile. She felt uncomfortable in every possible way. She was a little confused for a moment. Since it was destined to end like this, why did God bother to let them meet? Why did they fall in love after they met!

How many days has it been since she saw Zuo Yueyao? Calculating, it should have been twenty-four days. Since that day, she has not seen him again. Sometimes she walked the same road he would take intentionally or unintentionally, but she never had any chance encounter. , she wanted to see him again, but she was afraid to see him. In this school where she could not see him when she looked up, she lowered her head countless times and never saw Zuo Yueyao again.

Su Xian was walking aimlessly on the street and almost bumped into someone.

Should she be happy about this person she bumped into or shouldn't she?

Zuo Yueyao seemed to have lost some weight, but his grace was still the same. The way he looked at her was so strange that it hurt people's hearts. Next to him was He Xinwan.

Never before has it hurt my eyes to see them standing side by side.

He Xinwan said nothing, only glanced at the two of them, as if asking for Zuo Yueyao's opinion: "Should I go over and wait for you first?"

Where are they going? Su Xian really wanted to ask, but with what identity? She has successfully put herself in the position of her ex-girlfriend.

"No need." Zuo Yueyao replied calmly. His expression showed no emotion or joy, and he didn't even want to look at Su Xian.

"If you have anything to do, let's have a good chat. We can't..."

"It's nothing." Zuo Yueyao was a little unhappy, as if he didn't want to bring up any topic about Su Xian: "I don't like forcing others to make things difficult."

He Xinwan left first. Before leaving, he very considerately took the bag from Zuo Yueyao's hand. It seemed that they were going to attend some party.

Only then did I realize that it would be best not to see him again.

Meeting each other is torture to each other.

Su Xian didn't speak for a long time because she didn't know what to say. Zuo Yueyao seemed to do it on purpose. She didn't speak, and he didn't speak either. He just stood upright, blocking her way, with no intention of getting out of the way.

"I'm leaving first." There was no point in staying any longer. Su Xian lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him.

"Su Xian." He called the person by name and surname, who was about to run away. The girl's voice in the past seemed so precious now.

Su Xian stood still, his heart trembling. It turned out that becoming a stranger was such a simple thing.

"Take good care of yourself."

He only left her these words and left without looking back. Su Xian turned around and looked at his upright and determined back. Tears fell down her face. She had experienced countless times since she was a child. The grievances are not like they are now. Tears have become so cheap, they come as they say, and they cannot be controlled no matter what.

For a moment, she almost desperately chased after him, hugged him from behind, and told him that I was wrong.

But she didn't have the courage or the confidence. She trampled on his self-esteem in the most ruthless way. In his heart, he probably hated her.

I don’t know whether Su Xian is deliberately avoiding Zuo Yueyao, or Zuo Yueyao is deliberately avoiding Su Xian. Su Xian no longer goes to the places they have walked before, and focuses all his energy on his upcoming graduation. On all things, Zuo Yueyao continued to be busy with his studies, and had less and less time to go back to the dormitory. In the end, Ren Shang could hardly see him anymore.

It is said that Zuo Yueyao rented a house outside the school. There are also rumors that the house was rented with He Xinwan. As to whether it is true or not, Su Xian does not know. Occasionally, he can read it from Lu Xiran's hesitant expression. The hope she still had.

Life without Zuo Yueyao does not seem to have changed much. Only the people who are in it know best. Without Zuo Yueyao, it is like missing the most important ray of soul. The step-by-step life has lost its most beautiful life. The color becomes dull regardless.

Lu Xiran pointed to the bunch of withered flowers on the window sill and asked Su Xian cautiously: "Xianxian, do you want to throw this away?"

Su Xian stared at the bouquet of flowers for a long time: "Throw it away."

Lu Xiran stretched out her hand for a long time and then retracted: "You should throw it yourself." Thinking of the night when she came back with flowers, Su Xian burst into tears. When he asked her, she said nothing and just kept crying. After being heartbroken, I asked her: What should I do if Zuo Yueyao is really gone in the future?

Lu Xiran didn't know how to answer this kind of question. She had never experienced what it would be like to have no one. When he lost Qin Chu, he didn't feel anything. Instead, he felt that life was much easier. But Qin Chu couldn't follow Zuo Compared with Yue Yao, Zuo Yue Yao and Su Xian are close friends.

After all this time, Lu Xiran still felt that Su Xian gave up Zuo Yueyao, which was a great regret in life. She always felt that Su Xian had his own reasons, but if she didn't tell him, Lu Xiran wouldn't ask. These days, she With a forced smile on her face, she probably shed all the tears she secretly shed under the night.

"Xianxian, you follow..."

"Okay Xiran, let's not mention it, okay?"

Su Xian knew that Lu Xiran felt sorry for her, but there might be nothing wrong with this ending. Zuo Yueyao was shining in his professional field, and she would soon enter the society, and the distance between them would become wider and wider. Far away until they disappear from each other's lives.

But what they don't know is that this disappearance lasted seven years.

What they don't know is that seven years later, they will meet again unexpectedly in a corner of a certain city, and during these seven years, which is enough to completely forget a person, they still retain Memories of each other.

Perhaps, no one knows whether there will be a sequel to each other's story with deep love and deep connection.