My heart beats for you under the moonlight

"Who?" After a brief silence, his eyes locked on her face with a compelling aura.

"You don't know me. I met him when I was a tutor." She responded calmly, suppressing her inner anxiety and uneasiness.

"He...is better than me?" He really couldn't believe that their relationship was so easily interrupted by another person. He even suspected that she was lying, but he thought it was ridiculous. Who could Use such lies to slander yourself?

"It's not as good as you." She didn't dare to touch his eyes: "But it suits me better than you."

"Does he know you?"

"Understanding." It really hurts to pinch the flesh on the thigh, but it can cover up the pain in my heart.

Zuo Yueyao struggled to ask, and Su Xian struggled to answer even more. The chat pattern between them was like an invisible war. Zuo Yueyao always seemed to be trying to spy out something, while Su Xian was always on guard.

When he asked, she answered. When he didn't ask, she didn't say a word.

"You really like him?"

He suddenly became unfamiliar and his tone was distant and distant. During the long silence, Zuo Yueyao seemed to be thinking about something.

"Ah."

"Not impulsive?"

"Ah."

"You want to break up with me?"

"Ah."

The atmosphere became strange. Su Xian clenched her fists tightly and did not even dare to breathe loudly. Suddenly she saw Zuo Yueyao standing up and looking down at her.

Su Xian's scalp was numb, as if he was waiting for God's judgment. He buried his head and slowly closed his eyes.

Still without any movement or even a loud rebuke, Zuo Yueyao just said softly: "Girl, feelings are not child's play. If possible, let me see him, so that I can hand you over with confidence. "

"inconvenient."

Su Xian's heart ached, and her breathing became increasingly difficult. There seemed to be something blocked in her throat, making every word she spoke next extremely difficult.

"I'll give you time to consider whether you should take back these words."

"Let's go, I'll take you back to the dormitory."

Su Xian tried his best to stand up, but couldn't move any further. He finally took a step forward, but before his feet even touched the ground, his body tilted to one side and fell into his arms.

This embrace that once made her lust for her was so precious now.

Zuo Yueyao quickly let go of her: "Let's go."

Su Xian was really not used to his alienation. She wanted to hold his hand, but she could only watch as the hand went behind her back, and then gave her a certain distance to let her pass.

Many years ago, she was in front and he was behind. He was like a flower protector, protecting her irregular way of walking.

Later, they walked side by side, and he still acted as the flower protector.

But now, he was walking in front of her, completely ignoring how hesitant and at a loss she felt. Su Xian endured the tightness in her chest and dizziness, and followed Zuo Yueyao.

Along the way, she could only see his back.

This is probably called deserved.

Zuo Yueyao, when did you ever get this cowardly attitude? People say that the cabbage is taken over by the pig. Zuo Yueyao is the big cabbage, and Su Xian is the pig who takes over the cabbage.

The pig dumped the cabbage, not to mention the passers-by, even Lu Xiran scolded her for losing her mind.

This was the first time Lu Xiran scolded her. After closing the dormitory door, Su Xian lay on the table and howled. She had shed enough tears these days.

After crying, Su Xian asked Lu Xiran: "Am I going too far?"

Lu Xiran looked like he didn't want to talk to her: "Senior Brother Zuo is so kind to you, how can you fall in love with someone else? Senior Brother Zuo is the best representative of Nanjing University, aren't you making everyone Are all the people laughing at him? Some people praise Senior Brother Zuo on the surface, but they don’t know how bitter they are behind the scenes. Now it’s better, these people finally found a topic to laugh at him, Xianxian, how could you do this? Well, we all see how good Senior Brother Zuo is to you. People say that you are blessed in your previous life, so that you can meet someone who loves you so much in this life, Senior Brother Zuo. I have always felt that this sentence No, Xianxian is also a very good and outstanding person, but now... Xianxian, to be honest, I am quite disappointed in you."

She was also quite disappointed with herself... But she just wanted to break up with Zuo Yueyao, and there was no room for other considerations. Zhou Ling called her again, concerned about her future direction.

How could she really care about her future? Zhou Ling only cared about whether she had completely divorced her son.

Aunt Zhou is really a smart person. She doesn't want to play the role of a villain, but she also wants everything to develop according to her standards. Su Xian violated the standards she set, so Zhou Ling can't allow her son to continue messing around.

Su Xian has been feeling restless these days. Several times she wanted to throw away Zhou Ling's kindness and morality and stay with Zuo Yueyao without hesitation, but she couldn't do it. Zhou Ling was right in what he said, Zuo Yueyao You should find a girl who matches you in terms of wealth, background and knowledge.

"I really don't know what you are thinking. Do you believe it or not? Once you two are separated, many people will pursue him. By then it will be too late for you to regret. If I were senior brother, I would never want to talk to you in this life. "

Su Xian finally recovered. When Lu Xiran said this, the tears fell again for a while, and finally she could hardly shed any more tears. Su Xian wiped away the snot and tears: "Ignore me, it's better. Who can leave?" Who will die!"

Yes, that's good.

Three days later, when Zuo Yueyao came to see her, his hands were wrapped in gauze. Su Xian's eyes were burned by the white color of the gauze.

Zuo Yueyao said nothing, only asked her: "How are you thinking about it?"

"I didn't think about it." Su Xian acted indifferently: "Breaking up is a normal thing. I don't want to make it so complicated."

His expression lacked the warmth of the past, lacked the rosy embellishment, and his face was a little pale. Zuo Yueyao pursed his lips, looking at the girl who had lived in his heart for countless days and nights, put down his face, and hugged the last With a glimmer of hope, he asked her: "I'll ask you one last time..."

"Don't ask! If I get involved with you again, I feel sorry for the person I like." Su Xian took out the pen that he had treasured as a treasure from his pocket: "This pen is the first pen you gave me. I don’t want this gift anymore, so I’ll give it back to you!”

She stretched out her hand for a long time, but he didn't take it. Su Xian shouted angrily: "Is it so difficult to break up with us! You are really annoying!"

The pen turned into a parabola as she just finished speaking, and was thrown out like garbage.

Su Xian turned away and never looked back. Her heart ached so much that she couldn't breathe... She didn't dare to look at Zuo Yueyao's lost eyes filled with despair, or his haggard face, let alone Don't dare to hear another word he says.

Because she has reached the bottom line of what she can bear.

She ran very far away, so far away that she could no longer see that person. She clutched her chest tightly and almost couldn't catch her breath. Su Xian wanted to find a place where no one cared about and have a good cry. , but unfortunately, he was blocked halfway by Ren Shang.

Ren Shang pointed at Su Xian's face and scolded: "Are you blind? Search all over Nanda, let alone all of Nancheng. Can you find someone better than Zuo Yueyao? How has he treated you these years? We can all see it clearly. Did someone poke your eyes out, or was your head squeezed by a door? Have you read all the books in the past few years like shit? What's wrong with playing, cheating? You are so funny!"

Normally, Su Xian would have had a few words with him, but today, she didn't say a word and silently endured Ren Shang's attack on her.

"He's going to be a doctor in the future. What's important? Hmm? Hands! Do you know how important those hands are!?" Ren Shang is indeed Zuo Yueyao's good brother. He empathizes with him and thinks twice about it. : "The day you broke up with him, he came back without saying a word and just sat on that stool. Do you know how long he sat there?"

"One night! A whole night!" Ren Shang used his hands and mouth at the same time, and Su Xian felt that the fist was about to fall on him.

"Those punches really shouldn't have hit the wall, they should have hit you! You are such a beauty! Damn it!"

Lu Xiran came out of nowhere and hugged Ren Shang's arm: "Brother, no matter how angry you are, you can't hit a girl. Just calm down, okay?"

Ren Shang was really relieved, but looking at Su Xian's eyes, he still wanted to kill someone.

Lu Xiran thought Ren Shang would hit Su Xian, so he specifically stopped between them. Su Xian was not angry with Ren Shang, but felt powerless.

She pulled Lu Xiran away: "Brother, go back and tell Zuo Yueyao for me. I thank him for his care and companionship over the years, but people's hearts are always fickle, and I am no exception. What changes is what changes." It’s a fact that can’t be changed. It’s me who betrayed this relationship, and I’m sorry for him. You can beat him or scold him as much as you like, but it can’t change anything. I hope we can get together and part ways, and we’ll never see each other again.”

Ren Shang kicked the innocent tree on the side and said, "Damn it, my conscience was eaten by a dog." Then he pulled Lu Xiran away and said, "See, this is the good sister you have been praying for, this is your role model! You have to learn from her! Don’t let me see you again in the future! It’s really unlucky!”

The word "men" used by Ren Shang made Lu Xiran feel so wronged that she couldn't help herself.

Even if Su Xian did something wrong, she couldn't watch her senior brother being rough with her. Su Xian was her roommate, but she was also the best sister. There was no way she could really ignore her, but senior brother Ren Is this sentence too much? Why doesn't she even want to see it again? Could it be that he hates the house and the bird?

Ren Shang left, leaving behind a sad-looking Lu Xiran and Su Xian who seemed to have lost his soul. Lu Xiran took Su Xian's hand and said, "Xianxian, I don't believe you will really fall in love with someone else. It’s not that you have any difficulties, can you tell me?”

Su Xian looked back at the direction he came from: "There is no one in this world who can make my heart move more than him."

Su Xian called Zhou Ling and asked her to provide her remittance account number. Of course Zhou Ling would not give it to her. Su Xian said, "If not, I will tell Zuo Yueyao that you are looking for me."

This method is very easy to use, Zhou Ling gave it to me.

She told Su Xian: "If you are willing, I can help you find an internship unit. The salary is very good in all aspects. If you are satisfied after the internship, you can become a regular employee."

Su Xian refused.

She knew that Zhou Ling felt guilty about her, but it didn't mean that she could use this as an excuse to continue to take advantage of others. What's more, she didn't dare to take advantage of him.

Because there are some people that she cannot and dare not touch again in this life.