My heart beats for you under the moonlight

He Xinwan greeted her politely, while Su Xian pursed her lips and rudely expressed her dislike with silence, without even bothering to save face.

He Xinwan smiled awkwardly at Zuo Yueyao, made a goodbye gesture, and turned around to leave.

Zuo Yueyao touched Su Xian's head: "Don't you always hate the hot face but the cold butt? When people greet you politely, why do you learn to show off your face?"

Su Xian put both hands in his pockets and didn't give him a chance to hold hands. He just said, "Why should I show favor to a woman who likes my boyfriend? I'm not as generous as you."

In the past, this sentence was just a joke, but now, it is half true and two half angry words.

Zuo Yueyao suddenly remembered what Ren Shang said to him. It is said that once this woman hands herself over, she will easily worry about gains and losses, and she will also become sensitive, especially when it comes to people of the opposite sex around her. She will become particularly vigilant. Very high, even suspicious.

Zuo Yueyao didn't agree with Ren Shang's remarks at first, but over and over again, he suddenly agreed, so that for those women who knew he had a girlfriend and still wanted to get close to him intentionally or unintentionally, he They refused decisively and ruthlessly, never letting the other party have any opportunity to take advantage of him, just to make his girlfriend feel safe enough.

He only thought that she was sensitive to He Xinwan's existence. Although he was dissatisfied in his heart, he was still tolerant and coaxed nicely: "If you mind very much, I will wait until this academic discussion is over." Apply for a change of partner." This topic has been discussed more than once or twice, but every time after he repeated the inquiry, she expressed her objection, and he also felt that since he was upright, he was not afraid of his shadow being distorted.

"Are you willing? We've been together for so long." Su Xian was a little reluctant.

Her words always had a bit of a yin and yang tone, Zuo Yueyao sighed softly: "There is nothing reluctant to let go, it's just a partner. Over time, the tacit understanding of cooperation will indeed be much better than a new partner. "

He agrees that He Xinwan is a very good partner. The two have worked together for a long time. Regardless of the degree of cooperation or tacit understanding, he can't find any fault. Moreover, the two people's exploration and love for the profession have made their relationship from time to time. There is no shortage of topics for heated discussion. Zuo Yueyao likes this kind of learning atmosphere and this pure partnership. When He Xinwan was with him, he did not mention her past love again, and even talked about it in the past. He praised Su Xian in front of him.

So Su Xian's words made Zuo Yueyao feel a little unreasonable.

He just told the truth, but what he got in return was Su Xian's sneer: "I still can't bear to part with it."

Zuo Yueyao caught the man who was full of hostility and said, "Where are you going? Didn't we agree to go see Lucky together?"

"I don't want to go." Breaking away from him, Su Xian's irritability grew day by day: "Go by yourself."

Zuo Yueyao finally became angry because of her inexplicable anger and because she broke her trust with a child so casually. He watched her go further and further away and lost the urge to catch up.

Back in the dormitory, Ren Shang was busy working on his graduation thesis. When Zuo Yueyao arrived, he felt like he had seen a savior: "You are finally back. I am exhausted from writing this thing. Please help me see where I need to modify it." .”

Zuo Yueyao threw himself on Ren Shang's bed: "No time."

Seeing that his expression was not very good, Ren Shang put the paper aside for the time being: "Who did you quarrel with again in your family?"

"No."

"I know you didn't, but she was just chasing you and making noise."

Ren Shang handed him a cigarette. After being rejected, he put it in his mouth, lit it, and after puffing on the cigarette, he looked like an emotional master: "I told you before, women are animals like this. If you can't reason with conventional ideas, you can say she is simple, but if anything happens, she is just like a Sherlock Holmes detective. You can say she is complicated, and sometimes she is as stupid as a pig."

"Would you like to have a bite? To relieve your worries."

Zuo Yueyao sat up and pushed Ren Shang's hand away: "Pull it farther away."

Ren Shang sat there with a shameless face: "Actually, I haven't figured it out either. Everything that should have happened has already happened in your relationship. It stands to reason that this relationship should be getting deeper and deeper, like glue. Why is this?" Why don't you act according to common sense?"

"It's not because you're not good at that, and she dislikes it, right?"

Zuo Yueyao said "go away" bitterly to the playful and smiling Ren Shang.

"Otherwise, she is tired of the old? She eats everything, pulls up her pants and refuses to recognize anyone?"

Zuo Yueyao gradually lost patience with this joke, and still couldn't find the answer he wanted. He suddenly wanted to go out for some air, but was stopped by Ren Shang: "It's okay, let's stop joking. Let's go and look in the mirror first." , your face has turned pale. You didn’t sleep well last night because of the two of you. You were busy going to the laboratory early in the morning, and you came back with another grimace. If you continue like this, you will die from exhaustion. If you are tortured to death, you should lie down and have a good sleep first, and we can talk about anything else after you have rested."

Finally, there was something Zuo Yueyao could agree with.

Lying on the bed with his hands behind his head, Zuo Yueyao sighed empathetically before closing his eyes: "You are right, relationships are indeed very troublesome."

Ren Shang smiled and snorted: "You asked for it."

He really hoped that when he woke up, she would still be the sensible and generous woman he recognized in his heart, and she would still be the Su Xian who could tolerate and understand him as always. He suddenly couldn't understand what she wanted to express, or what she wanted to express. Yes, what you want.

But contrary to expectations, every time they met in the future, they would break up on bad terms. Instead of getting closer, their hearts grew further and further apart.

She would get angry because of some trivial things, she would be angry because he delayed the date because of something unexpected, she would also be angry because he answered the phone in the middle of the date and leave without saying goodbye, and she would even get into an inexplicable quarrel with him because of He Xinwan's existence. One plane.

Zuo Yueyao was not good at quarreling, and he had never thought that Su Xian would quarrel with her. From the moment he met her, she was a considerate girl. During those days of dating, she never did anything because of these things. Being unhappy with him made him, a boyfriend, feel guilty for a while.

Ren Shang said that a woman's heart is like a needle on the bottom of the sea, which is impossible to fathom.

Ren Shang also said that a woman's face is like the weather, which changes at will.

Zuo Yueyao could not apply Ren Shang's statement to Su Xian. He felt that Su Xian would not be that kind of person.

But as time passed, Zuo Yueyao also felt a little tired. Such a smart person began to become helpless and helpless.

Zuo Yueyao really wanted to find an opportunity to have a good chat with Su Xian.

So at Ren Shang's suggestion, Zuo Yueyao bought flowers for the first time and stood downstairs in the girls' dormitory.

Su Xian said that she didn't like flowers or superficial things. All she wanted was his sincerity. Ren Shang said that this was a woman's words against her will, but she actually liked them.

Believe it or not, Zuo Yueyao decided to give it a try first.

His sincerity was still there, but he began to wonder if her feelings had never changed.

Su Xian stood behind the dormitory door for a long time. The inexplicable wind made her eyes hurt. She didn't dare to blink for fear of tears falling.

Trying to calm down her mood, she walked to Zuo Yueyao. The rose in his hand was blooming and red. This was the first time that Zuo Yueyao stood with a girl holding flowers in his hand like other lovers. The dormitory downstairs seems romantic, but Su Xian doesn't like it.

She felt that Zuo Yueyao shouldn't be like this, it was not in line with his status.

Su Xian pulled off a rose petal, played with it between her fingers for a while and then threw it on the ground: "I told you I don't like flowers."

"Girl, let's find a place to chat?"

Zuo Yueyao's patience was excellent, but no matter how good his patience was, it would be exhausted. He began to wonder whether Su Xian chose to be with him because she also really liked him, or because she was moved by him in the first place. effort and persistence.

It is said that all he needs to do is wave his hand, and people who want to be his girlfriend will flock to him in an instant. But after all, he is not the character of Ren Shang. Relationships are just child's play. They can start or end at any time. When we first met He fell in love with that brave and straightforward girl at first glance, and to this day, he has an extra layer of love for her.

From beginning to end, he never hesitated or doubted his choice.

But at this moment, his heart began to waver. Who would believe that he, Zuo Yueyao, would be so unsure of himself?

"Okay." Su Xian agreed reluctantly.

They went to the old place, the café.

The location is the same as the old rules, the coffee is the old rules, and the snacks served are the same old rules, which have never changed over the years.

In fact, she is quite similar to Zuo Yueyao. Once she gets used to something, she becomes very persistent and dedicated.

The landlady was so happy when she saw an old customer that she even gave her two yuan of snacks. She looked at the two of them with a smile, and seeing that neither of them looked happy, she secretly guessed that it was probably a normal quarrel between young lovers. After serving coffee, he quickly left knowingly.

Su Xian pointed to the cup of coffee: "I don't like drinking this, it's too bitter. Give me a cup with milk and sugar."

The landlady was very surprised: "Don't you usually like to drink this flavor?"

Su Xian was a little impatient: "Just change it if you want. People's tastes will always change." Such an attitude fell into Zuo Yueyao's eyes, and his displeasure showed on his face for the first time.

The landlady didn't say much, so she took the coffee down and quickly replaced it with a new one. Su Xian took a sip, with a slightly sweet milky aroma. It tasted good, but it always felt more bitter than the previous coffee without sugar.

"Is it because your studies are not going well? Or is something happening at home? Or is it because you are about to leave the university and you are not used to it?"

That's all Zuo Yueyao could think of.

"No." Su Xian lowered his eyes on the table.

"What's wrong with you?" Zuo Yueyao reached out and grabbed her hand: "Is there anything else that we can't say between you and me?"

Su Xian pulled his hand back: "I'm sorry."

"sorry?"

This apology made Zuo Yueyao a little uneasy: "Why are you saying sorry?"

"I've fallen in love with someone else." After struggling for several sleepless nights, she finally said this.

Su Xian spoke very softly. She was afraid that Zuo Yueyao would hear it, but she wanted him to hear it. After saying this, her nerves were very tense. She couldn't guarantee whether Zuo Yueyao would do it. What move is coming.

In fact, nothing happened.

Su Xian looked up at him, watching him take a sip of coffee, his brows furrowed sharply, his eyes full of sadness, but he still maintained his manly demeanor.

"If you like coffee with milk and sugar, then I will also drink coffee with milk and sugar in the future."

Almost flattering...

Su Xian hardened her heart: "I fall in love with someone else." She repeated again.