My heart beats for you under the moonlight

He has grown up with praise and praise from everyone. He is smart, sensible, calm and low-key. He has always been a child that his parents are proud of. In addition, he also has an excellent appearance. With his tall and tall height, he is what many parents call "other people's children". Even adults joke about him as the best candidate for their future son-in-law. It is the dream of many mothers-in-law to have the son of the Zuo family as their future son-in-law. .

Before the age of sixteen, he had always been liked and doted on by everyone. He never knew what it felt like to like someone. Until he was sixteen, in a small mountain village called Heyunling, he saw the boy who looked like a little girl. The girl climbed on the jujube tree in front of the door like a monkey to pick jujubes. Her stubborn little face was stained with a little dirt. At an age when many girls were already very concerned about their appearance, she didn't care at all and just did what she was doing. Things you like.

It seemed that he was not very welcome to his arrival. Although he was not welcomed for the first time, he was in a rare good mood and was extra tolerant of this girl named Su Xian. She came down from the tree, her movements were very skillful, and she looked like a "habitual criminal" at first glance. ", but he was still worried that she would fall, so he stood under the tree, carefully staring at the vivid girl, ready for any eventuality.

With unmodified short hair, half-rolled trouser legs, and ordinary clothes, this is probably the legendary tomboy, but this tomboy's facial features are very regular, especially his eyes, which are transparent and bright, and his behavior is all agile. Born in a small mountain village that could afford to be poor, he has a natural temperament and innate optimism that are unforgettable.

Her appearance brought a lot of novelty and surprises to his unchanging life. When she was happy, she would laugh, as if all the happiness in the world was contained in her. When she was unhappy, she would also laugh. His temper will be against the pebbles on the roadside, he will also complain to a small flower and grass about the unpleasantness he encountered today, and he will even point to a sheep in the flock of grazing sheep and ask him: "Zuo Yueyao, Guess whether that lamb is a boy or a girl."

So he had to carefully observe a certain part of the lamb, and then told her seriously: "Boy."

She immediately gave him a thumbs up and praised him without hesitation: "I thought the kids from the city wouldn't recognize this, but you are quite well-informed."

He explained somewhat amusingly: "You will still learn some basic common sense in biology class."

"Oh." She looked a little disappointed.

"However." He looked at her rosy cheeks: "What you learn in books is dead, but what you know is alive. You are much better than me."

Then he saw her triumphant little face shining particularly dazzlingly in the sun.

She took him to the mountain behind the house, which was full of various plants. He had never seen these before and didn't know what they were called, so he asked her one by one, and she told him the names without hesitation. Although I later found out that she actually said some of the names backwards...

She found a plant on the mountain, pointed at the plant excitedly and shouted to him: "Zuo Yueyao, come on, I found something delicious!"

He ran forward and saw a strange plant covered with red fruits. The fruits were small and bright red. She picked one, wiped it on her clothes and brought it to his mouth: "It's so sweet, try it."

If his mother were here, it would be absolutely impossible for him to eat such messy things. He hesitated for a few times, then stuffed the fruit that looked like some kind of poison into his mouth, and chewed it carefully. , although the taste is a bit weird, it is really sweet.

"It's really sweet." He imitated her, putting the picked fruit on his clothes, wiping it clean, and then throwing it into his mouth, with a bit of rebelliousness and amusement, thinking about what would happen if his parents knew about it. Give him a good health knowledge lesson.

"I'm not going to lie to you, it's very sweet. We used to sneak here to eat it when we were kids, but I don't know its name anymore. Who cares, it's just delicious." She picked off the wild fruit and stuffed it into her pocket as she spoke. : "Put it in your pocket and let's eat it as a snack when we go back to study."

This was the first time he had eaten a strange snack. It was not particularly delicious, but he ate it with relish. Later, he slowly discovered that what he enjoyed was not the deliciousness of the fruit itself, but her satisfaction. Her smile seems to have some kind of healing power and can make people happy both physically and mentally.

There was no pretense in her smile, no pretense in her speech, and her innocence and frankness, as well as her integrity and kindness, gave him his first understanding of this girl in the mountains.

And in this understanding, there is a love that I have never had before.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to like someone. You like to see her smile, you like to see her jumping all the way to the neighborhood committee every day, you like to listen to her tell all kinds of interesting or scary things, and you feel sorry for him. Although her father was harsh and blaming, she admired her freedom and ease of never taking any hardship to heart.

The night before he left Heyunling, he almost stayed up all night. When he thought of leaving here, leaving this beautiful girl who brought him happiness, he felt reluctant to leave. He would be sad and sad, but he had to leave.

Here, he has eaten the sweetest dates, the most fragrant eggs, and seen the most beautiful girls. He has spent countless days and nights with no worries about food and clothing. Only these few days and nights in Heyunling , was his most comfortable day so far.

He originally planned to leave in the afternoon, but he asked his mother to leave in the morning. Although her mother was very surprised, she didn't ask much. When the car came, he was talking to Uncle Zhao.

It can be seen that Uncle Zhao also likes him very much. Uncle Zhao often praises him in front of her, saying that he is not arrogant and rude like the children in the city, but is caring and sensible, and his grades are very good. If only his son could be like him , that is really a blessing that has been cultivated for several lifetimes.

She immediately raised her head, pursed her lips, and protested very dissatisfied: "Uncle Zhao, you have changed! You used to praise me!"

"Uncle Zhao, my mother and I are going back. Thank you for taking care of us these days." He held Uncle Zhao's hand, and his gratitude came from the bottom of his heart. "Please help me tell Su Xian that I have something to do and leave early so that she can study hard. I'll wait for her at Nanda."

He looked back at Uncle Zhao wiping his tears, feeling extremely reluctant to leave. While the car was driving, he turned back frequently, wanting to see Heyunling again, and even more so, wanting to see that unique girl again. He was worried that if she knew that he left without saying goodbye, she would be so angry that she would never talk to him again.

It turns out that the reason why you like a city is because there is a person you like living in the city.

He didn't leave early because he really had something to do, but on purpose. He knew that she looked brave and strong, but in fact she was very fragile inside. She was actually very timid, afraid of the dark, and even more afraid of separation, so he could only secretly Let's go, so she doesn't have to witness the separation with her own eyes, which may make her feel a little better.

There is another layer, maybe he himself is avoiding the scene of separation from her.

After returning home, he lived without food for a few days, and suddenly made a request to his mother, that is, he wanted to help her study.

My mother actually liked the girl named Su Xian, otherwise she would not have wanted to recognize her as her goddaughter that day.

Goddaughter? He doesn't want to do it out of selfish motives!

The mother also witnessed her family's difficulties, so she readily agreed. When Uncle Zhao received his call, he was quite surprised, thinking that he would probably not think of their poor family after he returned.

He told Uncle Zhao about his idea of ​​sponsoring Su Xian's schooling, and asked Uncle Zhao to keep this secret forever and not to tell her no matter what. Uncle Zhao knew that this was for the sake of the girl's self-esteem, and of course he could do it.

So in the following days, her annual living expenses and tuition fees would be transferred from her mother to Uncle Zhao's card. Uncle Zhao would give this money to her home in the name of the village committee, except for her schooling and living expenses. There was still some money left for the family's expenses, and the life of the Su family was getting better. Uncle Zhao was finally relieved. He said on the phone that such a kind-hearted person could silently help the family. , it can be regarded as a blessing from the previous life.

But what Uncle Zhao didn't know was that he had other intentions.

In this picture, there is hidden joy, distress, and hope.

He didn't want her to have such a hard life, and he didn't want Su Changlin's life to be tight. He hoped that she would no longer have to live a miserable life and could study in peace and contentment, and that she could be admitted to Nanjing University with him in the future. ....

He often missed her and wanted to write her a letter several times, but he wrote and tore it up and never sent a single part. He was afraid that his longing would disrupt her study, so this longing remained hidden in his heart. Hidden until the day she was admitted to Nanjing University.

He knew that she could be admitted to Nanjing University. Even if it was a bet, he believed that she could make the bet. He silently followed everything about him from Uncle Zhao's mouth. Even if he had a small cold, Uncle Zhao would catch it. The phone call told him that his mother didn't know this. He kept in touch with Uncle Zhao, and they made up white lies one after another just for that one person, for her.

She really got admitted. It was Uncle Zhao who called him to tell him the news about being admitted to Nanjing University. He clearly remembered that Uncle Zhao almost cried when he called. He was so happy. He said that his daughter was finally admitted to Nanjing University. .

Uncle Zhao really treated her like a daughter.

He was no less happy than Uncle Zhao. The day he got the news, he couldn't sleep all night. There was only one thought in his mind, what should he say when he saw that girl for the first time? He would even worry, After not seeing each other for two years, will she forget about him?

On the day of military training, he saw her. He hadn't seen her in two years. She was still so thin, as if a gust of wind could blow her down, but she was so strong, as if no wind could blow her down. He looked at her from a distance. , as if to wrap her up in his eyes to make up for the gap of the past two years.

The beginning of meeting her again was the beginning of his lack of confidence. He began to become cautious and hesitant. He was not sure whether his love included sympathy, and he was not sure whether this love was really between a man and a woman. Although she likes her, he is not sure whether her feelings for him will go beyond the friendship between a senior fellow apprentice and a brother and sister.

It turned out that the first love had been buried as early as the age of sixteen, and it was buried very deep.

Ignorant feelings, unknowingly deep love, when you meet the most beautiful person at the most beautiful age, from then on, you don't know where the love started, and you are deeply in love.

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