My heart beats for you under the moonlight

When the discussion was over, the kind professor closed his notebook and looked at his precious disciple: "Originally, I shouldn't be involved in this person's personal affairs, but you are my most proud student, and I regard you as my best student. Rong, so I don’t want anything negative to have anything to do with you. Saying this may seem selfish as a professor, but for the sake of your future, I still want to remind you to handle your personal emotional issues with caution."

Zuo Yueyao respected the professor very much. Even though he was unhappy in his heart, he still explained patiently: "The facts are not as uploaded on the Internet, but don't worry, I will handle it well."

"Good." The professor was very appreciative: "You have always been a child who doesn't let people worry about you. I won't say anything unnecessary and will handle the matter as soon as possible. Next week the TV station will have a health interview program. I recommended you. I You are an old man, so I don’t want to go through the trouble. When the time comes, make preparations in advance. Your image represents the image of our NTU Department of Medicine, and there must be no mistakes."

Zuo Yueyao solemnly agreed, and the word Sichuan between his eyebrows gradually became obvious.

On this night when the night sky was under the sky, Su Xian met Zuo Yueyao. That man who had always been gentle seemed a little cold today.

Su Xian took the initiative to step forward, looked at the tiredness in his eyebrows, and said with a guilty conscience: "I'm sorry." Normally, he would hold her in his arms, but today, he didn't.

He stood upright like that, looking at her intently. After a while, his thin lips moved: "It's Yao Jing, right?"

He's really smart.

Under his gaze, Su Xian nodded and admitted.

"You didn't listen to a word of what I said." Zuo Yueyao's sigh was particularly clear in the night: "What are you going to do? Just take the blame for her and wait for time to slowly pass away. thing?"

He was very smart and understood her very well, that's what she originally thought.

To be honest, on the way to see Zuo Yueyao, Su Xian was still thinking that Zuo Yueyao would criticize him for at most one or two words, then be defeated by her submission, and finally hug her and continue talking. If the love between children lasts forever.

Imagination is beautiful, reality is always very skinny.

Today's Zuo Yueyao seems to be a little different from usual, but Su Xian can't tell the specific difference. She actually regrets it very much, and her apology to Zuo Yueyao is sincere, but she also knows that just an apology will completely It can't change the consequences of her meddling.

But...can that be called nosy?

"At this time, she should stand up and take responsibility."

Of course Su Xian also hopes that Yao Jing can stand up, but he doesn't want her to stand up. Yao Jing, like her, is the backbone of the family. Others may not understand, but Su Xian knows very well that a girl who grows up in adversity How hard it is to be the backbone of the family.

"I said that everyone will pay for their own choices. Yao Jing does, and so do you. Today's result is the result of your abuse of kindness."

"Am I abusing my kindness?" The more Su Xian listened, the more displeased he became, and a small flame of anger slowly burned in his heart: "Zuo Yueyao, let me tell you the truth, as far as this matter is concerned , I don’t think I made much of a mistake. I helped her because I felt sorry for her. I thought it was really difficult for her to bear so much on her own. She made a mistake and she could change it. She needed someone to help her. She corrected this mistake, and that person happened to be me. Tell me, what should I do to be right?"

"Yes, I didn't think carefully about this matter and got you implicated. But this is not what I wanted. I didn't expect to be maliciously slandered and attacked online. I have been in school for so many years. I know I haven’t hurt anyone, but I don’t know why they want to slander me so maliciously! I feel very bad too!”

Just because she has kept silent these past few days and refused to explain does not mean that she is indifferent! She also felt ashamed of Zuo Yueyao, but what could she do?

Zuo Yueyao became a little excited when he saw Su Xian. He sighed deeply and then came closer and took Su Xian into his arms. The awkward man struggled to leave, but his strength was no match for him.

Su Xian had been in a bad mood these past two days, and Zuo Yueyao was her only spiritual sustenance. But when this sustenance slightly changed his tone towards her, her heart began to feel even worse.

Over the years, this man has become her habit and the harbor where her soul docks.

"It was my fault. I chose the wrong words. I shouldn't have talked to you like this." He is in a high position and has to bear much more than others, including his words and deeds, which cannot be criticized by outsiders. Years of accumulation was suddenly destroyed, and he couldn't remain indifferent. In addition, there were indeed too many things at hand recently, which made him seem a little weak and overwhelmed. In addition, when such a thing suddenly appeared, his mood was inevitably affected.

Zuo Yueyao knew that his tone just now was indeed not good.

Su Xian bit her lip and replaced her answer with silence.

"Well, let me give you a few blows to vent your anger, okay?" He coaxed and sincerely apologized for his attitude.

Su Xian couldn't get angry at the person who suddenly lowered her attitude. She gave Zuo Yueyao a symbolic slap on the back and asked aggrievedly: "Next time, you can't do this to me. Talk, I’m almost exhausted these days.”

This was not the first time she felt tired, but she had never cried out to anyone. Ever since she had Zuo Yueyao, Su Xian could finally say she was tired. Every time she cried, Zuo Yueyao would hold her in his arms and hug her sweetly. Tell her some interesting medical anecdotes, and she will fall asleep deeply while listening. When she wakes up, she will see a handsome face and a warm smile.

"I've been too busy running around with the professor these days. When I stop being busy after a while, I'll stay with you."

Su Xian didn't care whether he accompanied her or not. As long as she was there and her heart was there, she was quite satisfied. Besides, she was actually quite busy, busy getting certificates and planning her future employment direction.

She originally wanted to tell Zuo Yueyao about returning to her hometown, but when she saw how haggard he looked, she swallowed her words again, let alone asked about the bad things her father mentioned.

"I'll handle this matter, don't worry about it."

"it is good."

Su Xian didn't ask him how to deal with it because she believed Zuo Yueyao could handle it well.

Three days later, Su Xian began to wonder if he should take back what he said, because Zuo Yueyao's handling of the matter was so fast and so cruel that even his relatives would not recognize him.

Yao Jing took the initiative to stand up and clarify the matter for them. After clarifying the matter, Yao Jing applied for transfer.

When he heard the news, Su Xian sat blankly in the dormitory, unable to express his emotions in words. The dormitory that was supposed to be occupied by four people was so empty that only she and Lu Xiran were left.

Su Xian didn't know how much courage it would take for Yao Jing to stand up and clarify the matter, and how much courage it would take for her to face criticism and accusations from everywhere. How should she face it alone?

Su Xian's cell phone rang with an unfamiliar number. When he picked up, it was Yao Jing's voice.

"Can you come?"

Yao Jing's place was right next to the school. It was just a few steps away from the main gate and across the road. When Su Xian passed by, he stood outside the door for a long time but couldn't muster the courage to knock on her door.

It's so ridiculous that she was not the one who made the mistake, but why does she feel guilty?

The door opened and she saw Yao Jing's face, which was almost sunken. Su Xian began to feel uncomfortable. Yao Jing had nothing to do with her, but now, even a stranger, she saw such a haggard appearance. The appearance will be unbearable.

Su Xian was happy that she could stand up, but at the same time blamed her for not coming forward. This contradiction made her feel overwhelmed. She even wanted to blame Zuo Yueyao for his cold-blooded handling of the matter.

Yao Jing pulled up a chair for Su Xian to sit on, and sat down opposite her. The two faced each other, looking at each other's faces so seriously for the first time.

After a long time, Yao Jing said calmly, "Thank you."

Before this, she could have accepted this thank you, but now, she couldn't bear to say thank you.

"Did Zuo Yueyao come to see you?"

Yao Jing smiled bitterly: "Your boyfriend is really nice to you."

It was exactly what she thought.

"That's okay." It was as if years of repression had been released: "I once did something sorry for you, so let me atone for it this time. What's more, this matter has nothing to do with you in the first place. I was the one who got involved. you."

Su Xian listened quietly, wanting to comfort him, but found that he had no confidence to comfort him.

"When you were with Zuo Yueyao, the article on the forum was written by me." I was able to express my guilt for many years calmly, and my soul gained a sense of salvation-like peace: "And you were imprisoned in medicine. That time in the laboratory was also done by me. I happened to go there that day to look for materials, and I accidentally discovered that you were there. At that time, I thought that we were both in the same situation, so how could you be liked by everyone and be favored by the male idol? The love made me feel a big psychological gap, so I closed the door while you were not paying attention. In fact, I just wanted to scare you."

Yao Jing thought Su Xian would be surprised, and Su Xian thought she would be surprised. But after hearing this, she calmly asked Yao Jing as if she was not the victim, "It's less than a year, why don't you just hold on?"

"No." Yao Jing breathed a long sigh of relief: "Changing the environment should be a good choice. Reflecting on it carefully can be regarded as your own salvation."

"But..." Su Xian wanted to persuade him again.

Yao Jing stopped her: "If I stay here, I will think about the dirty things in the past every day, Su Xian. Only now do I realize what a stupid and dirty thing I have done."

Su Xian took her hand: "I'm sorry, I didn't know Zuo Yueyao would..."

Zuo Yueyao did find Yao Jing and analyzed the pros and cons of the matter for her, including for himself, Su Xian, and Yao Jing, and told Yao Jing that if he wanted this matter to end without any regrets, She must have the courage to stand up and solve all these problems.

"You're lucky."

These were the last words Yao Jing left for her. They hugged each other like friends for the first time. Su Xian solemnly told her: "You are already great, great, destined. If we meet again, I hope you become Even better."

Su Xian saw Yao Jing shed tears, but those tears came with a smile.

After coming out of Yao Jing's place, Su Xian looked up at the gray sky. Instead of going back to school, she turned around and went to the river. The water was still clear, the scenery was still charming, but the people were no longer the same as before.

She sat on the bench in the riverside park for a long time. Until nightfall, Su Xian had no intention of going back. Her heart was in a mess. Everything that happened in just a few days was intertwined, making her miss her childhood life. Heyunling, that simple and honest small mountain village.

Zuo Yueyao called. Su Xian stared at the phone screen for a while, then cut it off.

If he calls again, he will still be cut off.

For a moment, she suddenly didn't want to face Zuo Yueyao, that person who existed like the stars holding the moon, and the distance between him and her seemed to start to become far away.