My heart beats for you under the moonlight

Seeing the nurse leaving the ward with a look of grievance on her face, Su Xian hurriedly chased after her and apologized profusely for her troubled father. The nurse looked at the very polite girl in front of her and once doubted the little girl. Is he the biological child of the eccentric old man in the ward?

The moment Su Changlin saw his daughter, his wrinkled face was filled with questions like "What are you doing back here!"

Seeing that he was still so strong, Su Xian felt relieved.

At noon, Uncle Zhao came to the hospital to deliver meals. He was very happy to see Su Xian. He took her and chatted for a long time in front of the hospital bed. They were full of compliments. Su Xian intentionally or unintentionally told her about her time in school. status and mentioned the scholarship.

In fact, she wanted her father to hear that her daughter was not without merit. Unfortunately, the old man would occasionally pour cold water on you to dampen your enthusiasm, but he didn't even have a word of praise. Forget it, she gave up her struggle. Bar.

She stayed in the hospital for a week. During this period, Zuo Yueyao contacted her three times in total. In order not to worry him, Su Xian did not mention anything about her family. Fortunately, the old man didn't know if it was because she was lying in the hospital. , actually stopped a lot.

After being discharged from the hospital a week later, Su Xian sent his father back to his home, then returned to the town to buy some nutritional supplements and crutches. He put a lot of things in his father's room and looked at his father, who was always keen on living a difficult life. My hair has begun to turn gray, and I feel a bit astringent in my heart. I can’t describe what it feels like.

"I have to go back to school." Seeing that his father is recovering well, he has already asked Uncle Zhao and his neighbors to help take care of him, so Su Xian can go back to school with peace of mind.

"Go back quickly." Su Changlin said as if he was giving an eviction order: "One of my legs is broken. I have another one. It's not like I can't leave. What are you doing here!" Then he pointed at a pile of nutrients and said: "Put the I don’t need to take these back to eat. Even simple meals are more nutritious than these. What’s the point of your scholarship? You’d better keep it for yourself to fill your stomach.”

It seemed that he still listened to some of the words. Su Xian patiently explained to him, "This is for middle-aged and elderly people. It's not suitable for me."

She dragged Su Changlin's dilapidated lounge chair to a sunny place at the door, helped the old man to sit down, and covered his legs with a thin blanket. Looking around the house, it was the first time for him to see this person. There is a little nostalgia for the place.

"I am leaving."

She put her bag on her back and was about to leave when she saw Uncle Zhao coming towards them. Uncle Zhao and Su Changlin shouted loudly: "My daughter is back, and you still have such a bad face! You must be secretly happy in your heart."

Su Changlin didn't buy it at all: "What am I happy about? I just got unlucky and my good leg broke."

"Hey." Uncle Zhao comforted him helplessly: "This man is going to have good fortune and misfortune. Who would have thought of it? Fortunately, his leg is only broken, and he can be healed with care."

"My daughter is leaving?"

"Yeah." Su Xian's heart was always warm when facing Uncle Zhao.

"In this case, you wait for uncle, he will drive the tricycle over and take you to the station." Su Xian nodded. After Uncle Zhao ran away, she waited in place, listening to her father's complaints behind her without changing her expression. .

She was accustomed to it, so she didn't intend to listen carefully, but when the words suddenly involved sensitive words, Su Xian's ears immediately stood up.

She heard her father say: "I didn't know what the investigation was about, but other people's families are living a good life, so it's just our family that should be like that."

"It's strange that our family couldn't give anything away to others at the beginning. People couldn't appreciate that plate of eggs."

"You didn't even say hello when you left, as if you were afraid that I would come to ask for money."

"Later I called her and asked how the matter was going and whether there was any special care for families like ours. She just pushed back and said that this was not allowed and that was not allowed. She looked like a dog. In fact, he is also a bully and fears the strong. He just sees us, father and son, being easy to bully."

Putting aside the matter of whether our father and son are easy to bully, Su Xian asked Su Changlin seriously: "Did you call Aunt Zhou Ling later?"

"Yes." Su Changlin became even more angry when he mentioned it: "Didn't you say that if you have any difficulties, go to her? I have looked for her, but I haven't seen her. How can I help you? This person only relies on his mouth and pretentiousness. of!"

Su Xian felt unhappy, but mostly speechless.

"She just looks down on our family! I was so angry that I called to complain to her!"

Su Xian was angry: "Whether you think highly of yourself or not depends on yourself, not others! It's enough that we think highly of ourselves. Does it matter whether others think highly of us or not?"

"I'm still a patient, what's your attitude?"

Su Changlin also became angry, but Su Xian was even more angry than him: "Aunt Zhou Ling is here for a routine matter. She is not as bad as you think!"

"Damn girl! Turn your elbows outward! Did she dress you or eat her!"

Zhou Ling didn't give her anything, but she was Zuo Yueyao's mother! She liked the person who once gently stroked her head and wanted to accept her as his goddaughter.

But her father's behavior made Su Xian truly feel inferior for the first time. How should she face Zhou Ling?

Su Xian even thought about the fact that Zuo Yueyao didn't tell her that Zhou Ling came to school when she was a freshman. Could it be related to this? Could it be that Zuo Yueyao also knew about this and avoided their meeting to avoid embarrassing her, or because his mother's attitude towards her had changed.

Many questions were swirling in her mind, and she wanted to ask Zuo Yueyao immediately, but with the phone in her hand, she still dared not send this text message.

Everyone needs face.

Uncle Zhao's tricycle arrived at the roadside and shouted loudly at Su Xian. Su Xian took two steps, looked back at his father, and felt helpless all over his body: "Dad, whatever you want, I will give it to you in the future. From now on, please save some face for me, I beg you, okay?"

She thought she would cry after saying these words, but in the end, not a single tear fell.

For the first time, she felt helpless against her father's domineering attitude.

As soon as they got on the train, Lu Xiran's text message came over, "Are you okay?"

Su Xian thought that Lu Xiran was concerned about family problems, so he replied: "I'm fine."

After a while, the text message came again: "Are you really okay?"

Su Xian then became suspicious: "Should I say something happened or nothing?"

It was just a joke, but I didn't expect to receive an inexplicable reply from the other party: "How could this happen? Senior Brother Zuo didn't quarrel with you, did he?"

Zuo Yueyao quarreled with her? It was simply a fantasy. Only then did Su Xian realize that what Lu Xiran asked about whether something was okay or not was probably not a simple matter.

By some strange coincidence, she opened the NTU campus forum. News on the forum had different content pinned to the top every day. Because of the incident with Zuo Yueyao, she had enjoyed the pinned service once.

Unexpectedly, just after leaving for a few days, Su Xian was pinned to the top again, and this time the content pinned to the top was an unfounded crime.

The content is about her secretly going to the hospital to have an abortion, and dragging Zuo Yueyao into it, accusing him of being irresponsible despite his so-called professionalism, and turning a blind eye to her girlfriend's pregnancy, causing her to be alone and depressed. Shen Shang went to the hospital to have an abortion. If this incident had not happened to her, Su Xian would have almost believed it herself after reading this emotional article.

This is probably what happened when the house leaked and it rained all night. Su Xian couldn't cry even if he wanted to.

She obviously did something good, why did she suddenly become like this? How should she explain to others that she was not the one who had the abortion, and that she was just accompanying her with good intentions. But if she told the truth, how would Yao Jing face the criticism and criticism from everyone, and how could a person bear all this?

What's more, even if she explains it, others may not believe it.

Su Xian arrived at school in a daze all the way. Fortunately, it was evening when he arrived. He ran back to the dormitory under cover, and was surprised to see Chen Biyu sitting on Lu Xiran's bed. Seeing Su Xian, Chen Biyu came over with a fierce thrust and pointed her finger in the sky: "I swear! I didn't say that! If I tell others this kind of thing, I will be struck by lightning and die! Really, you believe me!"

Su Xian still understands Chen Biyu's virtue. She will believe it even if she says it. Although she was arrogant and noisy, she was not serious enough to do such a thing. She felt uncomfortable in her chest. She really couldn't think of anyone other than Chen Biyu who knew about this.

Chen Biyu rarely stayed with her quietly for a while. Finally, seeing that the atmosphere was depressing, she stood up quickly and patted Su Xian on the shoulder: "Don't think about it. As the saying goes, you are not afraid of a distorted shadow if you are upright. You haven't really done this. Let They are just talking."

Lu Xiran nodded in agreement.

"Taking a step back, even if this thing is true, so what? We are all adults and you have a boyfriend. If you two don't want to have a baby early, it's normal to abort it."

Lu Xiran opened her mouth and did not dare to nod.

Su Xian was very upset and pointed at the door of the dormitory: "You'd better go and remember to close the door."

Chen Biyu left, and Su Xian and Lu Xiran sat in a daze. Lu Xiran worriedly asked what she cared about the most: "Will Senior Brother Zuo be angry with you because of this?"

It was normal for such a clean and self-sufficient person to suddenly have a reputation of being irresponsible. But in Su Xian's mind, she was not worried that Zuo Yueyao would be angry. What she was worried about was what this incident would bring to him. negative impact.

In the professor's heart, Zuo Yueyao is the most outstanding existence, a leader and a rising star in the medical field. He is not stained by a trace of dust, does not have any negative news, and is an almost perfect person. If because of this matter, his life will be ruined. Su Xian would really feel guilty for leaving a stain on his reputation.

She didn't care, it didn't matter even if she took the blame, but Zuo Yueyao couldn't.

But she didn't know how to solve this problem.

What made her even more sad was that Yao Jing fell silent after the incident. For this, Su Xian smiled bitterly and regretted it. If she had listened to Zuo Yueyao and not taken a trip into this muddy water, she would still be there now. It was as peaceful as ever.

Zuo Yueyao has never been in the habit of paying attention to campus forums, and because he is busy, as the protagonist of the news, he is probably the last to know about this matter.

And it was Ren Shang who called him to tell him.

At that time, Zuo Yueyao was discussing with the professor about surgical complications. After receiving the call from Ren Shang, he just said lightly, "Well, hang up."

Then it really died.