After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

As parting was approaching, Shen Ruoyan spoke in a muffled voice, with a hint of resentment that she was not aware of, and asked: "It's already the twelfth lunar month, can't we wait until the New Year before leaving?"

Lu Yanyu said warmly: "We set off now and we can arrive in Yizhou before New Year's Eve."

The orange light from the stove shone on half of Lu Yan's face, adding warmth to him.

Shen Ruoyan immediately understood the meaning of Lu Yan's arrangement.

Their arrival is a New Year's gift to the people of Yizhou.

When the common people see that the court severely punishes corrupt officials and replaces them with a new batch of state officials, they will rekindle their hope for the future. In addition, the Spring Festival is a special moment to get rid of the old and welcome the new, so the common people will naturally plant a sense of hope in their hearts. The next seed of hope, I believe that there will really be a new atmosphere in the new year.

Once you have confidence, things will become much easier in the future.

Lu Yan's arrangement can be said to be a huge deal.

Shen Ruoyan is a sensible person. Although she really wants Lu Yan to stay and celebrate the New Year with her, she also knows that she cannot affect the overall situation because of her selfishness.

The great country is for the country and its people.

After thinking about it, Shen Ruoyan stopped persuading.

Facing the impending parting, both of them fell silent.

Lu Yan picked up an orange and roasted it for a while by the stove. He slowly peeled off the peel with his bony hands.His movements were very slow and a bit lazy, as if he was performing an artistic creation, delicate and charming.

Shen Ruoyan sat aside, fascinated.

A fresh smell of citrus fills the air.

An indescribable attachment surged in their hearts.

"Ayan, tell me about our past." Lu Yan put the peeled orange into Shen Ruoyan's hand.

Shen Ruoyan didn't tell him about the old pavilion master sealing Lu Yan's memory.

Lu Yan always felt that he lost that memory because his head was hit during the earthquake. He was very sorry about this and wanted to know more about his past with Shen Ruoyan.

"Ah? We used to?" Shen Ruoyan didn't know what to say.

Do you want to tell him how much you rejected Lu Yan in the past and wanted to break off the engagement with him?

In Lu Yan's eyes, Shen Ruoyan's panic was thought to be the girl's shyness.

I am even more curious about the past experiences of the two people.

Lu Yan asked: "Ayan, do you still remember the first time we met?"

Shen Ruoyan was stunned for a moment, trying to search for the memories of her previous life.

She and Lu Yan first met on a spring day.

In the spring of that year, the flowers in the capital were blooming particularly well.

On the banks of Wuyou Lake in the suburbs, flowers of various colors bloomed like an appointment, making the rippling blue lake water look like a fairyland.

It was rare to encounter such beautiful scenery. My brother suggested that the whole family go on a boat trip to enjoy the flowers, and my father, who was always serious, actually agreed.

Sitting on the boat, Shen Ruoyan was aimlessly admiring the scenery along the river, and her eyes were suddenly attracted by a young man on the shore.

He stood alone by the lake, his face was as bright as a star, and his whole body was so majestic that the flowers blooming behind him lost their color overnight.

Heart of beauty in everyone.

Sitting behind the gauze curtain, Shen Ruoyan looked at the young man on the shore unscrupulously through the gap.

But at this moment, a gust of spring breeze blew by, raising the gauze curtains on the boat high.

The young man raised his eyes.

Shen Ruoyan's peeping eyes collided with him unexpectedly.

Shen Ruoyan's cheeks turned red. She didn't know whether it was because the owner caught her peeping in secret, or because of the young man's eyes as clear as stars.

It was obviously just a moment, but it seemed like a long time passed.

A thousand years at a glance.

The young man's figure was deeply engraved in Shen Ruoyan's heart.

The boat drifted away along the lake.

Shen Ruoyan covered her chest, feeling that her heart was still beating hard.

The wind blew up and wrinkled a pool of spring water.

Touching her hot cheeks, Shen Ruoyan turned her head again accidentally and saw the willows by the lake fluttering in the wind, but the boy had long since disappeared.

Afterwards, Shen Ruoyan tried to comfort herself that it was just an accident. The two met by chance and would probably never have the chance to meet again in the future.

Gradually, I regarded this encounter as a beautiful memory and buried it secretly in my heart.

It wasn't until after Qiu Wei that Shen Ruoyan discovered that people around her would often talk about one person - this year's top scorer in a new subject.

Everyone said how talented he was and how handsome he was.

Every time at this time, Shen Ruoyan's mind would always think of the young man on the shore who was as bright as the sun and stars.

In this world, there should be only people like that who are worthy of the words Feng Shen Junyi.

The two met again at a banquet.

As soon as Shen Ruoyan walked in, the lady from a well-connected family pulled her and mysteriously whispered in Shen Ruoyan's ear: "The number one scholar is here too today."

Seeing her friend so excited, Shen Ruoyan also became a little curious about this famous champion.

When passing by the garden, Shen Ruoyan saw Su Xihe and several women covering their mouths and smiling softly. They all looked towards the Huxin Pavilion and followed their gazes.

So, I saw him at a glance.

He was wearing a moon-white robe that day. The young man had a tall and straight figure. Standing with several ministers of the court, he looked extremely outstanding.

Seeing Shen Ruoyan pause, her friend secretly pushed her and asked quietly: "Isn't Mr. Lu very good-looking?"

Only then did Shen Ruoyan realize that he was the famous upstart in the court - Lu Yan.

Just as she was about to look away, the young man suddenly turned around and looked towards her.

Across the long lake, the two looked at each other.

The cold young man suddenly showed a smile at the corner of his mouth.

There were a few suppressed exclamations around me: "Master Lu, you're looking at me."

"Master Lu smiled at me."

Shen Ruoyan pretended to be calm and looked away, but her heart was beating very fast, as if there was a cub about to break out of the cage.

She knew the boy was laughing at her.

Laughing at yourself for peeking at him a second time.

For some unknown reason, from that day on, Shen Ruoyan always deliberately avoided Lu Yan, reminding herself that she would never let him bump into her and peek at him again.Fortunately, women in purdah do not have many opportunities to meet foreign men.

Later, he received the decree from the Holy Spirit that he and Lu Yan should get married.

Listening to her father-in-law's high-pitched voice reciting the imperial edict, Shen Ruoyan couldn't help but think of the young man she met by the lake that day.

Her heart was filled with joy.

At this time, one of them is an outstanding daughter of aristocratic family in the capital, and the other is a rising star in the court.

In the eyes of outsiders, they are a match made in heaven.

But later she was kidnapped, her reputation was ruined, and she married Lu Yan together with Su Xihe. After one wrong step and one wrong step at a time, she ended up becoming a bitter couple with Lu Yan.

A girl's feelings are always spring.

Of course, Shen Ruoyan would not tell Lu Yan what she was thinking back then. Just as she was thinking about how to speak, Shen Ruochuan's voice came from outside the door: "Xiaoyan, are you in the house?"