After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Hearing her brother's voice, Shen Ruoyan stood up in fright, and hid in the inner room without waiting for Lu Yan to speak.

Although she and Lu Yan were engaged, they were alone in the same room at night. If her brother caught him, he would inevitably tease them.

Seeing the little girl's panic, Lu Yan wanted to tell her that if Shen Ruoyan didn't like it, he could completely keep her brother out.

"Xiaoyan, are you there?" Shen Ruochuan asked again outside the door.

There was candlelight in the room, and it was not too late. Shen Ruochuan felt that Lu Yan would not go to bed so early.

Seeing Lu Yan sitting still, Shen Ruoyan anxiously poked out half of her face, waved to him, pointed at the door and urged softly: "Hurry up and open the door."

Lu Yan had no choice but to stand up and open the door.

"Xiao Yan, I didn't disturb you." The nervous Shen Ruochuan didn't notice Lu Yan's expression of being interrupted, and thought he was dealing with official business after taking so long to open the door, so he said apologetically.

Lu Yan asked calmly, "Is something wrong?"

"Let's talk." Shen Ruochuan put his hand on Lu Yan's shoulder in a familiar manner, and carried him into the house as if he was a good brother.

Seeing a chair by the stove, Shen Ruochuan sat down, leaning against the stove and pouring out his bitter drink to Lu Yan.

"Xiaoyan, you don't know what that woman named Xia Meng did to me just now!..."

In tears, he told Lu Yan the process of Xia Meng throwing herself into his arms.

Shen Ruochuan's mouth was dry and he saw half an orange on the table. He was about to pick it up and taste it, but Lu Yan got there first and quickly put it in his mouth.

Seeing that he couldn't even eat half an orange, Shen Ruochuan couldn't help but let out a long sigh and sighed: "Why is my life so miserable?"

Listening to this classic saying about resenting women, Lu Yan couldn't help but laugh, took another orange and threw it to Shen Ruochuan, and asked, "What do you think about this?"

At the moment, Mrs. Shen is refusing to let Xia Meng in. Liu Nianyun is devastated because her husband has another woman. Xia Meng is bent on seeking a status for herself. If she wants to untie this knot, the key is Shen Ruochuan's own attitude.

"Hey, what can I think? Of course I hope this never happened!" Shen Ruochuan lowered his head and pinched the orange, with a distressed look on his face, "Xiaoyan, to tell you the truth, sometimes I even thought about letting Xia Meng slipped the child, and then compensated her with a sum of money that would allow her to have enough food and clothing for the rest of her life, and asked her to find a place to live by herself.

But then I thought about it and felt that doing this was really unmanly. "

Although Shen Ruochuan is not very reliable on weekdays, he is an upright gentleman at heart. His upbringing prevents him from doing such heartless things.

"I really want to go back to my old life and live a good life with Nianyun. But this matter is my fault after all, and I can't be sorry to Miss Xia." Shen Ruochuan turned to Lu Yan and asked, "Xiao Yan, you are so smart , is there any way to get the best of both worlds?”

"Where are there so many ways to achieve both ends?" Lu Yan stared at the flickering charcoal in the stove, chuckled, and then said, "All decisions in this world are nothing more than choices.

Before making any decision, you must know, what can you give up in order to achieve this goal?

In other words, after making a decision, can you bear the regret or pain of losing another possibility. "

After hearing this, Shen Ruochuan frowned even more, "Xiaoyan, if you encounter such a thing in the future, what will you choose?"

Lu Yan retracted his gaze from the stove, glanced in the direction of the inner room, and said very seriously: "I know what things in this world I don't want to let go of. If it's for the person on the top of my heart, I won't give up at all. I don’t mind doing things that hurt others.”

Lu Yan's words were not loud, but they were clear enough to fall on Shen Ruoyan's ears.

There was no brazier in the inner room, and no candles were lit. Standing in the darkness, she could clearly feel the unique coldness of winter in the air, but her cheeks burned involuntarily.

Bang, bang, bang, my heart was beating so hard.

Could it be her that Lu Yan said was at the forefront of his heart?

Shen Ruochuan took a long breath and suddenly said, as if inspired, "Actually, I have always felt that the child in Xia Meng's belly may not necessarily be mine."

"Oh, how do you say this?" Lu Yan asked.

If that were the case, all problems would be solved.

Shen Ruochuan seemed a little embarrassed, scratched his head and said: "I hosted a banquet with some friends in the band that day, and they were all very drinkable. I was poured a lot of wine, and I was very drunk. I was even drunk at that time. I didn't have the strength to get on the carriage, so I stayed in the wing of the music studio.

You said I was so drunk, how could I have sex with her? "

"Cough, cough, cough." Thinking of Shen Ruoyan hiding in the inner room, Lu Yan coughed unnaturally.

Shen Ruochuan didn't notice Lu Yan's intention, and said more enthusiastically: "Xiao Yan, you and I are both men. Of course we know that people who are really drunk don't even have the strength to raise their eyelids, so how can they have sex with others?

Those drunken and promiscuous things might as well be said to be drinking to strengthen your courage, and using it to do the things you want to do but don't dare to do, right? "

In order to prevent Shen Ruochuan from saying anything more outrageous, Lu Yan had no choice but to change the subject and said, "So you think the child in Xia Meng's belly is not yours."

Although Lu Yan deliberately stopped him, Shen Ruoyan, who was hiding in the inner room, still heard clearly what his brother had just said.

A truly drunk person would never do that kind of thing, but...

Shen Ruoyan suddenly remembered her previous life with Lu Yan.

On the night she married Lu Yan, Shen Ruoyan sat beside the wedding bed with a bit of expectation and a bit of anxiety in her heart.

She didn't know what kind of mentality the young master had in marrying her.

But now that she is married, she naturally wants to be a qualified wife.

However, she sat there all night, and no one came to lift the scarf on her head.

In fact, Lu Yan didn't enter her room for more than a month.

At first, Shen Ruoyan was still worried about gains and losses, and Su Xihe's deliberate ridicule made her unable to hold her head up in front of everyone.

Later, Shen Ruoyan looked away.

If Lu Yan didn't come to see him, she would just be able to live a happy life. From now on, they could live their own lives without conflict, which was not bad.

Unexpectedly, one night, just as Shen Ruoyan was about to go to bed, the door was suddenly knocked open, and Lu Yan, smelling of alcohol, stumbled in.

Shen Ruoyan subconsciously took a few steps back and hit the edge of the table with her waist. Before she could even utter a soft cry, she was hugged by Lu Yan.