My boyfriend is weak and can't take care of himself

Tan Beiyao curled up in his arms, and after crying for a while, she didn't feel so flustered anymore.

He regained his strength and curled up in his lover's arms.

"Actually, my life wasn't that bad." He whispered about the past.

"I can't remember clearly when I was a child. When I was in the village, everyone looked at me pitifully, and anyone who had an extra bite of food would want to give me a bite. It's just that it's a bit cold in winter. The temple... have you ever been to that temple? ?”

Gu Cangxing's throat felt a little choked, and he gently hugged him.

"I've been there."

"The gate of the temple was broken, so I slept behind the incense table. It's not too bad. In fact, I have a children's sofa that can be used as a bed. It's only... about half a year ago. My parents... are my adoptive parents." , They came to the village to teach, and they noticed me right away."

At that time, the kind-hearted couple who came from the city noticed that there was a child in the village who lived alone in a ruined temple with no parents.

At that time, their parents and son had just passed away due to illness. Tan's mother couldn't accept this reality. Tan's father didn't want his wife to indulge in grief all the time, so he took his wife and his son's ashes to the mountainous area to support education.

Maybe it was God's will, it was such a coincidence that they found an orphan who was so similar to their own son.

Without their adoption, Tan Beiyao, an orphan who is less than four years old, would not be able to survive in the already barren mountainous area.

Without talking about Beiyao, how did the husband and wife resolve the pain of losing a child.

"But they know very well that I am not their own son."

The child who grew up in a wealthy family was clean and elegant, and he could tell at a young age that he would grow up to be a kind gentleman like his parents.

Talking about Beiyao is not.

He is a dirty child. When he first arrived at his parents' house, he never dared to eat enough at the table. As long as his parents put down their chopsticks, whether he was still hungry or not, he would also put down their chopsticks.Wait until midnight when you are extremely hungry, and then sneak to the kitchen to steal something to eat.

"It was very difficult for them to get rid of my bad habit of stealing things. As a result, when I was in elementary school, I was told by a deskmate at that time that adults hate children who are poor in learning. I got ten points in the first exam." When Tan Beiyao said this, he was a little embarrassed, "I changed the total score myself to one hundred, but the other right and wrong numbers in the paper have not been changed."

Parents can see what's going on at a glance.

That was the first time Tan Beiyao was beaten at home.

"My family is a strict mother and loving father. My mother is a junior high school teacher and she is very gentle in school. Seeing my test paper, she was shaking with anger, took off my pants and slapped me. I didn't cry, she first Crying." Speaking of this, big tears came out of the child's eyes, "That was the first time I saw someone shed tears for me."

Since then, Tan Beiyao has been holding [-] points relying on his strength.

"When I was in the second semester of junior high school," Tan Beiyao looked at Gu Cangxing first, and then said cautiously, "I chased after a girl... I didn't really like it. It was mainly because Korean dramas were popular at that time. They all said that I looked like a certain girl." The heroine of a Korean drama, the heroine is that girl. What’s even more annoying is that there is a boy in our class who keeps picking on me, and they all say that boy is the hero.”

Tan Beiyao Elementary School likes to do that: "Huh? I didn't review yesterday, so I have the exam today?"

Then get the first place in the school, and wait for the students who are older than him to look at him with sparkling eyes.

As a result, I went to junior high school, and suddenly became the number two male because of a bloody Korean drama.

Talking about Beiyao's determination to always fight for the first place, he never stops, every day he looks indifferent on the surface, and secretly studies in the middle of the night, and he is bound to return to the top of the martial arts world.

As a result, the better you study, the more famous the gentle and high-quality second male lead will be.

Mad.

Children's brain circuits are also different from ordinary people.

Since it is said that I am the male lead, then if I snatch the female lead, am I the male lead? !

"and after?"

Tan Beiyao buried his face in his chest, "The female lead likes the male lead, they say I can't woo him, I'm more like the second male lead...but the male lead confessed to me after graduating from junior high school."

At that time, the children could not understand the thing of "like".

In his heart, learning is the most important thing.

He wants to study hard, get admitted to university, and become an excellent people's teacher like his parents after graduation. This is all Tan Beiyao's dream when he was a student.

"My parents are very good to me, very good."

He, too, was once a child who grew up under the sun of happiness.

His parents doted on him but didn't spoil him. They raised a dirty and sick child into a kind-hearted, responsible, responsible little prince who was willing to share his brilliance with others.

This handsome and excellent little prince has illuminated the youth of many people.

Gu Cangxing looked at the child in his arms, and patted his back lightly.

The child has been telling him about his happiness and sharing the bright sunshine with him, but Gu Cangxing is very clear about how long the night has passed for this person in his arms.

"Anything else?"

"what?"

Gu Cangxing hugged him tenderly, feeling pain in his heart, "Is there anything you want to tell me? For example... Is there anything you want to tell me about your grievances?"

The person in his arms closed his eyes and pressed close to him.

"……Have."

"Yeah. Baby, I'm listening."

After many seconds, Gu Cangxing felt his chest wet.

"Why me?" the child asked in a low voice.

In the past three years, the pain and suffering that no one can talk about finally has an outlet.

After Tan Beiyao asked in a crying voice, the crying gradually grew louder in the gentle embrace that could accommodate everything.

He is like a child who has suffered a lot, and after being abandoned for three years, finally found a child to rely on, pouring out all the grievances and pains.

"I've never harmed anyone... Gu Cangxing, why me? Why do other people have parents since they were young, but I didn't? I don’t want to be a good person anymore, Gu Cangxing... I don’t want to be a good person anymore! Why..."

The cry that almost tore the heart turned into a question mixed with regret and pain at the end, as if questioning the unfair fate, as if questioning yourself.

"Why was I the one on duty that day? Did I do something wrong?"

In countless midnight dreams, he would replay everything that happened that day in his dreams.

He just doesn't want to see the students in his class get hurt, he just wants to fulfill the responsibility of a monitor and protect every student in the class.

why?

Isn't it said that there will be rewards for doing good deeds?

Why did he kill his parents and fall into the abyss even though he did something good?

"Gu Cangxing... Am I wrong? If I'm right, why should I be punished like this?? My parents are also wrong, right? If they don't adopt me, I won't die...Gu Cangxing..."

作者有话要说：感谢在2022-03-1914:50:57~2022-03-2015:50:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!