My boyfriend is weak and can't take care of himself

The car broke through the rain all the way, and stopped steadily when it reached the door of the house.

Gu Cangxing walked to the door and pushed open the door.

The room was brightly lit. Uncle Lin and a few aunts had already gone back, and there was only Tan Beiyao waiting for him on the sofa.

Tan Beiyao hugged his legs and raised his head when he heard the door open.

The two looked at each other quietly for two or three seconds, and the one sitting on the sofa stood up and stepped on the floor with bare feet.

Tan Beiyao shook the dice in his hand, and then shook it again.

"Playing games?"

He only wore a shirt symbolically, standing there alone, revealing an unspeakable sense of fragility like glazed porcelain.

Gu Cangxing took off his coat, walked over quickly and hugged him into his arms.

The kid took a deep breath and let it out slowly, clutching his sleeve with his fingers.

"Gu Cangxing..."

Gu Cangxing kissed his forehead and hugged him horizontally.

"Let's talk in the bedroom."

In the bedroom, Gu Cangxing put the man on the bed, wrapped him up with a quilt, and then nodded.

"Play."

The thick quilt is like a layer of armor, and the older lover is still considerate even after knowing that he has cheated him.

Tan Beiyao blinked quickly and handed over the dice in his hand.

first.

Gu Cangxing put away the dice, "I choose the truth."

Tan Beiyao looked at him and asked in a low voice, "Are you angry?"

"angry."

It is impossible not to be angry.

He is so kind to the kid, the kid doesn't tell him anything, just like a pearl oyster, at most he opens the shell to let him see the disguised pearls, but he doesn't talk about the tempering he has been through.

Gu Cangxing even felt how incompetent he was, that he could not trust his partner after so long.

Tan Beiyao lowered his head.

The second one was won by Gu Cangxing.

"I choose the truth."

Gu Cangxing rubbed his head, and asked softly, "Do you still remember, what was your name before?"

The person in the quilt shrank his face into the quilt and shook his head.

"I don't remember... I just remember a nickname."

"What's your nickname?"

Tan Beiyao picked his fingers under the quilt and closed his eyes.

"...Yaoyao, radiant Yao."

It is also because of this that his adoptive parents firmly believe that he is the incarnation of their son.

What a coincidence.

Similar looks, similar ages, nearly identical eyes, and a name that differs only in tone.

It was as if God made a compensation for them, and compensated them with another body for their sick son.

If it weren't for that, they probably wouldn't have adopted themselves either.

"Yaoyao." Gu Cangxing said softly, and the kid with his head down immediately covered his mouth.

"...Don't, don't call."

No one has called him that since his biological parents passed away.

It was like Tan Beiyao's shady corner of his heart, together with his battered childhood, there was a vague soreness and pain when someone poked him.

Tan Beiyao has been "Yaoyao" for so many years, and occasionally he would forget where he came from.

Gu Cangxing took his hand and kissed it lightly, followed him, "Continue."

Gu Cangxing won again.

"Birthday? Do you still remember when your birthday is?"

"I don't remember." He only remembered "Tan Beiyao"'s birthday, in the bright mid-June, every year since he came to his adoptive parents' house.But his real birthday has never been given to him. He was so young at that time, and so many years have passed, how can he remember it?

"But...it should be February." Tan Beiyao tried hard to think back, "My dad... gave birth to me. He was hospitalized in February. Before my mother left, she said that my birthday is unlucky."

Thinking about it, the original words would not be so kind.

How can there be such parents?

Gu Cangxing hugged him tightly into his arms, his heart ached.

What did Xiaotan Beiyao think when he heard this?

Knowing that he was distressed, Tan Beiyao hugged him instead, "I was only a little over three years old at that time, and I just wanted to play every day, and I didn't feel anything."

After finishing speaking, he bit his lower lip again, "But it seems really unlucky."

In February, his adoptive parents also had a car accident in February.

"Nonsense." Gu Cangxing tightened his arms, "I also met you in February, isn't it unlucky?"

Tan Beiyao buried his face in his shoulder.

For him in February, it seems that this is the only thing that is lucky.

After a while, Tan Beiyao patted Gu Cangxing on the shoulder, "Continue."

Once again, Tan Beiyao finally won.

He looks at the dice.

Tan Beiyao has always been unlucky, but this time he rolled six sixes.

"That's great, then I want to ask a more important question." Tan Beiyao twitched the corner of his mouth, did not dare to raise his head, and asked in a soft voice, "Gu Cangxing... To you, am I still a baby?"

Gu Cangxing kissed his forehead tenderly.

"Yes."

Whether he is Yaoyao or Yaoyao, they are all Gu Cangxing's treasure.

Tan Beiyao took a deep breath, and finally threw himself into his arms.

"I'm sorry... Gu Cangxing, I shouldn't have lied to you... But I dare not say it, I'm afraid you won't want me if you find out..."

The child trembled in his arms, and those fears surged up.

How can you not be afraid?Tan Beiyao already knew what it was like to lose warmth again, and he didn't want to experience it again.

Gu Cangxing wrapped him into his arms, "I know, I know."

But the person in his arms still looks like a drowning person, holding his clothes tightly, "I... I was ignorant when I was young, I stole things, but I didn't steal when I grew up... I was good at studying in high school, sports It's also very good... Then Wang Lin... You, did you find Wang Lin? He locked me up but didn't touch me...Really, you..."

"Yaoyao." Gu Cangxing pressed his shoulders and looked directly at him, "Yaoyao, don't be afraid, speak slowly, I'm listening."

"I... I'm sorry... I'm really not, I didn't mean to lie to you. I'm sorry."

Gu Cangxing looked at him and understood.

The kid lied to him, and the guilt and guilt in his heart could hardly be resolved, so he apologized desperately, and tried desperately to prove that he was worthy of being liked.

Gu Cangxing thought for a moment, took off his watch, and unbuttoned his shirt on his wrist.

He patted his thigh, "Lie down."

The kid who apologized flusteredly paused and stared blankly at him.

Gu Cangxing waited quietly.

Tan Beiyao understood something, slowly got out of the quilt, and lay on his lap.

With a sound of "pa", the child trembled from the beating, and the tears that had been held back for a long time finally fell.

It hurts.

Gu Cangxing didn't stay strong, and the pain was even delayed when he hit it. After half a second, the burning pain and the relief of being punished came together.

Tan Beiyao struggled instinctively, and before Gu Cangxing could hold it down, he obediently lay back on his stomach.

"What did I tell you, did you forget? Will you still lie in the future?"

There was a crying voice.

"Stop lying..."

There was another "pop".

"Will you lie to me next time?"

"I won't lie to you... woo... I won't lie to you again..."

It's more of a form, a symbol.

You have been punished here, I have taught you a lesson, and this matter is over.

For us, everything has turned.

You don't need to feel guilty anymore, and I don't take this matter to heart anymore.

Gu Cangxing was clear about the meaning of these two slaps, and so was Tan Beiyao.

So the child who is afraid of pain just cries, does not resist, does not struggle, and tries his best to answer his questions clearly when he is beaten, and only holds him tightly with his hands.

Gu Cangxing raised his hand again, looking at the crying and trembling person on his lap, he didn't let it fall again.

His anger has also dissipated with these two slaps.

"It's over, it's all over." Gu Cangxing picked him up, patted his back, and followed his spine like a child, "Yaoyao didn't mean to lie to me, did he?"

The person in the arms nodded and hugged him tightly, crying out of breath.

"I... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

unacceptable.

Tan Beiyao himself knew that he had gone too far.

But the person who was deceived by him kissed his forehead and instead came to coax him first.

"Yaoyao is timid and dare not tell me, I can understand." Gu Cangxing pinched his cheek, his eyes were still gentle, "I believe that if Yaoyao is not 21 years old this year, but 31 years old, he will be able to handle this matter well. But now you are still a child, you have never been out of school, and you don’t know what to do, so I don’t blame you. But there will be no next time. Yaoyao, I am just an ordinary person, and I will doubt and despair, I will misunderstand you. You should tell me the answer, don’t let me find it myself next time, okay?”

Tan Beiyao finally understood the meaning of "children".

It is a privilege to be able to make mistakes with him and be forgiven by him.

Gu Cangxing is willing to tolerate his immaturity like an elder, and give him another chance to correct himself.

I am also willing to be a gentle and caring lover, and give him unimaginable trust and understanding.

Even though he turned a blind eye to these trusts so much, the man holding him was still willing to forgive him again tenderly.

"Gu Cangxing," Tan Beiyao kissed carelessly, without any rules, but scorching hot. "sorry Sorry……"

"It's okay, Yaoyao, I forgive you, I forgive you."

Forgive his timidity, cowardice, forgive his childishness and immaturity.

Because Gu Cangxing knows better than himself how much love Beiyao can't express.

作者有话要说：感谢在2022-03-1814:09:52~2022-03-1914:50:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of He Xiaoke;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!