Square inch by Kyushu

When Gu An came back to his senses, he had already vomited until the sky was dark.

Li Muge at the side didn't mind his dirty body at all, and while helping him up, he apologized to Huangfu Guangbo: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my friend has always been in poor health, and I made you laugh." He quietly said Holding Gu An's icy cold fingertips with one hand, slowly sending out a bit of remaining warmth.

Huangfu Guangbo showed a slight concern and said: "It's okay, why don't you take your friends in to have a rest, I just booked a room, you can invite the girls out first."

Li Muge is so smart, seeing Gu An like this, he would not agree, so he smiled and refused: "Brother Tai and I met each other once, so I'm sorry to disturb you, so let's just say goodbye." After passing Guan, he put it behind his back, and quickly turned and left.

Gu An was taken aback by Li Muge's action, just about to struggle but forgot those two gazes behind him, so for the first time put away his minions and turned into a docile cat, lying quietly on his back There was no more movement.

At this time, Huangfu Guangbo's voice came from behind again: "Brother, rest well, hope to see you next time."

Li Muge raised one arm and waved it behind him as farewell.

Huangfu Guangbo looked at the two overlapping backs, a pair of peach blossoms but smiled without saying a word, turned around and entered the Langyu Pavilion.

Li Muge carried Gu An back to the inn without asking any further questions, and only arranged hot water for him to wash up.

At this time, Gu An stopped vomiting, but was more silent than ever.

After washing up, Gu An uncharacteristically ordered a jug of wine, sat by the window and began to drink by himself.Li Muge lay on the bed tossing and turning for a long time without falling asleep, so he sat down in front of Gu An and poured a glass of thin wine.

At the entrance of the wine, a green fragrance of bamboo leaves overflows the lips and teeth; when it enters the throat, a burst of mellow wine fragrance faintly diffuses into the lungs; the aftertaste with eyes closed is like the new buds blooming in the empty mountains.Li Muge calmly swirled the fine wine in the cup, letting the night cover his face.

"Brother Li, what do you think of this wine?" Gu An raised his chin slightly and raised his eyes slightly, as if drunk but not drunk.

"Very good." Li Muge showed his face and praised, although he couldn't see his expression clearly in the darkness, he felt that he was not smiling as naturally as usual.

"This wine used to be the favorite of an old friend of mine. At that time, when we first arrived in Jiangnan, after tasting this cup of bamboo leaf green, we realized that this fragrant bottle is not only hot and spicy, but also warm and clear." Seems to recall Reminiscing about the past scene, the smile that seldom appeared quietly crossed the corners of his brows and eyes at this moment, making people unconsciously intoxicated.

"So it's called 'everyone gets drunk without wine'? You've been taught." Li Muge said these words without thinking, just like the wry smile on his lips.After saying that, he poured another glass and drank it down.

The speaker has no intention, and neither does the listener.

Gu An didn't seem to hear what he was saying at all, and just said to himself: "Do you know? I also suspected that you were him at the beginning. But you will not be him after all..."

While speaking, he actually stretched out his fingers to Li Muge's eyebrows, traced his outline with jade fingertips, and rubbed them repeatedly.

"Just like you, he also has a pair of beautiful peach eyes. People often say that people with peach eyes are passionate people, but why isn't he?"

Li Muge grabbed Gu An's fingertips and said in a deep voice, "Gu An, you're drunk!"

Gu An gave a wry smile, shook his head and said, "I would rather be able to get drunk from now on."

"There is only one way to never wake up again, but it is definitely not drunk."

"I know, of course I know!" Gu An suddenly lowered his voice, and said to Li Muge, "The only way to never wake up is to die... right?"

Hearing this, Li Muge suddenly felt a little flustered in his heart for some reason, he held his gaze tightly, and said cautiously in a tone that he didn't even expect: "You... want to die?"

Gu An nodded, then shook his head: "Some people in this world can't help themselves!" He said this as if he had fallen into an endless black hole, desperate and numb, living towards death.

Li Muge didn't say a word of persuasion, but leaned forward and hugged him gently.

He didn't know why he hugged a man, besides, this man was Gu An.Maybe it's the effect of alcohol, maybe it's the temptation of the moonlight, or maybe it's the sadness of the person in front of me that really makes people feel distressed.But no matter what the reason was, his body still had no regrets, and he still had no regrets in his heart.

At this moment, time silently rewinds, and the past silently repeats itself... "The dead are already alive, so the living should be happy!" He whispered in his ear, his voice was unprecedentedly gentle.

Gu An was taken aback, and asked quietly, "What do you know?"

Li Muge sighed softly, and said frankly: "I know everything I should know, and I still don't know anything I shouldn't know."

Gu An slowly pushed Li Muge away, although his cheeks were still reddish, but there was no trace of drunkenness in his eyes.

"Then tell me, what do you need to know?" His voice gradually turned cold, turning frost bit by bit.

Li Muge secretly concealed the disappointment in his heart, put his hands that had no place to rest on his chest, and pretended to be relaxed: "What I should know is that we met the owner of that jade flute tonight, and you thought he was dead. .”

"Then do you want to know things that you shouldn't know?" Gu An suddenly showed a strange smile, which made Li Muge's hair stand on end.So he immediately replied, "I don't want to! Don't listen to insults!"

Gu An suddenly grabbed his collar, looked into his eyes and said, "Do you know that the owner of the jade flute was my best friend, but I put him to death with my own hands? Do you know that I Not only did he die in Jiuquan, but also his whole family died? Do you know that he is Huangfu Guangbo, the prince of Southern Qin in the past? Do you know that I caused his country to be ruined overnight, and he fell from Jiutian Yunni to the world? Avici Hell? Now you know everything, so please tell me, 'Although the dead are dead, what about the living? If the dead are not dead, how can the living be happy?'"

His fingertips sank deeply into the palm of his hand, and blood gushed out, instantly staining the collar in his hand.

Li Muge suddenly regretted that he pushed him too far, but he still couldn't help asking: "Are you...are you ashamed? You are actually full of remorse for him, aren't you?"

He caught his gaze, waiting for his answer, a trace of eagerness quietly floated in the depths of his eyes.

So An couldn't help laughing when he heard the words.It's as if the other person told a joke that wasn't very funny, but it was so stupid that you had to laugh.

"If I had a trace of guilt in my heart, I wouldn't be lying on the ground and vomit like a dog just now! I was scared at the time, how come you didn't see it? I was afraid that he would recognize me, and that he would come to take revenge on me. Afraid...to die..." When he said these words, he neither vented hysteria nor concealed his inconsistency, but calmly stated a fact with a slight mocking smile.

Looking at his expression and listening to his tone, it is an unconvincing fact!

"So don't push me too hard! If I treat my best friend like this, I can imagine it to you."

"Then why didn't he recognize you just now?" Li Muge smiled again at this time, he automatically ignored Gu'an's threat, and went straight to the point.

Gu An sometimes really appreciates Li Muge, such a person should not be just a nobody wandering around in the world.Or it should be said that he is not a nobody wandering around in the world at all.

"Didn't you just ask me 'do you want to die'? Of course I don't want to die! That's why I brought this. Just to prevent the enemy from chasing and killing me." He pulled his face and calmly explained the other party's question .

He didn't know why he confessed so straightforwardly tonight, maybe he already understood: among smart people, once some things are exposed, there is no need to cover up; or maybe those past events are as important as a thousand The earth has been pressing on his heart for so many years, and it has already exceeded the load to the limit, making him physically and mentally exhausted.

Now, he just wants to find someone to talk to... just talk... and the reason why this person is Li Muge is just a coincidence!

"Then can I see the real face under this 'face'?" Li Muge stretched out his hand to Gu An's face, but as expected, he was sternly blocked.

"So stingy." He flattened his mouth and pretended to be wronged.

"At this time, what's the difference between watching and not watching? It's just a skin." There are some things that he knows without saying anything;

Li Muge naturally understood what he meant, so he changed the subject and said, "Since you have found Yuxiao's owner, should you still go to Sheng Jisheng?"

"Of course I want to go. Since I have the opportunity to go to the first country in the Jianghu, why not go? You don't have to be afraid that I will suddenly 'cross the river and tear down the bridge'"!

"That's good." Li Muge yawned, feeling a little sleepy suddenly, so he was going to bed.

"Are you going to sleep?" He patted the empty space beside him and asked Gu'an.

Gu An shook his head, raised his wine glass, and smiled lightly.

Seeing this, Li Muge stopped talking and fell asleep.He knew that at this moment he should leave some space for the other party.

Gu An was leaning against the window with the jug in his hand, but instead of raising his glass to invite Mingyue, he turned his attention to Li Muge, who was breathing more and more evenly.

A confession, is it self-sufficiency or relief?He is no longer allowed to think about it.I just felt that the bond between me and Li Muge seemed to be getting deeper and deeper, and it was beyond my control every time.

And tonight's encounter with Huangfu Guangbo, was it a chance encounter or a deliberate arrangement?

Since he is not dead, why is the jade flute that he never left his body in the hands of Sheng Jisheng's Emperor Wu?If it's because of the war, it's fine, if not, the relationship between him and Sheng Jisheng is quite intriguing!

Therefore, the Qingyu matter must be resolved as soon as possible!After solving it, go to Sheng Jisheng to find out the truth!

Although he was thinking about these things quickly in his mind, the more intense drunkenness was also rapidly invading his consciousness.

After an unknown amount of time, he finally involuntarily closed his eyes, tilted his head and fell by the window, and gradually fell asleep in the clear breeze of the bright moon.

At this time, Li Muge who should have fallen asleep suddenly opened his eyes.I saw him walking behind him, quietly covering him with a thin quilt, his movements were extremely light and gentle.

It was as light as a sigh that came quietly from his lips, and as soft as the involuntary tenderness in his eyes.

The moonlight was melting, and at this time, he dipped in the moonlight, and carefully outlined Gu An's figure deep in his pupils, each stroke was profound and meaningful, as if he hoped to lock him in his eyes forever, so that he could live forever and see him for thousands of years .

"It's been so many years, I didn't expect you to be so easy to get drunk, I didn't expect you to force yourself to be sober after drunk? I didn't expect that I still..."

His voice became smaller and smaller, from whispering to whispering, from whispering to sleep talking... Maybe even he himself couldn't hear what he said in the end.