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"Xiao An, actually my surname is not Guang, my surname is Huangfu, and my full name is Huangfu Guangbo?"

"The royal family of Southern Qin? No wonder you said something like 'I don't admire Jiuding, but Jiuge' that day."

Seeing Gu An's indifferent expression, Huangfu Guangbo, who had been cautious all along, suddenly raised his eyebrows: "You already knew that, didn't you? Don't blame me?"

Gu An still maintained the posture of leaning on his arms and said: "Everyone will have their own secrets, especially the nobles of the Tian family. What right do I have to blame you?"

Huangfu Guangbo bullied him when he heard the words, his handsome face blocked Gu Anyao's gaze at Tianhe, pretending to be intimidating: "Then do you have any secrets?"

Gu An raised his eyebrows lightly and looked up at him, but he didn't reply after a long time, but his eyes became darker and darker.

Seeing that he was silent, Huangfu Guangbo squinted his eyes and pretended to ask questions.

Unexpectedly, this difference of a few centimeters is actually a difference of thousands of miles, and just this closeness messes up the whole body.At this moment, he and his nose touched each other, and the cold air exhaled by each other was entangled, and a white mist suddenly appeared in the sight of the two.And the mist curled up, making the gazes of the two looking at each other even more confusing, just like the feeling he had always had for him.

The bright moon tower is tall, and the cold voice whispers.

At this time, I can see the moon in the spring river in a smoke cage, the peach blossoms in the mist are drunk, and the love is secretly born in Kui Yehui.

Maybe he drank a little too much tonight, or maybe he was a little close to him at the moment.

Huangfu Guangbo couldn't control his head lowered slowly, and his face gradually approached him bit by bit, until his lips touched those two cold patches, and he realized that he had caused many things to happen. Only after changing, did he realize that he might be a stranger to him from now on.

Only then did I realize that I couldn't keep that "dirty" thought deep in my heart.

But he didn't regret it at all.

It doesn't matter if it's exposed, who made me have a deep-rooted love for him?Even though he couldn't be more clear about how such a relationship violates human ethics and cannot be tolerated in the world, he can't deceive himself.

The only restraint is fear of causing trouble to him... So An was surprised at first, then a little stiff, at this time he has become at a loss.Like a child who has lost his way, he stumbles and doesn't know where to go, and he doesn't know who to turn to for help. He can only stare at the front helplessly, hoping that everything in front of him is just a false and short-lived dream.

But Huangfu Guangbo didn't give him this opportunity to "dream", to tell a lie of "I just bumped into each other accidentally" in order to restore their deviated relationship.Instead, the knife was raised and lowered without even the sentencing process, so that there was no room for change in the matter.

"Xiao An, although I know I shouldn't like you, I still like you." He looked at him quietly, a little more apologetic in the familiar tenderness, but there was no regret at all.

Therefore, when An heard the words, he immediately kicked the opponent away, stretched his body and fled off the roof.

After tonight, although he was afraid that some things would no longer be the same, he was even more afraid that those things would not be the same.

For example: He is still Dongxiang's spy... For example, King Dongxiang has given him orders... For example, he is destined to be a scam... When we meet again, it will be three or four days later.

When Huangfu Guangbo, who has always been noble and luxurious, appeared in front of Gu An with an unshaven beard, Gu An didn't know whether he should continue to escape or face it calmly.And from his standpoint, neither evading nor facing it is superfluous.

So he stood where he was, waiting for fate to happen.

After Huangfu Guangbo saw Gu An, his gloomy and haggard face immediately became radiant.He stepped forward and hugged him tightly, his brows and eyes filled with relief and happiness.

Gu An covered his face with frost and pushed him away calmly.Before that night, it was just an ordinary hug between friends, but after that night, this hug is no longer simple.

But he pushed him away, not just because this hug was no longer simple.

It's not just his identity, his position, his sincerity... Seeing this situation, Huangfu Guangbo knew it from the bottom of his heart.So he smiled apologetically, and stepped back quite consciously to a distance that was not far or close.

"Xiao An, it was my fault that night, let's just pretend nothing happened and continue to be friends, okay?" His tone was almost pleading, his eyes full of hope.

Therefore, An Moran persuaded for a long time: "Huangfu Guangbo, His Royal Highness the crown prince of Southern Qin, the largest country in the north, is the golden wind and jade dew, the galaxy hanging from the sky, the magnificent wall of Kyushu, the ancient purple gold, and the outstanding person in the world out of my generation. He is the future overlord who is vying to rule the world, so why should he be cast aside by the world for an unknown person like me?" He thought that if he rejected him, he would stay away from him, so he didn't have to lie to him anymore, and he didn't have to lie to him anymore. Use him, and you don't have to go to the step where the truth of the confrontation with him is revealed... Huangfu Guangbo's lips raised a hint of sarcasm, and he said desolately: "You don't want to, why don't you reject me directly? But you want to use this Reason to send me?"

Gu An sneered and said: "After all, you are His Royal Highness the Crown Prince here, how dare I still speak as unabashedly as before?"

Emperor

Fu Guangbo was startled suddenly, and said with a sneer, "If it's because of my status as the crown prince, then I promise you won't have any worries!"

After finishing speaking, he turned and left without hesitation, unwilling to hear Gu An say a single word.

That night, Gu An stood by the Yuemei River where they first met, blowing the cold wind all night.

That night, he thought a lot and for a long time.

All he thought about was every bit of him and Huangfu Guangbo, and all he read was Huangfu Guangbo's words and smiles.

It's just that the more he thinks about it, the more afraid he becomes, fearing that all the good things will turn into a scam in the end, and the sincerity he gives can only become a tool for deliberate planning; fearing that one day he will expose his identity, expose his lies, and realize All the truth; and what he fears most is that if he really waits until that day, he will completely ruin him and his life.

This was the first time in his life that he felt afraid, and it was also the first time in his life that he knew what fear was.

When the east was slightly pale, he brushed off the white dew on his body and walked eastward.

Taking one last look at Jinyang, the capital city full of many memories, he knew that when he met again, he and he might be separated by thousands of troops and horses and corpses everywhere.

But even if it's a war, it's better than a deception.

After Gu An returned to Dongxiang, he couldn't avoid a punishment.But fortunately, King Dongxiang had always treated him like a son, so when he knelt outside the hall for a whole night, the matter was over.

Just when he thought that all this would come to an end, he suddenly heard the news that the Southern Qin Crown Prince had been deposed and demoted to a prince.Then he suddenly realized: the meaning of what Huangfu Guangbo said before turning around when they met for the last time.

etc.

I know, his next step is to track down his whereabouts, and he must never let him come to Dongxiang.If he comes here, his life will be in danger.

With a wry smile, he only hoped that he could find him without Dongxiang's eyes and ears, and he only hoped that he would not bear the guilt that he had finally let go of.

When Gu'an found Huangfu Guangbo, he was on his way to Zhongshan.

A guest dust, full of tiredness.

How could that man, who is as elegant as a brocade, ever be like this?

How could that man who even had a somewhat magnificent voice and a smile as gorgeous as spring in April ever be like this?

That man with the most beautiful and intoxicating peach blossom eyes in the world, how could he ever be like this?

So he was angry because he shouldn't have become "so-and-so" because of him!

Raising his hand, he drew out the soft sword at his waist, and he pointed the tip of the sword, which was as thin as a cicada's wing and as thin as an embroidery needle, to his chest, and said word by word: "Huangfu Guangbo, you go back!"

Huangfu smiled broadly, his peach blossom eyes were not dusted by the tossing and wandering in the past few months, they were still shining brightly in the cold weather.

He smiled and walked towards Gu An step by step, completely ignoring the cold light shining on his chest, just walking towards him step by step.

"Do you think I dare not?" Gu An frowned, and the soft sword in his hand advanced instead of retreating.

"It's not that you don't dare, it's that you won't." Huangfu Guangbo's footsteps did not stop because the sharp knife pierced the clothes on his chest.

"Huangfu Guangbo, are you crazy?" Gu'an yelled, and retracted the sword, but still stabbed a little red on the opponent's chest.

"I'm crazy, and I don't know when I became an out-and-out lunatic for you." While speaking, he didn't take another step forward, but still stopped at a distance that was neither far nor close.

At this time, Gu An suddenly discovered that the white clothes he was wearing at this moment were very similar to his usual attire, but he clearly remembered that he always only preferred yellow and blue, and rarely wore white clothes.

Is it because of him?

Even if it was because of him, he couldn't allow himself to soften his heart any longer.So he took a deep breath, turned his head and looked into the distance and said: "I don't like men, you can go, don't bother me anymore."

"Xiao An, did I bother you? I thought..." He didn't continue, because all the remaining words were stuck in his throat.

Huangfu Guangbo's voice sounded like he had cried, which made Gu An even more afraid to turn his head to look at him.So I could only turn around, gritted my teeth and said decisively: "What do you think? Do you think I will love you? Heh... don't you feel disgusting? If you don't feel disgusting, but I do."

The words have come to this point, and the love is also two.

The embarrassment he gave him could no longer be more embarrassing... So, enough!Huangfu Guangbo, enough is enough, please don't force me to say anything that hurts you.

Huangfu Guangbo's complexion at this time was so pale that he couldn't be paler anymore, but his complexion was always healthy and plump, and he was full of heroism every day, even when he was sick, he didn't look faded.

At this time, he suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Gu An's sleeve and said forbearance: "Is it okay to continue to be a brother?" The tone in his tone was begging like never before.

Gu An closed his eyes and threw off his sleeves, and said decisively: "No!"

Huangfu Guangbo instinctively continued to grab his sleeve and said, "I assure you, if you let me continue to be your brother, I am willing to stay by your side as a brother for the rest of my life and watch you marry a wife and have children." , looking at your children and grandchildren, seeing your family happiness, watching you and the person you love spend this life, will never disturb you, and will never make you feel any more than a friend's feelings. As long as you can let me I see you often, and it is enough to drink and chat with me when I am bored. Isn't that okay, Xiaoan?"

Gu An did not shake off his sleeve this time, but dropped the soft sword that never left his hand to the ground.

"Stop talking!" His voice was trembling, just like his hand that could no longer hold the sword.

"Why didn't you let me tell you, don't you feel disgusted even listening to me now?" At this moment, Huangfu Guangbo suddenly felt that his whole body was hollowed out, and he knew for the first time what powerlessness is.Slowly loosen the other party's sleeve, but still can't help brushing his fingers—his fingers are still the same, although the calluses are rough, but other places are as delicate as jade; his fingers are still the same, forever missing A bit of the heat it should be, always cold but always refreshing when holding it.

But at this moment, a refreshing feeling came from the back of his hand, and at the same time, there was a coldness on his lips.

He opened his eyes wide and stared at Gu An's eyes in disbelief, his heart skipped a beat immediately.The exclamation that was about to overflow was completely melted in the soft and warm mouth.

At this moment, Huangfu Guangbo thought it was his hallucination.In the next moment, Gu An completely overturned his suspicion.

He looked at him for a moment, and said very clearly: "Didn't you just ask me why I didn't let you talk? This is the answer."

Maybe his turning around will change many things; maybe his kiss will make both of them irreparable.

But he has no choice.

Before, he never knew the horror of "heartbeat", but this time he was finally defeated in emotion.

Perhaps it was because the happiness came too suddenly, Huangfu Guangbo hadn't recovered yet.After regaining consciousness, for a while, I was overwhelmed with joy like a child, and for a while, I was anxious about gains and losses like a young boy—I wanted to rush to make peace but was afraid of breaking my dream, and I wanted to step forward to confirm my dream after I retreated.

Gu An really couldn't stand his "stupid look", so he stepped forward to hold him and said, "Don't worry."

Unexpectedly, this pulling actually made his eyes turn red, and he almost shed tears.

Gu An felt sour when he saw it, so he turned his head away and said, "Let's go back to Nanqin first."

Huangfu Guangbo did not follow him forward.Instead, he pulled him into his arms suddenly, and said softly: "Didn't we always discuss going to Jiangnan before? Why don't we go now."

Gu An didn't answer him right away.But finally nodded.

"Before going to Jiangnan, find a clothing store to change your 'grey clothes'."

"This can't be changed, I specially asked someone to make me a dress exactly like yours"

"Are you sick? Why are you wearing the same clothes as me? Playing twins?"

"Whoever made you go away without a word, I have no choice but to become you! And as long as you are not by my side in the future, I will become you to relieve the pain of lovesickness."

"abnormal!"

"I'm a pervert...how? You don't like it anyway?"

"boring!"

"I'm bored...how? You don't like it anyway?"

"madman!"

"I'm crazy... how about it? Hey! Xiao An, wait for me, don't use 'Taxue Wuhen', I can't catch up too fast!"

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