Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

Dazai slowly opened his eyes.

What greeted my eyes was a bustling and noisy scene, the sky was clear and cloudless, the sun was mild, and the temperature was suitable, bringing the unique comfort of the coastal area.Visitors came and went all around, and the sound of laughter mixed with screams was transmitted to the eardrums, and was soon covered by the dull roar of machinery.

He lowered his head and stared at his tightly bound wrists.There are a few low-quality plastic red ropes tied there, and the ends are raised along the traction. At the top are two hydrogen balloons that are commonly used to coax children. One is a cartoon black cat pattern, and the other is a mouse of the same style.

It was an amusement park, a place that should have been isolated from him.

It is rare for a young man to feel confused. He always feels that he should not be here, at least he should not appear as a mere tourist in a place that is only suitable for joy.

The sense of disobedience took root in his heart and flowed through the blood to his limbs, but was suppressed by some strange emotion.Osamu Dazai looked around in a daze, and was troubled by the casual clothes he was wearing. His thoughts were finally interrupted by the ice cream handed in front of him.

"thanks……"

Subconsciously thanked him, Osamu Dazai took the ice cream, before he could raise his head to see who the person in front of him was, his forehead was covered by a cold hand.

"If you are still dizzy, go to the nearby tree shade and rest for a while, and get some medicine from the infirmary here in our district."

An elegant voice came, and it sounded like a young man not much different from his own age.Osamu Dazai didn't immediately avoid the other person's touch, but tilted his head slightly, trying to see the face of the person with his back to the sun clearly.

"fine……"

Surprisingly, he didn't hate this overly intimate touch.

He remembered his relationship with the person in front of him.

Just last night, because Oda was approaching the deadline for submission, the editor was staring at the deadline and couldn't get out, so he could only repel the malice hidden in the miasma and bred in the human heart by himself - called Warcraft The presence.

This can also be regarded as the fate of people with supernatural abilities. While gaining abilities, they must work hard to maintain their own strength, and use this ability beyond common sense to eliminate the evil hidden in the world.

Then he spotted some Russian down the river by the bridge.

The friend who finally recovered from a vegetative state three years ago has a constitution that is vulnerable to monster attacks, and his ability is purely auxiliary time manipulation, and his physical skills are in a mess.If one is not careful, the car will overturn when walking at night.

It's not that he was injured, but he often appeared in very strange places in order to escape.

The friend who fell inexplicably was fished out of the river, and Osamu Dazai worked tirelessly to bring him back to the apartment where the other party lived.When the Russian who clearly wrote the word sick and weak on his face woke up, he received a message like thunder.

He never thought that this friend of the same age with whom he had a very good relationship would make such a request to date.

What I didn't expect was that I had a brain twitch at the time, nodded and agreed, and I haven't felt any regret until now.

Fyodor, his friend who has known him for three years, was officially promoted to a relationship last night.

Dazai Zhi's eyes were empty, and his thoughts had long since drifted away.

There is a sense of unreality.

And on the first day of becoming lovers, the two awkwardly followed the strategy they found on the Internet, and went to a newly built amusement park nearby to try their first date.A few minutes ago, my vision went dark, and I almost fell to the ground, so I had to rest on a nearby bench.

Fyodor went to the ice cream truck on the side and bought a cone that he liked.

"Don't be brave at a time like this." The pale-skinned young man sat on the vacant seat of the bench, leaving a distance of less than a punch between the two, observing the other's face with concern.

After all, the change in the relationship between the two was too sudden, and it was difficult to grasp the distance when they got along well, so they could only try slowly.

Dazai Osamu clenched the ice cream cone in his hand, slowly shook his head, showing a superficial smile, "It's just that I was too excited last night and didn't sleep well, I just squinted for a while, and I'm fine now. "

That being said, he still felt weird.It's as if you are in a soap bubble that reflects colorful light, which looks dreamy and gorgeous, but is so fragile that it will break at the touch of a finger.

Everything is so unreal.

Keenly aware of the abnormality of his lover, Fyodor, who was also wearing simple and loose casual clothes, raised his hand and hesitantly rubbed the curly hair of the other party's excellent touch, as if he did not dare to make such an intimate move hastily.

He took a deep breath, leaned in front of Osamu Dazai, and stared at the kite-colored eyes filled with confusion through the cover of his overly long bangs, "What are you thinking?"

"I seem to have a terrible dream." Considering that this is the first date between the two, the curly-haired young man who didn't want to spoil the good mood lowered his head and murmured with a choked voice.

"Important people have left me one after another, and my family has been broken up. Only Fei Jia is still with me. In the end, I still have nothing."

Even though I can't remember the details clearly, the sadness and despair that have been shrouded in my heart for a long time still make Osamu Dazai, who finally escaped from the nightmare, feel lingering fear.

That dream was too terrifying, and the psychological shadow it left on him would not be erased in a short while.

Fyodor was silent for a while, not knowing how to comfort him. He just picked up a strand of dark brown hair that fell beside his ear, and played with his fingertips, "Dreams are the opposite of reality, so stop thinking about it."

Best never to think about it.

The young man's expression was wrinkled, he simply stretched lazily on the bench, and let out a strange cry of unknown meaning.After that, he sighed and looked at the birds flying freely in the sky through the gap between the treetops, with an inexplicable look on his face.

"That's right, Oda's novels have only won awards. If you continue to do so, you will definitely become a very great writer. Sister Akiko just got married some time ago, and now she and Mr. Tachihara are running a bookstore and a dessert shop next to each other. Father was at the wedding It must be very sad to cry like that." He counted the major events that happened recently, all of which were worthy of his blessing, and his tone was much lighter.

Osamu Dazai tilted his head again, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at the Russian youth beside him.

"The same goes for Fei Jia. His health is much better than in previous years. After two years of recuperation, he will definitely recover to the level of an ordinary person."

Compared with the situation when he was finally discharged from the hospital at the beginning, he is now able to live independently, without the need for a wheelchair at all.Even in physical education class, I can participate in some less intense sports, unlike before, I can only be a bystander throughout the whole process.

Everything is moving in a better direction, and I should feel happy.

"I always feel that this kind of life is so beautiful and unreal." Osamu Dazai's voice was so soft that he couldn't hear it, his eyes moved away vaguely, avoiding contact with his lover, "It's a strange idea, it appeared in my mind without warning Here, can I really have this kind of happiness..."

The strange thing is, obviously my life is smooth sailing, I have never suffered any hardships, and it is not an exaggeration to call it a child who grew up in a honeypot, but why did I have such a strange idea?

Even though he was abandoned by his biological parents when he was young, he was adopted by Mr. Mori not long after that and has been living in a very happy family.Later, there was a half-sister who was a bit willful and arrogant, but she also loved her family a lot.

So it's really strange to say that this kind of thought came into my mind.

Fyodor didn't intend to answer this kind of question head-on. Rather, it was useless to say anything in this situation, and words of comfort were also useless.

He just changed the subject cleverly, pointed to the ice cream in the opponent's hand that had begun to melt, and reminded: "If you don't eat any more ice cream, it will melt."

"Ah, really." Osamu Dazai's eyes widened immediately, and hurriedly licked off the part that almost flowed down the egg bucket.

The curly-haired young man who was busy eating ice cream and taking a break suddenly thought of something. After licking the part beyond the cone, he turned his head and stared at the expressionless Fyodor. After a long silence, he began to complain.

"Fei Jia's expression is completely the same as usual."

Fyodor paused slightly, "Why do you think so?"

"Today is our first date anyway, but Fei Jia's behavior is no different from before. I always feel that we are still in the relationship of friends." Want to imply something.

Fyodor shook his head, and calmly defended himself, saying, "No, I'm also thinking about how to deal with our relationship."

This kind of strange change really takes some time to get used to, at least they can no longer get along as easily as before.

Osamu Dazai silently glanced at the other party out of the corner of his eye, hesitated for a long time, until the ice cream in his hand was soaked with melted ice cream, and then said dryly, "I don't know if I should say something that spoils the scenery."

"I can probably guess what you want to say, it's not like that." Fyodor refused in a second, and his originally indifferent expression finally became serious.

He took a deep breath, staring at Dazai Osamu who was stunned for a long time with those purple eyes, and stretched out his hands to clasp the other's shoulders tightly, preventing all possibility of escape.

"Indeed, Dazai-kun is my only friend after being discharged from the hospital, and it can also be called a spiritual sustenance, but I will not confuse this kind of feeling. I also thought about it for a long time before I summoned up the courage to express my feelings. I'm ready to be rejected, I didn't expect you would really agree to my unreasonable request."

His subtext is already evident.

If you want to say no, then the relationship ends here, and he won't have any complaints.

Comprehending the hidden meaning in the other party's words, Osamu Dazai's breath was slightly condensed, and he replied with the same serious tone.

"This should not be a compromise, nor an accommodation."

"Maybe I don't understand what this kind of relationship is. After all, there are no examples around me. My father has been single until now, and Akiko's sister was not here when she fell in love. I don't know what's going on."

The young man paused slightly, and the corners of his mouth curled up, "But I only know one thing is enough. If I live with Fei Jia, I will probably be very happy."