Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

The young man turned his back to the light, and the rising sun that fell into the room outlined his thin figure, with a faint halo on the outermost layer.

His face was cold, and there was a dangerous aura around him that made the hairs stand on end.Those iris-colored eyes did not have a trace of warmth, and a deeper darkness was imbued in the depths.

"I refuse." Osamu Dazai rejected Pandora's Actor's proposal immediately without any hesitation, his tone extremely stiff.

He finally understood what the other party's behavior of randomly pulling the red line some time ago was for.

To obtain this memory, he and the devil must completely abandon their self-awareness, follow the memory to act as another person, and let the events develop naturally.It is not until the truth is known that self-awareness can be regained, and everything that happened before that cannot be controlled by oneself.

Pandora's Actor and Mikhail are lovers, which naturally includes some specific events that only happen between lovers.However, Osamu Dazai will never accept this reality, and the same goes for Majin.

In order not to make the future development worse, Pandora tried to draw their relationship as close as possible and prepared in advance before letting the two get this memory.That's why there are rooms where Tuo Sishu and Slaughter the Cat can't go out without cooperating to clear the game. This series of head-butt moves make the two enemies a pair.

At least in this way, when experiencing certain things, it can barely be regarded as a little emotional foundation.

It's a pity that the effect of this attempt is not good, the relationship between the two has become more delicate, but it is far from reaching the level of being able to talk calmly and calmly at any time.

"But if you don't read this part, you won't be able to leave this world." Shuji Tsushima glanced back and forth over the other two people in the room, deliberately making an embarrassed expression, his facial features wrinkled together, as if he was very nervous Worry about them.

But Osamu Dazai, who knows too much about himself, is very clear about what kind of schadenfreude is hidden under these words.

"You lied so many times before, just for this moment." He pursed his lips into a straight line, ruthlessly piercing the illusion that the other party had maintained for a long time, with a mocking tone, "What future..."

It was just to win his lies. In this way, I completely diverted my attention, and I couldn't detect the real intention behind it for so long.

Seeing that he was successfully fooled in the past time period, Shuji Tsushima's expression was tense, and he argued for himself without any credibility, "Strictly speaking, this is not a lie."

Osamu Dazai looked indifferent, apparently not intending to believe the other party's words at all.

"The relationship between me and Mijia will also be what you will look like in the future."

Out of some subtle thoughts of wanting to persecute himself in the past, Shuji Tsushima suppressed the smile that almost appeared on the corner of his mouth. While his tone was pitiful, he also implicitly revealed the happiness he felt, "Being able to be in each other's lives The heaviest existence can cuddle up to each other in the dark, no longer being invaded by loneliness."

This method is perfect for disgusting Osamu Dazai.

This was indeed the case, the boy with slightly messy curly hair paused for breath, obviously disgusted.After he was silent for a while, he gritted his teeth and said, "Are you so hungry that you can even kill mice?"

Shuji Tsushima laughed out loud, "What are you thinking, you can't overwhelm the Russians."

Although it is more accurate to say that from the beginning, there was no idea of ​​counterattack at all.After considering the personalities of the two parties and the persistence of a fantuan, and compared the hardware conditions, there is really no way for human talent in this regard, so I obediently decided to lie flat.

After all, moving is tiring.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

"That's it." He stood up, turned around and walked away.

Shuji Tsushima slowly took out the roulette on his left arm, trying to find the snacks that he didn't know when he stuffed in among the messy ammunition.

Seeing Dazai Osamu passing by him, the young man stopped his movements slightly, and said with a smile: "Oh, don't you plan to go back?"

If he strikes at this time and refuses to get the most important piece of memory, he and the devil will be trapped forever in this weird dream that can only be entered after death.And the reality they live in will eliminate the existence of the two, and the self-healing world will automatically fill in the vacant parts.

Majin and Osamu Dazai will never have existed.

The young Osamu Dazai paused at the door of the ward, his knuckle-boned hand rested lightly on the doorknob, and slowly tightened it, as if he was about to leave without hesitation in the next second, but he left a sentence in a stiff tone.

"I have already ushered in the death I dreamed of, and my life is complete, what else do I care about?"

"The death you're talking about means becoming a so-called god in this world, and even being deprived of the right to die?" Knowing that someone was talking bluntly, Shuji Tsushima hit the nail on the head.

On the other side, Fyodor, lying on the hospital bed, was trying to pull out the indwelling needle on the back of his hand.After the awkward wound on his tongue had healed, the abdominal pain was nothing to him.

The needle fell to the ground with the adhesive tape, and the transparent medicinal liquid slowly flowed out. The demon who was holding the handles on both sides of the hospital bed stood up with difficulty, and said casually: "For Dazai-kun, this is also a very terrible punishment."

To be honest, as the same kind, they don't know much about each other, but they can use the simplest way to speculate on each other's behavior from their own point of view.

If you want to understand Osamu Dazai, you just need to think about what it would be like to be yourself who never had a long-cherished wish.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

What more can he say?

In comparison, it is true that another choice that makes him feel extremely disgusting is more hopeful.At least after a short period of pain, he can continue his suicide, and has the possibility of getting his wish.

The problem was, he really didn't want to have anything to do with that dead mouse anymore.

"And the little tiger has already received the help of Wells according to the plan." Shuji Tsushima, who once again put on a look of embarrassment on his cheeks, coaxed, "Going back to the past with the memory, probably not more than an hour. With enough information and your help, the process may be a bit difficult, but it will certainly prevent disasters from happening."

However, all of this would be hard to say without the presence of Osamu Dazai.

"Or are you planning to exchange one for one at the limit?"

Shuji Tsushima, who perfectly played Pandora's Actor, tilted his head, apparently having considered all possibilities for the other party.Even if the mysterious island incident is perfectly resolved, many problems that will be faced in the future have also been speculated.

"Your death is certainly a great loss to the detective agency, but at the same time, the devil can also be trapped in this dream world that is divorced from reality."

He paused for a while, glanced at the demon who was supporting the head of the bed with no emotion, and continued: "If the chess players on both sides are not there, the next battle will be to see which side has the best move. "

Without being able to control the situation, who else in the detective agency is as perfect as Dazai Osamu in the role of formulating a battle plan?

The existence of a military division is indispensable, not to say that the other members of the detective agency are not capable enough, but in this respect, no one can reach his level.

"Obviously there is the best liberation in front of you, you just need to leave this world with the devil, and you will get a leader of the house of death with a high probability of being successfully instigated, why hesitate?" Wearing a dark yellow military uniform The curly-haired young man curled his lips with a puzzled look on his face.

"Could it be that you are really so arrogant? Arranging a perfect ending for everyone, but always excluding yourself from this range. The paradise where everyone can get happiness is the hell that belongs to you alone. "

Here, criticizing a certain Mr. Dazai with a red scarf around his neck by name and surname is simply a human-shaped self-propelled swordsman.

In exchange for Dazai Osamu of the main world, the two also have exactly the same essence.

"You are always like this, even if it is the happiness that is sent to your hands, you don't know how to grasp it. You wrap yourself in a thick shell and are out of tune with the whole world. Think a little more about the people who value you. You always don't love yourself like this If not, someone will be sad."

Shuji Tsushima sighed slightly, and finally took out a silver knife covered with patterns from the roulette, staring intently at the blade that reflected the dazzling light in the sun.

It was the bloody knife he picked up from the ruins after the collapse of the skeleton village.The blade that was once coated with poison and stabbed heavily into Osamu Dazai's body.

If it were him, Fyodor would never let him take risks alone, at least not at the cost of his own safety.However, for me in the past time period, no one can successfully open the heart of Osamu Dazai, and they will not find the scars hidden under the funny mask.

"People who like you should have wanted to tell you these words for a long time."

He also wanted to speak for his lover, and at the same time, he also understood that these words successfully disrupted the follow-up plan.

At least the originally planned appearance of the hero on the tower to save the beauty fell through.

"What a surprise. I didn't expect to hear such words from you one day." The black-robed young man who had been hiding in the dark suddenly appeared in the ward. The exact same face.

"It seems that you are not unconscious, isn't it very clear?"

Dazai Osamu, who was standing silently at the door, caught a glimpse of the changes in the house from the corner of his eye, and his expression was dark.

It wasn't the first time he met this "Fyodor", but it was when the other party used his original appearance for the first time.

The feeling that that man brings to people is different from that of the devil, and even his temperament is much warmer, lacking some aura that has lived in darkness for a long time.Even though she was shrouded in a pitch-black robe, she didn't look gloomy.His complexion is much better than that of the devil, and he obviously pays attention to his physical condition.

It is not like a resident of darkness at all, and at the same time it is not suitable for living in the sun completely, it is something in between.

"Ha, I know you've been eavesdropping, but you just don't want to admit it." Shuji Tsushima casually threw the knife aside, his cheeks flushed slightly.

He clearly knew that the other party had been secretly appreciating this scene, but here he had to act comprehensively, pretending to be awkward, and showing off his petty temper in front of the other two.

It is estimated that Dazai would be disgusted enough.

"Devil..." The young man who was standing at the door turned around slowly, staring at the man who suddenly appeared with an unpredictable expression.

In terms of face alone, it is indeed exactly the same as the devil.

"This title should be exclusive to that one over there. As for me, although the original name is indeed Fyodor, it is more appropriate to be called Mikhail now." A certain director who refused to admit his nickname Pointing to Fyodor on the bedside, his expression was very calm.

He came to his lover and rubbed his hairy head habitually.And deliberately, under Osamu Dazai's hidden disgust, he placed a soft kiss on the cheek of a certain bandage man in military uniform.

Then he successfully enjoyed the embrace of his lover who was holding back his laughter.

"It's not an option to go on like this, so it's better to make a compromise." Fyodor, who was wearing Mikhail's identity, patted Shuji Tsushima's back reassuringly, with a meaningful smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at The curly-haired boy with a serious expression said, "Dazai-kun, what you hate is having intimate relations with me, right?"

"Do you need to ask this kind of boring question again?" Osamu Dazai asked in a mocking tone.

"But compared to being stabbed to death or being shot through a kidney, it's obvious that such things won't make you feel pain." The director, who deliberately buried his head between his lover's neck, turned his head and looked at the girl from time to time. Throwing it to the small knife in the corner, "Why are you so resistant? Anyway, to you, even your own life is just a tool you can use."

"Or, compared to pain, what you hate more is the truest expression of emotion?"

Osamu Dazai, who always felt that he was being targeted, looked even more unkind.

"It's a bit of a hassle, but it's not completely impossible to set up."

Pretending not to notice Osamu Dazai's reaction at all, Fyodor in a black robe suggested: "That part of the memory can only be experienced in an immersive way. Before the end, your own consciousness will not emerge at all, but it can be done. Forced to leave."

"It's the subconscious mind. If it really develops to that stage, if your subconscious mind is extremely resistant, it is still possible to successfully escape in a short time."

To put it simply, when immersed in that memory, the subconscious of the two will be buried deep.Although it is impossible to change the direction of events, as an invisible audience, it can generate certain insights into its own "experience".

For some of the plots, if Osamu Dazai's subconscious has an extremely strong resistance before it happens, it is possible to temporarily pull away the self-consciousness hidden in the depths.

After that, he will spend this embarrassing time in the form of a ghost, and he will not experience it at all, but he will be forced to watch a taboo drama where the protagonist is himself.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

In the final analysis, it is still completely unavoidable, but it will turn the master into a bystander. The mental damage can be slightly better, but there is not much difference.

"I don't recommend this approach. For things like feelings, it's better not to have too much confidence in yourself." Fyodor smiled at the corner of his mouth, persuading him in the tone of someone who has experienced it.

"What you thought you wouldn't have has actually been hidden deep in your heart. It's just that the background restrictions make it impossible for you to let go of your hostility with the right person. Once the conditions are sufficient, even if there is no day to escape from the abyss, You can also embrace tightly with the only one of your kind.”

It's like their fate has been rewritten.