Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

Sometimes, even if Fyodor's acting skills have improved, it is difficult to hide the perception of the same kind.

Playing the role of Sigma, he really acted out the kind of embarrassment of an inexperienced youth facing a person with supernatural powers, and even failed to make some micro movements.

However, this is not enough, as long as his essence has not changed, Osamu Dazai, who is of the same kind, will still be vaguely aware of something.

Osamu Dazai, who complied with Odasaku's last wish, will never take the initiative to step into the darkness again, standing on the opposite side from what he is today.Similarly, he couldn't imagine that the devil Fyodor would give up years of planning, abandon his long-cherished wish, and come to the sun that is not suitable for mice to live.

As long as the two stand on opposite sides, it is absolutely impossible for him and the devil to live in harmony.

So who will my future self completely let go of his defenses and entrust all his feelings and trust to him?

Could it be that it is someone else of the same kind who has never met in this world and is in the same position?

Shuji Tsushima, who grew up in France and did not develop the habit of kneeling, did not want to wrong himself.Even if the administrator is not troubled by poor blood circulation and the like under normal circumstances, he doesn't want to continue to sit on the floor in this room that doesn't even have a sofa.

The young man lay straight on his back on the tatami mat behind him, and the moment he completely relaxed himself, a clear smile slid across his mouth, "Can't you accept it?"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

As for Shuji Tsushima, he can fully understand what he thought in his past.

He stretched out comfortably on the tatami, crooked into a ball with no image at all, staring at the old log ceiling above his head, talking to himself.

"But I really didn't expect that even if I was the past self, after hearing that there will be a lover in the future, the first reaction would be the same sex. Although there is a person who is wearing Sigma's appearance and you discovered the strangeness first... But We really cannot bear the weight of a new life, and that has never changed."

After he mentioned that he had a lover, Osamu Dazai immediately thought of Sigma who appeared in the detective agency these two days, not a certain opposite sex under normal circumstances.

As if implying something on purpose.

Facing Shuji Tsushima's teasing, the curly-haired young man in a camel trench coat did not feel offended.

Since that person is his future self, he naturally has absolute resistance to Osamu Dazai, who is used to pretend to be a trick on a daily basis.It's not like other honest people are burned into anger by the scourge.

Most importantly, Shuji Tsushima's words revealed some incredible information.

Dazai Osamu's expression was more serious, and he responded to the other person's hidden temptation with silence.He glanced at his other self who was lying on the tatami, and then took out a bottle of sake from the deepest part of the closet.

The young man pried open the bottle cap at a leisurely pace, gulped down a few sips as if drinking a drink, rubbed the wet corner of his mouth with his cuff, and then returned to the topic.

"Is it due to amnesia due to external factors, or will you erase my memory after you leave?" He straightened his voice.

Shuji Tsushima said "I didn't think of it", which is enough to prove that he doesn't remember what happened today.But now it has been confirmed that this person is his future... Then it will only be that the future self has lost part of the memory of the past for some reason.

Or, this person is lying.

"External factors, anyway, I am quite satisfied with my life after that."

Lying on the tatami, the young man put his hands into his coat pockets, groping for something, and at the same time explained in a very casual tone, "The family relationship is harmonious, and when doing certain things with the lover, it is also very compatible. Good relationships, a son with a good personality, a good job—”

"Pfft, cough cough cough!! Wait a minute, stop." Osamu Dazai, who had just taken a sip of sake, coughed violently when he heard a certain word.

"What's the matter with your son?" Reluctantly waiting until his throat was no longer itchy, the forwarded youth put the wine bottle in his hand aside, wiped his face and asked: "Didn't you say before that you can't bear the weight of a life? Why did a son suddenly appear?"

It's extremely unlikely that your future self will open up to someone, but it's not impossible.

But boy, this kind of thing...

Shuji Tsushima, who took out a few candies from his pocket, turned over on the spot. He picked out a grape-flavored fruit hard candy at random, peeled off the candy wrapper and threw it into his mouth.With an innocent expression on his face, he muttered vaguely, "Didn't you see him?"

"..."

Dazai fell into a long silence.

The young man picked up the wine bottle again, and took a sip as if he wanted to vent some emotion, "Why does the lover you speak of act like a so-called son..."

Sigma, and it is definitely not a life created by normal means, and I don't know what kind of existence is that young man with avant-garde hair that only band members can have.

The high probability is through the "book", and it is absolutely impossible to have a blood relationship with him.

"His identity is a bit troublesome, so it's better not to show your face." Shuji Tsushima tilted his head, casually threw a candy to Osamu Dazai that he didn't like very much, and glanced at the other party's current reaction, "Looking at your expression, do you have any guesses about that person's identity?"

"..."

Dazai Osamu, who can barely empathize with Kunikida Doppo who is usually annoyed by him, finally realizes how annoying he is when he gets along with another self.

He is not very interested in the future lover he mentioned, but the terrible guess before made him have to pay more attention to this issue.

In any case, that existence can never be a devil.

"Give me some hints."

Shuji Tsushima sat up straight suddenly, exuding the sour smell of love all over his body, and began to explain to himself, "He is the person who loves me the most in this world, a romantic Frenchman, younger than me Last five months. He is very good at making French desserts. He takes pleasure in feeding me. He lives a very romantic life and takes care of my feelings. Although he can’t see it at all on the surface, he actually eats Odasaku’s vinegar. Don't you think it's cute?"

Countless pink bubbles seemed to rise behind the young man, and the same color appeared on his cheeks because of his shyness.

With an intoxicated expression on his face, he giggled and covered his face, "Of course, I love him the most, so much that I can completely give up dying for him. Even if he invites me to die together, I will not agree."

If we talk about the beginning, Shuji Tsushima's words are just a normal introduction to his lover.Then the content added later is purely to spread dog food in front of Osamu Dazai on purpose.

If you don't even want to die in love together, then you can only live well.For Osamu Dazai, it was the most romantic promise he could make.

"Ha." Someone who was forced to act as an audience while holding a cup of sake sneered, as if he didn't want to pay attention to the other party.

This kind of thing is completely unimaginable, and I don't want to believe anything easily, so I can only deal with it with a cold attitude.

"Because Oda Saku is so important to us, knowing that he can't have a relationship with me beyond friendship, but still can't help but make a little trick behind his back, do you really think I don't know?"

The curly-haired young man in casual clothes didn't seem to be aware of it. His expression was so ominous that anyone who saw it couldn't help but slapped him. At the same time, he let out a strange cry that made people feel uncomfortable.

"Kokeke~"

Osamu Dazai with a gloomy face tightened his fingers unnaturally, "..."

He wasn't offended by Shuji Tsushima's attitude, and it was impossible for him to jump into such an obvious trap. What he really cared about was what the other party said.

Oda Sakunosuke.

If you're a normal person, would you be offended by the fact that your lover visits a dead friend's grave from time to time?And if you make small moves behind your back, the other party has already fallen into eternal sleep under the tombstone, so what can you do?

The only possibility is... Oda Saku is still alive.

A weak flame called hope kept flickering in the depths of his heart.The flames trembled, as if they would be swallowed by darkness at any moment, completely losing the last ray of light.But before it really went out, it stubbornly dispelled some of the darkness that had shrouded my heart for a long time.

Will such a miracle really happen in the future when Oda Saku is still alive?

"I am the future you, so don't show such a ridiculous expression in front of me." Captured some small details of Dazai Osamu's facial expression, Tsushima Shuji waved his hands in disgust, and the corners of his mouth curled into a faint smile smile.

He also restrained his frivolous attitude, and his expression was extremely serious, affirming some of the guesses hidden in the other party's heart.

"You guessed it right, in the future you got the 'book' and successfully created a world where Odasaku can survive."

Osamu Dazai's breathing stagnated slightly, his iris-colored eyes widened uncontrollably, and even his body trembled undetectably.

If this is the future... Then, can he also regain some broken things?

"Even though the three of us have different positions, we can chat from time to time, and go to Lupine for a drink together when Ango is free. Odasaku is no longer trapped in the quagmire of the port mafia, and he has a job that is very suitable for him. I can also write novels in my spare time. After all, Ango is a member of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, so it is difficult to relax, but his physical condition is much better than before, and he will no longer be troubled by lack of sleep..."

Shuji Tsushima's expression was rare and gentle. Under the reflection of the setting sun, even the lines of his face looked extraordinarily soft.

He seemed to be embracing the warmest light, soaking his whole body in a honeypot called happiness, and even the loneliness soaked in the bone marrow disappeared without a trace.

He who can understand what happiness is, will no longer be confused about the reason for existence.

"Oh right, you haven't got the 'book' yet, so you don't know how the 'book' works." Suddenly breaking away from the world of memories, the young man in casual clothes clapped his hands and returned to the original conversation content.

It seems that because of the future described by Shuji Tsushima, Osamu Dazai's voice was extremely hoarse, and he muttered what he knew with difficulty.

"The 'book' is a blank literary book, and everything written on it will come true..."

Because of this, so many people in this world want it.And Yokohama, where the "book" is hidden, will be hit by many storms in the future.

The tranquility may be about to be broken.

He crushed the hard fruit candy in his mouth, and the juice wrapped in the center burst out, quickly encroaching on Shuji Tsushima's taste buds.

He nodded thoughtfully, agreed with Osamu Dazai's words, stretched out a finger and waved it in the air, and further explained: "It contains all possible worlds, for example... the Armed Detective Agency is on the verge of In the world of bankruptcy, people who are road signs are girls' world, or in other words, we have become the world of port mafia bosses."

In this regard, he did not hide anything.

Osamu Dazai's face gradually turned pale, "Could it be—"

"As expected of me, I realized it so quickly."

The curly-haired young man tilted his head, opened another piece of candy casually, and explained slowly, "That's right, no matter what you write on the 'book', the 'book' will summon the corresponding possible world, covering the current reality."

"The world line I'm in now no longer exists for you and has been covered..." Osamu Dazai let out a heavy breath, his expression becoming more serious.

If this is the working principle of the "book", then for the other self in front of them, their experience is completely different.The entire world line is covered, so it is not difficult to explain why he has no past memory.

That is to say, this Osamu Dazai has not accepted Odasaku's final entrustment to go to the other side to save people...

But this cannot be explained. If the future self does not have the memory of this timeline, how does he know all the details related to himself?

Since Osamu Dazai was able to come here, could it be said that he had fully understood everything that would happen in this world line as a bystander in advance?

When Osamu Dazai was in chaos, Shuji Tsushima casually took out his mobile phone, pretending to glance at the current time.After that, the young man stood up, opened the old window of Dazai Osamu's dormitory, and observed the street outside the house.

It's like you need to observe the environment in advance before doing bad things.

"Don't be confused by my appearance. If you just look at my appearance and age, I'm only one year older than you, but that's not the case." Shuji Tsushima activated the mimicry ability again, and turned into a person in front of himself in the past. A black cat stretched gracefully, "I'm almost 60 years old this year, is it surprising?"

"..." Osamu Dazai, who had been choked countless times today and was speechless, once again didn't know how to react.

60 years old, to be honest, this age was indeed beyond his expectations, and he never thought that he would live to this age one day.

"I should go, there is nothing else to say, my lovely boyfriend should have prepared dinner." The milk cat turned around without hesitation, raised its fluffy tail, and jumped onto the large open window sill .

The black cat, who was planning to leave immediately, paused for a moment, poked its head out from behind the window, and kindly reminded: "By the way, your life should be very hard in the future. The road signs have appeared, and the eyes of the whole world will be attracted To the stage in Yokohama."

"If you don't struggle hard, you will be submerged in darkness."

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[Private chat with "Kindly Russian Rice Ball"]

Good-hearted Russian rice balls: how?

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: what and how?

Kind Russian rice ball: Do you have to play with dolls now?

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage essence: It's boring, the milk cat really can't walk fast, there's nothing I can do.

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I still have about 10 minutes to get home.

Kind Russian Rice Ball: So, what script did you arrange for Osamu Dazai?

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Huh, human beings always think that they are far-sighted──

Good Russian rice balls: That's my line. [Tuo Zong's Gaze.jpg]

Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: Of course, the more Yuxing, the better.

Good Russian Rice Ball: That's my line too. [Calm down and drink tea.jpg]

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Actually, it’s nothing, it’s just telling my past self some facts.

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I really don’t have the memory of the beginning, and I did succeed in creating a world where Odasaku can write novels alive. This is definitely not a lie.

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I just concealed some content a little bit.

Well-meaning Russian rice ball: He already suspected me, and I had exposed enough in the detective agency.

The kind Russian rice ball: Xiu Zhi, do you believe that the devil is willing to be so easy?

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Osamu Dazai will follow this way of thinking. It is precisely because he believes in your nature that this simple game can be successful.

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: It's good that the two of you don't meet, Osamu Dazai is just guessing vaguely.

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: If he really finds out that the future lover he loves will be that devil, tell me, how will he react?

Well-meaning Russian rice balls: so bad.

Kind Russian rice ball: Please be nice to your past self, it’s really too miserable. [Dead Eyes.jpg]

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: No way!

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: But I just suspect that I have failed in the game with the devil, and the one who really got the book is the devil.And for some reason, he wanted to win over his kind, and used the "book" to create a world where Osamu Dazai had the same standpoint as him, so he was tied to him who should be in the Armed Detective Agency.

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Contributed his body and memory in exchange for the survival of his best friend, and was brainwashed and trained by the evil devil, becoming his most gentle and obedient plaything!

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah, it's really miserable looking at it this way, tsk tsk.

Well-meaning Russian rice balls: You are the only one who thinks so.

Kind Russian rice balls: Osamu Dazai has not been baptized by the book, and his thinking mode is still normal, so he will not be easily abducted to this aspect.

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: I think it's because of the indifference of the devil...

Kind Russian rice balls: [Mr. Tuo’s puzzled eyes.jpg]

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Cough cough, and the most important point, the devil already knows that Dazai Osamu is the object he was originally arranged for, and if Dazai Osamu can voluntarily follow him [beep──], he can get A "book" page.

Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Dismissed.

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah...it's obviously such a fun thing.

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: In short, under the torture and indoctrination of the two of us, Mr. Majin's attitude towards Osamu Dazai has subtly changed.Isn't this exactly true [Majin who got the "book" has unreasonable thoughts about Osamu Dazai]!

Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Anyway, the contradictory setting behind this, the so-called parents and myself from the future time period, are too important to share with others, right? [Tired eyes.jpg]

Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Exactly!

Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: According to the personalities of the two of us, under the situation of complete hostility, there is absolutely no possibility of these contents being exposed, so it is good to be at ease as much as possible.

……

In the back streets and alleys without surveillance video, the fluffy black briquette shook its head and returned to its original shape behind the pile of discarded paper shells.

Under the cover of corrugated paper, the curly-haired young man hummed a light tune, and opened the small map in his brain that only he could see.After choosing the location, there was no need to wait for the text to be read, and immediately appeared on the top floor of the apartment, which was nearly a hundred meters away.

Tsujima Shuji flew out, embraced the big gray mouse on the sofa, kissed him on the cheek, and made a very loud voice, "Little Fei Jia! I just came back from your fiancé's place." Lah, I haven't seen you for a day, do you miss me?"

"Squeak—" The mouse flopped its paws in vain as it was squeezed, and let out a sharp and piercing cry.

"Stop, Fyodor is going to be crushed to death by you." Another director who hadn't changed his work clothes in the coffee shop waved his hand and reminded helplessly.

Only then did Shuji Tsushima relax a little, holding the mouse by the armpit, and lifting the mouse up in front of him.

Mr. Demon Man, who was forced to turn into a mouse, was motionless. If it weren't for the faint rise and fall of his chest, he would have looked like a dead mouse.

"Strange, why is Mr. Tosi so listless today? It feels like the whole mouse is wilting, doesn't it look energetic?" the curly-haired young man muttered to himself.

"That's a long story."

"I understand!"

Not listening to his lover's words at all, Tsushima Shuji's eyes kept shining, and he put on a look of complete understanding.

Under Fyodor's hesitant gaze, he hugged the mouse and began to circle around at a faster and faster speed, "You must be missing your lovely fiancé, don't you, don't worry, I'll let you go tomorrow You guys met!"

"Squeak—" The stunned mouse made a weak sound with difficulty.

"It turns out that you are looking forward to it too. Let me tell you earlier. If you want to cultivate your relationship now, there is still time. Even if you treat Xiaozhi's child better, be gentler, and show your care as his fiancée, I can rest assured that I will leave it to you Part of the 'book'."