dancer on the knife

I was just 23 years old when I became the head of the department. For myself who graduated only two years ago, there have been many ups and downs.These experiences do not want too many memories, because every memory always makes the eyes moist.Work hard with a grateful heart.

With the passage of time, everything in the leading department has been on the right track, and the number of the team has continued to grow. It seems that everything is going smoothly, but there are always some things in the world that catch you by surprise, and I am lucky to be lucky enough to meet you up.I remember that afternoon, the teacher who cooperated with me called me from Guangzhou and said to me in a hurry:

"There is something urgent at home, I really can't leave, so I really can't come to tomorrow's class. I'm really sorry."

"Mr. Zhuang, our courses have been notified to the students. If you don't come, our courses can't be opened. I can't find the teacher!"

"This thing happened too suddenly, and I didn't expect it. I hope you can understand."

"Well, I understand, but it is true that the class starts tomorrow, how about you introduce another teacher to me?"

"Before I called you, I contacted you. Those I know who can teach this course really don't have time. Do you think it's okay? I'll pass on the courseware to you. You usually listen to me teach this course. This time Tell yourself."

"Mr. Zhuang, you are flattering me too much. How can I teach this course? My knowledge of cars is very limited!"

"This is just about the history of automobile culture and development. It doesn't matter if you take my courseware and do a little preparation. I believe you can do it well. I'm really sorry. I'll send you the courseware and related materials later. , there are still more than ten hours, and it is completely too late."

After hanging up the phone, I felt dizzy and my heart felt extremely heavy.Thinking about the situation of this group of students, I feel like I am carrying a huge mountain. Some of them are engaged in technology in Fortune 500 companies, some are supervisors in automobile-related companies, and some are managers. I have been working for more than 20 years, and I get goosebumps thinking about these people, it is too challenging.

After a while, I received the courseware and lecture notes from Mr. Zhuang in my mailbox. I had no choice but to pull myself out of the fear. Facing the reality is the most practical way. The time left for me is no longer enough. too much.

So like preparing for the college entrance examination, I read the courseware and handouts over and over again, as if I had to memorize them.The colleagues in the department also cheered me up one by one, which made me feel slowly.

After get off work, I continued to stay and work overtime as usual. In fact, the more important point is that I want to give a trial lecture in the early classroom. If my colleagues are all present, I dare not go to an empty classroom. I am afraid that others will say that I am crazy. .Although I have heard Mr. Zhuang give this course in this classroom, because I was a class teacher at that time, and I also gave many presentations every day when the on-site job fair was held, but after all, lectures are different from listening to lectures and presentations.

After 8 o'clock in the evening, I came to the empty classroom alone, opened the courseware, imagined that it was full of people, and started the first trial lecture in my life.I simulated the opening and ending over and over again, and I don't know how many times I practiced.When the feeling of timidity gradually disappeared, the feeling of self-confidence was finally found.It was already early in the morning when I returned to the residence that night, and before going to sleep, I was excited and nervous thinking about the next morning's class.

The next day, I came to the office as early as before. Before the students arrived, I went into the classroom to give a trial lecture.In particular, I want to rehearse some links that I thought of temporarily.Although it's my first time to give lectures on Zheng'er Bajing, I don't want to leave a bad impression on the students, and I have to cherish every opportunity to be on stage.

The class officially started at nine o'clock. I first explained to everyone why I came to the class truthfully, then changed the subject, and started the class with a humorous opening statement:

"When you see me standing on the podium, please don't be surprised. I want to tell you a secret: I am an agent hidden in the auto industry. Practitioners Sunflower Collection. Everyone should have heard a saying that if you want to practice magical skills, you must first? Don’t worry, everyone, this cheat book of mine does not need to come from the palace, just listen carefully and study it carefully. Today I will share these cheat books Announced to the public, do you want to know? If you want to, do you want to express it!"

At this time, there was a lot of laughter in the venue, and applause also rang out.

The opening went very well, which gave me a lot of confidence.

I didn't completely follow Mr. Zhuang's previous lecture notes, but added a lot of games, jokes, and interactions to make the course easier and more vivid. Especially in the interaction, I adopted the PK system and set up prizes. When answering the car LOGO, the atmosphere on the scene was pushed to a climax.

When talking about the car brands of various countries, I introduced the national conditions and culture of each car-producing country one by one, and then answered the car products, so that students can fully understand the culture behind the cars of each country, and also focus on the key points through storytelling. The brand narrated, so that students can not only understand the car culture of each country, but also understand the stories behind the car brands.Only in this way, when they enter the field of the automotive industry, can they truly understand what is happening and why.A professional automobile practitioner not only needs to understand the basic structure of automobiles, automobile selling points, and automobile prices, but also needs to understand its culture, because culture is warm, can infect customers, and can also be passed on.

During the break, in order to refresh myself, I went to the bathroom to wash my face.I heard two students discussing outside the door: "Today's class is quite interesting. It is very different from my previous class in school. I think this kind of class is not bad."

I felt a genuine sense of relief hearing the discussion behind their backs.The performance of the second class was quite normal. Occasionally, when I was nervous and forgot words, I would deliberately slow down the speaking speed and avoid it by asking questions, so that the students would not be aware of it.

After the course, I returned to the office as if in a dream, with an unreal feeling.Colleagues also gave me feedback that the course was okay. When I saw dozens of training evaluation forms, I smiled from the bottom of my heart.Thinking that the previous hard preparations were not in vain, I felt a sense of accomplishment.It seems that as long as the lecture is prepared carefully, more than half of the success is already achieved. Another point is that you must maintain a normal mind and give yourself hints that you can speak well, otherwise you may make mistakes on the spot even if you prepare.

Through this lecture, I understand two truths. One is that no one can guarantee when the opportunity will come, so I usually need to be prepared. If I hadn’t listened carefully to the class before, I would not be able to digest it in such a short time. Absorption; the second is that people will never know how much energy they have unless they force themselves.This kind of pressure is sometimes brought by the outside world, and sometimes you need to rely on yourself. No matter what method you use, you must face it calmly and think positively, instead of responding with a complaining mentality, otherwise you will only mess up the situation.

After the lecture incident happened, I had a deeper understanding of life in a desperate situation. At the same time, I also knew that I could stand on the stage and teach.Because I always felt that I was too young and had no qualifications before, and I had to have more senior qualifications to give lectures, but afterwards I felt that this kind of thinking constrained myself. No one stipulated how many years of work must be required to give lectures?There is no fact to prove that those who work long hours will definitely be able to teach well, and of course there is no reason why they must not be able to teach well because of short working hours.This kind of thinking break is subversive to my growth. I no longer obsessed with the view of "you will become a professional when you get older", but pay more attention to how much you pay?Because getting older does not necessarily make you a professional, but hard work and dedication can accelerate a person to become a professional.

With this bold attempt, I no longer fear when carrying out a lot of work in the follow-up.It is natural to discuss cooperation with the boss of the automobile company and establish a talent training base; calmly face the media and accept various interviews; after the promotion of performance appraisal, calmly face threats from employees, because I have broken through the shackles of age, Instead of feeling like you’re too young to do it, be bold.Although this class has pushed me to a dead end, it has also given me a higher level of life. I think this is the biggest gain.