face-blind spring

A few days later, Liu Zilong sat on the sofa in the consultation room, rubbing his hands unconsciously: "Do you think he will come to the concert?"

Sitting opposite him was a 40-year-old female consultant who asked in a gentle tone, "What do you think?"

"Probably not." Liu Zilong was a little discouraged.

"Why do you think so?"

"Because I was fierce that day and acted strangely."

The consultant nodded: "Well, it's good for you to realize this, then let's take a look together, why did you behave like that that day?"

Liu Zilong didn't want to answer, but he didn't know who else to tell if he didn't tell her, and he was too embarrassed to tell Brother Gou.

"Actually, I went to his company to make trouble on purpose that day... I was just a little angry. Why did I like him so much, but he didn't like me and ignored me. I just wanted to send him flowers in front of everyone and tell everyone I like him...I'm going to piss him off!"

"Ah."

"But not long after seeing him, my anger dissipated, and I just wanted to treat him well and make him happy."

"Ah."

"Everything went well, we drank coffee together, the atmosphere was very romantic, and I was about to confess. But he preemptively talked about my farting..."

"The fart thing?"

"It's not important! In short, he ruined all the good atmosphere. Whenever I was in a hurry, I would kill him... I regretted it afterwards."

The consultant smiled slightly: "Mr. Liu, it seems that this is in line with what you told me before. It seems that your relationship with Xiaoqian is very different from your relationship with other partners."

Liu Zilong looked annoyed: "Yes, every time I'm in front of him, I feel like an idiot."

"That's not enough..." the consultant said, "It's almost time today, why don't we continue to discuss next time, how is your relationship with Xiaoqian different from your other intimate relationships, and what causes these differences, okay?"

"can."

"I think, if you figure this out, even if you don't end up with Xiaoqian, your intimacy will go much smoother when someone else you like shows up next time."

"No!" Liu Zilong suddenly became excited, "Teacher, please help me. I don't want any future crushes. I really like Ye Xiaoqian."

This time it was the counselor's turn to be embarrassed, and she showed a wry smile: "I can understand your urgency, but things like falling in love are not all in your own hands, maybe this is another topic we will discuss later. question."

"Okay," Liu Zilong himself felt abrupt, "I'll see you next time."

He stood up and walked out of the consulting room in a somewhat dejected manner. It was not until he walked out of the two corridors that he remembered to straighten his chest and draw in his abdomen, and regained his handsome and unrestrained posture.

Ye Lin didn't go to the concert.He sent two messages to Liu Zilong, one on the day he received the ticket and one on the day of the performance. The content he sent was very polite. First, he thanked Liu Zilong for his kindness, second, he expressed his firm attitude that he would not go to the appointment, and finally attached a thick sorry.

Liu Zilong's two replies were the same, only six words: "It's okay, I'll wait for you."

Ye Lin was a little distressed, hoping that Liu Zilong would quickly move on and fall in love with someone else.If he is in a hurry, he wants to express the ticket to the next "lucky person" quickly to avoid wasting the ticket.

But Liu Zilong didn’t change his mind as fast as his colleagues said, at least he didn’t fall in love on the day of the concert, and still sent him the planned itinerary for that night: drive to the company to pick him up, and go to a certain restaurant together Dine, then go to the concert, and finally send him home safely.

Ye Lin didn't like this arrangement at all.That night, he nestled on his sofa, playing games while eating snacks.Cheng Feng happened to be on a business trip that day and had an important project to deal with, so he stayed at home and didn't go anywhere.

At about 10:30, the phone rang at home.These days, very few people know their home phone number, and they usually use mobile phones for communication.When Ye Lin picked up the call, he knew it must be his parents. Sure enough, his father's voice came out of the microphone: "Are you at home?"

"Hey, why are you calling me so late?"

"You can take a leave tomorrow, your mother is sick."

Ye Lin immediately turned off the game: "What's wrong? Is my mother okay?"

He expects his father to say that nothing is wrong, your mother is fine, but he has already vaguely guessed what he will say next.

"The situation is not very good. We will talk about it when you come tomorrow."

Ye Lin wanted to go home immediately to understand the situation, but Ye's father said it was too late, and then said that the matter was not that serious, and told him to relax and rest early.Ye Lin hung up the phone, belatedly realizing that his hands were shaking.

He didn't sleep well that night. He woke up several times in one night. The light and chaotic dreams connected the whole night's sleep. When he woke up in the morning, he felt more tired than when he fell asleep.

Ye Lin forced himself not to think about what disease his mother might have, but the more he didn't want to think about it, the more these thoughts came up by himself. to.

He got up early in the morning and drove to his parents' house.When we got downstairs, it wasn't even 07:30.

He ate breakfast at the table with his parents, flatbread and millet porridge bought by his father in the small shop downstairs.The two old people disliked the unhealthy food bought outside, and they ate food made by themselves on weekdays. It can be seen that they really didn't have the energy to cook for themselves that day.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was very depressing, and the mother's face was a little pale, and she only drank a few mouthfuls of porridge.The father talked about his mother's illness in a state of mental distress, and he spoke intermittently, obviously not yet organized the language well.

"About three days ago, your mother told me that she had a stomachache. I saw that her pain was in her upper abdomen. She happened to eat a lot of snacks recently, and she often went out to eat with her little sister. The food was very greasy. We I thought she had a stomachache and didn't pay attention. It turned out that the night before yesterday, she was in severe pain and had a fever of 38 degrees, so I took a taxi and took her to the emergency room."

"There were so many people who went to the emergency room at night... We managed to get in the queue. The doctor looked at it for a few minutes and then asked for a blood test. After the blood test came back, he said he suspected cholecystitis. The inflammation was serious and surgery might be needed. The doctor prescribed anti-inflammatory drugs, and also prescribed a B-ultrasound order, asking your mother to go for an examination on an empty stomach the next morning, and said that we should refer to hepatobiliary surgery, not gastroenterology."

"What happened next?" Ye Lin was very worried.

"We went to the hospital the next day. We were referred for hepatobiliary surgery. The doctor we met was very nice and patient. He said that your mother had cholecystitis, which may be caused by stones or infection. Yes, it’s best to have an operation as soon as possible. Since it’s going to be an operation, it’s not a trivial matter, we thought we’d better talk to you and ask for your opinion.”

Ye Lin seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to understand: "So my mother has gallbladder inflammation and needs surgery?"

Father Ye: "It can also be understood in this way."

Ye Lin: "What kind of surgery is performed? To expel the stones, or to cut off the infected tissue?"

Father Ye shook his head: "Neither of them, the gallbladder was removed entirely."

Speaking of this, Mother Ye threw the spoon into the bowl anxiously: "Just saying that you want to remove your gallbladder will scare you to death!"

In fact, Ye Lin was also quite frightened, but he tried his best not to show it: "What did the doctor say, can we not pick it?"

"We also asked the doctor about this," Father Ye said worriedly, "The doctor said that it is okay to not remove it, but judging from your mother's situation, if you keep the gallbladder, it will be prone to frequent inflammation in the future, and it will continue to cause abdominal pain. Pain and fever can cause other organ infections over time. More importantly, if the tissue is often inflamed, it is prone to malignant transformation, and it may become cancer one day."

"Then you really need to think about it carefully..." Ye Lin pursed his lips, "If you have a knife, when will it be done?"

"It will take at least a week. The doctor said that we need to arrange beds, and the beds are tight everywhere now." Father Ye took a bite of the pie and looked at Ye Lin, "Yesterday the doctor asked your mother to do some other tests. I will prepare for it later." Go to the hospital to get the results, you can go with me."

Ye Lin: "Okay."

Ye's mother glared at Ye's father: "What's the big deal, can't you go alone? My son just drove all the way, and his buttocks are still hot when he gets home. Let him rest for a while. If you are afraid Go to the hospital, I'll accompany you. It was the same last night, why did you call your son so late, tell you not to call, but you still want to call! There's nothing wrong..."

Father Ye said: "Don't worry about it, you can rest at home. My son and I went to the hospital. If we meet a doctor, we can ask him questions. I don't understand some medical knowledge, but my son understands it. We will soon Just come back."

Mother Ye: "Okay, okay, I can't talk to you."

At five minutes before eight o'clock, the father and son of the Ye family hurried out of the house. Ye Lin wanted to drive, but Ye's father said no: "Let's take a taxi—when you are nervous, driving is prone to accidents."

After getting off the taxi, Ye's father quietly pulled Ye Lin aside: "Actually, I have something to hide from your mother. Your mother's inspection report came out last night. I found it with my mobile phone. Now the hospital has WeChat Official account, just register and you can check."

Why do you hide from my mother...

Ye Lin thumped in his heart: "What was the result?"

"The situation is not good." Father Ye paused, as if even speaking became a little difficult: "Among the indicators in the blood test, there is a tumor indicator, which is too high."

"what does that mean?"

"I've checked it on Baidu. It's a sign of cancer. Once it's too high, you have to suspect whether you have cancer."

Ye Lin's hands trembled again, and he looked at his father, only to see that the medical records in his father's hands were trembling unceasingly.

His father said to him in the same trembling voice with red eyes: "Don't be afraid, let's not be in a hurry. We will print out the test results in a while and ask the doctor."