What happened in the summer of 2020

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The next day, when I woke up, I checked my phone immediately, but there was no new message, so I guess someone hadn't woken up yet.

It's Friday again, Free Dress Day.

A certain should go back to Shanghai tonight, and I think we will see each other tomorrow.

I put on that mustard yellow Polo shirt again, still lingering in my mind the phrase that self-admiration is the most painful.

I chatted with a certain person last night, and I failed to leave a written record in WeChat, but I clearly remembered it in my heart.

Seeing this side of a certain person for the first time felt like touching the fluffy moss in his heart.

In fact, ever since I painted my confession and first kiss, I have always felt uneasy.Even if we had a formal date in the curtain afterwards, it was only an external curtain covering each other's bodies. I feel that our relationship has not changed substantially, it can only be said that it is in the relationship between the original colleagues Added some romantic ingredients.

But after last night, I feel like the lines between us are finally blurring.I walked into his heart and looked around, and he also walked into my heart to look.

This is a truly rare experience.If I had known that in love, besides eating and sleeping together, there is also this kind of spiritual comfort, I might not want to be a single dog long ago.

Because I was overwhelmed in my heart, and encountered minor troubles in contract approval at work, I was able to maintain a calm mind and solved the problem very smoothly, as if the salesman suddenly became sensible.

The colleague next to me asked me: Why are you in such a good mood?

I said: Friday, of course.

She said: I remember you were in a bad mood last Friday.

ah?I said: I don't remember.

The heart said, how do you know what happened between last Friday and this Friday.

However, as always I can't stay positive throughout the day.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, I thought that a certain person was probably already on the high-speed train back to Shanghai.

While the feeling of being in love became more and more real, it also gave birth to a little uneasiness.

Cang Hai said that a little farewell is better than a newlywed.

We will meet tomorrow, do you want to do physical?

Of course I also want to do physical.

But being gay, the situation may be a little more complicated.Unlike straight people, there is an arrangement that everyone expects, and each of them is clear about their position, and they know what they have to give and what they will get.

But between the two men, I think of the metaphor of the mysterious man, a bit like building blocks, with different collocations and combinations.

I was more nervous about what I would give, not sure what I wanted, and even more worried about what would be left in my heart after this.

At this time, you have to admit your inexperience.My practical teacher, only the unpredictable quilt.

I carefully recalled the scene in my dream.But those are very hazy touches and feelings.A certain desire must be more than that.

I thought of the animal world again——

The more I thought about it, the thirstier I became, and I drank two glasses of water in a short while.

When I went to the bathroom and lowered my head to do my work, a person came in.

I was still thinking about it, when suddenly I felt a breath approaching, I squinted my eyes to the upper left—bah—was kissed, my hands trembled, and my trouser legs were wet.

I said: Why did you show up today?

One said: I want to see you as soon as possible.

I quickly looked around, and the compartments inside were all open, to make sure there was no one there.

I said: keep a low profile.

Wash your hands carefully.

One said: You are blushing.

I didn't look up at the mirror, and wiped my hands while saying: You just came back from another place, I'm afraid you have a virus.

When I walked out of the bathroom, I found that the cleaning lady had been waiting quietly at the door.

I told a certain person: You should go and report to the big boss first. If you are so active and don’t miss work, the big boss might add a chicken leg to you.

He said greasy: My chicken leg is your chicken leg.

I said, "Brothers will settle accounts clearly, let's have one leg and one leg."

He said: I just realized that you are so skinny.

I went back to the office and smelled the aroma of food.

Next to the water dispenser is a box of specialty duck meat.

The sister who is familiar with a certain one is giving out snacks to everyone.

She said: You were away just now, and a certain business trip brought us special products.

After handing out the snacks, she opened the duck meat again.

Several colleagues gathered around to taste and asked me if I would like a piece.

I didn't cheat a certain one last time, I really don't like duck meat very much.

But a colleague said: This duck is not greasy, and it still has the aroma of tea.

I leaned over and indeed smelled the tea, and thought carefully that it must be something connoting me.

After everyone finished eating the special products, it was time to get off work.

A certain sent me a WeChat message: Waiting for me to download, still in the leadership office.

I said: You talk slowly, I will withdraw first.

He said: 5 minutes, wait for me.

Five minutes later, we appeared at the elevator entrance, and he was dragging a suitcase.

Just after I was thankful that the first wave of people who were in a hurry to get off work had taken the first elevator down, another colleague came, and the three of us walked into the elevator together.

I usually go to the first floor, and a certain person is driving to B1, and now there is a third person. When I reach the first floor, I go out first.

I said: Why don't you go to the underground garage?

He said: I didn't drive.

I just remembered that he came directly from the high-speed rail station, and felt that I was really too sensitive.

During this peak period, the subway must be very crowded, and you have to wait in line for half an hour to get a taxi.

I said: Or go to eat first?

He said: OK, I can just drink without driving.

I said: Haven't you drunk enough on a business trip?

He made a tired expression, and naturally put his arm on my shoulder.

I said: How much did you drink yesterday?Remember what happened that night?

He said with a guilty conscience: I don't remember. When I got up at noon and saw WeChat, I realized that I had a video with you.

I said: What did you do in the video, you have no impression at all?

He shook his head, tried his best to pretend that he was not shy and said, "I'm not talking to you naked, am I?"

I said: I don't know if you are naked or not, I can only see the shoulders.

He let out an oh, but his eyes clearly showed disbelief that I didn't take advantage of him while he was drunk.

I couldn't help but sighed, although it was expected that he had forgotten, but there seemed to be a trace of regret.

I said: What you said last night was quite emotional, but you don't even remember it.

He said: What did I say?

I said: It's just a little sentimental, lacking a sense of security and so on, it's very different from your usual appearance.

He didn't care too much and said: It might be because I drank too much, let me release my emotions properly.

Yeah?I felt a little sorry to hear him deliberately downplay his emotions. I said: I thought you were serious, saying that you miss me so much, want to sleep with me and so on.

He said: Seriously, the so-called telling the truth after drinking is to release true emotions.

I was still a little disappointed and said: Forget it, I don’t remember anyway.

He put his arms around my neck and said: Don't be a man, what you said counts even if you don't remember it.

real?I said: Are you really insecure?

He said: Men don't flick tears when they have tears, and whoever they don't flick with you.

Then he looked at me with encouraging eyes.

I blushed a little, and said: Then you said you wanted to sleep with me, and it was—

He nodded sharply and said: Absolutely sincere!It counts!

In this case, I believed everything, and I said happily: Then according to our agreement last night, I will do the attack on the first night.