What happened in the summer of 2020

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I said: He is on a blind date.

The mysterious man asked: How old is he?

I thought, I still need to blur the background, so I said: about thirty.

He said: That is the age to marry.

I said: So ah, the man who has reached the expiration date.

He sent a series of laughing emojis, saying: You won't be young for too long.

I said: What about you?

He said: I am only thirty.

I said: Then you are about to expire.

He said: So you have to enjoy it as soon as possible.

I made a funny face.

He said: Actually, I am also considering getting married.

I:……

He said: In the past, I was always annoyed when someone introduced someone to me, but now I am willing to take a look.

I said: straightened?

He said: Marriage is always inevitable, now that I still have a choice, I should make some preparations.

Oh, I thought, maybe there are quite a few people who go on blind dates or even get married with this mentality, but I said: Don’t you feel reconciled?

He said: Didn't I say that, getting married doesn't explain everything, it doesn't mean the love life is over.

I said: You must always be responsible.

He said: You have white lotus again, don't you?It's like stacking blocks, you can choose the right marriage partner and find someone who fits your ideas.

I understand, I said: Are you finger-shaped marriage?

He said: What, is sex marriage illegal?

I said: If the rights of others are violated and the social order is disrupted...

He sent a dark expression.

I said: Just kidding, I have never studied marriage law.

He said: Good night, White Lotus.

I said: Good night, You-Know-Who.

After chatting half-truthfully with the mysterious person, I felt a little better.

But the avoidant personality jumped out again, accusing himself of saying such explicit things to others.

What if this person is really the person who developed together with the brother company?Who can guarantee that there will be no intersection in the future.

I can only hope that communication with this person will never end online.

Go for a run in the park in the morning.

It may be because of eating noodles in the middle of the night that I feel energetic.

When he ran to sweat profusely, the T-shirt was completely stuck to his body, and he suddenly felt very manly.

See men and women running together.

Reminds me of the conversation I had with the mysterious man at night.

There was an urge to straighten out.It's just a moment, but it's very tempting. See how well-matched and healthy the running man and woman are.The whole world is encouraging marriage and procreation, why not obey the whole world?Even if you want to sing a different tune, you still need someone to accompany you. I'm just a single person, and I don't even deserve to be against you.

As soon as the mind moves, the physical strength becomes weak.

When I stopped, I felt tired.Moreover, after knowing it, I have a strange feeling about the mysterious person.

When talking with people, it is inevitable that people will influence them, and some of the mysterious person's words may have affected me.

Don't you all want to chat with speculators, because you don't want your outlook on life to be challenged?

I sat on the side of the road to rest.

The well-matched man and woman ran past me again, and my eyes followed the man's calf for a long distance, and my mood became more complicated.

What words the mysterious man said got into my subconscious?

Did he say that a married man should not be given up, or did he mean that one should marry after all?

I sat on the side of the road for a long time.

The body seems to have lost the ability to move due to the wavering of consciousness.

The sun moved the shadow of the tree to my body, and then moved away.

When I stood up again, I fell directly into the grass because of dizziness.

Depressed, he returned home and put a Band-Aid on his forehead, suddenly feeling more manly.

Alas, what is the restlessness in my heart?

Go to the balcony to enjoy the breeze, and look at my favorite scenery to soothe my mind - that lonely and independent nail house, his family washed the clothes and sheets to dry outside, and the bright colors floated in the ruins of the weeds.

This inexplicably reminds me of a certain house in ruins.

I heard the neighbor's balcony door open.

I didn't turn around.

He didn't rush to get out of his thoughts, after all, he was familiar with the neighbors.

The balcony railing was hot from the sun, and I put my arms on it, which was very comfortable.

The neighbors have been silent.

Because of my tiredness from running and the cloudiness of my mind, I gradually ignored his existence.

Until I heard a voice asking: What are you looking at?

I woke up instantly, turned around and saw a strange man.

I said: who are you?

He said: I am a colleague of XX (neighbor).

At this time, the neighbor poked his head out from the balcony door and blushed a little when he saw me.

He said: Are you at home?

I said: I just came back from a run.

I went back to the room, washed the T-shirt, and took it to the balcony to dry.

The man and neighbors had already entered the house, but the balcony door was open, and their chatter and laughter could be heard vaguely, as if they were eating.

I'm a little puzzled, isn't the neighbor not cooking?Could it be that his colleague came to cook for him?

At two or three o'clock in the afternoon, the neighbor knocked on the door.

It was half a watermelon that was brought to me.

He said a little sorry: The crayfish I bought at noon were too spicy, so I didn't ask you to come with them.

It turned out that he was sorry that he didn't call me for the treat, and I was a little embarrassed all of a sudden.

I said: Is your colleague gone?

He said: After eating, we left.

He saw the Band-Aid on my forehead and asked what was going on, and I said I had done it accidentally in confusion.

His eyes were concerned, but he hesitated to speak strangely.

In the evening, I went to the balcony to collect clothes and met him smoking.

He said: Have you had dinner yet?

I shook my head: I have nothing to eat.

He said: Go out and have a skewer?

It's too hot, I said: I don't want to go out.

He said: Then order takeaway.

I feel like he is still worried about not calling me for lunch, and he thinks it’s not necessary or necessary, but I don’t know how to comfort him.

Then, we ate takeaway together.

I always thought he was a little unnatural.

Very unlike his usual frankness.

I told him about sitting on the side of the road when I was running in the park and my head went down. He asked me if I was in a physical condition.

I said: I am in good health, maybe I am a little nervous. (Because I have to appear in court on Monday)

He was a little distracted, knocked over a cup, and said quickly: I'm sorry.

I got up to draw paper.

He said sorry again.

I said: what happened to you today?

He said: I actually want to confess something to you.

A little startled by his serious tone.

I said: what's the matter?

He said: I didn't call you for lunch, but I was actually worried that my colleague would slip up. He used to live with me.

ah?I smiled to ease the atmosphere, and said: What, you two have adultery?

He quickly shook his head and said: No, we share the rent, and I only moved here at the beginning of the year.

Um?I said: Didn’t you move here last November?

He said: No.

He made an exaggerated expression, and finally relaxed a little. It turned out that this was what he wanted to confess.

He said: I am subletting.

Oh - I think I know what he's going to say.

He said: The person who sublet it to me asked me to keep it secret, for fear that the apartment would manage it.Anyway, he wears a mask every year. He said that the guards can't recognize him, and the neighbors don't interact with him.

I said: Then I said earlier that you have children in your family.

He said: When it was sublet to me, there was only one man, so you suddenly said to get married and have children, and I didn't react instantly.

I said: instant?

He smiled awkwardly and said, "For a few seconds, but I thought it was fun at the time, and I wanted to keep the subletting a secret, so I kept it a secret."

I said, "Then how did your conscience find out today?"

He said: I don't want to lie, and because I didn't call you for lunch, I feel that one lie leads to another lie.

I said: You think too much.

He said: Are you not angry?

I said: It's a little thing.

Actually, I was a little confused.Not a careless little lie by an angry neighbor, but this little lie, among other things, made me think my memory was wrong.

Now that this one has a reasonable answer, what about the other unsolved mysteries in my life?