I just want to retire quietly

"I see." The space traveler, or Tan Yan opened his eyes, and Liang Xian's concerned face came into view.

He was lying on the young boy's lap, the man's hard thighs didn't make him feel very comfortable, but he felt very at ease.

"Tan Yan, how are you?" Liang Xian saw a flash of strangeness in his eyes, and asked fearfully, "Do you still know me?"

Liang Xian was really afraid that Tan Yan would be possessed by evil consciousness. If that happened, he would have to kill Tan Yan himself.

Before that time, Liang Xian didn't even know whether he could do it.

"I know." Tan Yan, who had recovered his memory, didn't know how to deal with the two memories, so he could only simply answer Liang Xian with a cold voice.

The young man Tan Yan's consciousness of survival is too strong, and the space traveler is not too persistent in his pursuit of life, so he allows this strong consciousness to cover his own consciousness, loses the memory of the past, and completely becomes a Ping County policeman. , Down-to-earth dedicated his life to his post.

This 41-year dream woke up today.

He didn't know how to respond to Liang Xian, and there were more urgent matters to be resolved now.

"Get out of my brain." Tan Yan yelled coldly, rubbing his brows.

As soon as the words fell, the energy image of evil consciousness appeared on the display screen of Tianshen No. [-].

The external equipment is very strong, although it was dropped by the evil consciousness and cut Tan Yan's cheek, but it is still working tenaciously.

External audio: "Impossible, you, how could your consciousness be so powerful? And... are you crazy? You let the consciousness of outsiders swallow your own consciousness, no wonder you lost your memory and degenerated into an ordinary human being."

Tan Yan slowed down, and calmly said to the evil consciousness: "I don't think becoming an ordinary human is degenerate, and I don't think space travelers are such noble existences."

"Impossible, impossible! Why, why? You actually trapped yourself in this ordinary body, using most of your energy to repair the body, awaken its vitality, and completely integrate another consciousness, using his memory , instead of choosing to eliminate, why?" The evil consciousness could not understand Tan Yan's approach at all.

"I didn't understand why at the beginning, but I just wanted to do this in my heart." Tan Yan looked at the evil consciousness with compassion in his eyes, "After 41 years, I understand now, but even if I tell you, you probably won't understand."

In just a few decades, I have experienced a different life. Compared with the boredom of traveling to and from countless worlds in the past, the ordinary years are more impressive.

In protecting and being trusted and entrusted, he understands what it means to be alive.

Live every day earnestly, complete everything down-to-earth, strive towards a goal that cannot be achieved even in a lifetime, and never let yourself regret it in your life.In the gap between black and white, he unswervingly implements his beliefs and never does anything against his will.

Tan Yan smiled slightly, this feeling is very good.

He put his hand in the energy group of the evil consciousness, and he didn't know how Tan Yan used his consciousness. The evil consciousness found that his consciousness began to condense uncontrollably.

"You, what are you going to do?" The evil consciousness shouted in a panic.

"I won't absorb your consciousness," Tan Yan said, "I've learned a truth over the years, people shouldn't live forever, it's good to have a beginning and an end."

Absorbing the consciousness of young Tan Yan, being influenced by his beliefs, becoming a brand new person, having a different view of the world, this experience is enough.

He didn't want to integrate another memory and experience another life, which would only gradually become lost, like this sad evil consciousness in front of him.

"I don't remember the original name anymore, but I know that I am called Tan Yan now. It used to not belong to me, but everyone called me that, and it has a new meaning after being called more and expecting more. You Well, have you ever had a profound name? Apart from constantly devouring and living in a daze, do you have any greater goals?" Tan Yan asked.

"What are you talking about?" The evil consciousness was compressed smaller and smaller, he couldn't resist, and gradually condensed in Tan Yan's palm.

"You are very strong, but your will to survive is not as good as that of Tan Yan back then." Tan Yan was moved in his heart when he thought of the figure in his memory who still wanted to live with a crippled body, unable to repay the country.

"What are you talking about, I don't know..." Before the evil consciousness finished speaking, it condensed into a clear crystal nucleus in Tan Yan's palm.

Liang Xian walked up to Tan Yan and looked at him intently.

Clever as Liang Xian, he had already guessed most of the truth from the conversation between the evil consciousness and Tan Yan.

"I persisted for half my life, but found out that I'm just an outsider, are you sad?" Liang Xian asked.

He thought of Tan Yan's previous experience, his half-life persistence in fighting for the safety of Ping County, all his persistence was due to the fact that he was raised by the people of Ping County, without this premise, would it be uncomfortable to look back on the past?

The world that Tan Yan has fought for all his life is not his own world.

Liang Xian wanted to hug Tan Yan, but he was afraid of hurting him, making Tan Yan think that he was sympathizing with him, so his fingers trembled slightly, and he didn't dare to stretch out his arms.

"It's not worth it or not," Tan Yanyun said lightly, "Having experienced it is experience."

Liang Xianxuan's heart sank, this is Tan Yan.

Tan Yan is not a person who will be frustrated by any gain or loss, let alone a person who will die or live for personal feelings.He has a broad mind and always only looks at the further goal.

What attracted Liang Xian was not only Tan Yan's strength, but everything about this person.

It seems that all the words of praise can't be overstated to describe him, he is just so good.

"You are the goal of my efforts, regardless of career or love." Liang Xian put his arms around Tan Yan and gently rested his head on his shoulder.

Tan Yan also hugged him and rubbed his head: "I don't want to change my body like an evil consciousness, but this body is really 59 years old, and it is still a body that has been severely injured and its foundation can live until now. In addition to my strength, I probably still have my original willpower supporting me. Once he... or my goal is achieved, he probably won't be able to persist. Even so, will you continue to love me?"

Obviously there is a better way, but he has to face death so calmly, Liang Xian understands, but it hurts even more.

"Emotions are not a faucet. You can turn it off if you say it." Liang Xian buried his face in Tan Yan's shoulder, afraid that he would cry out for nothing.

He used to be troubled by Tan Yan's inability to feel his own feelings, worried about whether Tan Yan could accept him, and then sad because he didn't love himself enough after accepting it.

But now it seems that all these are small things, the little sweet things in love, insignificant things.

Tan Yan has a wider universe in his heart.

Tan Yan sighed: "Then I will spend the rest of my time loving you. After experiencing loyalty, perseverance, and responsibility, it is not bad to experience the love that is said to be the best in life."

He felt that his shoulders were wet. Tan Yan raised Liang Xian's head, wiped away his tears, and said with a smile, "Why are you crying? Because of you, I have no regrets in my life. Isn't that great? What do I do?" It's all there."

Tan Yan is very fortunate that he met that young man who was struggling to survive when he was most confused. His consciousness gave him a persistent and wonderful life.

And at the end of this life, he met Liang Xian again.

Liang Xian is probably the second young man who impresses him, the first is the will to live, and Liang Xian is the frank and innocent love.

There is no utilitarianism in this relationship, all difficulties have been ruled out, no age or race is cared, and young and ardent burning in front of Tan Yan.Even if it is the fragile and tenacious heart of the young man who is burning, enduring the burning pain, it still remains unshakable.

It's really beautiful, just looking at it makes people yearn for it.When wiping away Liang Xian's tears, Tan Yan thought to himself.

He spread his hands, and the core of evil consciousness was quietly placed in Tan Yan's palm.

"There are consciousnesses of Shen Biao and other victims here, and they should follow us back to the real world." Tan Yan said, "After going back, hand it over to the country, and let the organization decide what to do."

Tan Yan can actually absorb this crystal nucleus, even if it can't prolong his life, it can make his strength stronger.

But he didn't do it, and he didn't intend to.

"Okay." Liang Xian felt a little ashamed that such a big person couldn't help crying, so he wiped his face vigorously by taking over the crystal nucleus.

After rubbing against him twice, he felt a burst of warmth on his face, and it took him a while to realize that it was Tan Yan who took the initiative to kiss his face.

Perhaps the legendary kiss away his tears?

Liang Xian also has no experience in love at all, everything is just talk on paper, after reading a lot of books, it turns into tofu dregs in actual combat.After Tan Yan promised to be together, the two made no progress at all.

Moreover, they were all comrades-in-arms who had fought together. The first time the two met, Liang Xian was hugged by Princess Tan Yan. The physical contact during the mission was normal, and there was no spark at all.

But now, Liang Xian felt that he was really shocked, and his heart beat extremely fast.

Tan Yan took the initiative to kiss him and then turned around, not knowing what his expression is now.

Liang Xian threw his arms around his waist from behind and was about to say something when Tianshen No. [-], who had watched the romantic drama for a long time, asked, "Is love necessary for a marriage? Just now, the hormone levels in your body soared, your heartbeat and blood pressure increased, Decreased IQ..."

Liang Xian who was tested by protective clothing: "..."

He doesn't want to listen to an artificial intelligence analyze his hormone secretion status when he is in love.

"You're not wearing protective clothing, so I can't test it," Tianshen No. [-] said to Tan Yan again, "But your face is very red, probably your body temperature has risen."

"Tian Shen No. [-], why do you want to study love?" Veteran cadre Tan Yan's voice was still steady, and there was no sign of embarrassment at all.

"Artificial intelligence does not need love, but the human beings I want to protect do." Tianshen-2 said, "I match them with the most suitable partners based on their genes, and the genes of their offspring will definitely be optimized from generation to generation. I think Reproduction is a big deal, and human beings should be happy, but that doesn’t seem to be the case. Temples often mediate family conflicts. Couples who have had [-] children will divorce after completing the reproductive task. I don’t understand why. Families are not stable in a society. Basic unit?"

Tianshen No. [-] has always been troubled by this issue. Now that Tan Yan and Liang Xian have developed a relationship for the purpose of not procreating, and they do not intend to pass on such excellent genes, Tianshen No. [-] is very curious.