I just want to retire quietly

Tan Yan looked at the sky, and gradually, he seemed to see the outline of the evil consciousness, just an energy cluster, a consciousness, floating in the air.

It doesn't even have a shape, and when you can see it, it probably looks like a cloud of colored gas.

Is this a powerful existence?

"Abandon my original body to obtain eternal life, and then continue to seize other people's consciousness and body..." Tan Yan's eyes gradually became compassionate, "Do you still remember who you were at the beginning?"

"It's been too long, I don't have any impression." The evil consciousness said, "And there is no need to remember, just like human beings don't remember what happened when they were weak and young. My life span is very long, and my memory as a human being is like childhood Same, forgot."

"Did I live too long and forget it, or did I absorb too much consciousness and lose my heart?" Tan Yan asked.

The evil consciousness disdained: "Is it meaningful to discuss this?"

He circled around Tan Yan: "I have never carefully observed your current body. Now it seems that this body is almost useless. Why are you so powerful trapped in such a body that is already at the end of its strength?" in the body?"

Tan Yan looked at him: "That's because I'm 59 years old. When a person reaches 59 years old, it's normal for a person's physical function to deteriorate. I'm an ordinary person, which is very good. I don't feel like living thousands of years. It will be better to forget who you are in the next year."

"Bullshit!" The evil consciousness said, "You are so powerful, so powerful that when I look at it from a distance, all the particles in my consciousness will tremble and jump for joy. Now you are like a nuclear bomb stuffed into a broken jar, this broken jar Sooner or later, it will not be able to hold you, and your consciousness will be wiped out along with the body. Since you insist on being trapped in this body, why don't you take advantage of me!"

The evil consciousness seemed to know that he couldn't get anything good in this world, so he threw all his eggs in one basket and rushed towards Tan Yan.

He needed blood as a medium to enter the human body, and the external audio equipment flew up and hit Tan Yan.

Tan Yan tilted his head slightly, and the audio equipment made a small cut in his face.

Liang Xian didn't move, he knew that if Tan Yan wanted to stop it, he could dodge the attack.The reason why Tan Yan took off his protective clothing was to attract evil consciousness into his body.

Even if there is an external audio that is forced to speak, it is impossible for the evil consciousness to say what they want to know, and they can only use this method.

What Tan Yan gambled was that his own consciousness could defeat the evil consciousness. Liang Xian firmly believed in this, and the evil consciousness also wanted to use this method to escape from this world.

Both sides have only this one choice, there is no other way, and they are fighting desperately.

After the evil consciousness entered his body, Tan Yan closed his eyes and his body trembled slightly.

He was fighting against the consciousness in his mind, Liang Xian walked over and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.

If Tan Yan was sober, he would definitely tell him not to get close to him, right?And he will also tell Liang Xian that once he fails to overcome the evil consciousness, kill him while the evil consciousness is weak.

But now, Tan Yan is weak, Liang Xian never thought that Tan Yan might lose to the evil consciousness, he is not afraid of the current Tan Yan.

He hugged Tan Yan and let him lie flat on the clean and warm floor of the control room. Liang Xian sat on his knees and let Tan Yan rest on his lap.

The screen of Tianshen-[-] was flashing pink, and he said, "I can feel the high level of dopamine in your body through the protective clothing. Is it love?"

"Yes," Liang Xian put his hand on Tan Yan's forehead, "I love this person deeply, I want to relax his stiff shoulders, and I want this person who has been shouldering too many responsibilities to experience the world There are other joys.

I respect him, admire him, admire him, and love him dearly.

It's a pity that my strength is too weak to make him happy, but my feelings have become a heavier burden for him, and it's useless to make him bear an extra promise. "

Liang Xian's eyes were a little sad: "I don't know how to love him better, I can only obey him and accompany him."

Even death cannot be willful, because their lives do not belong to themselves.

Tan Yan fell into a deep sleep, and the evil consciousness knew that the power of consciousness could not surpass Tan Yan, so he thought of a way to confuse him.

Tan Yan's will is too firm, and if he wants to shake his determination, he must remind Tan Yan of his identity.At that time, the two memories and the two consciousnesses are at war, and the evil consciousness can take advantage of it.

Tan Yan had a dream, he dreamed that he was once very free, but also very confused, going back and forth in countless worlds.

He seems to be born with such a powerful force, born in a higher universe, with an extremely powerful consciousness, able to travel through various universes.

The evil consciousness once said that the space travelers in other universes can move freely in the universe, which is actually wrong, and they also need coordinates.

It's just that people in the universe are born with strong consciousness, and they enter different worlds all the year round, and the more paths they travel, the more coordinates they will have.

He remembered that his time was meaningless, he was going back and forth among countless worlds aimlessly, and when he felt tired, he lived in one world for a period of time, and then went to the next world.

A long life does not make people feel full, and when time becomes meaningless, life will become very empty.

He didn't seem to be called Tan Yan at that time, but the specific name didn't make sense, because none of them were real names.

Sometimes he would control his consciousness into the bodies of insects and other creatures, but they were too weak to withstand such a strong consciousness. Before seeing the world from the perspective of insects, the poor insect would explode and die up.

Experiencing life in countless universes is fun at first, but after a long time, it becomes tiring.

Watching people mediocrely busy with their lives is like watching a group of ants, which is incomprehensible.

He didn't use other people's bodies. People in the body world are already very strong and can last for a long time.

But tangible things will always have an end, and the universe will perish, let alone the physical body.

He felt that his body had reached its end, and he should change his body.

But it's very boring, he thinks it doesn't matter even if it dies with the body, anyway, life is meaningless existence.

At this juncture, a person appeared in front of him. He was dying, but he was still struggling on the ground, and his appearance of struggling to survive attracted his attention.

This is a world full of monsters. Human beings are weak in this world and will become food for monsters.

The young man had one leg and one arm bitten off by the monster. He was crawling on the ground. The monster had a high IQ and chased him like a toy.If you catch up with him, take a bite, then let him go, and when you see that person has climbed far, take another bite.

The space traveler looked at it coldly, wondering why this person insisted on living. Most living creatures gave up hope under such circumstances.How painful it is to live in such humiliation, but death is a relief.

But he tied the bleeding on his thighs and arms with his clothes, and after a simple stop of the bleeding, he fled with difficulty with the only remaining body. He had only one breath left, but he still wanted to live this breath.

The space traveler was very strange, and he helped him get rid of the monster and gave him some water.

The young man thanked the space traveler, turned around and ate the monster's meat to replenish his strength.

The monster's meat is poisonous and not suitable for fragile humans. After eating the meat, his face turned purple, his nose bleeds, and he looked very uncomfortable.

After climbing two steps, he cried when he realized that he could not climb home.

Those who didn't even cry when the monsters were chasing them fell down on the ground, beating the ground with their fists, and crying hopelessly.

"Why are you crying?" The space traveler realized that he didn't understand his tears, so he asked, "Is it because you are going to die?"

"No," the young man saw that the space traveler was still following him, so he wiped away his tears vigorously, causing nosebleeds all over his face, "I'm not afraid of death if a man bleeds and doesn't cry."

"Then what are you afraid of?" asked the space traveler, "You will die soon, even if you don't eat the monster's meat."

When the space traveler found this person, he was already crippled. Without timely treatment for this kind of injury, it is impossible to survive. The young man is just lingering on his last breath.

The young man cried again: "I grew up under the care of many people. I finally joined the army and was assigned a job. I was about to die on the first day of work. I felt very worthless. I am sorry for everyone's care for me. It doesn't matter if I die. I don't want to die so aggrieved, if I can die for the common people, I will be honored even though I die, but now... it doesn't make any sense!"

Meaning... These are two words that space travelers have never been able to understand.

"How does that make sense?" he asked.

"The country brought me up, work hard, be a solid nail, and contribute to the country until I retire." The young man cried, "But I came here for no reason, and I can't even die in my own world." arrive."

The space traveler didn't know what he was thinking at that time, he looked at the body whose vitality was gradually draining, and suddenly said: "I can't save you, but I can live for you."

"How to survive?" The young man became weaker and weaker, his ears began to bleed, and his tears could not flow.

"I absorb your consciousness, your memory, use my power to repair this body that is still alive, bring you back to the original world, and live with your identity." The space traveler replied.

"Did you eat me?" The young man didn't understand what he meant, "Are you going to use my face to do bad things?"

"No," the space traveler wanted to explain patiently, but the body in front of him couldn't last long, and death was meaningless. No matter how strong he was, he couldn't use his consciousness to control a corpse to survive, "I'll live for you Go on, contribute to the country for you, and realize your so-called meaning for you."

"why?"

"There is no reason, just a sudden interest in meaning, you can refuse."

If you refuse, die like this.

"I agree," the young man said, "You...you can use my body to do more good things for Ping County. I grew up eating a lot of food, and many people have taken care of me. I still don't know for a day or two. "

"Okay, you don't need to say more," the space traveler said, "I will absorb your consciousness, and I will read your memory. I will naturally know what you need."

"Okay..." The young man hesitated, "There is one more thing..."

"what's up?"

"Can I die in my world? I don't want to die here." The young man said.

"can."

The space traveler picked up the young man's body, used his powerful force to find the way to the young man's world, and brought him back to the real world.

He has never been to this world, but the young man is from here, and everything about him is connected to this world. As long as he is there, as long as his thoughts are there, the space traveler can find the young man's world.

The young man returned to the real world. He lay on the deserted street, looking at the familiar environment, and slowly closed his eyes.

The space traveler picked him up. This body didn't have much vitality. Even with his strength, it wouldn't last for a few years before it would break down, unless he used all his strength to awaken the body's vitality.

But if he did this, his consciousness would also be weakened a lot, and the space traveler felt that the loss outweighed the gain.

"Thank you..." the young man said weakly, he could no longer remember what the space traveler said about using his body, "after I die, please bury me, bury me in the south cemetery, I ,My name is……"

He was dying, and the space traveler didn't want to listen to his nonsense, and he still needed this body, so he couldn't just bury it.

Consciousness leaves the body and enters this mutilated body. The consciousness of the young man who has been unwilling to dissipate merges into the body of the space traveler. The strong sense of survival gives the space traveler a different experience.

The consciousness of nothingness is injected with fresh blood that has never been there before, and life seems to have meaning.

It should be good too, to be seriously invested in one's life.

The space traveler used power to heal his body, awakened the vitality of this body, and buried his original body in the southern cemetery that the young man said.

He did not erect a monument, and his long life made space travelers forget his name.

It takes a while to integrate the new consciousness, and the space travelers are tired of repairing their bodies.He dragged his exhausted body to the den in memory, curled up and fell asleep.

A memory of an ordinary person and the consciousness of a space traveler are gradually fused together in sleep. Maybe this memory is too strong, or maybe the space traveler is just too boring.

When the space traveler woke up, he forgot the long but meaningless years, and only remembered that his name was Tan Yan, and he was an ordinary policeman in Ping County.

The author has something to say: the new Tan Yan should be both the original Tan Yan and a space traveler.

A person who is meaningless to live, and a person who wants to live but has to die, two people become a brand new person.In the cemetery is Lao Tan's original body, and what is alive now is Xiao Tan's body and Lao Tan's consciousness after merging Xiao Tan's memory~