process

Lu Xingyuan asked Song Yuan out for a drink.

Song Yuan was also surprised, because Lu Xingyuan has never been very enthusiastic about drinking, let alone taking the initiative to invite people to the bar.

So as soon as you sit down, ask, "What happened?"

"Brother..."

Seeing his haggard face, Song Yuan hesitated to speak, guessing: "...Is it about feelings?"

Lu Xingyuan buried his head in his arms suddenly, his voice was dull, helpless and dazed: "Brother, I don't know what to do."

Song Yuan's heart tightened, he patted his back with his palm, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong? What happened?"

Lu Xingyuan was silent for a long time, choked with sobs, and said, "...Brother, I want to break up with him."

Song Yuan obviously felt that the body under him was trembling slightly, so his hand trembled, and then he patted it more gently.

Song Yuan had mixed feelings in his heart, and tried not to let himself show any strangeness: "...why?"

"...He doesn't like me." Lu Xingyuan raised his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, his eyes were red and slightly moist.

"What's going on?" Seeing his bitter smile, Song Yuan felt distressed again.

"...He once had a lover who died later, but he still loves him." Lu Xingyuan said with difficulty.

Song Yuan was completely angry: "Since this is the case, he shouldn't come to provoke you. What is this, how could he treat you like this, I will go find him."

Lu Xingyuan pulled Song Yuan back: "Senior brother, don't... this is between me and him, senior brother, don't worry about it. I feel uncomfortable, just talk to me."

This sentence suddenly calmed Song Yuan down. Indeed, he had no position to intervene in their affairs.

"I know that emotional matters can't be forced, and no matter how unwilling I am, I can only accept my fate." Lu Xingyuan murmured, "It's just uncomfortable, it really hurts."

Song Yuan was also very distressed seeing him like this, but he couldn't do anything, he just comforted: "Don't think too much, don't think about him anymore. There are many people who are better than him, don't torture yourself."

Lu Xingyuan smiled lightly, his eyes moist: "Yes, I won't torture myself. This is just a process, it's normal, as long as I get through it, it's fine. I want to be nicer to myself, brother, let's go buy dessert together later .”

Song Yuan patted his head: "Okay."

Lu Xingyuan was already slightly drunk, and patted his pocket: "I want to eat a lot, I've finished all the candies today, but my mouth still feels bitter, so strange."

Of course Song Yuan knew what he was talking about: "It's okay, brother will buy it for you later."

"Thank you, brother." Lu Xingyuan smirked, "Brother, let's drink."

So he asked again: "Brother, how are you doing?"

"It's good. There's a newcomer in the department, and the supervisor asked me to take him with him. The kid just came out of the society and didn't understand many things, so he was a little busy."

"It's hard work."

"I'm a little tired now, and I'll be fine next month."

Song Yuan intentionally enlightened Lu Xingyuan, intentionally relaxed the topic, and Lu Xingyuan really felt much better when he came out after drinking.

Afterwards, Lu Xingyuan went to buy desserts at the shop he frequented, and when he walked to the corner of the street, he happened to catch a glimpse of a familiar figure on the opposite side.

He froze.

There was another person standing beside Chi Jinglan, it seemed that it should be Lu Li.

"Xingyuan, what's the matter?" Song Yuan called him softly.

Lu Xingyuan came back to his senses, the figure had disappeared: "It's all right."

Song Yuan sent him home, and when Lu Xingyuan got off the car, he almost forgot the dessert he just bought.

Song Yuan watched his thin back getting farther and farther worriedly, feeling an impulse in his heart, got out of the car, and grabbed his arm from behind: "Xingyuan..."

Lu Xingyuan looked at him suspiciously.

Song Yuan looked into his eyes, a tangled look flashed in his eyes, he swallowed what he wanted to say, smiled, and reached out to hug him: "It's okay, everything will pass."

Lu Xingyuan also smiled: "Brother, I know."

Song Yuan smiled wryly and rubbed his hair: "Remember to tell me if you have anything to do."

In my heart, I secretly laughed at myself for having completely become a coward.

Although Lu Xingyuan already believed that the relationship with Chi Jinglan was over, Chi Jinglan would still call, but Lu Xingyuan didn't answer, and knew that he couldn't keep running away like this until he felt he could face Chi Jinglan calmly. When Lan, the latter's birthday is also coming.

So on the date of his birthday, Lu Xingyuan wanted to make a final settlement with Chi Jinglan.

At this moment, Tang Li looked at Lu Xingyuan inexplicably: "You said, do you want me to tell you more about Lu Fang?"

Lu Xingyuan nodded: "I want to talk to Chi Jinglan."

Tang Li didn't want to meddle in their affairs, so he refused: "I can't help you with this matter, I don't know Lu Fang, if you think it's necessary, you can go to find..."

However, Tang Li's words stopped abruptly without knowing what he remembered.

Lu Xingyuan was surprised: "Who are you looking for?"

Tang Li looked at him, hesitated for a while, and said, "No one. I will help you."

Lu Xingyuan didn't think there was anything wrong with Tang Li's sudden change of attitude: "Thank you Assistant Tang."

From Tang Li's mouth, Lu Xingyuan probably knew that Lu Fang and Chi Jinglan grew up together, but the relationship was confirmed when they were in college.The relationship between the two has always been very good, and they are equally outstanding, and even the parents of both parties have agreed with them.Even though Lu Fang went abroad later, the two still maintained their long-distance relationship.It is a pity that Lu Fang encountered a car accident after returning to China.Chi Jinglan was very sad, and took the opportunity of work to leave Linchuan and go to the branch office.

Lu Xingyuan thought of Lu Fang's photo, and knew how well he and Chi Jinglan stood together, no matter what, they were not inferior.

Lu Fang has a good appearance, the corners of his eyes are slightly drooping, his eyes are bright, and the tiny light in his eyes is like a little star. When he smiles, his eyebrows and eyes are curved, which is very beautiful.

Lu Fang is very smart. When he was in college, he was favored by professors very early. After graduation, he went abroad to study.

Lu Fang has a good temper, is gentle with others, is very popular, and has a lively personality. He is like a little sun, and it is easy to make people feel warm.

Lu Fang likes bright colors and can't resist cute things. There are many furry dolls in the room.

Lu Fang also likes spicy food.Whether you are in a good mood or not, you will always have a spicy meal.

Tang Li stated these words expressionlessly.

Lu Xingyuan felt as if he was torturing himself, and his expression became more and more gloomy.

Ruan Jun was wondering why Tang Li was so interested in Lu Fang's affairs recently, and naturally he wouldn't say anything when asked him.

After listening to his description, Tang Li suddenly asked, "Were you also interested in Lu Fang before?"

Ruan Jun felt that it was rare for Tang Li to start caring about him, so he was elated, but couldn't help but tease Tang Li: "Lu Fang is so good, anyone who sees him will fall in love with him."

Tang Li nodded: "So you will think of Lu Xingyuan when you see him?"

Ruan Jun was stunned, he didn't understand the relationship between Lu Xingyuan and Lu Fang at first, and when he came to his senses, Tang Li had already dressed and was about to leave.

Ruan Jun immediately regretted the sentence just now, hugged Tang Li from behind, and hurriedly admitted his mistake: "I was wrong, I was wrong. I'm not Chi Jinglan, how could I be interested in Lu Fang? It's just pure admiration, just admiration, not to mention that I only like you."

Tang Li remained unmoved, and broke away his hand: "I'll go back first."

Ruan Jun couldn't keep people, lying on the bed thinking about life, suddenly felt that if Tang Li was jealous for him just now, wouldn't the future be very bright?

On August [-]th, Lu Xingyuan was still preparing for today's showdown with Chi Jinglan, looking like he was out of his mind.

Tang Li suddenly reminded: "The general manager didn't come to work today. I just remembered that when I was in the branch, the general manager would ask me to order a bouquet of flowers every year. I thought it was because of his birthday. From now on, today should be Lu Fang's death day."

Lu Xingyuan's heart sank, and suddenly he didn't understand why Chi Jinglan agreed to meet today. Could it be that he needed comfort because he felt extremely uncomfortable?

Despite this thought, Lu Xingyuan went to the agreed restaurant.

As time went by, the sky suddenly began to rain.

Lu Xingyuan was sitting by the window, it was raining heavily outside, it was foggy, there were people in a hurry everywhere, cars were stuck on the road.

Lu Xingyuan suddenly remembered that the first time he went to Chi Jinglan's house, it rained so heavily that day.

As the sky darkened, the street lights gradually lit up.

The phone was silent, and no one called to explain anything.

All the courage in Lu Xingyuan was gone, he was suddenly afraid of seeing Chi Jinglan, he hoped that Chi Jinglan would not show up.

So he stood up, and as soon as he walked to the door of the restaurant, his cell phone rang.

His hand trembled and he swiped to answer the call. On the other side was Chi Jinglan's anxious and guilty tone: "I'm sorry, Xingyuan, are you still waiting for me? Something happened just now, I was too busy to forget. I'll go now, you wait for me……"

"No," Lu Xingyuan shouted, "Don't come, I've already gone back."

"That's good," Chi Jinglan breathed a sigh of relief, "I'll come to you tomorrow."

He suddenly felt very tired: "...Let's break up."

Suddenly a sharp car horn sounded, completely covering his weak voice.

"Xingyuan, I have something to do right now, so I'll hang up first." Chi Jinglan didn't hear that sentence, and hung up the phone hastily.

With the sound of rain outside the door, Lu Xingyuan looked around, at a loss.

It's just that from that day on, Lu Xingyuan never contacted Chi Jinglan again.

Chi Jinglan called and texted him to apologize, but Lu Xingyuan turned a blind eye.Chi Jinglan also came to look for him, but Lu Xingyuan avoided him.

Until that day, Lu Xingyuan agreed to have dinner with Chi Jinglan, and then broke up with Chi Jinglan completely.