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Chi Jinglan became very busy. He didn't see Lu Xingyuan for two or three days, and he had very little contact with him. Lu Xingyuan didn't really care about gains and losses, but Chi Jinglan's behavior was really weird recently.

All these questions were explained after receiving a strange phone call.

The person on the other side of the phone spoke indifferently and condescendingly: "Is it Lu Xingyuan? I'm Lu Li, Brother Jinglan's younger brother. I have something I want to talk to you about."

Lu Xingyuan had never heard of this person's name from Chi Jinglan, but the other party used such an intimate name?

"Sorry, I don't know you. Did you make the wrong number?" Lu Xingyuan asked.

"It's you that I'm looking for. Aren't you wondering what brother Jinglan is up to recently? Don't you want to know what he's hiding from you?"

"..." Lu Xingyuan was silent.

"About my asking you to meet, you'd better not tell brother Jinglan."

Lu Xingyuan was about to ask more questions, but the other party hung up the phone without leaving the time and place.

Lu Xingyuan wanted to ask Chi Jinglan for confirmation, but Chi Jinglan was too busy to see anyone, so he didn't have a chance to ask.

When the appointed date was reached, when he arrived at the restaurant, Lu Xing saw a stunning young man sitting by the window drinking coffee from a distance, with an elegant posture and an arrogant expression.

"You are Mr. Lu?" Lu Xingyuan walked over.

Lu Li shifted his eyes lightly to Lu Xingyuan, and casually sized him up a few times: "Please sit down."

Lu Xingyuan sat down, Lu Li snorted lightly: "I don't think you have anything like my brother, isn't it just these eyes."

Lu Xingyuan buzzed in his head, and said stiffly: "...Mr. Lu, I don't think we know each other, and we don't know what you're talking about."

Lu Li sneered again, and looked at him like a fool: "You are really pitiful. Brother Jing Lan didn't tell you about my brother?"

Lu Xingyuan was already displeased, and his tone was cold: "Mr. Lu, please speak directly."

Lu Li took out a photo from his phone: "Look, this is my brother."

Lu Xingyuan glanced at the photo suspiciously, and immediately froze on the spot.

That photo was a group photo of Chi Jinglan and a certain boy when he was a teenager. The two of them hugged each other intimately, with bright smiles, so beautiful.

The greenness between the eyebrows of the two has not completely faded away, but because they are young and frivolous, they don't know how to hide it, and it can be seen that the relationship between them is extraordinary.

And this boy is the one in the album seen in Chi Jinglan's study.

Lu Xingyuan suddenly remembered why the photo of peach blossoms looked very familiar, because there was the peach blossom embankment in the corner.

It turned out to be the case.

Like a bucket of ice water falling down, a chill surged up in his heart and quickly invaded Lu Xingyuan's limbs and bones. He had to straighten his body as hard as he could to restrain the trembling all over his body.

Chi Jinglan didn't let him continue to flip through the album that day, because there might be more intimate group photos in it.

This photo connects all the things together, the tiny memories flood in like a flood, Lu Xingyuan feels that he is about to suffocate.

Lu Xingyuan knew that his face must be ugly now, otherwise Lu Li would not have shown such a happy expression.

"Look at my brother's eyes, are they the same as yours?" Lu Li reminded him.

Only this time did Lu Xingyuan see it clearly. The corners of the teenager's eyes in the photo were also bent down. When he smiled, his brows and eyes were slightly curved, and the light in his eyes was bright. The whole person looked wanton and brilliant, full of vitality and appeal.

In an instant, the blood on Lu Xingyuan's face faded, he stared into the boy's eyes in disbelief, his body trembled slightly.

"Otherwise, why do you think Brother Jinglan chose you?" Lu Li calmly put away his phone, with a cruel smile on his lips.

It turns out that this is the truth.

For a moment, as if he fell hard from the clouds, Lu Xingyuan felt pain all over his body, the pain was so unbearable.

It turns out that everything is fake, and there is nothing left.Only he was so pathetic, so ridiculous, self-righteously intoxicated.

"I know you can't be blamed for this matter," Lu Li finally appreciated his gaffe, "but you should also understand that Brother Jinglan has always only had my brother in his heart. Brother Jing Lan, let's break up."

Lu Xingyuan couldn't stay any longer, he stood up awkwardly: "Mr. Lu, I still have something to do, I'm leaving first."

Lu Xingyuan walked out of the restaurant quickly, feeling dizzy and dizzy, only the severe pain in his chest was very distinct.

Chi Jinglan has been really busy recently, not because of business, but because of Lu Li.

Lu Li is arrogant and surly, if he finds out about Lu Xingyuan's existence, there will be a big fuss.

But Lu Xingyuan couldn't ignore it either.

Chi Jinglan was very careful when connecting to the phone, but Lu Li was very strange a few days ago, talking in a strange way, which made him worry about showing his feet.

But suddenly for some reason, Lu Li's mood improved again today, and he asked Chi Jinglan to take him out for a stroll. After all, he had been abroad for several years and was not familiar with Linchuan.

But the places Lu Li mentioned were almost all the places he and Lu Fang liked to go before.

He couldn't help but began to wonder if Lu Li had ulterior motives.

Lu Li seemed to be careless and said: "I went abroad too early, and my brother told me these things. Since it is a place where my brother has been, I want to go and see it too."

Things are different and people are different, touching the scene to create emotion, Chi Jinglan's mood is mixed.

Lu Xingyuan has also been much quieter these few days, and only sent a text message: "Are you free? Let's talk."

Chi Jinglan didn't think much about it, but at this time he had agreed to take Lu Li to dinner.He had no choice but to text him back: "Xingyuan, I just don't have time today, let's talk about it next time."

Then Lu Xingyuan never came back.

A few days later, Chi Jinglan found out that Lu Xingyuan hadn't heard from him for a long time. Chi Jinglan thought that he was angry because he had neglected him, but no one answered his calls.

When he was at work, he deliberately went to Wei Zhantu's office, but he didn't see Lu Xingyuan. Instead, he was told that Lu Xingyuan had asked for leave for several days.

Chi Jinglan originally wanted to go to Lu Xingyuan's house, but suddenly he was busy with important work, so he still had no time to spare.

Lu Xingyuan was eating lunch in the staff cafeteria, and he didn't have a bite.Sister Yang angrily accused him of wasting food, throwing away the uneaten employee meals for two consecutive days.

But Lu Xingyuan couldn't summon up the energy to joke with her.

Xiang Sang asked, "Are you feeling unwell? I asked for leave before, is it still not well?"

Lu Xingyuan shook his head: "No."

"What happened then? You're very listless."

"Could it be that you've lost your relationship?" Sister Yang asked suddenly.

"Huh? But doesn't Xingyuan have a girlfriend?" Xiang Sang was surprised.

"...I really don't have a girlfriend." Lu Xingyuan's expression became more depressed.

After a while, Assistant Tang suddenly walked up to him and said to him, "Come with me."

Lu Xingyuan followed him and sat down in the corner without knowing why.

"Is it because of the general manager?"

Lu Xingyuan was quite surprised by Tang Li's sudden question.

Tang Li continued: "Do you know about Lu Fang?"

Lu Xingyuan's heart twitched, he had never heard of this name, but he could guess who he was.

"Actually, you don't have to worry too much, Lu Fang is already dead." Tang Li looked calm.

Lu Xingyuan was stunned.

He had already guessed that the friend Chi Jinglan often mentioned was Lu Fang, but he always felt that Chi Jinglan's tone was very strange at this time, as if it contained a lot of emotions.

It turned out to be the case.

Chi Jinglan was thinking of his deceased lover in his own way.

The obviously too bright colors, old clothes and photo albums in Chi Jinglan's house are actually evidence that he misses Lu Fang.

Chi Jinglan went to Jiaoyu because he missed Lu Fang.

Because I can't let go of Lu Fang, and I met myself with a pair of eyes similar to him, so I am also regarded as a substitute, but I am actually nostalgic.

All of this is because Chi Jinglan still loves Lu Fang.

And Lu Xingyuan is not even himself in this relationship.

A white mist gradually appeared in front of Lu Xingyuan's eyes, the truth will always be more cruel than imagined.

At this moment, overwhelming despair enveloped him, and his heart was numb with pain.

Looking at the tears falling in Lu Xingyuan's eyes, Tang Li couldn't help but feel pity, and his tone softened a lot: "This matter is the fault of the general manager, he is too unfair to you. I just told you everything I know, why The choice is yours."

What else could it be?

Lu Xingyuan didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, pain, sadness, anger, resentment, unwillingness, disappointment, all the things were piled up in his mind in a mess, for a while it was Chi Jinglan's smiling Yan Yan's face, and for a while it was Lu Fang again On the young face, sometimes it was Chi Jinglan's indescribable expression, and sometimes it was the scene when Chi Jinglan kissed his eyes.

In this world, only death can never be surpassed.

Lu Xingyuan had suffered a crushing defeat from the very beginning, so now there is no way to go.