Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

But at this moment, he heard her voice.

He couldn't help but subconsciously closed his eyes, as if the sound that came out was not the sound of nature, but a kind of judgment, about to judge his final fate.

The voice said:

"……no."

Shannan:? !

He flung his eyes open.

But the owner of that voice was still speaking calmly.

"You're mistaken. I didn't mean to go up to Mr. Hijikata. Not at all."

Her voice was calm and indifferent, but with a strong, natural tone, as if she was just telling a fact objectively.

"Because this 'Mr. Hijikata' is not the one we know. He doesn't have the qualities that are enough to attract me."

She withdrew her upper body a little bit, although she still tightly wrapped her arms around his waist, as if she was afraid that he would turn his head and run away, but she still retreated half an arm's width away so that she could look up Looking up at his face, he said seriously: "I hope you will stop thinking about those assumptions that don't exist...I also hope that you will be more confident in your influence."

Shannan: "...what?"

He felt that the tone of his rhetorical question was rather weak, but she continued to answer seriously:

"Mr. Shannan, you don't need to sacrifice yourself to push the Shinsengumi forward... It was like that at that time, and it's like this now."

Shannan:! ! !

He understood in an instant what she was talking about.

In his last life, before he drank Changruo water, the argument between him and her was still vivid in his memory.They each had their reasons, but they couldn't convince each other; in the end, it was his powerful despair that overcame everything.

He stubbornly poured the terrible potion into his mouth, thinking that by doing so, he would be able to regain his life—but what he didn't expect was that, instead of gaining a new life, he would push himself into the abyss of darkness and push himself into the abyss of darkness. Pushed even further to the road of despair, even losing the qualification to confide in her, and in the end, he could only watch her go hand in hand with another person, while he was wiped out——

But separated by a valley between life and death, she still stood in front of him, and said to him slowly, calmly, and as a matter of course:

"...Instead of sacrificing you to push the Shinsengumi forward, then there must be something wrong with this path...Because there is no path that must be paved with the blood of companions and friends to achieve supremacy honorable……"

"Of course, it's a different matter if you're fighting against a terrifying and powerful enemy. In that case, it's justifiable whether you sacrifice your companions or yourself... But the situation facing the Shinsengumi now is not the case .”

As she said this, she suddenly stopped, as if she remembered something, blinked her eyes, and after a while, she smiled slightly as if a little melancholy.

Shannan:?

"Maybe you don't know... In the last world, when we went out to Kofu and passed by Tama, didn't the folks hold a grand banquet for the Shinsengumi... At that banquet, the enthusiastic folks mentioned a people."

Shannan: "...Oh?"

He responded with a little surprise.

That battle, he and the Raksha team named "Xinsengumi" did not go out and stayed in the camp.Because everyone judged that most of the battles in Kofu would be carried out during the day, and Rakshasa's body couldn't afford it—of course, later on the battlefield, the new government army used the latest Rakshasa, which could move freely in broad daylight; It's another matter.

So he still doesn't know what other interesting things happened when the Shinsengumi passed by Tama, which deserves her to mention so solemnly——

But he knew right away.

"They said that when Mr. Hijikata was in his hometown, he had a blind date with Aqin, the eldest lady of the shamisen shop," she said.

Shannan: "!! Uh, this..."

He remembered.In the era of the test guard, although he was a member who joined later, he was usually cautious in his words and deeds, and he did not inquire too much about the private lives of other team members, but Hijikata once seemed to almost make an appointment with the famous local beauty Aqin under the reluctance of his family. He seems to have heard about the dear thing.

However, what did Kiyohara Yuki mention this?

He was a little surprised, a little wary—until he heard her laugh and sigh.

"That Aqin girl also went to the banquet quietly. She hid in the dark courtyard and stopped Mr. Hijikata when he passed by... She seemed to resent Mr. Hijikata, and scolded him sharply..."

Shannan: "!!! Oh...were you there at that time?!"

Kiyohara Yukiha smiled.

"I'm eavesdropping." She replied loudly.

Shannan: "..."

Although she seemed to be talking about some embarrassing topic, her attitude was too generous and she was very calm, dispelling the embarrassing atmosphere, and instead made him feel a little bit more interesting.

He seems to understand a little bit now that she mentioned Aqin of the Shamisen House not to reassure him and blow up Hijikata's dark history, but has other, deeper intentions.

Sure enough, the next moment he heard her say: "Miss Aqin accused Mr. Hijikata, saying that the Shinsengumi will eliminate all the companions who left Tama together, as well as the companions who joined later... Kill as you say, no sympathy." Don't talk about..."

Shannan:! ! !

Qingyuan Xueye continued to speak peacefully with a smile on her face:

"It sounded a little funny at the time... But when I think about it later, I feel that I can feel that way because I know in my heart that Mr. Shannan, the 'companion who was eliminated', is actually still living well in the world."

"It is precisely because Mr. Shannan is still alive that I can have such a relaxed mood to face Miss Aqin's accusation, and say confidently, 'Our Shinsengumi is not like that'—"

"Now I suddenly think of Miss Aqin's words, and I feel that this is a more suitable place to describe the situation - along the way, we will eliminate all our companions without mercy... If it is really someone who is harmful to everyone and has malicious intentions Those who have turned to the enemy, those who have taken refuge in the enemy, it’s fine to eliminate them; however, to eliminate everyone mercilessly, this is not scraping the bones to cure the poison, it is self-destruction of the arms——!”

Shannan:! ! !

"... Can something like this really happen, Mr. Shannan?"

But the person who asked such a sharp question still looked up at him persistently and asked earnestly.

"Didn't you tell Yongcang-kun that you want to stay and change it from the inside? Why do you want to do something so determined that you have to sacrifice yourself when you come to yourself?!"

Shannan: "..."

He was speechless.In fact, he was speechless by her.He couldn't explain why he decided to leave the Shinsengumi, and he couldn't explain what factors combined to make him make such a irrational, death-like decision——

Perhaps, for a moment, it was disheartened.

This Shinsengumi is no longer the "Shinsengumi" he is familiar with; Kondo and Hijikata are no longer the like-minded companions he is familiar with, who thought they could make a great cause in the trend of the times; In their eyes, she has become a troublesome useless person who can only hinder their pursuit of a higher goal... Even she seemed to be pushed to the earth once again by an irresistible and irreversible fate——

He lowered his head and smiled as if he was lost. Instead of answering her question, he turned his eyes slightly away and looked at the yellow wildflowers at their feet.

"Do you know... what kind of flower is this?" He asked abruptly.

Qingyuan Xueye seemed to be taken aback.The menacing feeling of questioning him just now disappeared in an instant.

"I don't know...is it cauliflower?" She asked uncertainly.

Identifying plants has never been her forte, but Jiujo Daozhi, the young master of the Kujo family who adopted her in the previous world.Although she can almost tell which wild vegetables are edible and which ones are not, she is not very good at wild flowers... In her impression, the only thing that can grow into such a beautiful yellow flower is "rape flower" The answer; however, is the rape flower open at this time?

Then, she heard Shannan laugh softly.

"No, it's a narcissus," he replied.

Liu Quan was taken aback.

Narcissus? !She had never seen a narcissus that didn't come out as a bulb that looked like garlic, kept in a water basin at home, and ended up with leaves that rose like green onions, but never bloomed (fog!).

She has never been able to understand why almost every family is raising narcissus in winter.

But... She remembered that when she was in modern times, she might have read the flower language and legends of narcissus somewhere.Narcissus, in addition to representing "narcissism", also has a flower language that is "loneliness".

Perhaps, it is also very suitable to describe Mr. Shannan.

Self-admired, not quite understood——

"The color of the cauliflower is more yellow, and the shape of the flower is smaller... In short, although they look similar, they are actually different," Shannan explained.

Liu Quan always felt that there was something else in his words, but there was no evidence.

"Okay, I know now." She replied, and just about to say to him, "Let's stop playing charades here, come back with me", when Shannan's face changed in front of him!

She tensed up all of a sudden, and the vigilance she had cultivated for a long time immediately took the initiative, and she looked back suddenly——

On the winding mountain path, under the soft morning sunlight, a horse appeared at the end——walking slowly towards this side!

That horse was not the "Watching the Moon" she had just thrown aside - at the moment it was walking into the forest on the other side of the road with its head bowed and grazing, its body happened to be more than half blocked by a few trees and the shrubs below it, so it didn't take a serious look The words are unclear.

Moreover, there is no doubt that there is a person sitting on that horse.Although from a distance, Liu Quan couldn't see who it was, but—on this early morning mountain trail, how many ordinary townspeople or businessmen who could afford to ride a horse would be there? !

There was a bang in Liu Quan's brain, and his body had already played a role earlier than his reason.

She immediately let go of Shannan's waist, grabbed Shannan's hand, turned around and dragged him across the field full of narcissus, and ran towards the distant forest!

The author has something to say:

February 7:

Ah, it's so hard to write

Sorry it's a bit late, let's try to fight in a few chapters, and then HE【.

Next update: Tentatively, it will be the next day, on the 8th. I will try to code it out as soon as possible.It should be earlier next time.