Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

Perhaps, everyone in this era is troubled by various choices.Respecting the king, assisting the mutiny, expelling the barbarians, founding the country... some companions became enemies in the end, and some enemies joined hands in the end——

"I can understand your feelings, and, from an objective standpoint, I seem to be able to guess some of what Mr. Hijikata is thinking about—" she finally said.

Of course, she would not hope wishfully and naively that Hijikata and Shannan here would suddenly shake hands and make peace, abandoning their differences and reaching a reconciliation.If it was that easy, perhaps such a tragedy would not have happened in history—she just hoped that even if there were differences, Hijikata and Shannan would be able to work together for a greater goal or for a common cause as they did in the world they experienced together. Faith and always cooperate, work together, until the end.

"...However, Sa Chang can put aside the grievances and hatreds of the Forbidden Gate Change, and finally reached a cooperation. There is no reason for the companions who have been fighting side by side since before, to fight to the death..." she said.

The candlelight was flickering, and Shannan's handsome face was illuminated in an uncertain light and shade.He didn't respond to her immediately.

Liu Quan looked at him earnestly, and his tone was a little more emphatic.

"If that moment really comes... I will do my best to prevent this from happening. No matter what means I use, no matter what price I have to pay—"

Before she finished speaking, there was a loud crackling sound outside the window.

The two people in the room were startled at the same time, and turned their heads to look at the window.

There seemed to be an extremely bright flash of lightning in the sky outside the house, and the thunder exploded almost at the same time.

Liu Quan stood up, walked to the window, and pushed it open.

In the dark night, the heavy rain fell instantly and poured down.

……

A few days later, when Shannan came to the "floating boat" again, he deliberately came a little earlier, and he didn't let someone come over to notify the store in advance to prepare for reception.

He still had doubts in his heart about Qingyuan Xueye temporarily leaving the "floating boat" to go out to do things that day.

That night, when he arrived, he was told that "Axue" was not there temporarily, and Akari came to receive him. This incident itself was enough to make him suspicious; It's even more suspicious if he looks like he doesn't know him——

Sure enough, Yamazaki came to monitor him under the order of Hijikata.

What is the local party suspicious of him?Thought he was here meeting someone other than the Shinsengumi?Think he's plotting something here?

But later, he realized that Yamazaki was also watching Akari.

He deliberately opened the shoji door of the room, saying that he was hot from drinking and wanted to have a look at the scenery in the courtyard; then, he pretended to be drunk and lay on his side on the tatami as if he was about to fall asleep.

After that, what happened simply surprised him.

Mingli probably thought he was really drunk, and was dozing off while lying on his side with his head propped on his right hand.After calling him a few times in a low voice, "Mr. Shannan? Mr. Shannan?" After confirming that he was probably really asleep, he approached him quietly like a small animal—then, gently Hold his head lightly, resting his head on your lap.

Shannan almost opened his eyes at that moment, subconsciously dodging away.He had to use a lot of strength to restrain himself from moving or revealing.

Of course he won't be messed up just because of a knee pillow.However, he subconsciously didn't want to accept the knee pillow offered by other women.

He closed his eyes, breathing calmly and lay there on his side, feeling that he was not at all comfortable lying like this.

Compared with Kiyohara Yukiha, Akari's figure is actually a bit more plump, and her thighs feel toned and elastic. Seriously speaking, leaning on her lap is not an unbearable thing.

Shannan tried his best to think back, and then remembered that in the previous world, after the Battle of Toba-Fushimi, Hijikata promoted the change of wearing western clothes in the Shinsengumi, and Kiyohara Yukiha also changed his outfit accordingly, with his slender legs wrapped in In the well-fitting western-style trousers, the legs are long and straight; when he saw it for the first time, he subconsciously squeezed his fingers tightly, and his fingertips sank into his palms, causing a tingling pain, as if that was the only way to restrain the expression on his face Not moving at all.

Looking back now, he only had one feeling——

I want to know what it's like to be close to her.

I want to know what it feels like to lie on her lap.

Want to know what it feels like to be hugged by her, comforted by her, and treated tenderly by her.

Mingli is not bad.Even Yukimura Chizuru is not bad.They are all very cute, innocent girls who make people want to protect their childish and gentle sides that have not been eroded by the world.

However, the girl who witnessed him falling into the darkness and desperately wanted to pull him up, who believed in himself more firmly than himself, was the last time he wanted to see and stay with her when his life was about to end. the person next to you.

He closed his eyes, but he felt that all his senses were opened at this moment, and he was concentrating on perceiving everything that happened around him, ignoring the rejection signal from his subconscious commanding the body; he knew that Yamazaki walked through the room pretending to be a guest In the front corridor, it is confirmed that he is now with a wandering girl named "Akari"—although he doesn't know why Hijikata ordered Yamazaki to confirm this, but he instinctively wants to put Kiyohara Yukiha's body in front of Hijikata. existence, and the connection between him and Kiyohara Yukiha is hidden.

That night, he stayed in the "floating boat" and did not go back, waiting for Qingyuan Xueye to return from outside.

Later, they seemed to talk a lot, but they didn't seem to talk about anything.

When he recalled the scene of that night, he only remembered that he was lying in the same room with her, with the quilt next to the quilt; but he could only turn sideways, looking at her back turned to face the outside.

He felt as if he was quite satisfied with this.It seems that he is not satisfied with this.

He wanted to reach out to her, land on her shoulder, and squeeze that arm—the one she was used to holding a knife with.But he didn't do that in the end.

He thought he would have a sleepless night.Surprisingly, he slept well that night.The heavy rain knocking on the window did not wake him up or cause him insomnia.

Then these few days, in the camp, he didn't sleep well.

Tufang always looked at him with strange eyes.He didn't like that look very much.He wants to take action against the opponent, but feels that none of the means he can think of now will not hurt Shinsengumi.

He even lamented a little, feeling that when he lived in the dark before, he didn’t need to take other things into consideration; sometimes when he did something out of line, the native always complained loudly, sighed, and seriously accused him, Then racked his brains to find a way to clean up the mess for him.

...better than life here.

He even wondered if it was because he didn't know how to appreciate the life he stole by borrowing the change of water, so God deliberately threw him into such a place that was ten times or twenty times more difficult, so that He is suffering a little bit here in this difficult earthwork?

In comparison, the former Hijikata-kun was like a "little angel in the sect believed by foreigners" - he remembered Kiyohara Yuki once said so.

Because he thought of something a little easier, Shannan's face also relaxed.

He came a little early today.Perhaps Qingyuan Xueye was not yet ready to welcome guests.But the atmosphere in the garrison was getting more and more sinister day by day, he really didn't want to stay in the garrison all day long, looking at Tufang's gloomy face, and enduring the tense atmosphere.

He found that his steps had become a little lighter, which hadn't happened for many years.

Perhaps, there is still a glimmer of expectation for someone in this world, looking forward to getting some good responses from the other party—this is the proof of being alive.

He was walking on the street, feeling that he was very close to the place he was going to - where he could meet the person who was very important to him -

However, when he turned a corner, he stopped.

There is the back door of the "pontoon".The one standing outside the door was none other than Qingyuan Xueye.

...and, a young man with a tall figure and a handsome face.

The young man had short, round hair like a mushroom. It would be a bit funny if this hairstyle was put on someone else, but the handsome appearance and gentle temperament of the young man neutralized the strange feeling very well. Let him look a kind of approachable, gentle and amiable temperament.

That kind of temperament was originally one of Shannan's usual disguises, but now it falls on other people's faces—and it's still a really gentle and amiable kind of temperament, not faked—it feels very subtle to him.

He didn't immediately go forward to ask Kiyohara Yukiha, "Who is this gentleman?" Instead, he turned his feet and hid in the shadow of a nearby house.

He peeped out of the shadows at the back door of the shop not far away, just across a street.At this time, it was not time to pick up customers, and the back door was located in a secluded alley, and there was no one else except the two of them.

The young man was wearing plain clothes, but his demeanor looked clean and dignified, like a sharp blade well wrapped in a gorgeous scabbard but ready for battle at any time.At this moment, his shoulders were straight, and he stood there, as if he was familiar with Qingyuan Xueye's attitude when he spoke.

"You can't do this..." His voice was also surprisingly clear and nice, with a real youthful feel, thorough and clear, with a touch of tenderness; it didn't sound like there was any intentional provocation, but Shannan felt in his heart Clearly, such a voice is enough to break the hearts of many women.

... I just don't know, is Qingyuan Xueye one of them?

As he thought so, he listened intently to the conversation between the two men.

Because of the experience left over from his life hidden in the dark for a long time, he has a lot of experience in choosing the invisible position.The place where he was standing at the moment was not too far away from those two people, enough for him to hear their conversation clearly, but not close enough for them to notice his presence.

He heard Qingyuan Xueye laugh.

"I don't know where you got the wrong impression, but I didn't intend to do anything dangerous, Mr. Yiqi," she said.

Two different thoughts flashed through Shannan's mind almost at the same time.

The first one turned out to be: Oh, that very dreaded—mild and charming—handsome young man, originally named “First Phase”.

What a strange name.

The second thought is: lie.

Kiyohara Yukiha was lying.

The author has something to say:

February 6:

Recently, there have been a lot of things at hand... and work-related things, so the code word is slow, I am very sorry [Dogeza

If the turbulent work is coming to me next week, it may take one to two days to update here [crying]

Obviously a great brain hole is beckoning to me!

Next update: Tentatively every other day, on the 7th.

感谢在2020-06-0123:01:48~2020-06-0504:39:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Meow Meow, Gui Heshen 1;