Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

After that day, I felt as if I had confided all my dark thoughts in front of Liu Quan, and it was impossible to make a bigger fool in front of her—maybe it was because he was in the "Shinsengumi" here. The situation has gotten worse—the number of "floating boats" coming to Shannan has become more and more frequent, and the time of staying here has also been longer.

Liu Quan still sometimes goes out to check for information during the day, but the information collected in her hands, without exception, confirms her initial judgment: the biggest possibility of problems in this era is the "Shannan Escape" incident.

Not to mention that almost all the members of the Shinsengumi should be real historical figures-Liu Quan once approached the team members and cadres in charge of inspections in disguise on the street, even Okita, Saito, Yongcang and others, none of them The exceptions were all appearances that did not match those of the people she remembered as companions for a long time, and even their personalities looked different.

The only exception is Shannan.

Shannan also told her truthfully how he got here—he said that the feeling of being wiped out was very strange, as if the body became very light and floated into the air like a feather; in the process of floating, consciousness gradually disappeared It's like it's about to merge into a ball of white light.But I don't know how long it took, he had a faint feeling again, as if the floating consciousness started to condense again, and then fell, fell... Finally, he fell to the ground with a bang, and when he opened his eyes suddenly, I found myself in a room in the village of Mibu.

He said that when he went out, he met many strange faces along the way, but it was strange that he felt that he had never seen those faces before, but he matched every face with the name and even the deeds in his mind; This person is Kondo, this person is Hijikata, this person is Soji...

When he sees someone, he still has the memory of everything related to it in his mind.For example, when he saw the general manager, he remembered that he and the general manager were divided into two different teams in the battle to celebrate Kondo's succession to the test guard as the fourth generation; The others were assigned to the red team with him. At first the red team was invincible, and he was very active, but in the end it was the director general who went to assist the white team and smashed the rough pottery cup tied on his forehead , and let the only remaining general of the white team - Hijikata's brother-in-law Sato Hikoro - entangle Hijikata, and then he went straight to the red team's main formation, leading the white team to the final victory.

This battle was not carried out like this in his previous impression, but it did not prevent him from being infused with this kind of memory in his mind in this world.It's as if - since he woke up, he has completely replaced the real "Yannan Keisuke" and lived on, and no one else has ever doubted his identity; even the "Hijikata Toshisan" in this world "——The person who seems to be wary of everyone except for completely trusting Kondo, has never doubted that he is not the "Yannan Keisuke" he is familiar with.

But that Hijikata is not the same as the Hijikata he used to be familiar with, he is smarter and more ruthless; in Shannan's view, the "Hijikata Toshisan" in this world is actually more worthy of the title "Deputy Chief of Demons", because He can really turn into a ghost for the sake of the Shinsengumi - but at the same time, it also means that the relationship between Shannan and him is far less frank and harmonious than in the previous world. From the very beginning, they were always playing games with each other, testing each other's bottom line, until the disagreement between everyone finally became an invisible rift. Shannan instigated Yongcang, Harada, Saito, Shimada Kui, Katsuyama Takehachiro and others to jointly submit a petition to the Aizu Domain. On the Jianbai book, it angered the earthwork so far.

They clearly listed the differences between them and Kondo in the Kenbaku Letter. They originally hoped that the Aizu Domain, as an authoritative force in mediation, would attract Kondo's attention, and then the increasingly tough Hijikata would also start Face up to the problem of the rift between companions; in the end, the Aizu domain adopted a peaceful attitude. Although the lord of the Aizu domain and the guardian of Kyoto, Mr. Matsudaira Yoho, summoned Kondo and several people who submitted the Jianbai letter at the same time, in the end they did. According to the public's wishes, the two sides made a reconciliation attitude of sincere communication, but the local side seemed to be angered by this incident.

He felt that the prestige of Kondo-kun, whom he respected so much and defended desperately, was provoked by them, but Kondo-kun is now a general. If a general is always challenged by his subordinates from time to time, questioning his actions, and not being absolutely respected, then it is still considered What general?

So the air in the camp is very tense recently.Shannan was also very annoyed.Except that he was surprised and dissatisfied with Hijikata's attitude—maybe because Hijikata in his original world would not use such a strong unilateral high-pressure method to treat his companions in the testing hall—— There is also a vague sense of vigilance towards this earthwork.

Frankly speaking, he planned to submit the Jianbai Letter to put forward his opinions legitimately, and hoped that Kondo would respect other people's opinions and make corresponding adjustments in his actions.However, in Hijikata's eyes, his plan to build a white book is a challenge to Kondo's prestige and dignity, which is equivalent to a tentative provocation.

The two of them have diametrically opposed definitions of this, and they insist on their own opinions, and it is impossible to reconcile; under such circumstances, Shannan didn't even have the extra mood to pay attention to the hand that was affected by the injury after he was injured—because the hand that swung the knife The use of knives is no longer the most important issue now.

At this time, Shannan discovered that Qingyuan Xueye also came here for some reason.This is almost the only ray of light that suddenly shines in the desperate darkness.

He almost didn't want to go back to the garrison without her and other familiar companions.But he can't live in the "floating boat" shop every day.

And he soon discovered that Qingyuan Xueye seemed to be busy with other things.She wasn't always in the shop during the day, either.Sometimes when he came to the "floating boat", Akari was the only one who received him.

Mingli is a naive and simple girl, and she doesn't have too much knowledge; although her innocence can sometimes make people completely forget all the difficulties they face, but when he wants to start talking, he finds himself and Mingli Can only barely chat about some superficial topics.

Here, he is no longer a Rakshasa—and can no longer be a Rakshasa.But things didn't get any better.

If it was his own choice to become a Rakshasa and step into the darkness, then after living here for a period of time, he has deeply realized what it means to be involuntary.It was as if there was an undercurrent engulfing him to move forward, forward, but there was darkness ahead.

Under such circumstances, he eagerly wanted to get close to the only person he knew would be his loyal ally, companion and follower, who would never betray him and never disappoint him——Qingyuan Xueye, thinking Draw light and hope from her.But he soon discovered that she seemed to have another purpose, and she didn't know what other things she was working on.

He was sure she wouldn't do anything against Shinsengumi.But it bothered him that she hadn't been frank with him about her plans or purposes.

For a long time, he has been used to hiding everything in his heart and not telling anyone; even if he wants to express something, he always expresses it in a roundabout way, without directly exposing it, so that others can really spy on him. inner chance.

But now, he felt that he needed to be honest with Qingyuan Xueye to be at ease.He was worried about her, wondering what dangerous things she was trying to do again; this time she didn't even have the Shinsengumi for shelter, and maybe no companions to back her up when she went on an adventure.And he knew her, he knew that she would not retreat timidly because of lack of backup; he also knew that she had always looked ahead bravely, no matter what kind of enemies or darkness awaited her ahead.

Thinking of this, he felt so worried for a moment that it was almost restless - just like on the night of the Yukoji incident, after the outbreak of the Battle of Toba Fushimi, he could only stay in the garrison in vain, waiting to go out It's like she's coming back as soon as possible.

So he made up his mind.

That night he came to the "floating boat" and went straight to visit Miss Axue.

Fortunately, he came early, and Axue was not caught by any other guests.He listened to Ruozhe who was leading the way for him skillfully speaking flattering speeches, such as "Mr. Shannan's demeanor is unmatched. Several girls are very envious of Miss Axue for being favored by you." At that time, he couldn't help showing a wry smile.

No, Miss Axue doesn't like him.On the contrary, he has always been envious of the man who can win the favor of A Xue girl.

He sat down in the room, waited for the waitress to serve all the food and wine, and then exited to close the shoji door.He felt his heart become heavy the moment the shoji door closed.

He took a sip from the wine cup as if to cover up, thinking about how to speak naturally and appropriately.

Ever since that awkward conversation on the day they reunited, he felt there had always been a subtle awkwardness between the two of them.

In fact, he felt that what happened that day started from a misunderstanding.

He did get up quietly and wanted to grab her hand when she reached out to close the barrier door, but his original intention was only slightly lost because of the sudden reunion with the old friend in the difficult darkness. Rational, wanting to grab her hand, to confirm that she is real and warm; and she didn't know what she had experienced after parting, and she didn't even believe what she saw with her own eyes—he later When I think about it, I can be sure that she must have thought that he was "Mr. Shannan" conjured up by some kind of monster, so she counterattacked suddenly the moment he touched her. It became that...unsightly, blood-thumping and heart-pounding pose.

Then he made the wrong mistake, just using the convenience of his posture to oppress her, and while the inexplicable courage hadn't disappeared in one breath, he revealed all the darkness surging in his heart.

He didn't know why he said that, maybe it was because after dying once, he realized more deeply what is insignificant and what is more important; if some words are not expressed now, he doesn't know when the next death will be. It would come—and his intuition told him that if he didn't show all his sincerity and present [-]% "Kingsuke Shannan" in front of her eyes, it would be impossible to impress her.

Ah, now that I think about it, in that world back then, apart from maybe being a little taller than him in appearance, what else could Hijikata surpass him to win her favor?

...Maybe, it is the enthusiasm and sincerity that rushes to the face and makes people involuntarily want to believe, seriously support, and open their arms to embrace.

Perseverance in faith, sincerity to companions, enthusiasm and maintenance of the cause they both believe in——

Although he is always roaring in a rough voice, maintaining a strict law with a stern attitude, but watching such a person and following such a person, he can feel that he is always standing upright. In the sun, it will be able to shine at any time.

...Perhaps, this is where Hijikata Toshizo surpassed Keisuke Yamanan.

The author has something to say:

February 5:

I actually wanted to brush up on Sudu of Shannansang

Then I found that my outline was extended a lot [.

Now I really want this Shin Hijikata-kun to appear on the stage.

But if you want him to appear on the stage, you have to ignore some historical details.

Well, everyone, please forgive my private setting [top pot cover escape]

Next update: every other day, at midnight on the 11th

感谢在2020-05-0622:14:59~2020-05-0823:48:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 2 meows; 1 immortal limit;