Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

Then one day, when life calmed down again, Hogwarts Castle was filled with screaming, laughing, dizzying little trolls; Working hard, the house elves have made more delicious dishes, while Hogwarts is serious and indifferent, not approachable at all, just walking in the corridor with a deadpan expression can make the little trolls shiver The current headmaster who trembled and fled far away——Severus Snape, who once again served as the professor of potions, walked out of the gate of Hogwarts castle after the curfew.

In the courtyard of Hogwarts, everything has become quiet, and there are no more unnecessary figures.The current principal turned around and closed the heavy gate of the castle, striding towards a certain corner of the courtyard.

Sure enough, under a tree, there was a figure half leaning there.Hearing his footsteps, the figure raised his head, and a smile appeared on his face.

"Severus, you're here," she said.

Snape felt a little embarrassed.

He'd never done anything like this before - sneaking out of Hogwarts Castle in the middle of the night after curfew, he'd done it when he was a student, just to stalk the nasty fellows of the Predator Four and get evidence of their breaking the school rules Hit him again; but sneaking out for the super-shameful reason of "walking in the courtyard for a date" is like breaking through the lower limit of his shame.

But the person who made this proposal tonight is standing in front of him at this moment, and from the time he made this proposal until now, he has a smile on his face and a calm expression on his face, as if it is a matter of course to ask him to make this proposal, and he also Definitely, must, and absolutely can meet this not excessive requirement!

At this moment, he recalled the grand and natural expression and attitude when she made this request, and there was a little heat on her face.Because when he was about to sternly refuse, she actually said, "Oh, Severus, this is a request that no one will think is too much, and I don't mind when you refuse, I will come and go." I'll tell you again in the hallway."

Snape: "..."

He felt a buzzing in his head at that moment, and he was so ashamed that he almost wanted to Apparate from this office immediately.But apparation is prohibited within the entire confines of Hogwarts, and he would only do more damage to his image now by turning around and running away; With a straight face, before she uttered more terrifying requests, he nodded indiscriminately and agreed to those previous requests, and asked her to stop by the way and stop saying more——

But now he really followed her request and stood here. Although it was probably just walking side by side, when he thought about what was going to happen next, he still felt the blood rushing to the top of his head, the blood vessels bulging, and throbbing.

His intuition clamored that this so-called "walk" might not be so easy to get through, because the woman in front of him has been against him intentionally or unconsciously for 20 years-yes, of course she has always been helping He, but at the same time has always been against him; when he deducted twenty points from Gryffindor, she must deduct twenty points from Slytherin - and now, he is begging her insanely For those who stay, with his meager understanding of her, she will be complacent, chasing after him, stepping on his bottom line and making things difficult for him——

Sure enough, she immediately came to make things difficult for him.

The woman didn't hear his response, and she didn't seem to be very angry. Instead, Wei Yi stood up straight, walked slowly to his side, and without asking for his permission, went straight - took his arm.

Snape:? !

His body trembled violently.He had to clenched his fists immediately to forcefully suppress his body's subconscious reaction - to shake off her hand - to suppress it.

He felt as stiff as a piece of rotten wood now.But she didn't seem to care at all, but she used a little strength to hold his arm, and led him forward together.

Snape finally could stand it no longer.

"What... what are you going to do?" He asked her in a low voice.

Then he saw the woman next to him turn to him very naturally, bending her eyebrows towards him and showing a calm smile.

"Let's go for a walk with you," she said.

Snape: "It's not necessary to be so close if it's just for a walk—"

The woman who claimed that her real name was "Esther", but because the soul magic couldn't continue, she was still wearing the shell of "Lily Evans" said with a smile: "Oh, Severus, I thought you let me stay because you liked me—"

Snape:! ! !

He felt a pop of steam rising from the top of his head enough to move a whole train.He felt his cheeks burning, his temples bulging and throbbing, and he almost tripped over his right foot and lost his center of gravity.

He pinned himself in place with great concentration just in time before his body collapsed, and stared at her beside him with wide eyes in disbelief.She also followed him and stopped her steps, but when she looked over, she tilted her head slightly, with a sly smile that he was very familiar with on her face.

"What? Did I make a mistake? Actually, you don't like me?" She asked with a smile.But the expression on her face already said something she didn't say-"I think you just like me! You must like me very much! So if you answer wrong, I won't let it go of!".

Snape: "..."

He silently turned his eyes away, stared at a certain point on the lawn beside their feet, pursed his lips, and found it difficult to answer her death questions.

Merlin, if you want him to answer these questions frankly, it will be as painful as killing him——

He thought for a while, and finally came up with a relatively less scary way of answering.

"...I thought you knew the answer to that question," he whispered.

She always had this wicked talent for cornering him and making him spin around, angry and furious and impatient—

But this time she didn't make things difficult for him.

She even loosened the hand holding his arm very understandingly, nodded with a smile, and said, "Yes, I do know."

Snape's gaze fell on her hands thrown behind her back, as if for a moment he was confused as to why she had let him go so suddenly; but he soon realized his gaffe, coughed slightly, and turned forward , as if wanting to overcome the sudden embarrassment on the scene as soon as possible, he changed the subject.

"I, uh... went to see Lily... Beryl today," he said.

He heard the woman beside him respond flatly, as if he didn't care much about the outcome of the meeting, and replied: "...I hope you have successfully reached a consensus."

In fact, Liu Quan originally wanted to go to this meeting.

Since the system bacteria said that she had to stay until 19 years later to observe the free development of the world at any time, and Severus Snape's last-minute, confessional retention gave her the best The excuse to stay, the most important question now is how—or more precisely, the appearance—to stay.

System bacteria is frank.It bluntly told Liu Quan that since she entered this world for the third time in the form of A Piao, it means that this world, whose story strength is so fragile to the limit, can no longer bear the appearance of a real new character in the life of the main character. .Of course, A Piao can be unlimited, but since she has to stay in this world for at least another 19 years, Liu Quan certainly doesn’t want to continue being A Piao for another 19 years—she believes that neither does Severus Snape. Would love to see this happen.

However, if she wants to continue to be a real person with flesh and blood and a heartbeat, she actually has only one choice left——

Just keep being Lily Evans.

Because the plot development of this world has been extended forward for 20 years with the opportunity of [recognizing this outsider as Lily Evans].Now let her suddenly become someone else—whether Muggles or witches—whether the so-called "subjective will" of this world is willing to admit it is an uncertain question.

In short, although the plot of this world is supported by the main line of Severus Snape, other important characters who appear in his stories—such as Dumbledore, such as the real Lily, Even Sirius Black - a major change in his own plot line or even collapse will involve the structure of Snape's story and collapse part of it.

After listening to this complicated principle, Liu Quan immediately expressed emotion from the bottom of his heart.

[Er...is this the so-called "when there is an avalanche, no snowflake is innocent"? ]

System bacteria: […]

In the end, the discussion ended in a high-decibel noise deliberately played by the system bacteria in her head.For the first time, Liu Quan personally experienced how terrifying the screams from the golden egg Harry heard during the three-school competition.

However, even though he came to this conclusion and Liu Quan told Snape about it, it was still very difficult to convince the real Lily to accept this conclusion.

After spending the Christmas and New Year holidays, Zhen Lili finally couldn't hold back and wanted to ask Snape in detail about the reason why the soul magic failed that day, as well as her future plans.Liu Quan originally planned to take this opportunity to meet Lily in person, and calmly laid out the matter in front of her, and asked her to sacrifice and cooperate—but after a long test, Snape made a difficult decision. Decide.

He decided to go see what he had always valued, cherished, and treasured in his heart like the white moonlight since childhood—the only friend he once thought was his only friend.

Even though he has now made a difficult and painful choice, following his own heart and choosing the person he really wants to stay, he also hopes that he, not others, will tell Lily all this. Facing Lily's anger and blame, And do whatever it takes to convince her—even though it would take all his Brain and Shame to tell.

In fact, Liu Quan didn't really care about the result of this meeting as much as he appeared on the outside.But she knew better that if she cared too much, it would increase Snape's entanglement, guilt and pressure.

For the first time in his life, Severus Snape chose someone else over Lily.Although he didn't show it, the guilt, pressure, sadness and even self-condemnation in his heart must be far greater than what others can imagine.

She wasn't one to look at it with indifference.Although there was a major premise of "to save the world" at the beginning, it is also true that this repair operation deprived Lily of the opportunity to live as "herself".

Liu Quan is not the Holy Mother, nor will she be hypocritical and hypocritical.She once thought that as long as Snape's life was saved, and the real Lily happened to be reborn as Ginny because of some mysterious force, then after she left this world and let the plot of this world develop freely, one day maybe Snape would get the result he'd always dreamed of - HE with Lily.

But now she discovered that in this world, "Snape and Lily got HE" was realized in a way that no one expected.

The author has something to say:

February 4:

I'm sorry that I was a bit stuck when I wrote the end of HE [.

I will definitely end this HE within three chapters

When the time comes, shall we finish the full text directly?Or does anyone want to see something else?

Next update: Tentatively every other day, on the evening of the 19th~~

感谢在2020-04-1404:25:20~2020-04-1704:08:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Ripple Wind;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Orange, Ripple Wind, Meow, Immortal Limit 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Mu Yi;