Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

He could only scratch her face fiercely with angry eyes, widening his eyes and trying to convey to her the condemnation he couldn't express; but when he looked at her, he found that her eyebrows were still crooked, like How happy it is.He felt more constricted in his chest.

Finally, because he couldn't bear the situation that she was firmly suppressed by her and couldn't fight back, he resisted the ambiguous and warm atmosphere that suddenly rose in the room, and said: "Take your hand away——"

It was inevitable that his lips would occasionally touch her palm as he spoke.The hot air from his mouth blew her palms a little itchy—and it seemed to blow on her heart, making her heart soften suddenly, and it suddenly turned into feathers as if under a floating spell In the middle of the air, it is so light that it has no weight at all.

She opened her eyes wide, feeling an incredible sense of the physical sensation brought about by this emotional change.

In her field of vision, he was leaning on the couch, his upper body leaned back slightly in case she might surprise him, leaning against the small corner where the back of the sofa meets the armrest; behind him was the fireplace , The fire was burning brightly, emitting a bright warm yellow light.On the other side behind him are bookshelves and cabinets, which may seem to be old-fashioned furniture that he has kept since he was a child. The wood color has become much darker, showing a heavy dark brown feeling.There is an old-fashioned radio on the cabinet. According to her visual inspection, it is definitely a standard model from the 70s and [-]s——

She suddenly raised her eyebrows, raised her left hand, and snapped her fingers towards the old-fashioned radio that was about the same age as them.

...But the center of gravity of her body was originally supported by her left arm. In this way, after losing the support point, she naturally fell forward——

Snape felt a blur in front of his eyes, and then a black shadow fell heavily towards his eyes.

It wasn't until he was hit by the black shadow that his back directly touched the back of the sofa, and his waist was hurt by the wooden armrest, and then he realized it belatedly - what hit him was a female body .

...Sure enough, as he had predicted just now, she really pulled away her supporting hand and turned upside down so brazenly!

Snape: "...!!!"

His brain hummed and turned into a mess.

Unfortunately, her upside-down angle was quite tricky, and she didn't know if she hit the bridge of his nose somewhere in the chaos just now, and now he felt a soreness in his nose, which then turned into heat——

He raised his chin subconsciously, feeling a hot pain rushing through his nasal cavity.He didn't care to push her away first, and raised his hand to touch under his nose in embarrassment, anger and embarrassment.

...Fortunately, there doesn't seem to be a nosebleed.If he really had a nosebleed today, he would never be able to tell! !

The first thought that crossed his mind was actually this thought.

But then, his whole body froze.

He deeply realized what kind of predicament he was in now—his upper body leaned back, almost stuck there by the angle formed by the sofa back and wooden armrests behind his waist; although because of the chaos just now The change in position brought about by her right hand no longer covered his lips, but it didn't help solve his predicament at all.

She is now leaning against him in an almost seamless position, with her left hand supporting his right shoulder, and her right hand brushing past his left ear, propped on the back of the nearby sofa, completely A posture that envelops him completely, like a predatory dragon—as if it can lower its head to bite him at any time.

Snape wished he could give himself a petrification spell to escape the current danger.He couldn't believe what she could do in front of a stone statue——

But after all, he can't really lose his mind and petrify himself.So he could only look at the evil dragon looking for food in front of him, he raised his eyebrows and showed a meaningful smile, and there was a small fire in his pupils, looking at him as if he was the most delicious food in the world The same, his face was full of complacency and satisfaction, as if he was saying silently: Look, what are you still resisting?Though you are so brave and tenacious, will you not be able to move at last in my hands?

Snape said nothing.In fact, he really couldn't move.The dragon and the banshee in front of him trapped him in the corner of the sofa. He never imagined that he could fall into such a situation in his own house—now he suddenly had an absurd feeling, thinking It's better for this to happen here than somewhere else in Hogwarts - especially the headmaster's room, which is now his - because he doesn't want to lose his helmet under the gaze of a row of magical portraits on the wall Disarmed, defeated and lost, I don't want to read a spell first to cover the eyes of the magic portrait on the wall with a curtain at this moment when I am forced into a corner.

For some reason, he suddenly remembered the crystal bottles filled with silver-white memory filaments that were lined up in several rows on the shelf in the headmaster's office at Hogwarts.

There are countless memories about her.But even if he occupied the entire grid, he couldn't completely extract and clear the memory about her from his brain.He was ashamed to admit how many times he had used that Pensieve in the past six months to review the details contained in those memory strands, and there was such a scene among them that left a deep impression on him.

It was that fateful night of Halloween in [-] when he was driven from the house in Godric's Hollow, full of grief and anger, to the door of the Evans house on Privet Drive. At that time, she met her who was wandering at the door; at that time, she still wanted to persuade him to accept her help, and lied that they were engaged to testify against him, but he answered her mercilessly:

Everything is over.Everything.

Everything.

He still remembers what happened after that night.He came back here full of grief and anger, and stood for a long time in the living room, without light, nor fire, in a cold darkness; tears ran down his face in cold water, and his mind was filled with It was he who lost the person he secretly admired, and the female liar who stole her body kept saying that she could save Lily by doing so, but it didn't help her at all.

Burning rage boiled in his chest, towards the Dark Lord, towards himself, and of course towards her.He couldn't tell which of the emotions rolling in his chest were aimed at her, but he knew that he hated himself for believing her lies, not revealing her true face, and being played by her He remembered what the real Lily—Beryl—had persuaded him when he asked him to meet a few months ago. Beryl said that the fake Lily was not worthy of his trust, that the fake Lily was someone who wanted to usurp everything from him. The thief said that the fake Lily approached him only because he and the real Lily were best friends, so the fake Lily wanted to use sweet words to deceive his favor and play with his heart... and at that time she was about to succeed, the most direct The proof is that the news of the two of them planning to get engaged has been widely known, and the real Lily - his real friend - cannot sit back and watch his best friend be blinded by such a hypocritical fake...

However, he thought now, perhaps from the standpoint of Beryl, those doubts and accusations were all right.However, Beryl's words may have come too late.

Because he had already fallen into the trick of that fake Lily, was blinded by her, and believed her sweet words. What was to be achieved - so was the engagement, so was the rumor; even until the very end, the suspicious and perceptive Dark Lord did not discover that their relationship was anything other than "ex-lovers" - what did that mean? !

Snape closed his eyes in frustration and sighed deeply.

A sentence she once said—it seemed to be an insignificant sentence, but he remembered it deeply—echoed in his mind again.

[I can't pretend anymore. 】

Yes Yes.

he thinks.

He couldn't pretend anymore.

Because all sober, calm, and rational analyzes point to the same answer——

His ears seemed to stop ringing suddenly, and his hearing was restored.Because at this moment, he suddenly heard singing from the old-fashioned radio on the cabinet behind him that seemed to have not been used for many years, accompanied by the rustling sound of electricity.

【All the lights are shining

So brightly everywhere

And the sound of children's

Laughterfillstair

And everyone is issuing

I hearthose sleigh bells ringing

Santawon't you bringing metheone I really need-

won't you please bring my babytome】

Ah, that song again.

Always that song.

When she laughed softly and slowly approached his face, and the materials of their coats rubbed against each other, he didn't open his eyes, didn't move, and didn't speak aloud.

The street outside was supposed to be deserted—Spider's End was no elegant, peaceful, livable place.But at this moment, when her lips were covered again, and the fragrance of her body penetrated into his nose, making his heart feel unbearable tingling and vibration, he seemed to hear the car horn from outside the house the sound of footsteps and laughter, bells, singing, shouting; lights flickered on the Christmas tree in the corner of the living room and around the walls.

The old sofa made a soft creaking sound due to the overlapping weight of the two people, and the fabrics rubbed against each other, making rustling noises against the cloth surface of the sofa; the heavier and heavier breath intertwined, he had already In the bubbling and bubbling brain that was mixed into a ball of mud, an irrelevant thought suddenly popped up for some reason-I am really glad that I woke up in the morning with the spirit of "give a polite respect to an old acquaintance for many years. "Send off" thought, took a serious bath and changed into a new set of clothes——

He felt a chill on his neck—it was her slightly cold hands that climbed up, unknowingly unbuttoned him all the way to his chin, and held his face with both hands, slightly cool, slender Fingertips landed on his neck.He subconsciously raised his hand to hold one of her wrists, but after holding that thin wrist, he didn't pull it away, nor did he stop her from continuing to attack——

He is now like a large animal that completely exposes its soft and vital parts to its opponents. It does not need any three unforgivable curses to kill him, or even a slightly sharper wooden wedge or stick , probably able to pierce his chest.

But the best double agent, the Dark Lord who has been able to deceive the terrifying Dark Lord who almost destroyed the entire magic world for a long time, has always been extremely cautious, even walking on the edge of a cliff, he never exposed his real weakness The man in question now does not make any defensive gestures, as if the opponent in front of him is the real and only person he can trust, and he can tolerate her approaching him, testing him, touching him, and even temporarily manipulating him; No reservations, no defenses, you can trust her to put your life in the palm of her hand——

Because the continuation of this life is all due to her efforts.

Therefore, the rest of this life should be handed over to her and kept by her, because she knows how to make flowers bloom in the barren world, how to dye the black and white world with color, and how to make the boring world Full of novel details that he didn't know, knowing how to make the stagnant world start turning bit by bit——

Snape thought that he hadn't been given horns this evening, hadn't been forced to dance with someone, hadn't had any big, glorious Yule Balls organized by the three schools—

However, perhaps the lady who was his former dance partner was not wrong at the time.

It couldn't have been a better Christmas Eve.

The author has something to say:

February 4:

Sorry I'm not very skilled at teaching how to sprinkle sugar【.

so the update is late

Well, I don't think I've missed any key foreshadowing?

So we can enter ENDING next time【.

I plan to come to another two or three chapters to explain the rest of the matter, and then sprinkle sugar and it will be almost the same hhh

I haven't forgotten any terrific details, have I?If you remember something, please remind me w

PS. The soundtrack of this chapter: Of course it is "AllIWantForChristmasisYou".

Also, this article should be about the same...?

I remember that someone ordered Shannan-sang's episode before, but it seems that no one mentioned it afterward.

Otherwise I won't write it hahh

Next update: Tentatively every other day, before the evening of the 16th

感谢在2020-04-1123:19:46~2020-04-1404:25:20期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Meow Meow, Gui Heshen 1;