The Secret of Misfortune and Love

Lingxiu article:

Perhaps it is true as they say, people have to learn to grow up, whether they are looking forward to or unwilling.

Perhaps youth really represents frivolity and reckless behavior.

So the mistakes I made must be borne by myself after all.

A tick for a tick.

The king was born and I was not born, but this does not prevent me from falling madly in love with you from the first moment I saw you, so if you look at anyone more, I feel like grass has grown in my heart.

Ouyang, I have grown up.

……

This night I had a beautiful dream again. In the dream, I went back to my childhood. How small this childhood specifically refers to. It’s meaningless to say too much. I sat on the bedside and faced the darkness in silence for a long, long time, smoke?Quit, hehe, I started learning at the age of eight, and after that incident happened at the age of 16, I gradually drifted away from these things.

I know this is what Ouyang wants, but maybe he just looks at my problem as an elder, maybe he didn't take these things to heart.

After that incident, my cousin and Ouyang almost cut off contact. This room is my favorite, because it displays all the gifts that person gave me.

When he was just born, he came to my full moon banquet as a cousin, although he was only a teenager at that time, and I could only know what he looked like at that time from the photos.

The gift of the full moon banquet is a golden apple pendant. My cousin gave me a golden lock. Most children can receive auspicious locks. My mother said that the auspicious locks were collected on the day of my full moon banquet. Sixteen, but now Those locks are kept by my mother, I only keep this golden apple pendant.

The first pair of roller skates, the first kid’s go-kart, the first mountaineering suit, the first pen, the first piano at the age of five...

He probably doesn't know what position and weight he occupies in my life.

So he only thinks that I'm just a child who will never grow up under his nose, and my feelings are just a child's fuss in his eyes.

So, he loves someone else.

So, I ruined that person.

So, from that moment on, we became strangers.

……

When he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to clearly recall his expression and words at that time. He said: "You are really... ugly and disgusting to me. From now on, I will not be your brother Chen..."

Some difficulty breathing.

I was stunned for a long time, and I supported my body and got out of bed with some difficulty. Although my right foot was comminuted and fractured, it was a bit laborious when I walked, but it didn’t affect my movement. I was considered semi-disabled. , I never saw that person again, left Huaxia, and lived in France all the time. I lay in bed for a long time and fell into a coma for a long time. This fate must be picked up. I heard from my cousin that I had no will to survive at that time.

Now that my leg is useless, Aunt Zou is crying like hell. Actually, I don't feel much. After I completely broke up with that person, these emotions don't seem to be able to control me.

I looked at the photo on the wall, and I looked a little strange in it. The explosive yellow hair, I have been dyeing that color since I was five years old. I think golden yellow is very cool, but now I feel stupid/crazy.

I struggled to go to the bathroom, took out a toothbrush and squeezed toothpaste in front of the mirror. It was still far away from dawn, but I was particularly afraid of tooth decay. Although the teeth were good, it would be fine to bite the ribs. I heard from my mother that when I was two years old, I refused Brushing my teeth, I threw all the electric toothbrushes I bought into the toilet. Ouyang brushed my teeth for the first time. He coaxed me to brush my teeth and recorded a video, saying that he would let me grow up and see how I looked like a bear at that time. , and then showed me a picture of a mouth full of decayed teeth. I was so scared that I had a psychological shadow from then on. I had to brush my teeth to clean my teeth after eating.

Ha ha, in my memory, it seems that these are the only things left.

After brushing my teeth and washing up, I went downstairs, made toast and omelette, heated milk, and baked a few cakes. The nanny was still asleep, but after I escaped from death, I started to do it myself , Looking at the black short-haired boy reflected on the glass door, I never thought that I would become like this, I thought I would be a yellow-haired boy with wind in his blood and be arrogant for the rest of his life.

Sure enough, he has grown up, haha.

……

After dawn, Aunt Zou trotted in with the suitcase and snatched the mop from my hand: "Ancestor, why are you doing this again? Do you want to feel sorry for me?"

After my mother passed away, the best thing for me was my cousin, Aunt Zou, who was not related to me. She helped my mother once, and then she brought a helper to the family. She said she was a helper, but in fact, my mother had everything when she was alive. She is not allowed to do it, but now she is worried about me.

"What are you doing with your suitcase?" I asked.

"Young master told me to clean up, the plane tickets are all booked, and the ancestors at home, you are now 20 years old, you have to learn to bear these in the future." Aunt Zou sighed, and then began to wipe her tears: "Auntie knows That place is your sad place, but you can't go back forever, it's your root!"

I comforted her with a smile, and took the suitcase: "Don't cry, I have to buy you a mask to moisturize your wrinkles if you cry again, don't worry, it's been so long, I won't do stupid things because of those again , It’s enough to be stupid once in a lifetime.”

"Hey, that's good, my Xiuxiu has finally grown up."

Every time I hear the words 'grow up', I always think back to the first kite I flew under the clear sky and blue sky. Of course, the first kite was also given by Ouyang.

After sitting on the plane for more than ten hours, my cousin sent someone to pick me up. He has been very busy in the past few years. Speaking of which, my cousin has changed a lot in the past two years. Chen's men, it seems that these people really have enmity with our family from the previous life.

Zhu Chen and Xia Pei Nuo are Fa Xiaoer, while my cousin and Ouyang are Fa Xiaoer. My cousin fell in love with Zhu Chen, and Ouyang fell in love with Xia Pei Nuo.

Why talk about this relationship?

Looking at the clouds outside the plane window, I am not too willing to recall this question, but it always keeps lingering in my mind, because Charperau is the one I ruined.

Back then, that boy occupied all of Ouyang's heart. Although they broke up and Ouyang went abroad to get married, that marriage was just a means to inherit the family. Ouyang never forgot that boy. After the divorce, he went back to look for him again.

And Xia Pei Nuo didn't love him at all, and fell in love with another man.

I went crazy with jealousy, I was only sixteen or seventeen years old at that time, I really felt crazy, so I set up a poisonous plan to let someone destroy him, but I didn't expect it to kill him.

This made Ouyang hate me.

I heard that Xia Pei Nuo left behind a child, hehe, I didn't expect that beautiful man with a playful heart and a poisonous mouth to fall in love with Ouyang, the captain of the sharp knife special brigade, and even leave a son with a woman.

The cousin said that Ouyang is now taking care of the children at home except for work, and he raised the son left behind by Xia Pei Nuo as his own son.

……

Back at the old house of the Ling family that I hadn’t seen for a long time, Ling Che, my cousin, was sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed, reading a French book with a pair of glasses. No one can compare to the king with his good temperament. I have always regarded him as an idol.

I limped over, he looked up at me, put away the book, "I thought you wouldn't come back."

"What about the ancestors, we are the only two left in our family. If we don't come back, won't the ancestral hall be too deserted? When will you add a little nephew?" I sat across from him and took a bite of the apple on the table. road.

"Ang, I'm already choosing a surrogate, and I guess you'll be able to hug her by this time next year. How's your foot?" He didn't care.

"It's still the same, it doesn't matter, Zhu Chen still refuses to see you?" I glanced at him sideways and looked at his expression.

The expression on his face didn't change much, he just took off his glasses: "That guy is like a stubborn donkey, if you don't see him, don't see him, lest you see me and run to commit suicide."

I couldn't help laughing, I've never seen my cousin say such jokes before, even though it was helpless.

"I heard from Aunt Zou that you got a master's degree from xx University. That's not bad. Let me just say, how could our family be stupid? When you were in high school in China, you were always at the bottom. It was because you were too lazy to take the exam The answer paper is a blank paper, right?"

My cousin has also talked more in the past two years. He didn't have the leisure to sit and chat with me before. Maybe it's because I've grown up, but I feel that the reason is more because of Zhu Chen.

I chuckled twice and took it for granted, continued to nibble on the apple, thinking about something and a person.

"By the way, let me tell you something, Sha Pei Nuo is still alive!"

This sentence made my ears like thunder, and I suddenly opened my eyes wide, forgetting to chew the apple in my mouth.

My cousin put his head over in a funny way, stretched out his big hands and rumpled my hair, "I'm not used to you dyeing your hair black, but it's more handsome this way, and it's more like me, why, Shocked to hear the news?"

I came back to my senses and continued to chew the apple slowly, but I couldn't taste the taste anymore: "No."

"Don't hide it. I know that you have always felt guilty because of Xia Pei Nuo's death. Although you were a nasty person before, no matter how mischievous you were, you never involved human life. What's more, you are the one who is your brother Chen's favorite? Since he is fine now If you're alive, you don't have to feel guilty."

I pursed my lips and lowered my eyelids to look at the picture of a hundred birds facing a phoenix on the coffee table: "Don't say 'Brother Chen' anymore, I don't deserve to call him that."

The cousin didn't say anything, then he took a phone call and left.I went back to my previous room and sorted out the salutes. All my gifts from Ouyang were consigned back by air. I thought about throwing these away, and I probably will keep these things for the rest of my life.

……

Three days later, my cousin and I held an ancestor sacrifice, and many people came. Although the Ling family has more competitors such as the night group and the Han family over the years, it is not as good as before, but the emaciated camel is bigger than the horse, and there is a cousin Besides, the camels are still very healthy, so the prestige is here, and most of the people who come here are big names in the industry.