Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

The psychological counselor came in the afternoon of the second day. He was dressed in a white coat and had a very gentle temperament, and the smile on his face made people feel kind and comfortable.

"Mr. Zhong, hello."

Chu Yan put down the entertainment magazine in his hand, raised his head when he heard the words, but was stunned when he saw the person coming, and nodded after a long while: "Hello."

The counselor chatted with him for a while and then immediately got down to business.

"What you said, don't you think it's abnormal? In fact, you can also feel that the recent situation is obviously wrong, right?"

Chu Yan lowered his head and remained silent for a while, then nodded very lightly: "I know."

The psychiatrist asked him some more questions during the chat, but gradually, the cold sweat on his back almost came down, because it was obvious that he was no longer mildly depressed.

On the surface, the patient’s attitude towards life is still very optimistic. In fact, he is depressed and negative, with low self-esteem and depression, and even pessimistic and world-weary emotions. Most cases even have a tendency to relapse. There may be a next time.

And he has encountered this kind of case several times before.

"Mr. Xu, the patient's condition is already very serious, and it is obvious that this is the result of long-term development. The most difficult thing is that he is not willing to open up to me at all."

The doctor frowned slightly: "Is Mr. Xu his friend? I have some questions about the patient."

Xu Lin pondered for a moment, then nodded: "He is my lover, you can ask me any questions you want."

A look of surprise flashed across the doctor's face, and he hesitated for a long time before he said: "According to the result of my chat with Mr. Zhong just now, Mr. Zhong's relatives have passed away one after another, and his professionalism is not Very strong, and the future career plan is not particularly clear...and the relationship between the patient's friends and him seems to be only general...so as a lover, you should be regarded as his only relative in this world. During the conversation, I also faintly felt that he seemed to regard you as his only emotional sustenance..."

"This is actually a very dangerous psychological tendency in itself. I think you can know this without me telling you. But what really surprised me was that the patient seemed very unwilling to talk about it, so I I would like to take the liberty to ask, is there something wrong with your relationship?"

Hearing these words, Xu Linshen's heart felt as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer, which made him stunned.

The only emotional sustenance?

This word made him feel terrified in an instant. He always thought that in this relationship, Zhong Yu's feelings should be far less deep than his own, because he has a proud and free personality, and he can almost say it. Immediately, it was completely broken, and it was the same in other aspects, as well as emotionally, so I was able to disregard my begging at that time, and resolutely broke up without a trace of nostalgia.

But now the doctor told him that Zhong Yu actually regarded himself as his only emotional sustenance.And the word "only" is so solemn that it makes him feel terrified even thinking about it.

It was hard for him to imagine what kind of emotion this would be. If a person poured all his emotions on one person, it would be like making a gamble with no way out... What if he didn't love him? Did you fail him?

Asking himself, he can guarantee that in this world, Zhong Yu is the person he loves the most, and he is willing to sacrifice his life for Zhong Yu without any hesitation or regret.

But at the same time, there are other things in his life, he has career and ambition, and he has his own family, all of which occupy a certain place in his life.

But, Zhong Yu doesn't even have all these?

He could feel that Zhong Yu's professionalism was indeed not strong. In fact, a director had praised Zhong Yu's acting talent before, but he had no professional training and his heart had never been in this area at all, so the outside world treated him like He never took the criticism of his acting skills to heart and even acted as if he didn't care... As for his friends, since he entered the entertainment circle, his daily work schedule is extremely full, so there is no time to make friends.

Then after such a misunderstanding, Zhong Yu thought that he had always regarded him as Ye Jingyun's substitute, how did Zhong Yu spend the time when they broke up?

Xu Linshen didn't dare to think about it at all. Just thinking about it, he felt a bone-chilling chill spreading from the soles of his feet...

The doctor looked at Xu Linshen's fascinated look, and sighed softly: "These are all the information I vaguely learned from talking with the patient, Mr. Xu, so my suggestion is, when do you talk to the patient?" Have a good chat, maybe he is the only one who can open up his heart."

-

When Chu Yan woke up from a nap, he saw Xu Linshen sitting by his bed for an unknown how long. He looked extraordinarily cold and silent, and his whole body was covered with an indescribable sadness.

After seeing him wake up, Xu Linshen's expression softened a little, and the icy aura around him gradually melted away, and he said softly, "It's already noon, do you want something to eat?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, just looked at him quietly, and it took a long time before he said softly: "Okay."

The depths of his pupils seem to be filled with countless small stars, and the soft black hair rests on his bloodless cheeks, staring at him like this for a moment, looking like a little animal with no sense of security. In this way, I am confirming something.

Xu Lin stroked his hair deeply, and asked someone to bring a bowl of fragrant and glutinous mixed shrimp porridge from the small kitchen, and then fed him bit by bit.

[At that time, the right-handed ones were specially selected, otherwise how could they enjoy the five-star feeding treatment now? ! ]

System 2333 was stunned upon hearing what he said: [Master Host, is this also the reason for you to cut your wrists? ]

After Chu Yan finished drinking the porridge, she leaned on the bed and looked melancholy. After a while, she felt that her hand was being held.

"Zhong Yu..." Xu Linshen stared at him for a long time, saw that he turned his gaze to himself, then opened the bedside table, and took out a small velvet box from inside

A trace of surprise and doubt flashed in Chu Yan's eyes, and then she saw Xu Linshen opened one of the boxes, and in the soft and white velvet lay a pair of low-key men's plain rings, under the cold light Reflects a shiny luster.

"I bought this pair of rings a year ago, but I always thought that things like this should be more serious, and I should find the best time to speak... But now I feel that these are not what I originally imagined. So important."

Xu Lin stared at Chu Yan deeply, his voice was not heavy but very clear, and his tone was so solemn that it was almost pious: "Zhong Yu...you are willing to become a legal partner with me. Spend it all with me?"

Chu Yan looked at him, but his face became paler and paler because of his words, his lips trembled uncontrollably, and finally he closed his eyes heavily and said hoarsely: "I'm sorry...""

"I can't do it...I can't promise you..." Chu Yan shook her head, then raised her hand to tightly cover her eyes.

Seeing him like this, Xu Linshen froze for a moment, then slowly grabbed his hand away, but unexpectedly touched the hot tears in his hand, the tears ran all the way to the depths of his heart through his fingertips, making his body tremble. Immediately froze.

He stared at Zhong Yu, breathing stagnantly, and asked softly again: "Why?"

Chu Yan lowered his head, didn't look at him at all, and said in a broken tone, "I know everything...don't lie to me anymore, I know everything..."

It was when the emotion reached a critical point that it broke out completely, as if desperate, Xu Linshen's body froze completely, and a terrible premonition appeared in his mind instantly.

-

Ye Jingyun received the call from Xu Linshen at a reception. He was already a little drunk at the time, and his mind was still not clear when he saw the call reminder on his mobile phone.

However, when the cold and clear voice came from the other end of the phone, Ye Jingyun felt as if a bucket of ice water had been poured all over his body, and most of his drunkenness was gone.

The study was so quiet that a needle could be heard. When Ye Jingyun was called over late at night, he looked at Xu Linshen, who was sitting behind the mahogany desk and sitting in an armchair, looking down at the documents without saying a word. The fear that remained in the deepest part of his heart remained in the shadow of many years. Gradually emerge.

Ye Jingyun stood for a long time, until the clock made a dull sound, and then he spoke cautiously: "Brother, what do you want me to come here so late?"

Xu Linshen raised his head, closed the document in his hand, and said lightly, "It's nothing, I just want to chat with you."

Then he looked at Ye Jingyun who was standing there motionless, and said, "What are you doing standing so far away, come here."

Ye Jingyun moved his legs, and walked slowly to the table, thinking in his heart that it was extremely abnormal for him to behave like this.

"How do you feel recently? Are you still used to it when you come back?" Xu Linshen leaned back in his chair and looked him up and down.

Perhaps because of the lighting and angle, Ye Jingyun actually felt that there was a bit of cold and sharp scrutiny in his eyes, which made people shudder slightly from the bottom of their hearts.

Ye Jingyun's throat slid up and down, but he didn't make a sound for a while. He paused and said again: "It's not much different from before, so I can't say whether I'm used to it or not."

Xu Linshen gave a "huh" and then smiled slightly: "You have always been smart and hardworking since you were young."

The meaning of what he said was unclear, Ye Jingyun tightened his fingers, and his palms were slightly wet with sweat: "Brother..."

Xu Linshen raised his hand to suppress what he hadn't said, and continued to speak slowly: "Your homework is also very good, but you know that you ran to tell your father to give up studying financial management and choose a major in film and television performance. "

"I originally thought that you could continue to be so smart and do what you should do. With your current development, your future in the entertainment industry is boundless."

Speaking of this, he stopped and took a look at Ye Jingyun: "It's a pity that you have become stupid. I warned you before, but you didn't take it to heart."

Ye Jingyun looked at him, and for some reason, suddenly calmed down for a moment: "What is the elder brother referring to?"

Xu Linshen flipped over the document at hand, without raising his head, he said: "Last Friday you looked for Zhong Yu? But, I seem to remember telling you not to disturb him before? Huh?"

Ye Jingyun's expression changed slightly, and he looked at Xu Linshen: "It's just that we happened to bump into each other during the audition together, and we just talked for a while."

Xu Linshen stared at him, his voice was calm, and if he didn't listen carefully, he wouldn't be able to detect the coldness in it: "It's true that I just talked for a while, and it's all for my kind words."

Ye Jingyun frowned, and could vaguely sense something was wrong.

Xu Linshen threw a document in front of him, and said indifferently: "Jiangcheng Jiacheng Audit Department will help you... But you did it cleanly. Originally, I planned to wait and see for a while, after all, this kind of thing is also a family scandal. Outwardly."

Ye Jingyun suddenly raised his head and looked at Xu Linshen suspiciously, subconsciously wanting to justify himself, but when he glanced at the documents spread out on the table, he was surprised to find that his name was actually signed on it.

Even the handwriting is perfect.

But he had never signed this document before. He looked at Xu Linshen in amazement, and saw that he was looking at himself with great interest, his eyes were calm and unruffled. Ye Jingyun moved his lips and opened his mouth for a long time but failed to say syllable.

framed?

Ye Jingyun's hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly, and it took some time before he released it. He gritted his teeth and sneered: "You said that I became stupid, but you have always been so stupid... From now on, you'd better Watching him all the time, praying that he will not get sick again, this time he can be saved by cutting his wrist, what will happen next time..."