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But without waiting for Xu Linshen to answer, he whispered again: "And... aren't you talking about this role for Senior Ye?"

His voice was so hoarse and vague that it was almost inaudible. After saying this, his lips tightened, but the sad emotion in his eyes and face almost overflowed.

Xu Lin was taken aback, but couldn't help but laugh, so did he actually mind being jealous all this time?

Then the joy in my heart because of his awkward and sad words was quickly washed away by the deep heartache. It is hard to imagine that if he has been misunderstood like this all the time, then what he did at that time would hurt him In other words, it is almost entirely cruel and cruel.

No wonder he misunderstood, I should have explained it clearly to him from the beginning.

"In the past, it was just that my father asked me to take care of him, so our relationship is actually mediocre, not what you think."

Hearing this, Chu Yan raised his head to look at him, he seemed a little absent-minded because of the alcohol, his black and white eyes stared blankly at him, and there was still a faint glint of water in them.

He looks a little sad like this, as if he has been let down by himself...

As this thought emerged, the guilt in Xu Linshen's heart became stronger, almost from eight to ten, his eyes were full of pity, and he leaned over and whispered: "So don't be sad, I won't hide anything from you in the future, okay?"

Chu Yan responded softly, and after a while hesitantly asked: "Then I...do you want to find a time to apologize to Senior Ye, after all, I misunderstood him last time..."

When he said this, his voice was low and small, no matter how he heard it, he felt wronged. He said he wanted to apologize, but his expression was full of I don't want to.

Doesn't Xu Linshen know him yet? Knowing that this person is really small-minded in terms of emotions, how can he be so generous and considerate, but just like this, he couldn't help feeling more distressed. In that case, this person may be jealous and mindful to what extent, and he probably still feels uncomfortable now.

Otherwise, Ye Jingyun wouldn't look terribly uncomfortable when others mentioned Ye Jingyun.

Xu Linshen couldn't help teasing him: "Do you really want to apologize?"

Chu Yan pursed her lips.

Obviously, he looked like he was about to die of grievance...

Xu Lin sighed deeply, stroked his hair and smiled, "If you don't want to see him, just try not to see him in the future."

Chu Yan said softly: "I didn't think so...how could he not be there? After all, he is your younger brother."

Xu Lin sighed deeply: "It's just a thin layer of blood relationship. For a family like ours, the current relationship is already very good, and there is no need to expect too much..."

-

Because of the popularity of "Thunder", Chu Yan's workload has increased a lot. Regarding this situation, while Xu Linshen is happy for him, he is also a little worried that his body will not be able to bear such high-intensity work.

However, this workload is the result of Fang Dingyao's streamlining his work a lot.

In such a busy work, Director Li's film audition arrived soon. The audition location was arranged at Z Film Academy, and Chu Yan was the male number one, so he went out after breakfast early in the morning.

There were many people at the audition scene. While waiting in the lounge, Chu Yan also saw Ye Jingyun who came with him.

The other party was talking with the manager next to him in a low voice, and when he saw him, there was a look of surprise in his eyes, but it was quickly replaced by a polite smile.

The audition process was very fast. It was nothing more than the director asking some questions about the script of the film, followed by a non-actual performance, so it didn't take long for it to end.

Fang Dingyao raised his hand and glanced at his watch: "It's almost 10:30 now, I have to go back to the company for a meeting later, you can ask Cheng Yang to take you back first, and you can take a rest in the afternoon."

Chu Yan nodded.

But before he left the school gate, he was stopped by someone.

The place to eat was in a restaurant near the school. Ye Jingyun looked at Chu Yan and said, "Zhong Yu, actually, I've been looking for you for dinner all this time."

"But both of us seem to be very busy recently, so we haven't found many opportunities."

Chu Yan lowered his head and took a sip of water, then raised his head and smiled and said, "Well... just so I want to... apologize to Senior Ye for what happened before."

His smile was so brief that it couldn't even be called a smile.But it was different from the alienated and perfunctory stylized smile when he faced him before, now this one has a very friendly and friendly feeling for no reason.

Friendly?

Ye Jingyun paused for a few seconds because of his sudden thought, then unconsciously rubbed his fingers on the edge of the exquisite white porcelain coffee cup a few times, and asked somewhat inexplicably: "Why do you have to apologize? "

Chu Yan hesitated for a while, then slowly said: "The words I said to you last time were actually very rude. I shouldn't treat you like this because of my random guessing..."

Ye Jingyun's eyes fell on the arm he was putting on the dining table, and found that there was a red wound on it, which looked like a burn, which was particularly eye-catching against the surrounding white skin.

Ye Jingyun looked away from his arm, sighed meaningfully, and said with a wry smile: "Who would have thought that such a misunderstanding would be caused. In fact, speaking of it, I feel quite sorry for you and elder brother."

"I originally thought that your misunderstanding was about Le Huo, or something else... but I didn't expect it to be because of me..."

Chu Yan forced a smile and interrupted him: "Forget it, it's all over."

"That's right, it's all over." Ye Jingyun looked at him and said calmly, "Fortunately, the misunderstanding between you and my elder brother has been resolved, otherwise I would really be a big sinner... But today, apart from this, I have nothing to say. Besides, I have a few more words to tell you..."

Ye Jingyun put one arm on the table and leaned forward slightly, which was a serious gesture.

Chu Yan nodded, and sat up straighter: "Speak."

Ye Jingyun paused for a while, and then slowly said: "I have been studying abroad with my elder brother for so many years... To tell you the truth, I actually envy you."

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, and asked softly, "Envy?"

"Well. Although he is also very good to me, but that kind of kindness is a kind of responsibility from my brother. Only for you, I can feel that he really puts you in his heart."

Ye Jingyun frowned, looked at Chu Yan as if he didn't understand, and said, "So I never understood why you misunderstood me like this. Could it be that you really can't see how he treats you at all? Besides, why do you You never thought about asking him, trusting him, and sentenced him and yourself to death in your heart?"

His tone was not questioning, but Chu Yan's face turned pale when he heard it, his body froze slightly, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Ye Jingyun put a bowl of soup in front of him with a spoon, and said in a slow tone: "I don't mean to blame you, I just want to tell you that my elder brother really cares about you, and since that accident, his body The situation is no better than before, and if he doesn't talk about many things, you probably won't find out either...so you must not let him down."

Chu Yan nodded, his eyes moved slightly, and his voice was hoarse: "I know..."

Ye Jingyun sighed, "Do you really know?"

Chu Yan raised his eyes to meet him, but saw a questioning stare in his eyes.

"You will always look at things from your own perspective, even at this point... Do you still not understand what my brother has paid for you?"

Chu Yan stopped breathing, and looked at Ye Jingyun for a moment.

Ye Jingyun seemed to shake his head helplessly and smiled: "As expected, you still don't know... You told me last time that my brother became what he is now to save me. I didn't tell you at that time, but my elder brother told me to do it before." I'm afraid that you will be sad when you know the truth."

"But now I feel... If you don't know the truth, you may never know how much he cares about you, and how hurtful your suspicion and distrust of him are."

"what?"

"That night, the two of us were trapped in the fire, because I was outside the studio at the time, so the eldest brother did find me first... Maybe that's why you misunderstood."

Speaking of this, Ye Jingyun's gaze became a little sad: "But you fell into a coma immediately afterwards, so you don't know what happened at all, and of course you don't know... When the entire steel protective wall fell, My brother, how did he keep you firmly under his body?"

Ye Jingyun closed his eyes heavily, and said in a choked voice, "But I, I saw everything..."

-

Xu Linshen read the email, then raised his eyes to check the time, and found that it was past eight o'clock in the evening.

He has Chu Yan's schedule today, except for an audition for Director Li, he has no other work. It stands to reason that he should have returned long ago.

He hesitated to make a phone call to ask, but he also hesitated to think that Zhong Yu's character has always been free, so he is too annoying.

Until 08:30, when he couldn't help but decided to make a phone call, there was a movement at the door.

Xu Linshen put down his phone, pushed the wheelchair to the door, and said with a smile, "I'm back."

Chu Yan looked at him for a long time, then nodded and said, "Yes."

The food was ordered for takeaway from the hotel. After eating, Chu Yan packed up his things. When he returned to the bedroom, he saw Xu Linshen sitting in a wheelchair, bending down with difficulty to pick up a document that had fallen on the floor.

Chu Yan quickly walked over to pick it up for him. He looked up, but found that his expression was normal, as if he had already gotten used to it.

I am used to this kind of thing, which is too simple to be worth mentioning for others, but for him, I can't do it with all my strength.

Xu Linshen looked at the bruises under his eyes, and said distressedly: "I've already finished washing, you should wash up early and rest."

I finally had a free day today, I didn't expect that the actors and stars are so busy that they don't even have time to sleep.

"Ah."

Sleeping in the middle of the night, Xu Linshen faintly heard a burst of uncontrollable crying. He woke up from his sleep and concentrated on thinking that he had heard it wrong. Suppressed sobs.

Xu Linshen's heart trembled, and he reached out and turned on the lamp beside the bed, only to see the person next to him tightly pursing his lips in his sleep, trembling slightly because of the uncontrollable sobs, and the corners of his eyes kept turning. Tears slid down the ground, and the pillow was already wet with tears.

Xu Lin froze for a moment, pulled the towel on the bedside shelf to wipe his tears, then patted his cheek lightly: "Zhong Yu."

But in the next week, for several nights, Xu Linshen found that he would have nightmares, but sometimes he would wake up by himself, and sometimes he had to wake up by himself.

He yelled several times in a row before the other party opened his eyes suddenly as if startled.

Facing the bright light suddenly, he lost his mind for a moment, his thin eyelids were red from crying, and he stared at Xu Linshen for a long time before he seemed to slowly recover from that startled state.

Xu Linshen sighed at his gaze: "Did you have a nightmare?"

Chu Yan kept staring at him, as if he didn't understand what he said, and nodded after a long time.

Xu Linshen reached out and hugged him into his arms. Hearing his uncontrollable sobs, he patted his thin back lightly.With a gentle tone of comfort, he said, "Don't be afraid, it's just a dream...can you tell me what the dream is?"

"What..." The voice was hoarse and a bit crying, muffled.

Xu Linshen knew that he might not have recovered, so he didn't ask any more questions. He just hugged him silently and kissed his sweaty forehead and sideburns: "Go to sleep."

After about five or six minutes, the person in his arms finally stopped sobbing. Xu Linshen asked in a low voice, "Did I turn off the light?"

There was no answer for a while, and it took him a long time to hear him say: "I want to take a bath..."

The voice was so hoarse that it was almost inaudible.

His back was indeed covered in cold sweat, Xu Lin touched his sweaty hair deeply: "Let the water warm up."

Chu Yan hugged her pajamas into the bathroom, Xu Linshen leaned against the head of the bed, listening to the sound of splashing water coming from the bathroom, she didn't feel sleepy at all.

What dream would make him sad like this?Xu Linshen thought wildly for a while, and after about 10 minutes, the sound of water inside still didn't stop.

Xu Lin called him worriedly: "Zhong Yu?"

But in the middle of the night, there was nothing in the whole room except for the constant sound of water coming from the bathroom.

This deathly silence made Xu Linshen's heart skip a beat, and he yelled loudly again, but there was still no reaction inside.

Xu Linshen's expression changed. He reached for the wheelchair beside the bed, struggled to the bathroom door, and knocked on the door: "Zhong Yu?"

The response was still the non-stop splashing sound of water, and an indescribable panic spread in Xu Linshen's heart. He slammed the door open, but only took one look, and the blood all over his body froze in an instant.

There seemed to be a sea of ​​blood in front of him. Zhong Yu was lying in the bathtub, wearing only a thin pajamas, with one hand resting on the edge of the bathtub. There was a winding bloodstain on the porcelain white bathroom floor tiles. The water in the entire bathtub They were all dyed light red, and the faucet was still pouring out water...