waiting for the flowers to bloom

Sui Dong had a showdown.

That very night, he said he was going to England to find someone.

Surprisingly, there was no opposition, Sui Guofeng just looked at him, "Why so suddenly?"

"It's not sudden, in fact, I should have gone."

"Then what are you going to do with the company?"

"I'll finish the matter at hand, and you can find someone later. I don't want to do this anymore. I'll look around after I go there, maybe I can find something I'm interested in."

"Have we met that child? What's his name?" Meng Qiuxia didn't know whether it was Sui Dong's whim or what happened.

"I'll bring him back and you'll find out. I mean it."

Sui Guofeng put down the teacup in his hand, "You are not young anymore, you have to know what you want and what you are doing. If you make up your mind, I won't stop you, but you have to finish the affairs of the company properly, and you can't give them to me. Leave a mess to clean up."

"Yes, I know." Sui Dong solemnly nodded.

Sui Dong has changed a lot, and Meng Qiuxia can see it.It is no longer as if he only vented impulsively and violently in the past, Sui Dong has learned to restrain himself, learn to take responsibility, and is becoming mature and powerful.

She understood why Sui Dong chose to give up everything now, he was no longer satisfied with the shackles behind the light that this family gave him.He will be very hard and at a loss, but this is what the vast majority of people in the world have to go through, and Sui Dong is not special.

It is said that the gap between people is too big, as big as the sky and the ground, as big as life and death, but how much difference can there be?God is unfair, but even so, people will always survive in the cracks, and they must survive the cracks against the oppression of the boulder.

Meng Qiuxia suddenly felt relieved. When a boy understands the meaning of feelings, he is growing. When he understands the responsibility, he is slowly maturing. The so-called cultivation of adults is very good.

"What kind of person is he?" Meng Qiuxia asked Sui Dong.

"He..." Sui Dong and Song Fanfan have known each other for so long, and everyone around him basically knows about Song Fanfan, but this is the first time that Sui Dong wants to describe Song Fanfan to others.

A vine slowly grew in his mind, and carefully pushed aside Sui Dong's deep memory.

"He...is a very nice person, a very lovely person."

Being with him is reassuring, peaceful and serene.Sui Dong thought about it, but didn't say it.

"He is very thoughtful, he can feel even a little bit of your emotional fluctuations, he is very independent, he is very strong in his heart, and he is also very kind. He doesn't like to talk, but he will listen quietly to what I say. "

"It's just... I feel that his life is a bit strenuous, he is not decisive in doing things, he is always hesitant, and he feels very timid, but he is not ambiguous at all when it is critical. In fact, he is very brave."

Sui Dong seemed to think of something and smiled.

"He has a clear heart, but he is not smart at all, not quick-witted, and occasionally gets confused, and he is very stubborn, a little bit like trying to get into a dead end..."

Seeing Sui Dong with a smile on his face recalling the past between him and Song Fanfan, Meng Qiuxia felt a little moved. Sui Dong finally got out of the past and moved forward.Although she had never met Song Fanfan, seeing Sui Dong recalling the past happily and with a warm smile, she thought that he must be a very warm person.

By the time Sui Dong handed over the company's affairs, it was already summer.

At the end of June, he packed his bags and embarked on an unknown journey alone.

After leaving the airport, Sui Dong looked at the information Tong Puhao had given before: York University, Northeastern England.

almost there!

There is plenty of time, Sui Dong did not go to Song Fanfan immediately, but dragged his luggage to the rented house, reversed his jet lag that was about to reverse, he wanted to see Song Fanfan with his best appearance.

After all, he was a soldier, so he was extremely efficient in doing things.It took Sui Dong a few days to find out about York University and the surroundings of his accommodation, and he went through all the supplies he needed during his stay in the UK. Then he rubbed his face vigorously, summoned up his courage, and got through Song Fanfan's phone call.

Song Fanfan really never dreamed that Sui Dong would come to the UK, so when he heard Sui Dong say: "Song Fanfan, I am at the gate of your school", he was completely confused, and he came out in a daze for some reason .

From a distance, I saw Sui Dong wearing casual clothes, leaning against the wall outside a coffee shop without standing, looking quite pleasing to the eye.

Walking in front of Sui Dong, Song Fanfan didn't speak. At that moment, he seemed to be back in his freshman year. That night, Sui Dong suddenly called and asked him to meet him in the cafe. On that day, he leaned against the wall of the cafe like this .

"Hey, how is this body?"

I didn't expect Sui Dong's opening remarks to be like this.

"Ah."

Song Fanfan's simple answer made Sui Dong a little embarrassed, and he tidied up his clothes that were not messy uncomfortably, "Well, I came here without saying hello, didn't I bother you?"

……

Song Fanfan looked at him, but didn't answer.

"Go in and sit for a while?" Without waiting for Song Fanfan's response, Sui Dong walked in first, and Song Fanfan followed with mixed feelings.

Finally, when Sui Dong was dying of embarrassment, Song Fanfan asked the first question: "Are you here for something?"

"Well, a little bit. I just happened to be doing business here, so I came to see you."

"Oh."

"That... are you okay here?"

"pretty good."

"are you busy?"

"good."

"Actually, I'm very happy that you can come out to see me today."

"Ah."

……

Sui Dong finally said almost all the pleasantries he could say, and Song Fanfan didn't answer more than three words except for the first question.Sui Dong felt powerless for the first time, and he didn't know what to say about the draft he had written in his heart.

When I saw Song Fanfan on Christmas, probably because it was winter, I didn't notice that he was dressed too thickly.Now it seems that Song Fanfan is thinner than before, his face is a little pale, and his whole person is not as gentle as before. He feels like an ice blade, so indifferent and alienated.

Rao even a thick-skinned person like Sui Dong has become a little cautious, how could he become like this?

"Well, are you busy for a while?"

"good."

"Then can you take me to your school?"

Hearing this, Song Fanfan finally looked at Sui Dong squarely, "I'm going back soon."

"Can you stay with me?"

"What on earth do you want? I don't have that much free time."

In fact, Song Fanfan is quite free. In the first year, except for a few courses, he just wrote a thesis or something, and there is nothing else. Do the subject and work hard to write the paper well.

He did find a part-time job, but the other party said that he would not be able to go to work until after Christmas this year, because there were only vacancies at that time.Before that, in addition to writing and reading in his spare time, Song Fanfan just went to the farms in North Yorkshire to experience the local folk customs. Although life was monotonous, it was exactly what he wanted.

Hearing that Song Fanfan was so ruthless, Sui Dong was still very frustrated. He smiled wryly: "You still don't want to see me. I don't want to force you, but what I said on the phone on the day before the Chinese New Year was true .I miss you this time... I want to see you."

Of course Song Fanfan knew what Sui Dong was talking about, but he just found it ridiculous.

When he learned of Zhao Chengfang's existence back then, he wanted Sui Dong to see what he had done, and hoped that Sui Dong could see his own goodness, and said from the bottom of his heart that he liked him, but everything was his own delusion.

After thinking about it, Song Fanfan said: "Do you know what your behavior is to me now? I finally ran out from the dark clouds under the heavy rain, hoping that the sun would dry me out, but you just came here at this time Hold up an umbrella for me. Don't you think it's redundant?"

"...I'm sorry." Although Sui Dong had already realized the stupid things he had done, at this moment, facing Song Fanfan, all he could say was sorry.

Song Fanfan sighed, "You don't have to do this, and you don't need to say sorry to me. Originally, my brother hurt Zhao Chengfang first. If you think you are satisfied with the final result, there is really no need for us to contact again. "

"But I really like you. I was an asshole before. You're right, I regret it. So can you just give me another chance?"

Song Fanfan looked at Sui Dong indifferently, "Why bother? There are so many people around you."

"No more. Except you, there will be no more in the future."

At three o'clock in the afternoon, unknown music is playing in the cafe, which makes people lazy and drowsy. A tabby cat is dozing outside the window. Everything is so peaceful and comfortable.

Sui Dong's deep voice softly said such ambiguous sentences, which only made people feel heartbroken.

Song Fanfan couldn't help but smile wryly, look, Sui Dong always knew what his weakness was, but this time, he won't be stupid again.

In the past, Sui Dong always thought that in front of Song Fanfan, he always had to put on the most gentle side, which was too tiring.But at this moment, sitting in the quiet cafe like this with Song Fanfan, Sui Dong finally understood that being gentle to him was involuntary from the bottom of his heart, but he deliberately and carefully restrained his stubbornness.

It turned out that long before my brain and heart were connected, I knew in my heart that I cared about him and liked him.

Song Fanfan didn't continue this topic because it was meaningless to him.Looking at his watch, it was still early, but he didn't want to sit like this anymore.

"I'm going back."

Get up and leave.

"Can I follow you to the school?" Sui Dong didn't expect Song Fanfan to agree, so he followed directly with the cheek.

Song Fanfan was well aware of Sui Dong's temperament, so he didn't stop him. Everyone is here, so what's the use of stopping him?

The author has something to say: I read an article tonight——his white moonlight, which made me teary-eyed, physically and mentally exhausted, and I almost didn’t want to change it...

Then I decided to treat my little protagonists well, the reality is so miserable, there must always be some good things in the story