waiting for the flowers to bloom

The two passed by early in the morning, and it was Weng Ling who opened the door when they knocked.Tong Puhao is already in high school, and he goes out before 7 o'clock every day, and he is not at home at this point.

Seeing Song Fanfan and Sui Dong standing at the door, Weng Ling didn't show a bad attitude, let them come in and sit down, and then sat aside herself, "Yesterday your father came back very late, he drank a lot of wine and He didn't wake up, you two don't disturb him."

"Mom, I'm sorry."

"Your dad didn't say anything, but you didn't come back all night, so I guessed it. In fact, your dad and I saw your text message yesterday, and your dad followed you out in a hurry... What is it between you two? real……"

Song Fanfan kept his head down, not daring to look at Weng Ling, and nodded slightly when he heard him ask himself.

Weng Ling took a deep breath, "Then what do you think? I don't want to care if you are sincere or not. Have you ever thought that this society can tolerate you like this?"

Neither Song Fanfan nor Sui Dong spoke. Sui Dong thought of how Meng Qiuxia was so shocked and speechless when he came out at home a few years ago, but at that time he only had Zhao Chengfang in his heart, completely ignoring the feelings of his family members. At that time, they were also worried.

Seeing that they were silent, Weng Ling continued: "Fanfan, I am really angry, disappointed, and blamed myself. I started taking you when you were six years old, and you also called me my mother for 15 years. I treat you as my own son. Mom really can’t figure out why you are like this? Is it because Mom didn’t do a good job and you are not satisfied? Did this on purpose? You tell Mom, and Mom just needs to change it.” Weng Ling said A little choked up, a line of tears slid down his cheeks.Weng Ling turned his head and wiped it off gently, no longer looking at him.

"No, Mom, don't cry... It's all my fault, I'm not good enough." Song Fanfan has never seen Weng Ling cry, just like he has never seen Tong Wei lose his temper. He panicked and said a few words The words were stuck in my throat, but I couldn't say a word.

Weng Ling waved her hand, "I don't want to force you like your father. You are still young and ignorant, and you don't know how complicated this society is. Sui Dong, Auntie knows that you are also a student. I heard from Fanfan that you were a soldier. , you should know the seriousness. If you are sincerely for each other's benefit, then separate. Auntie has no other requirements. I just hope that you can all be well in the future and gain a foothold in society safely. "

Sui Dong was in a difficult situation, he never thought that he and Song Fanfan would be in the situation they are today, he was forced to make a decision without intending to be serious, but at this time he didn't want to give up on Song Fanfan, so he had to put on the lowest stance Come: "Auntie, I'm sorry. I really like Song Fanfan. I understand what you said, and I won't let him get hurt. Now I may not be able to make you accept me, but please give us a chance. If Song Fanfan offered to separate from me, and I will definitely not pester him."

Before Weng Ling could say anything, Tong Wei came out of the bedroom. When he saw the two of them, he immediately became angry again: "Why are you coming back? See if you're mad at me?"

"dad……"

"Don't call me dad! I said it yesterday. If you don't break up with him, I'll pretend I never raised you!"

"I'm sorry..." Song Fanfan's voice was very low, but the living room was very quiet at the moment, and Tong Wei could hear it.

But Tong Wei didn't say anything.

The whole room fell into a strange silence, but underneath this silence was a contest of emotions from all sides.After a little silence, Song Fanfan said: "I still have class tomorrow, and I have to leave today. You guys... Pay attention to your health, I may have to review after the New Year's holiday... Come back from the winter vacation."

Weng Ling sighed. Originally, it was hard for Sui Dong to say anything more, even if he had something to do with Sui Dong, but there was always a feeling of family ugliness that should not be exposed, "Pack up your things, I won't talk about it today. Do you want to talk about it?" It’s useless to say more.”

Song Fanfan didn't bring much when he came back, he just carried a schoolbag, and he packed it up soon.When he reached the door, he looked back at Tong Wei who was sitting on the sofa, wanted to say something but didn't say anything, and closed the door gently.

Tong Wei actually wanted to say something, but he was afraid that he could not help scolding him once he opened his mouth, so he could only shut his mouth and sulk alone. Seeing Song Fanfan and Sui Dong left, he got up and walked to the window. After a while I saw the two people go out from the stairs, turned a corner, and couldn't see them anymore.

"What's the matter!"

"Tong Wei, you said that the two of us raised Fanfan very well. Why is he like this? I'm so blocked... I can't breathe. So is Sui Dong. He's a very good young man. Why did he keep his eyes on Fanfan? Well, you said it would be great if they were good friends."

"It's not because of you. At that time, I said that Fanfan should contact him. Now it's over, I've overreached!"

"I did it for his own good! You also know that Fanfan doesn't like to talk. How many friends have you seen him have since he was a child? Just Zhou Han... If it wasn't for him, Fanfan probably wouldn't be like that. Now that he's in college If he doesn't change himself, how will he integrate into society in the future?"

"Okay, what's the use of talking about it now? Fortunately, we both found out early, so we'll find a way to break them off first, and then we'll talk about the rest. Don't be like this in front of Haohao, he's in the middle of it right now."

After arriving in Heng'an, Sui Dong sent him to the side gate of the school. Song Fanfan was about to get off the car, but Sui Dong stopped him: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, there is still me."

Song Fanfan tried his best to smile, "Well, please drive carefully, don't worry about me."

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Song Fanfan can find that as early as when he discovered Zhao Chengfang, there have actually been some subtle changes between the two, but feelings are really unpredictable, and sometimes you can't tell the difference. Is it a catalyst that promotes emotional heating or a reactant that causes emotional deterioration.

After returning from Yijiang, Song Fanfan did not contact his family for a long time.The school was as lively as ever, Sui Dong was also like before, he would come to him when he was free, everything seemed to be working normally.

There were three days off on New Year's Day, and Song Fanfan didn't come home. Sui Dong originally said he was going to look for him, but he called and said that Zhao Chengfang's condition was not very good and he couldn't make it.Song Fanfan was fine in the dormitory, so he asked him if he needed to go to the hospital to help, and Sui Dong agreed.

It was from then on that Song Fanfan really came into contact with this special person, Zhao Chengfang.In fact, it was about the beginning of that incident, and Zhao Chengfang's situation went from bad to worse.Sui Dong stayed in the hospital almost every weekend. Song Fanfan didn't know it at first, but after a long time, Sui Dong didn't bother to make excuses. Fortunately, Song Fanfan was kind and stupid, so he took the initiative to come to the hospital to help him.

On New Year's Day, Song Fanfan met Hei San for the first time. Hei San was cold to everyone, a very cool person, always wearing sunglasses, and it was rare for him to take them off.Different from Hei San, Xiao Liu has a more casual temperament, and he always feels not very serious when he speaks, but he treats Song Fanfan very well, probably because of what happened last time, and he always feels that it is his responsibility.

It would be a lie to say that Song Fanfan didn't mind Zhao Chengfang at all, but he knew that Zhao Chengfang was very important to Sui Dong, and later he heard Sui Dong talk about his injury during the mission, and he was very sorry for him. pity.When I feel really awkward, I think about it the other way around, it's not bad that he can see Sui Dong when he goes to the hospital to take care of him.

It's a new year again, Sui Dong didn't come to Yijiang this winter vacation because he had to take care of Zhao Chengfang.Song Fanfan once asked Xiao Liu why he didn't find a nurse for Zhao Chengfang. Xiao Liu said that there was a nurse before, but Sui Dong resigned because he thought they couldn't take care of them well. Those picked by Sui Dong had faults everywhere, some were driven away by Sui Dong, and some couldn't stand Sui Dong's picks and quit.

Seeing that the year is coming to an end, and school will start in a few days.Tong Wei and Weng Ling refrained from asking Song Fanfan about him and Sui Dong throughout the holiday.Seeing that Song Fanfan didn't go out much throughout the winter vacation, and didn't have much contact with Sui Dong, just like before, staying at home every day, holding a computer and typing, the two of them wondered if they had returned to normal.Seeing that school was about to start, taking advantage of Tong Puhao's day to make up lessons, they sat down and talked about it.

Song Fanfan almost guessed that they would ask, and he was not as flustered as last time: "No, he is a senior this year, and the internship unit is also very busy. The 29th will be a holiday, and he will go to work on the sixth day."

"Aren't you going to break up with him?" Tong Wei asked him seriously.

"Not yet."

"Have you considered the future? Let alone the two of you, how many couples in school split up after graduation, and it won't go far at all, let alone both of you are men. You are still young, and you don't know anything. I haven't experienced it before. When that time comes, you two will not only be facing us. What will you do? At that time, no one will reason with you. It will all be ridicule, sarcasm, or even abuse or hurt you. Will we still be able to be together so firmly? Are you sure that you two will still be like this after so long? Even if these are not problems in your opinion, have you considered the situation in his family? We will oppose you, then What about them? Sui Dong's parents would not let their son be with a man."

Song Fanfan was silent, he had thought about this, but he didn't know how to answer, all the words seemed so weak at this moment, why didn't he know that Tong Wei cared about himself.However, even if Sui Dong puts all his attention on Zhao Chengfang now, he is willing to take care of Zhao Chengfang with him, and he believes what Sui Dong said, he said that he would take the initiative, and he said everything is up to him.

It's fine to say that he is too stubborn, or that he is too stupid to believe that kind of words, but he likes Sui Dong seriously, he doesn't know what their future will be, but he wants to work hard for their future.

"Your father is right, we are not forcing you, but we can't watch you go further and further away. I don't know what happened to you after you went to college. At first, you said you didn't like this major, and then you said you wanted it. Change direction, this is inexplicably messing with the man again, you said that you have always been so good, you have never let us worry about it since childhood, who in the yard will not praise you when we see you? Say you are good, study hard , promising. Your dad and I are really proud, and we often let Haohao learn from you. I thought that even if you went to college, it would be an explanation to your dad, but you went to college instead. If this is the case, if you are someone else's child, we will definitely not care about it. You can talk to us about any problems you have. There is no difficulty that cannot be solved. It may be that the schoolwork is too heavy, or it may be other things. Tell me, let's find a way to solve it together, huh?" Weng Ling said a lot of earnestly, talking about the shadow in Song Fanfan's heart that Song Fanfan didn't want to touch—they were disappointed in themselves.

Song Fanfan listened to Tong Wei and Weng Ling's words, lowered his head and thought for a while, then said lightly, "I understand everything you said, but I can't help it now. When I graduate from university, I will definitely give you an answer, and then you can give me an answer." Can I have some time?" He almost begged.

Tong Wei sighed, "You are just as stubborn as your father. Back then, everyone disliked your mother. During the Chinese New Year, your grandma even blocked the door to prevent your mother from entering. Later, your father insisted on not marrying her, otherwise Fearing that the Song family would become extinct, that's why I persuaded your grandma and agreed to get married. As a result, your father didn't listen to us, and finally..."

"Okay, Tong Wei, stop talking." Weng Ling interrupted Tong Wei's words in a timely manner.

He was talking about Song Fanfan’s biological parents, but Song Fanfan didn’t feel much about it, it just seemed like he had heard an irrelevant story, because he had heard too many people say it when he was a child, but he felt that it was nothing, the path he chose was his own, even if he was wrong Yes, you have to bear the consequences of your choice.