The Paranoid Possessiveness of the Golden Strings Fanfic

Shiina remembered that Yuki once said that none of us can stop the progress, and none of us can refuse to leave.

The acquaintance is destined to be separated, no matter what form it is, what is left in the end is only a memory and a smile.Perhaps at that time, I couldn’t remember when, where, and what kind of state of mind I met, just like lying on the desk in class, squinting and counting the leaves blown by the wind. I can't remember what it looked like the last second.Maybe it was finally covered with a thick layer of dust in the day after day of untouched passing, layer upon layer, and the original appearance could not be discerned.

Getting acquainted is always simple and beautiful, but parting when the other party wants to withdraw from your world is painful and heavy.What expression should you use when you say "goodbye"?What kind of mentality should we hold?There may not be one coincidence in ten thousand imaginations.

But looking back, the reason why low-probability events are exaggerated is not because they do not exist, but because their accidents are magnified in the eyes of everyone.Life is full of chance.There are many unavoidable deadlocks, unfulfilled tasks, and unfulfilled promises, but few vice versa.

While thinking this way, Miha Shiina was gnawing on an apple bored.

Since parting is doomed, there is no need to be overly sad.Although I didn't express my feelings well, but I left some sweet memories, that's enough. People who are too greedy will get nothing in the end.

Click.

There were pure and transparent faces passing by the window, looking at the freshmen who had just entered school with their heads tilted, with childishness and hope in their eyes, they carefully looked at the new school and new classmates.

Yes, this is their acquaintance.

Looking in the direction of the crowd, it is undoubtedly the gymnasium.Raising his hand to look at his watch, he found that the time should be around the corner, so he gnawed clean apples and threw them into the trash basket before turning around and blending into the crowd.

Not surprisingly, I watched the principal happily show off the various honors he has obtained over the years on the stage, mainly including two, the enrollment rate of the general department, and the grade certificate of the music department.The first-year freshmen were full of curiosity and confidence, while the second-year students tilted their heads as expected, chatting with the people around them about their holiday life in a low voice.Standing in the middle, Shiina suddenly felt lonely.

Maybe it's time to find a buddy.As she thought about it, the applause that came to mind in vain drowned out her little sigh.The entrance ceremony is over, and the next step is the graduation ceremony.

For some reason, Miwa Shiina doesn't want to see Azuma Yuzuki very much now, so when everyone was busy looking at the class schedule and receiving new books, she went straight to the roof of the school, locked the door casually, and looked up at the sunshine Suddenly I wanted to laugh out loud like this.

Suddenly she heard the delicate sound of the flute, subconsciously turned her head to look for the source of the sound.Sometimes the chance between people will be suddenly magnified by God as a joke. They are not enemies, but the narrow road is true. Obviously this road is your own, but it has changed because of a person's sudden insertion. Direction, can't see the end of the road, can only stagger to chase each other's footsteps.

Obviously he can be free, and he can go back to himself, why is this person still reluctant to part when he is about to walk on the path of others?Shiina sighed deeply. After all, she is still a member of human beings, and she is infinitely close to the second grade.

"Student representative, it's not good to play the flute here at this time?" Shiina didn't go up, she just stood at the same place from a distance, raised her hand to look at her watch, and looked at Azusa Yuki with an expression like she was watching a show. "There are still 15 minutes."

"You're really long-winded." Azuma Yuzuki raised his jaw indifferently, and then walked towards Shiina slowly.The shadows of the trees were mottled under the bright sunlight, and the unintentional wind blowing made Shiina feel uneasy. At this moment, she wanted to turn around and run away, the suppressed monster in her chest was roaring and whipping her heart.

Don't want to see him, don't want to see him, don't want to see him.This is the call of reason.

Want to see him, want to see him, want to see him.This is a sensual call.

God, how contradictory I am!Isn't it just to say something special, why do I have to push myself to this level!

Seeing the obvious uneasiness on the girl's face, Teak slowed down his tone in a comforting manner, "I have something to say to you."

"All ears." She answered Shiina's words quickly, and she was very uneasy. The feeling was like handing out exam papers, with vague expectations, but infinite fear.

"You'd better keep your ears open." Yuzuki Azuma leaned down and said something in a low voice.

The wind brushed past his ears, bringing his words to his ears completely.

The unreal stories of those graduates who have experienced their youth and faded away from their naivety walked uphill along the shade of mottled stone slabs, and the end of the stone slab road was the final destination of their high school.With anticipation and fantasies about the future, smiles bloomed on their faces, and the meaning behind this is just like their faces against the light, making it difficult to see clearly.The floating clouds flicked lightly, as if no matter how loud and noisy they were, they couldn't move any of the strings in his heart.

Seeing the almost petrified Shiina, Azuma Yuzuki couldn't help laughing, but unlike before, he didn't add "I'm just kidding you."

"...Aren't you going to give a graduation speech..."

"I'm waiting for your answer."

"It will be embarrassing and degrading to be late to the stage later, and no one will like it. Maybe the principal will think you are playing big names. The school girls who like you may be so anxious that they will be burned to death..."

"I'm waiting for an answer that is very important to me." Yuzuki Azuma interrupted Shiina's incoherent words, and his expression became serious.

"Teak." Seeing such a serious teak Azuma, Shiina also became serious.After being silent for a few minutes, without warning, he punched Azuma Yuzuki.

Shiina's strength is not small, this can be known from Yuzuma Azuma's muffled groan.

"You're an out-and-out selfish, paranoid, ideologue, ideologue..."

Yuki Azuma endured the pain but never figured out how she came to the last two conclusions.

"The fox once said to the little prince, you tame me. If you tame me, my life will be happy, but it said that if you are tamed, you may cry."

Azuma Yuzuki realized that she had shifted the topic to fairy tales, and he almost ran to keep up with her rhythm.

"I want to be tamed, but I'm afraid of being hurt. Wouldn't this kind of fox be too painful? It will be separated in the end, why should it be tamed by the little prince? This world is not as smooth as it seems on the surface, People walk around with expressionless faces, vehicles come and go in an orderly manner. Everyone lives in their own closed time and space. We are all alone from the mother's womb. Human beings are an opaque wall, but Why do you keep breaking it and why?"

It’s been a long time since I’ve been so excited. Shiina’s brain was a little hypoxic after a series of words, thinking that people are not in a hurry anyway, just find a place to sit down and talk slowly, I feel a warm embrace. For other people, Shiina, this kind of warm hug is too strange.

"Because I don't want to be too lonely, and I don't want you to be too lonely. The difference between people is complicated to say, but in fact it is not far away. Even if we draw too simple black and white conclusions about the world and take everything for granted, But some things still won’t disappear. The understanding and forgiveness of others, the warmest feeling when sharing together, and the joy of being integrated into other people’s lives.” Yuzuki Azuma suddenly realized that the biggest problem hindering her was A monster named Lonely.It has already hurt Shiina completely, and it is even gradually integrating into her body. If she doesn't make any changes, it will be terrible.He must take her back.

Shiina's silent smile "Don't want me to be alone? Are you leaving on an international flight and leaving me with such an international joke? It's not funny."

"I mean...wait a minute, who said I'm leaving?" Yuki Azuma was puzzled, what's going on here...you want to leave?where to goWhy doesn't he, the party, know? !

"The perfect life plan your grandmother gave you, you said...going abroad to pick up girls." Shiina said the words "going abroad to pick up girls" very seriously, wondering if he would renege on his debts?

"...I thought Hirohara told you...my grandmother agreed that I should stay here and go to university." Yuzuki Azuma's gaze was like the stars at the end of the night, falling on Shiina tenderly and tenderly.There is also a faint smile that is almost transparent.

"With you, with you."

Shiina froze for a moment, although Azuma Yuzuki didn't take the international flight, she still made an international joke with her.

"Are you kidding me..._"

"I didn't expect that because of this incident... I didn't expect that this good news, which is known to all the girls in the school, would not reach your ears. My mistake." Yuzuki Azuma sighed and gently stroked Shiina's dark brown hair "So let me make it up to you in the future, okay?"

"... Compensation for what?"

"Those times when you were alone."

"You have to know, even if you are like this... I might still..."

— still not being able to make contact with people, which terrifies me.

"I will teach you, everything." Yuzuki Azuma looked at her with a little affection, and his tone was gentle. "So, since I am already late for the speech, can you tell me your answer?"

What responded to him was a slightly cautious hug, but it wasn't really a hug, because she just wrapped her arms around teak lightly, and the gap in the middle needed to be filled by teak himself.

Well, now it's time for a real hug.

All happy, all happy.

5 minutes later

"Heh, you still had a chance to catch up just now."

"...?"

"Your old man's graduation speech, I was finally delayed until late. Prepare to be punished, Senior Teak."

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