The Paranoid Possessiveness of the Golden Strings Fanfic

When are people the happiest?

"Then...well, if Master Yumu invites me to have dinner together."

"Huh? Of course it was the moment when the game was won!"

"If I can take the first grade test this time. Also, you hinder my study."

"Happy? Oh! Of course it's winter vacation! Winter vacation!!"

The above answers come from Tianyu's interviews with different students.

Regarding the above answers, if Shiina is allowed to choose, she will undoubtedly choose the fourth one.

winter solstice

From the first snowfall, the entire small town was covered by a large area of ​​pure white, like the Milky Way tilting nine days.The clear sky has become unpredictable, and the sky that was still transparent one second may be snowflakes the next second without warning.Those scattered little snowflakes are arranged in an orderly manner above the head. They are obviously just the condensation of light rain and fog on the clouds by the cold air, but they are like real lives.

One after another, within reach.

Shiina was walking on the street, and heard the creaking sound of her shoes stepping on the deep snow layer, and unconsciously stepped on the snow even harder. She seemed to like stepping on the snow since she was a child, as if she had been walking on the snow since she was very young. Looking forward to hearing this clean and pure voice, whether it is a certain life or a certain person.

It's also inseparable, which makes people palpitate.

Fluttering, the catkin-like snow fell on the palm of the palm, and soon melted into a drop of water. Shiina suddenly remembered that the water in the steaming clouds was often splashed on the ground by the aunt.

Maybe it's the water in the gutter.

Thinking of this, Shiina shook her eyebrows fiercely, and suddenly something moved in her heart, and she shook her hand all of a sudden.

Miu, some words have not been said all the time, but it doesn't mean I don't care.

Like me, don't like me, hate me, maybe don't care about me at all.

I—I really want to know.

Through the window, Shiina heard the preview of the [Christmas Special Love Preview]. The male protagonist’s voice is indeed enough to make the ears pregnant, and the appearance is also Shiina Miu’s favorite. The important thing is that the heroine’s name in this movie is 【Three Temple Miu】.

The same is Miu, her youth is a popular movie.The mirror glass of the window reflects the people who are busy for Christmas and themselves who are at a loss.Every thought that crossed my mind was ridiculous.Shiina stood there, alone, facing the whole absurd world.Overhead is still the dark blue sky, the same day and night, under the sun, there is nothing new.

——How to hug to convey warmth to you, and what kind of words and expressions to pour emotion into you.I probably fell in love with you.

——If I kiss your eyes, will you be so surprised that you will stop crying; if I kiss your lips, will you stop thinking and unable to speak?

——As long as you are willing to catch the hand I extend to you, then I can take you anywhere. If what you want is me, then I will give you my whole self.

After watching the preview several times, Shiina realized that it was getting late and she was about to turn around and leave.

"Just like that?"

Teak Azuma leaned against the street lamp on the side of the road, with a scarf draped loosely on his shoulders, with an indelible smile in his eyes.

It's not so much a doting smile as a sort of mockery.

"...I like it that much." Shiina stepped forward, brushed the snowflakes accumulated on his shoulders for him, and saw that he had waited for a while.

Then, in Yuzuki Azuma's surprised eyes, she put the scarf around him again.

To outsiders, the girl put a scarf on the beautiful boy considerately with a smile. Maybe this is a very good scene, but only the person involved knows what kind of mood Shiina is holding, and Yuki Azuma is doing it with What kind of mentality faced Shiina.

"...Are you planning to strangle me and murder your husband?"

"Do you have any last words, dear husband?"

"……marry me?"

"Please die."

"..."

The street dimmed by the minute.The street lamps are gradually lit up from all directions, casting a lovely soft light, and the buildings on the whole street are like a fairy tale town.On the uneven cream-colored background, people walk in long, dark shadows, like musical notes jumping on a stave.There are also reflections of tropical fish, coconut water, vanilla ice cream, and equally sweet jazz.

"So your old man is out for a drive?" Sitting in the warm coffee shop, Shiina looked at Azuma Teak with a calm face in disbelief.

Shouldn't the young masters in the novel be full of daily affairs and hunger?

"To be precise, I was buying gifts for Huoyuan."

"Hihara-senpai's birthday?"

"Yes."

"...Please send my blessings." Shiina thought about it, and she really didn't have any extra funds to buy gifts for Hirohara-senpai. Although the debt was decreasing, it couldn't erase its existence after all.

Shiina used a straw to stir the liquid in the slender glass, and there was a layer of light blue mist between her fingers.Countless crystal water droplets are embedded on the wall of the cup, reflecting a rainbow-like halo.

Through the water glass, she could see his peaceful silhouette, like a fleeting ripple, a mirror image cut from a mirage.At this time, she would be vaguely aware of the existence of the illusion, and the real him was sitting opposite, smiling, as if listening to something.

"Tell me about you?" Azuma Yuzuki squinted his eyes and listened to Kanon's suggestion, which brushed gently.

"I?"

"Miwa Shiina, please describe everything about you from God's perspective." He took a sip of coffee and said seriously.

"Miwa Shiina is a person born with a lack of certain talents - such as learning, such as the principles of life. Over."

Miwa Shiina thought about it for a long time. Her own life was terribly monotonous. She didn't have the experience of being a self-improving teenager who lost her father or mother at a young age, and she didn't have the daily schedule of taking certain responsibilities when she was born. , nor is it a poor beautiful girl who meets a prince.

Her life is full of insipidity. She stares at the blackboard in a daze, eats snacks and does small movements at school. She occasionally goes to the school doctor’s office to take a nap. TV Internet access to sleep.

Thinking about it this way seems to explain why the life of the same [Miyu] family is a sparkling drama, and I am just a crowd sitting in the audience watching.

Meeting a big man like Yuzuki Azuma is already extraordinary in her life, and this kind of selective accident will not always exist.

"Then talk about the people around you." Yuki Azuma raised his hand and asked for a Mont Blanc. He knew that Shiina liked sweets, but he didn't like too sweet food.

"The people around?" Shiina thought for a while, "Ah, I met a superb man named [Yuki Azuma] during prime time in high school."

"..."

"He is a man who cares about pennies and pennies, likes to use various methods to hit girls' fragile hearts, and then asks 'Are you okay' with a smile on his face."

Teak handed Mont Blanc's hand trembling.

"Ah...thank you..." Shiina thought the cake would be delicate when she heard the name, but she frowned when she saw the lump of mayonnaise that seemed to be Mr. Hijikata's favorite.

Shiina's breathing slowed.The world seems to be spinning slowly under your feet, and the clouds in the sky are also floating gently.A gentle and calm water flowed through my heart, as if something was guiding me—a quiet and strange illusion.

"But he is unexpectedly fragile and jealous (this needs to be investigated). Although he is the best with a black belly, a vicious tongue and a smiling face, he can let you rely on him occasionally when you are uncomfortable..."

"Man." Yuzuki Azuma quickly added.

"..."

After taking a bite of the weirdly shaped dessert, the sweet but not greasy silky taste immediately won Shiina's love.

"Then I met Xiao... Kadi Aoi. Oh, he is a good boy with a very sunny appearance and a good and warm personality. He has the same hobbies as Miwa Shiina. It is easy to communicate without any scruples. And we also play together in the comic exhibition It was very pleasant, Kadi Aoi also joined the anime club and he likes to eat as much as Miwa Shiina, he said that next time—”

"Wait."

Shiina was still using God's perspective to try to explain that Kadikui is a hot-blooded good boy, but was ruthlessly interrupted by Yuki.

"You have no scruples in communicating with him?"

Meeting Yuuki Azuma's unfriendly eyes, Shiina nodded.

"That means you have... scruples when chatting with me? What is it?" Yuki Azuma asked

"Your family." Shiina didn't lie, she knew that his family was complicated, and Yuki was easily hurt by family affairs. Since the last self-righteous incident, she was determined not to take care of the Yuki family's affairs.Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, don't they?

"..." Yuzuki Azuma has nothing to say. Indeed, his family is the most vulnerable part of his heart. He doesn't want anyone to intervene in this matter. Regarding this point, even Shiina is the same.

"You also went to the comic exhibition with him?"

"Chi Chi yes." This is a personal matter, Shiina smiled, "He found the ticket."

"No, I'll take you there next time."

"Alright, by the way, does Senior Yuuki know what [Bleach], [Hokage], [Conan], [Gintama] are? [Net King] is also fine."

"do not know."

Shiina sneered calmly, ready to continue.

"It's okay, there's no need to continue the Kadikui part." Yuzuma Azuma stirred the cold coffee, he seemed to see through Shiina's thoughts, and smiled faintly, with an incomprehensible indifference in his smile.If the two extremes of tenderness and indifference can be presented in the same person, it can only be Azuma Yuzuki.

He thought about it, and sure enough, he still wanted to make it clear to Kadikui that Shiina Miu was his property, and no one else even cared about it.

After that, Miwa Shiina used the shortest description to describe the people around her, and finally saw that the faces of the people in front of her improved.However, she also fully proved one point, that is, Yuki Azuma is an out-and-out jealous jar.He would take a bite of anyone's vinegar.I didn't let go of this kind of soy sauce when it was my turn.

Maybe Azuma Yuzuki really likes herself.She has always been very aware of this kind of thing, she is not aware of this kind of thing in hindsight, but she is very confused, because Yuzuki Azuma said that she is a toy, and the red-haired one is the princess, but Yuzuki has More possessive than the average person.

His attitude and his own low self-esteem make Shiina an emotional coward all the time.

If we are not sure enough, we must leave a way out for what we do—even if we become cowards who are good at evading in the eyes of others.

"Thinking about someone else?"

Shiina saw a small piece of cake on the fork near the tip of her nose.

"Sorry, what did you just say?" Shiina unceremoniously bit the cake that Yuki handed over.

"Do you have time on the 25th?" He looked at the absent-minded Shiina and sighed softly, but didn't say anything.

"Christmas?" Shiina thought for a while that her mother had been arranging the Christmas tree at home recently, and she didn't want to make her mother sad. "I must be home before supper."

"can."

Yuki Azuma unexpectedly readily agreed.

At the intersection of all chances, I met Azuma Yuzuki, and since then miraculously gained the ability to understand and be understood.The individual is not just an atom, an ant, a humble island.We call for connection, a spiritual connection with each other - a bond far away, across time and space, that binds people's souls tightly together.Without this connection, for me, there is no full and perfect human life.

How lucky I was!I met him and unfortunately lost him.It seems that what fate bestows on people always has to be doubled.An endless loop.In the final analysis, it is nothing more than a life route patched together by small chances.

However, you must know that there is no incurable pain, no unending sinking, and all lost things will return in another way.

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