When speaking this long paragraph, Guan Ze was very calm, his tone did not fluctuate, and his expression did not change, just like a mechanical doll, speaking a line that had been set without any emotion.
But Zhou Di, who listened to these words, felt as if he had been hacked into pieces. Every word Guan Ze uttered turned into a sharp knife that cut his flesh apart bit by bit. He could no longer find it. One place is intact, and there is no place that does not hurt.
In fact, Guan Ze didn't need to tell him these things, he already knew about them, but he never thought that hearing Guan Ze say it again would cause him such pain.He wanted to hug Guan Ze, but found that his limbs were numb from the cold, and his joints seemed to be frozen and unable to move.He opened his mouth, but only made a dry and meaningless trill.
Guan Ze waited for a while, only to see Zhou Di blushing, but there was no other reaction.So Guan Ze took a deep breath, pretended to smile relaxedly, and said, "Why, did it scare you?"
"I..." Zhou Di shook his head immediately, but he had nothing to say, so he anxiously grabbed Guan Ze's hand and placed it firmly on his chest.
Guan Ze felt his hand hurt from Zhou Di, but the pain made him feel very relieved. He didn't take out his hand, but smiled lightly and said, "Do you think I'm ashamed?"
Zhou Di hurriedly replied: "How is it possible!"
"Love is not shameful, and desire is not shameful." Guan Ze said earnestly, "You told me these things. Because of you, I have the courage to face up to my own desires and face everything I like. So, you too Don't feel ashamed of yourself, you will continue to give me courage in the future, okay?"
Zhou Di suddenly raised his upper body and hugged Guan Ze in his arms. His voice sounded in his closed ears, distorted and deep as if he was about to cry.
"I will give you whatever you want. I want to see you well and happy every day. I don't want you to comfort me, because your appearance is already the greatest comfort to me. Let me comfort you in the future You, all the bad things are over, and I will never let anyone hurt you again when I am by your side."
Guan Ze said in a hoarse voice: "I will never mention those things again. As long as I tell you, I feel relieved. Don't be sad. I don't blame my mother. She hates me and loves me until she dies. In my heart There is no hatred at all, because it has already passed, and the moment I met you, all the hurts have passed."
Zhou Di's embrace tightened, and Guan Ze obviously felt that he wanted to say something more, so he said first, "Stop talking, I understand all the reasons, and I don't want to say more."
Zhou Di opened his mouth, and finally decided to respect Guan Ze's meaning.He seems to be obedient, but in fact Guan Ze can't see his expression, at this moment his eyes are like two fires, burning with hatred.
He hated everything that hurt Guan Ze, and he also hated himself.
If I could meet Guan Ze sooner...
But when he really met Guan Ze earlier, he couldn't pull Guan Ze out of that quagmire. At that time, he...was powerless.
The past damage can't be repaired no matter what, he can't go back to the past time, give some comfort to the former Guan Ze, he can only hug the present Guan Ze tightly, and block the future wind and frost from him.
Because he didn't want such a heavy atmosphere to continue, Zhou Di deliberately hid his expression. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he regained his innocence.
Zhou Di let go of his arms, put his hands on his closed shoulders and said suddenly: "So...you mean by talking so much...do you like me?" Zhou Di blinked his innocent eyes and said, "I give You have the courage, so now you have the courage to admit that you like me?"
Guan Ze:? ? ?
Originally, I wanted to comfort Zhou Di, but I don't know how Zhou Di understood it like this.Guan Ze blushed in an instant, and he retreated in a panic, but was blocked by the sofa, and there was no way to retreat.
"So you want to confess to me now?" Zhou Di continued to approach, completely cornering Guan Ze.
Guan Ze clenched his fists and said falteringly, "Don't make trouble!"
Zhou Di raised an eyebrow and looked at Guan Ze very seriously, Guan Ze had nothing to hide under that gaze.I almost couldn't help admitting my thoughts, but just a second before Guan Ze couldn't hold back, Zhou Di suddenly retreated out of Guan Ze's safe distance, he relaxed his expression, and said softly: "You don't want to go today?" It doesn't matter if you admit it. I'll let you admit it sooner or later."
Guan Ze was stunned, not knowing whether it was luck or regret.After all, Zhou Di didn't force him today, and he didn't know when he would have the courage to admit his feelings for Zhou Di.
It's a pity that this opportunity is fleeting, Zhou Di no longer entangled in this matter, he held Guan Ze's hand on his chest again, and said softly: "This is not a good time, Brother Guan Ze, Wait for me again."
Guan Ze thought he meant to wait for his grounding to end, so he nodded.
The two looked at each other for a while, as if they couldn't see enough, and wanted to continue talking, but Xiao Yuanzheng's assistant had already knocked on the door, reminding them that the visiting time was over.
Guan Ze was a little flustered. For an hour, he had been talking about his own affairs. Originally, he wanted to persuade Zhou Di to live in peace with the Xiao family for the time being. Anyway, Zhou Di would be an adult in just over a month.As a result, a lot of nonsense was said, and the main point was not mentioned.
Guan Ze said anxiously: "Are you leaving? But I..."
"It's okay." Zhou Di pulled Guan Ze's cuff and shook it gently, and said, "Brother Guan Ze, I understand what you want to say to me, and I will never let you down. Go back, don't think so many."
The assistant knocked on the door again, and Guan Ze still had a lot to say, and he didn't know where to start.
Zhou Di continued: "Okay, go back and work hard. I will apologize to my dad and my brother. At least for more than a month, I promise that I will not have conflicts with them again, and I promise not to let them You're distracted by worrying about me."
Guan Ze felt very strange, seeing Zhou Di's smile now, he had an inexplicable confidence in him - although he didn't know what he was thinking, but he would definitely do well.
So Guan Ze also smiled back at Zhou Di, and the two said goodbye reluctantly. The assistant knocked on the door until it cracked, and Guan Ze finally left.
*
As soon as Guan Ze left, Xiao Yuanzheng returned to Zhou's residence.Xiao Yuanzheng was not hopeful about Guan Ze's visit, but he didn't expect that as soon as he came back, he heard Mrs. Zhang say that Zhou Di was willing to eat and wanted to see him.
Xiao Yuanzheng was a little surprised. After thinking about it, he temporarily put down what he was doing and went to Zhou Di's room first.
Seeing his youngest son again after two days, Xiao Yuanzheng felt that he had changed a lot. There was anxiety and worry in his eyes, and it seemed that he really wanted to repent. Not so serious anymore.
Zhou Di lowered his eyebrows and whispered, "Dad, I'm sorry."
It’s been too long since I’ve heard an apology from Zhou Di. Xiao Yuanzheng was a little dazed for a moment, and he stood at the door for a while before he knew he was going into the house. Zhou Di followed behind him with a low eyebrow until he sat down. On the sofa, Zhou Di said sincerely again: "Dad, I'm sorry to make you worry."
As an unqualified father, when Zhou Di said he was sorry, he felt that the matter was over and it would be best to solve it quickly, and he didn't want to bother about it anymore.But he didn't say forgive Zhou Di immediately, and he didn't even look at him.
Zhou Di said again: "Brother...how is it? Are you better?"
Xiao Yuanzheng finally raised his eyelids to stare at Zhou Di, and said, "You still know how to care about him?"
Zhou Di showed shame, and said, "Of course I would care. In fact, I regretted it a long time ago, and I have always been worried about my brother..."
"It's still like a human saying." Xiao Yuanzheng snorted and said, "It's much better, and I can communicate normally now. The doctor said that I can be discharged from the hospital after a few more days of observation."
Zhou Di relaxed his shoulders and said, "Can I go and see him?"
Xiao Yuanzheng squinted at Zhou Di again, and said, "Let's explain clearly about your fight first."
Zhou Di murmured: "It's not a big deal...it's just...that day I met near brother Guan Ze's house. We talked a few words and then we quarreled. Everyone was very impulsive, so we moved hands. But there is nothing between us. What kind of deep hatred and hatred is just a momentary impulse..."
This is similar to what Xiao Xu said. Although Xiao Yuanzheng felt that the reason for their fight was boring, he didn't have too much doubt. After all, he had never thought of adjusting the relationship between the two brothers in these years. is normal.
But it is not too late to realize this matter now, Xiao Yuanzheng thought, as long as Zhou Di has the intention of repenting, it will be easy to handle.
Xiao Yuanzheng asked again: "What did Guan Ze tell you?"
Zhou Di said: "I didn't say anything... just about him and his mother, I was very touched when I heard it. He has no relatives, so he always feels very lonely. So... I feel that I should cherish the people in front of me more."
Xiao Yuanzheng let out a long breath, feeling greatly comforted in his heart, he stood up and patted Zhou Di on the shoulder vigorously: "Say you have grown up."
Zhou Di's eyelashes trembled slightly, and said: "Yes, I will be 18 in a little over a month, and I have really grown up."
This simple sentence made Xiao Yuanzheng's face serious again, and he had to face up to this matter - his youngest son will soon turn 18, which means that he is entitled to take back everything he has .
Every time he thinks of this, Xiao Yuanzheng has no way to look at Zhou Di from the perspective of a father, and must regard Zhou Di as his biggest enemy in his career.
The sudden silence made the atmosphere between the two a bit weird, Zhou Di waited for a while and asked, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"
Xiao Yuanzheng shook his head, with a very gentle expression on his face, and said in a soft tone: "So what do you think when you become an adult?"
"Thoughts..." Zhou Di blinked innocently and said, "I don't have any ideas."
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But Zhou Di, who listened to these words, felt as if he had been hacked into pieces. Every word Guan Ze uttered turned into a sharp knife that cut his flesh apart bit by bit. He could no longer find it. One place is intact, and there is no place that does not hurt.
In fact, Guan Ze didn't need to tell him these things, he already knew about them, but he never thought that hearing Guan Ze say it again would cause him such pain.He wanted to hug Guan Ze, but found that his limbs were numb from the cold, and his joints seemed to be frozen and unable to move.He opened his mouth, but only made a dry and meaningless trill.
Guan Ze waited for a while, only to see Zhou Di blushing, but there was no other reaction.So Guan Ze took a deep breath, pretended to smile relaxedly, and said, "Why, did it scare you?"
"I..." Zhou Di shook his head immediately, but he had nothing to say, so he anxiously grabbed Guan Ze's hand and placed it firmly on his chest.
Guan Ze felt his hand hurt from Zhou Di, but the pain made him feel very relieved. He didn't take out his hand, but smiled lightly and said, "Do you think I'm ashamed?"
Zhou Di hurriedly replied: "How is it possible!"
"Love is not shameful, and desire is not shameful." Guan Ze said earnestly, "You told me these things. Because of you, I have the courage to face up to my own desires and face everything I like. So, you too Don't feel ashamed of yourself, you will continue to give me courage in the future, okay?"
Zhou Di suddenly raised his upper body and hugged Guan Ze in his arms. His voice sounded in his closed ears, distorted and deep as if he was about to cry.
"I will give you whatever you want. I want to see you well and happy every day. I don't want you to comfort me, because your appearance is already the greatest comfort to me. Let me comfort you in the future You, all the bad things are over, and I will never let anyone hurt you again when I am by your side."
Guan Ze said in a hoarse voice: "I will never mention those things again. As long as I tell you, I feel relieved. Don't be sad. I don't blame my mother. She hates me and loves me until she dies. In my heart There is no hatred at all, because it has already passed, and the moment I met you, all the hurts have passed."
Zhou Di's embrace tightened, and Guan Ze obviously felt that he wanted to say something more, so he said first, "Stop talking, I understand all the reasons, and I don't want to say more."
Zhou Di opened his mouth, and finally decided to respect Guan Ze's meaning.He seems to be obedient, but in fact Guan Ze can't see his expression, at this moment his eyes are like two fires, burning with hatred.
He hated everything that hurt Guan Ze, and he also hated himself.
If I could meet Guan Ze sooner...
But when he really met Guan Ze earlier, he couldn't pull Guan Ze out of that quagmire. At that time, he...was powerless.
The past damage can't be repaired no matter what, he can't go back to the past time, give some comfort to the former Guan Ze, he can only hug the present Guan Ze tightly, and block the future wind and frost from him.
Because he didn't want such a heavy atmosphere to continue, Zhou Di deliberately hid his expression. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he regained his innocence.
Zhou Di let go of his arms, put his hands on his closed shoulders and said suddenly: "So...you mean by talking so much...do you like me?" Zhou Di blinked his innocent eyes and said, "I give You have the courage, so now you have the courage to admit that you like me?"
Guan Ze:? ? ?
Originally, I wanted to comfort Zhou Di, but I don't know how Zhou Di understood it like this.Guan Ze blushed in an instant, and he retreated in a panic, but was blocked by the sofa, and there was no way to retreat.
"So you want to confess to me now?" Zhou Di continued to approach, completely cornering Guan Ze.
Guan Ze clenched his fists and said falteringly, "Don't make trouble!"
Zhou Di raised an eyebrow and looked at Guan Ze very seriously, Guan Ze had nothing to hide under that gaze.I almost couldn't help admitting my thoughts, but just a second before Guan Ze couldn't hold back, Zhou Di suddenly retreated out of Guan Ze's safe distance, he relaxed his expression, and said softly: "You don't want to go today?" It doesn't matter if you admit it. I'll let you admit it sooner or later."
Guan Ze was stunned, not knowing whether it was luck or regret.After all, Zhou Di didn't force him today, and he didn't know when he would have the courage to admit his feelings for Zhou Di.
It's a pity that this opportunity is fleeting, Zhou Di no longer entangled in this matter, he held Guan Ze's hand on his chest again, and said softly: "This is not a good time, Brother Guan Ze, Wait for me again."
Guan Ze thought he meant to wait for his grounding to end, so he nodded.
The two looked at each other for a while, as if they couldn't see enough, and wanted to continue talking, but Xiao Yuanzheng's assistant had already knocked on the door, reminding them that the visiting time was over.
Guan Ze was a little flustered. For an hour, he had been talking about his own affairs. Originally, he wanted to persuade Zhou Di to live in peace with the Xiao family for the time being. Anyway, Zhou Di would be an adult in just over a month.As a result, a lot of nonsense was said, and the main point was not mentioned.
Guan Ze said anxiously: "Are you leaving? But I..."
"It's okay." Zhou Di pulled Guan Ze's cuff and shook it gently, and said, "Brother Guan Ze, I understand what you want to say to me, and I will never let you down. Go back, don't think so many."
The assistant knocked on the door again, and Guan Ze still had a lot to say, and he didn't know where to start.
Zhou Di continued: "Okay, go back and work hard. I will apologize to my dad and my brother. At least for more than a month, I promise that I will not have conflicts with them again, and I promise not to let them You're distracted by worrying about me."
Guan Ze felt very strange, seeing Zhou Di's smile now, he had an inexplicable confidence in him - although he didn't know what he was thinking, but he would definitely do well.
So Guan Ze also smiled back at Zhou Di, and the two said goodbye reluctantly. The assistant knocked on the door until it cracked, and Guan Ze finally left.
*
As soon as Guan Ze left, Xiao Yuanzheng returned to Zhou's residence.Xiao Yuanzheng was not hopeful about Guan Ze's visit, but he didn't expect that as soon as he came back, he heard Mrs. Zhang say that Zhou Di was willing to eat and wanted to see him.
Xiao Yuanzheng was a little surprised. After thinking about it, he temporarily put down what he was doing and went to Zhou Di's room first.
Seeing his youngest son again after two days, Xiao Yuanzheng felt that he had changed a lot. There was anxiety and worry in his eyes, and it seemed that he really wanted to repent. Not so serious anymore.
Zhou Di lowered his eyebrows and whispered, "Dad, I'm sorry."
It’s been too long since I’ve heard an apology from Zhou Di. Xiao Yuanzheng was a little dazed for a moment, and he stood at the door for a while before he knew he was going into the house. Zhou Di followed behind him with a low eyebrow until he sat down. On the sofa, Zhou Di said sincerely again: "Dad, I'm sorry to make you worry."
As an unqualified father, when Zhou Di said he was sorry, he felt that the matter was over and it would be best to solve it quickly, and he didn't want to bother about it anymore.But he didn't say forgive Zhou Di immediately, and he didn't even look at him.
Zhou Di said again: "Brother...how is it? Are you better?"
Xiao Yuanzheng finally raised his eyelids to stare at Zhou Di, and said, "You still know how to care about him?"
Zhou Di showed shame, and said, "Of course I would care. In fact, I regretted it a long time ago, and I have always been worried about my brother..."
"It's still like a human saying." Xiao Yuanzheng snorted and said, "It's much better, and I can communicate normally now. The doctor said that I can be discharged from the hospital after a few more days of observation."
Zhou Di relaxed his shoulders and said, "Can I go and see him?"
Xiao Yuanzheng squinted at Zhou Di again, and said, "Let's explain clearly about your fight first."
Zhou Di murmured: "It's not a big deal...it's just...that day I met near brother Guan Ze's house. We talked a few words and then we quarreled. Everyone was very impulsive, so we moved hands. But there is nothing between us. What kind of deep hatred and hatred is just a momentary impulse..."
This is similar to what Xiao Xu said. Although Xiao Yuanzheng felt that the reason for their fight was boring, he didn't have too much doubt. After all, he had never thought of adjusting the relationship between the two brothers in these years. is normal.
But it is not too late to realize this matter now, Xiao Yuanzheng thought, as long as Zhou Di has the intention of repenting, it will be easy to handle.
Xiao Yuanzheng asked again: "What did Guan Ze tell you?"
Zhou Di said: "I didn't say anything... just about him and his mother, I was very touched when I heard it. He has no relatives, so he always feels very lonely. So... I feel that I should cherish the people in front of me more."
Xiao Yuanzheng let out a long breath, feeling greatly comforted in his heart, he stood up and patted Zhou Di on the shoulder vigorously: "Say you have grown up."
Zhou Di's eyelashes trembled slightly, and said: "Yes, I will be 18 in a little over a month, and I have really grown up."
This simple sentence made Xiao Yuanzheng's face serious again, and he had to face up to this matter - his youngest son will soon turn 18, which means that he is entitled to take back everything he has .
Every time he thinks of this, Xiao Yuanzheng has no way to look at Zhou Di from the perspective of a father, and must regard Zhou Di as his biggest enemy in his career.
The sudden silence made the atmosphere between the two a bit weird, Zhou Di waited for a while and asked, "Dad, what's wrong with you?"
Xiao Yuanzheng shook his head, with a very gentle expression on his face, and said in a soft tone: "So what do you think when you become an adult?"
"Thoughts..." Zhou Di blinked innocently and said, "I don't have any ideas."
The author has something to say:
The plastic father and son are going to start acting with each other 233
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