What to do if you are stalked by your ex-boyfriend's younger brother

"My mother is very beautiful, especially before giving birth to me. According to distant relatives in my hometown, no one who has seen her can forget her appearance. In fact, if she was born in a slightly better family, she might not As for ending up like that.

"My mother's family is very poor. My grandparents are in poor health, and the labor force is limited. My mother is still the eldest. She dropped out of school early to work in a factory, and she also took care of three younger sisters and a younger brother. She told me that at that time She has no complaints at all, she has been working hard and is very active, and she has met someone she likes, a co-worker who works with her. She has no money and is not handsome, but she is very honest, and my mother likes him very much. Because of thinking about him, I feel that life is not so bitter, but full of hope.

"Later, my mother brought her sweetheart back home. Unexpectedly, my grandparents strongly opposed him. They looked down on that person because his financial conditions could not meet their requirements. My mother did not detail the situation. Said, but it must have been a bad quarrel, my grandparents forced my mother to break up with that person. They also introduced another person to my mother, that is, my father.

"My grandfather opened a sand and gravel factory. The economic conditions in the urban-rural fringe area near the capital are very good. After my father met my mother, he began to stalk her, but she never liked it. He also firmly disagreed with marrying her.

"My mother always thought that if she didn't agree, this marriage would not be successful. But what she didn't expect was that my grandparents had already calculated the price and prepared to sell her. They tied her up and sent her to me in the middle of the night. I went to my father's house and changed to a four-bedroom house.

"My mother never gave up resisting, and never really obeyed my father for a day. When my father was angry, he would hit her. Later, he would beat her almost every day. After about half a year, there was I.

"The day after she knew she was pregnant, she took a knife and tried to stab herself in the stomach, but my father found out and she didn't succeed. Then my father tied her to the bed, Hired three nannies, who took turns watching her 24 hours a day.

"Later, she stopped crying and fussing, and she didn't resist any more. She would eat obediently and go to check-ups obediently. Everyone thought that after she had a child, she finally figured it out and had a sense of responsibility as a mother, but No one knew, she just lost all thoughts and lived like a walking dead.

"Later, I was born. When I was born, I was very weak and could only stay in an incubator. She said that at that time, she always thought that if I died, she would be relieved. But when she When I went to see me in the intensive care unit, I felt that I looked too much like her, as if there was another shrunken version of her in this world.

"The other she is more fragile than the real her, but she is stubborn and strong and wants to live. She is very sad, but she can't help being soft-hearted. So... she wants me to die, but she doesn't want me to die. This kind of thinking runs through her later. Throughout her life, until her death, she was always contradictory.

"A month later, my mother and I were both discharged from the hospital. On the third night after being discharged from the hospital, my father drank outside and wanted me to have sex with my mother when he came home, but she refused, so my father beat her again. , if the nanny hadn't stopped her, she would probably have been beaten to death. She didn't cry or make a fuss, she just got up in the middle of the night and cut my father's throat cleanly with a knife. My father didn't even utter a scream. She stared and died. Then she calmly cut off her genitals and flushed them down the toilet. After doing all this, she hugged me while I was sleeping and surrendered to the police station.

"The case caused a great stir at the time, almost occupying the headlines of newspapers for half a month. When a public welfare organization against domestic violence found out about it, it offered to provide legal aid to my mother. With their efforts, In this case of intentional homicide caused by long-term domestic violence, the sentence was very low, only three years and six months.

"As soon as this incident came out, my grandfather had a stroke from anger. After the verdict came down, he died, so my father's relatives left only a little sister. She is my aunt. She hates me and also hates me. Didn't want to see me, but left me a one-bedroom house and some money.

"As for the family of my grandparents, after the verdict came down, they sold the house and moved away. I don't know where they moved. But while my mother was serving her sentence, my grandma stayed in the house my aunt gave her to take care of her. On the night my mother was released from prison, my grandmother left overnight. Until she and my grandfather passed away, I never saw their family.

"I have lived with my mother since I was four years old. My mother hated the house my aunt left, so she left it empty and took me around renting houses. We moved a lot and never lived in Live in one place for more than half a year.

"I hope she can find that kind of quiet place to live, because in that case, her mood will be much more stable, and most of the time she is drowsy, quietly getting along with herself, not knowing thirst or knowing Hungry, so from that time on, I learned to make food by myself. It was very simple at first, and then I gradually learned to cook a lot of very complicated food.

"Most of them are made for my mother, because she is very weak and seems to die at any moment, but I dare not ask her to eat the food, because if I wake her up in a daze, she will immediately lose her temper. Get out of control and hit me.

"She will say I am the son of a rapist and will let me die. She will not allow me to cry, and if I cry, she will beat me harder. But she will not allow me to be happy, and she will not allow me to like anything. Once I find out what I like , whether it is food, or other things, she will destroy it in front of my face, and then beat me again.

"I don't know how many times, I thought she was going to kill me successfully, but at the last moment, she would suddenly wake up again, hug me and cry, and say sorry to me, she will never hit me again. But she My promise has never been fulfilled, she will always hate me, and she will still hit me next time.

"After several years like this, when I was seven years old, people from the anti-domestic violence charity organization found my mother. Dr. Deng was in that organization and provided my mother with free psychological and spiritual treatment. His treatment is very effective. My mother's symptoms have improved a lot. Most of them are awake, and the frequency of beating me has become very low. On Dr. Deng's suggestion, my mother sent me to study and learned that I I like mathematics, and I also signed up for a mathematics training class for me.

"I thought she was fine, but if Dr. Deng is too busy and the frequency of home visits becomes less, she will relapse again, refuse to take medicine, beat me and scold me, and then regret it. After a few years like this, we have After moving several times, I finally lost contact with Dr. Deng, and my mother kept getting sick like this until I was 15 years old.

"I did well in the senior high school entrance examination that year, and I got the cut-off mark for the elite class of the attached middle school. When I told her, she was very happy, and immediately gave up the rent of the house we live in now, and bought a house in the attached middle school. The money to buy the house was paid after the demolition of the apartment given by my aunt, which was quite a lot.

"Not long after I entered school, we moved into a new house. At that time, my mother was even happier, saying that we were going to start a new life, and everything would be fine in the future. But when I came back from school the next day, I found that my mother had committed suicide. He jumped into a river and walked away quietly without leaving a word.

"My grandparents had passed away at that time, there were no immediate family members, and other relatives were unwilling to adopt me, so my custody rights belonged to the neighborhood committee at that time. It was then that I realized that something was wrong with me. I didn't How to get along with people normally, whether it is teachers, classmates, or the staff of the neighborhood committee. At the beginning, everyone was very sincere to help me, but my own problems were too serious. After a long time, they also treated me I ran out of patience.

"Obviously there is no need to eat green vegetables every day. I still can't eat other foods. Sometimes I vomit after eating. I dare not like anything or put too much emotion into anything. I started to be like my mother, I would fall into a drowsy state, and when I was awakened, I would panic again. I took a month off from school and accidentally saw the news about Dr. Deng in the newspaper. He is still doing public welfare psychological treatment activities.

"Probably the same as when I was just born. Although it was very difficult, I still had a very strong desire to survive. I found Dr. Deng almost half dead. He saved me and made me survive. He slowly taught me how to live. Living like a normal person is still annoying, but at least most people won't see that I'm sick.

"Thanks to the apartment my mother bought, a subway station was built nearby, and the house price went up a lot. I rented that apartment out, and the monthly rent was quite a lot. Relying on those rents, I have been living well until now. very good.

"Two years later, when I was in the second year of high school, I participated in a training class for a mathematics competition. Yiyun was also there, and we were in a group with me. Our group's overall score was the highest, so Yiyun was also on the same team as me. I became close. Because no one has ever been close to me, Dr. Deng also encouraged me to make friends, so I tried my best to get along with Yiyun, and Yiyun brought me to know... your brother.

"Mr. Xiao took the initiative to pursue me. I thought he seemed very nice, so I fell in love with him out of nowhere. I picked up the rabbit with him. He also said before that the three of us are a family. I believed it back then." It's just that our relationship didn't take long, and he cheated again for no reason. In short, that part was so inexplicable. I was hit hard, and I had a little accident before the college entrance examination, and then... I failed the exam , Also to escape, I applied to Rongcheng University.

"I really want to thank Dr. Deng. After knowing that I went to Rongcheng, he personally flew over to find me, so that I could not stop the psychological treatment. Because of Dr. Deng's insistence, in the past four years, Dr. Deng will fly to Rongcheng every once in a while to provide medical advice. I had treatment, and after I got better, Dr. Deng changed the treatment to a telephone consultation.

"Four years later, I was admitted as a graduate student in the Department of Mathematics of Peking University. I dare not say that I have completely let go of the things of the past ten years, and it is not considered a recovery, but I think I have the ability to deal with those problems normally. So I came back like this -

"Then, I met you, and you know everything after that."