don't talk about the past

At the regular meeting on Monday, the manager released an astonishingly good news that Chenqi Group is willing to cooperate with the company and inject capital into software research and development projects.The whole company is boiling!You have to know how lucky it is to be favored by Chenqi, one of the largest financial groups in the city?Lucky indeed!Everyone's excitement highlighted Mi Huaile's calmness, because he was already excited.As soon as he stepped out of the conference room, Ben Lai caught up and held his hand, stammering, "Mi...Mi Huaile, you are really...too...too amazing! You are a lucky...fu...fuxing !" After finishing speaking with difficulty, he smiled naively, held Mi Huaile's hand with a little force, and was so excited that his hands were sweating.

"This..." Just as he was about to explain that it wasn't his fault, the manager poked his head out from the room and beckoned them both in: "Chenqi will send the project director to our company at the beginning of next month, the senior management It means to let your team play the leading role, you must put up your best efforts, and don’t let people in big companies think that we are unprofessional, understand?” The manager paused, and then said to Ben, “This time your team The task is relatively heavy, the game software that was only half completed before, you continue to follow up and let Mi Huaile take full responsibility for Chenqi."

Mi Huaile felt that the manager was too realistic, so he gave Ben Lai an apologetic look, but he didn't expect that Ben Lai didn't take it seriously, and solemnly promised the manager that he would definitely complete the task and not hold back the company.

With such obedient employees under him, the manager was naturally in a good mood, and immediately took out the bonus that he had prepared a long time ago: "This is the reward from the leader, and [-]% of what I promised." Seeing the two of them taking the heavy paper bag Finally, the manager said, "Keep working hard and perform well. The company will not treat talents badly."

In the past few days, Zhou Pujiang seemed to have disappeared, and he never harassed Mi Huaile again.Gradually he felt relieved, Mi Huaile's apprehensive mood at the beginning was completely unfounded when he thought about it now.The bees hovering around the flowers are persistent because of the pollen and nectar that attracts them to pick.However, in Zhou Pujiang's eyes, this flower of yesterday should have lost its original attraction, and he would still make such entangled behaviors, but it was because he had never tasted the sweetness of this flower and was unwilling.Mi Huaile shook his head. During this period of time, he was worried and careful, would he be too mediocre?Life is your own, you can't mess yourself up just because of Zhou Pujiang's appearance.

On the rest day, Mi Huaile bought chicken, duck, fish, eggs, milk from the supermarket, cleaned them up and put them in the refrigerator to freeze.Shen Guang is a master who loves meat, if there is not one or two meat dishes on the table, he will stop eating immediately, the old man would rather eat crispy noodles to protest than touch green vegetables and tofu.Mi Huaile felt his temper, and from time to time he had to kill a chicken or a sheep to appease the glutton beside him.I usually don’t have the time to pack these ingredients, so I rushed to buy the processed ingredients during the two days off, cut them into small pieces, pickled them, frozen them, and when I wanted to eat them, I took them out and melted the ice before frying them.

Today, Shen Guang called in advance to say that he would work overtime at the company. Mi Huaile finished dinner, cleaned the house, and started to organize things.He planned to redecorate the big room where he and Shen Guang lived and make it a baby's nursery, so the useless furniture had to be moved to the guest room.Originally, Shen Guang said to help him on the rest day, but unexpectedly, a colleague in the company broke his leg when he was on a business trip and could not return on time, so Shen Guang could only complete the rest of his work.Mi Huaile planned to put those heavy furniture aside for the time being, and wait for Shen Guang to come back before moving, and to pack the things within his capacity first.

The cartons containing apples were used by Mi Huaile to hold things that were not used very often. The things he and Shen Guang brought back from the school dormitory had been put on the shelf since they moved to the house. There was a thick layer of dust on the surface of the box layer of dust.Mi Huaile wiped off the dust with a rag, opened the box, and a black horn comb with brown and yellow stripes came into his eyes. It was... Mother's belongings.

After that happened, Mi Huaile transferred to County No. [-] Middle School. When he left home, he had the illusion that he might never have a chance to go back there again.At night, the number of people walking in the neighborhood dwindled. Dad carried his luggage downstairs. A distant relative of his was sitting in the van that started, smoking a cigarette impatiently, sparks twinkling red.My father has no habit of smoking and drinking, and his only pastime is painting Chinese paintings. Since Xiaomi Huaile grew up in the faint fragrance of ink.Dad stood by the car window talking to the people inside, Mi Huaile only heard a few words like please, please take care of me.Mom didn't come to see him off, she locked herself in the house and cried.Before going out, he went to the toilet to urinate, and saw a horn comb that his mother used to comb her hair on the mirror stand, with a few strands of black hair wrapped around it, Mi Huaile carefully picked it up and put it in his trouser pocket.When he set off, he kept his head down, not daring to look at his father's expression.Sitting in the moving car, Mi Huaile was choked up by the heavy smoke, and the man complained in a low voice that it was so troublesome!Reluctantly throwing the cigarette butt out the window.

After he was raped by those people, he was thrown in the warehouse of the school-run factory. In the morning, the school management inspected and found that the door lock was picked and the door was open. When he went in to check, he found Mi Huaile who was dying and in a state of distress.This incident was known to the whole school, and many parents questioned the school's security system.Why can criminals easily enter the campus?Is it safe for children to live in school?The contradiction has risen to a crisis of life safety.What's more, this school is a key city school, and many children of city leaders attend this school. If personal safety cannot be guaranteed, even if the grades are excellent, what's the point?Filing and investigating a case is a necessary process. During Mi Huaile's hospitalization, the police would come to inquire about the incident from time to time, forcing him to recall the situation over and over again.The boy was able to maintain his superficial composure at first, but such questioning was nothing short of mental torture.The boy who was on the verge of collapse suffered from insomnia at night and was in a trance during the day, unable to concentrate.When the symptoms developed, he could only cry and beg the doctor to give him sleeping pills and sedatives to temporarily numb his consciousness.The principal came to visit him once, and left after a while of comforting words. His father sent him out. When he came back, his father's expression was very bad. He hesitated and discussed with his mother to let Mi Huaile transfer to another school.Mi Huaile had realized it a long time ago, so when his parents told him this decision, he just nodded silently, the thick eyelashes like crow's wings blocked all the light in his eyes, and the gray haze of loss permeated them.

Mom couldn't bear to see him anymore, sobbed, and held him in her arms with tears all over her face.He remembered his mother apologizing intermittently: Son, I'm sorry... Mom made you suffer so much, it's my mother's fault... I can't help you anything.At that time, there was a warm and stable fragrance in my mother's hair, which was exclusive to my mother. I haven't smelled it for a long time. Since he had his own room when he was seven years old, since he had the first evil dream to sleep next to his mother and finally After being told to be a strong man, he was sent back to his bedroom, and he never smelled this familiar fragrance again.Mi Huaile took a deep breath, and when he breathed out again, tears were streaming down his face.

Touching the shiny black comb, a gentle smile appeared on the corner of Mi Huaile's lips.The past is gone, please don't be obsessed with it, the lost is already lost, please don't talk about the past...

The stewed soup was finished, and it was already past eight o'clock in the evening. He guessed that Shen Guang should be back, so he made a call to fear that his work would be affected, so Mi Huaile sent a text message to Shen Guang.After the message was sent out, Shen Guang received a call, saying that he had to come back later tonight and let him eat first.

"Then let me deliver the meal to you? I guess you don't have time to order takeaway. Is your stomach hurting again recently?" Mi Huaile thought of Shen Guang's stomach medicine hidden in the pillowcase when he changed the bed cover in the morning, and felt a little better The child fell to the bottom.

"Well, yes. Then I will trouble my wife to make a trip." Shen Guang happily hung up the phone, feeling happy.There is someone who always thinks about everything about you, what a warm feeling.

Mi Huaile did not enter Shen Guang's company, so he called to tell him that he was here, and sat in a nearby convenience store to wait.After a while, I saw Shen Guang walking out of the building wearing a windbreaker, looking up at the opposite road, and seemed to see Mi Huaile sitting in the shop, tightening the collar of the windbreaker and walking towards Mi Huaile across the road.

Shen Guang walked into the store and nodded to the clerk, it seemed that he was a frequent visitor.

"Thanks for your hard work."

Mi Huaile didn't speak, and took out the lunch box and a large thermos cup from his backpack.

Looking at Mi Huaile who was only wearing a single coat, Shen Guang said with pity: "It's windy at night, why don't you wear more clothes?" After speaking, he took off his coat and wrapped it around Mi Huaile's body, carefully Fasten the buttons.Shen Guang's clothes, Mi Huaile's, were a bit too big, and the sleeves were so long that he lost his fingers, just like a singer in a big show.

The man glanced at Mi Huaile with a tense face and snickered, but there was no smile on that man's face.Knowing that he was angry at him for hiding the fact that he was taking stomach medicine, Shen Guang quickly explained: "It's just that the stomach is full and irritating, and it's just indigestion. It's okay, I'm fine now after taking the medicine." He stretched out his hand to touch Touching the soft and shiny hair in front of him, he raised his smiling eyebrows and said, "I'm fine, don't get sick from the cold. You are the pillar of our family, what will I do if you fall? Who will I eat?"

After pursing her lips, Mi Huaile couldn't hold back any longer: "You have a big idea! The pills are well hidden! Mining coal is a waste of talent. You can go to the CIA, or you can go to Infernal Affairs. Who do you eat?" ? Relying on mountains to eat mountains, relying on water to eat water, you will be more proud without me. You will be happy when you piss me off, and you don’t need to steal it at all!”

Shen Guangte roguely teased him: "Where can I steal it! I have always eaten it blatantly. I have been with you for the rest of my life, so don't even think about dumping me. My slogan is: I swear to be a mangy dog. Walk!"

Mi Huaile glared at Shen Guang, burst out laughing, and handed Shen Guang the medicine that was dug out of the pillowcase this morning: "I almost let me stir it in the washing machine. You hide it in such an unreliable place. Why not just put it in the shoe pit?"

"Isn't the shoe hole stinky? Why are you eating it?" Shen Guang laughed, and Mi Huaile was completely speechless.

"You are number one in Tai Chi, you are not doing it properly!"

This man will never learn to take care of himself.

In the vast fog, I couldn't tell the direction at all, so I could only walk with the rough feeling from the soles of my feet.Mi Huaile wanted to be able to get rid of this layer of cold and pervasive chaos, and return to the warm world.He walked like this, as if there was an invisible big hand pushing him from behind, urging him to move forward.Suddenly, the gloomy gray mist in front of his eyes was dyed with layers of golden light, which was very beautiful. He smiled unconsciously, and his body began to feel warm, like an electric current flowing from his heart to his whole body.The limbs that have not been stretched for a long time slowly relax, and it is indescribably smooth. If this is forever, how pleasant it is.

"Hmm..." Mi Huaile turned over and hugged Shen Guang's arm that was outside the quilt, "My husband..."

Shen Guang was woken up by his cool nose rubbing, took Mi Huaile's half body exposed outside the quilt, and used his other hand to flatten the crumpled quilt and gently tucked Mi Huaile's corners.The night came in through the window, reflected on the face of the lover, extremely soft, extremely beautiful, flowing like mercury, changing into long and dazzling colors, touching Shen Guang's heart like a feather touching velvet.Shen Guang woke up a little bit, so he turned sideways to take a closer look at Mi Huaile's sleeping appearance.

Recently, Shen Guang has been resting badly. Sleeping is no longer a way to relieve fatigue. It has become a kind of torture, a kind of tossing and turning when he is half-dream and half-awake.He didn't dare to make too much noise, for fear of waking up Mi Huaile, so he held his strength lightly, often waking up, feeling more powerless than not sleeping.He was also suffering from hair loss, and his hair began to fall out in handfuls, and clusters were washed down the sewer.Shen Guang understands that this kind of situation is not a normal metabolism. The hair loss has lasted for more than half a month, and his scalp has begun to faintly reveal its shape in the hair. If this continues, his head will turn into a light bulb. At that time, Mi Huaile didn't know what to do, would he be kicked out?Just thinking about it, Shen Guang immediately smiled and shook his head in denial, his mizi will never leave him in this life, and apart from death, no power can separate the two of them.With such firm trust in Mi Huaile, Shen Guang is sincere, persistent, and even absolutely persistent.Maybe it's just too much stress?Recently, there were a few more large subscription contracts, which required too much energy. He took a deep breath of the cool night air, and the faint scent of body fragrance from the person next to his pillow warmed his heart.No matter how close you smell it, it's not enough.This Mi Huaile, is he using the same shower gel?How come it smells so good on him?

The pulsating blood vessels in the buttocks under the white neck turned into a silent invitation, tender and affectionate, eager to refuse and welcome.Shen Guang was amazed by the desire to raise his head quietly between his legs, how could it be now?Just seeing the youthful and smooth skin on Mi Huaile's neck is enough to react?Shen Guang shook his head, waking up Mi Huaile in the middle of the night, he was on the same level as a beast, so let's go to the toilet to solve it!

Shen Guang tried to pull out his arm, but Mi Huaile frowned slightly, as if he didn't want others to take away his beloved baby, he hugged him even tighter, and hummed softly twice.It's good to be silent, but when he hummed, coupled with Mi Huaile's innocent sleeping face, the needs of Shen Guang's lower body were like a wild horse that let go of the rein, and quickly ran all over his body.With a low curse, Shen Guang began to peel off Mi Huaile's pajamas. The little goblin wanted to die by herself and could not blame others.Mi Huaile was woken up by Shen Guang's impatient movements, rubbed his bewildered eyes, and said in a sleepy voice, "Huh? What are you doing?"

Shen Guang didn't raise his head: "I want it."

The big bad wolf gnawed on Mi Huaile's shoulder, "Ah! It hurts!" At this moment, Mi Huaile also regained his energy, raised his knee and bumped Shen Guang's stomach, glaring at him, "A gentleman can't move his hands!"

Seeing Mi Huaile's puffy cheeks and angry eyes, Shen Guang felt even more itchy and gritted his teeth fiercely: "Little monster, look at my Ultraman whip."

"Ah?!" Half a second later, "Wahhaha...you...you, hahaha...stop...stop!" Mi Huaile grabbed Shen Guang's troublesome hand on her body, laughing out of breath Angrily, "You...hahaha, do you still want to do it?"

Shen Guang sternly said, "Of course I'll do it, take the move!" After speaking, he grabbed the milk dragon's claw and struck Mi Huaile's chest.Mi Huaile smiled and narrowed his eyes, his shoulders softened and he fell on the bed, letting him wreak havoc on him.The two of them hadn't had sex for a few days, they were both young people, and Mi Huaile was half-pushed and half-hearted, and the dry wood was on fire.

"Ah!" Exclamation struggled out of his throat, and the moment he entered, Shen Guang felt a severe pain in his stomach, as if millions of tiny needles pierced in an instant, piercing the most fragile tender flesh inside.Cold sweat suddenly appeared on his forehead, Shen Guang tried his best to control his trembling body, and his desire collapsed in an instant.How is this going?The man also started to panic.Mi Huaile was taken aback, and immediately got up and turned on the light and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? You...where does it hurt?"

The heart was beating like a drum, pounding, and all the blood was rushing to the eardrums. He couldn't hear Mi Huaile's question, and Shen Guang felt dizzy for a while, and the fishy sweetness surged up from the esophagus and quickly filled his mouth.Holding Mi Huaile's shoulders, barely steadying his swaying body, Shen Guang watched Mi Huaile check anxiously, and wanted to say that it was okay to reassure him, but he was afraid that blood would spurt out of his mouth, so he grabbed him. The trembling little hand pressed against his chest.He was in so much pain, the pain went from his stomach to his spinal cord, and even yelled into his mind, as if a pair of tyrannical hands were tearing the muscles in his stomach, twisting and pulling him to the point of madness.Shen Guang gritted his teeth, swallowed the warm liquid in his mouth, took a few deep breaths, and after relieving the pain, turned over and got out of bed.

Mi Huaile, whose eyes were full of anxiety, was at a loss in panic: "You... Where does it hurt?"

Shen Guang didn't say anything, he waved his hand, went straight into the bathroom, and locked the door behind him. When Mi Huaile heard the sound of vomiting, his heart went up in his throat again.When he came out again, Shen Guang's complexion improved, and he smiled weakly at Mi Huaile: "It's okay, I suddenly feel uncomfortable in my stomach, maybe I drank too much wine recently."

"It's impossible, you're not a doctor, let's go to the hospital." Seeing that he was really worried, Shen Guang couldn't bear to go against him, and nodded.Seeing that Mi Huaile was about to get up and get dressed, Shen Guang hurriedly grabbed him: "Wait until dawn! The pain is gone now, don't worry."

Mi Huaile sat down slowly in doubt, put his arms around Shen Guang's shoulders and kissed his forehead, touched his back, wet with sweat, and his heart tightened even more.