don't talk about the past

Almost breaking through the door, Shen Guang slammed into the research institute like a chicken without a head.The white coat in front of him made him dizzy, his brain seemed to be stuffed with a rag, and his reaction to external stimuli and reactions were half a beat slow. Sweat also flowed down, he was not ready to accept the sudden fact, what if... what if he was taken to the cold storage?

Grabbing a person, barely smoothing his breathing, Shen Guang asked in a hoarse voice, "Where is Doctor Fu?"

The little clerk in the research institute was taken aback for a moment, wondering if this person is sick?Call a doctor when you see someone in a white coat?Which hillbilly from the valley?So he replied angrily: "Freezer!"

Hearing this, Shen Guang almost fell to his knees. He managed to pull himself together, and followed the direction pointed to by the white coat. At the end of the corridor, three large characters suddenly jumped into his eyes, causing his heart to sink to the bottom of the valley.

He didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, Shen Guang slowly touched the cold door, the coolness pierced his skin and penetrated into his bones.It's such a cold place, Mizi, we don't stay here.How can you stay here?Did you forget my arms?Have you forgotten your favorite place?Come back, come back and leave this lifeless place with me, I beg you, I beg you...

Taking a deep breath, Mi Huaile cannot be left here, Shen Guang decided to take his mizi away no matter what!He slammed open the door of the laboratory - Mi Huaile was sitting on Fu Wei's desk (note, he was sitting on the desk) drinking red wine and eating cheese, and the two had a very pleasant chat.

Shen Guang fell down in an instant and slid along the door panel to sit on the ground.Mi Huaile turned pale with fright, jumped down quickly to support Shen Guang, put him on the soft sofa and leaned against him, and said to Fu Wei, "Hurry up and pour a glass of water!"

Hugging Shen Guang's shoulders, Mi Huaile kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't make you worry, I'm wrong, I'm an asshole! I'm sorry, Shen Guang, I was wrong." The people behind him didn't respond at all, Mi Huaile yelled at Fu Wei anxiously, "What should we do now?!"

The joke is too big, whether he can get out of the institute alive depends on the attitude of the fainted man in front of him after waking up.Fu Wei hurried over to check his pupil reaction with a medical flashlight, then crawled on his chest to listen to his heartbeat, and said to Mi Huaile, "Hurry up and pinch him."

Shen Guang slowly opened his eyes, unable to figure out where it was for a while.Rolling his eyes mechanically, he suddenly became excited when he saw Mi Huaile's familiar face.He grabbed Mi Huaile and locked it tightly in his arms, but he said softly as if he was afraid of waking up anything: "Mi...Mizi?"

"Well...it's me..." Mi Huaile stroked Shen Guang's generous back in a panic, preparing to bear his severe reprimand.There should be a measure of trickery, if you scare people out of good or evil, wouldn't you regret it for the rest of your life?

Shen Guang touched Mi Huaile's face in disbelief, and squeezed his palm, making sure it was warm, and heaved a sigh of relief.Suddenly, he held Mi Huaile tightly in his arms as if he was afraid of losing it: "Alive, are you alive?"

Fu Wei stood beside him politely, keeping his mouth shut and daring not to make a sound.As a doctor, he is used to life and death.The dead are gone, and the living will probably go through a period of grief and pain. After that, as time goes by, the reality that I thought I could not accept is still accepted; People who can't survive still live their own lives; the eternity that was thought to be unforgettable now can't even remember what it looks like.This is a human being, do you want to say that you are strong or ruthless?He likes to think of people as a mixture of hormones.Subjected to different hormones at different times, have different behaviors and thoughts.This is why the thoughts and actions of men and women in love tend to be beautiful, while some men and women after breaking up will be tortured by pain and act aggressively.Science has no romance at all, and neither does the relationship between people.

Absolutely not wanting to say that word, Shen Guang earnestly begged Mi Huaile: "Mizi, don't scare me from now on, I thought you..."

"No, if I mess up like this again, you'll hit me hard!" Mi Huaile hastily assured that he was going too far!

Only then did the man relax completely, and the light in his pupils gradually gathered again.

After a day of tossing, both of them were exhausted.When he got home, Mi Huaile fell headfirst on the sofa, turned over and looked up at the ceiling in a state of contemplation.

"Are you tired?" Shen Guang touched his pale cheeks, "Let you toss!"

"Hmm... I won't do it next time, and I won't be able to kill him!" Mi Huaile murmured vaguely.

"Do you dare to do it next time? Your ass will bloom!" The man pitifully kissed Mi Huaile on the cheek, got up to wash his hands, tied on his apron, and prepared to cook.

"Father, what are you doing?" The lazy pig on the sofa didn't even want to lift his eyelids.

"You rest, I will cook some nourishing soup."

Shen Guang really doesn't know how to cook, but because he liked to drink soup and water when he was young, he couldn't go home often in the dormitory when he was in school, and it was expensive to go to restaurants, so he learned to cook soup by himself. After four years, he has mastered excellent cooking skills. Soup kung fu.

Mi Huaile was so satisfied that he felt a slight pain in his chest. Looking at Shen Guang's busy silhouette, he wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.

"Shen Guang..." Mi Huaile said quietly.He doesn't often call Shen Guang by his full name, but once he does, it's a big deal.Shen Guang still remembers the first time Mi Huaile used this title at the beginning. It was when he was found out that he was a CET-[-] and was disqualified from the three-year exam. Mi Huaile was doing ideological work for him as a study committee member.

Shen Guang turned his head and looked straight into Mi Huaile's eyes: "Huh?" Although he pretended to be calm, Shen Guang still had no idea.Mi Huaile patted the empty sofa beside him, "Come here, I have something to tell you."

The man stopped his movements, wiped the water from his hands on the apron, walked up to Mi Huaile and sat down: "Speak."

Looking across Shen Guang's face, Mi Huaile couldn't figure out where to focus.He slowly closed his eyes, feeling astringent and painful, stimulating the eye sockets to become sour.

Wouldn't it make me feel better if I didn't look at him?He owed too much to Shen Guang, and he was not sure if he could pay it off in his life.The man in front of him was no longer the high-spirited boy who had just stepped out of the university campus.There is maturity in his eyes, more seriousness, and more traces of vicissitudes.From the day he stepped into the society, from the day he put on the ring for him, he built him a shelter from the wind and rain, but he made him bear too many burdens that did not belong to him. Responsibility.

Mi Huaile should be happy about what happened today, but why did Fu Wei feel empty and hurt when he said that in a year, you will have a cute baby?Mi Huaile hesitated, he hadn't seriously considered that adding a child would not only bring Shen Guang a different kind of love, but also bring him another shackle.What does such a selfish decision mean to Shen Guang?He never thought about Shen Guang thoroughly.

"Mizi?" Shen Guang gently reminded him, "What's the matter?" Mi Huaile's heart skipped a beat, he licked his dry lips, opened his eyes and looked at Shen Guang quietly.

"Shen Guang, are you angry?" Mi Huaile was cautious, walking on thin ice, "If you are really angry, you can hit me and scold me, don't hold back." His words were like a flood that opened the gate , out of control, "I know that I made this decision very selfishly, and I didn't think about you at all. You are already so busy and have such a heavy burden, and I still make trouble for you. I... I don't know what I thought at the time , I called Fu Wei as soon as my brain got hot. I think our mother doesn't approve of us being together. Charged with unfilial piety. I...I'm too self-assertive." Mi Huaile watched every change in Shen Guang's expression worriedly, "If you are not happy, we won't have children. It's still too late to call Fu Wei." After finishing speaking, Mi Huaile grabbed the phone on the coffee table without waiting for Shen Guang's reaction.

"Mizi!" Shen Guang pressed his hand, "It's not fair to our future baby to say that."

The man stretched out his arms and hugged Mi Huaile, who was on the verge of collapse, into his arms: "I never said that I don't want a child, and this child is the genetic inheritance of you and me, and is the child of both of us. Can you do it for me?" I've thought about it so much, and it's too late for me to be happy, so how could I be angry with you?"

"Really? Didn't you make me happy?" Mi Huaile could no longer see the objects in front of him clearly, tears blurred his vision and were about to overflow his eyes immediately.

"Idiot! You actually want to kill our child with your own hands. If you don't clean up for three days, you will go to the house to expose the tiles, right?" Shen Guang pretended to pat Mi Huaile's butt, "If you think about it, be careful I will bite you."

After all, Mi Huaile couldn't hold on, and looked at Shen Guang complicatedly, tears welling up in his eyes: "Wow - I, I thought, thought you would be angry, then you don't want me, and then you don't want children, and then we will never communicate with each other , and then I was alone with my child alone, and then died in a foreign country, and then..."

"Stop, stop, stop, my god! Where did you get so much? You have a lot of imagination, right? I really can't let you watch so many soap operas, poisoning teenagers."

"Fart! You are a teenager!" Mi Huaile burst into tears when he heard this, and a snot bubble appeared, which made Shen Guang laugh so hard that he couldn't straighten his waist.That smile was extremely cheerful, like a kind of adhesive, gathering together the pieces of Mi Huaile's shattered apprehension, and reassembling them into understanding and comfort.

"Mizi, you scared me." Shen Guang rubbed the top of Mi Huaile's black hair, "Don't call me by my full name in the future, be careful."

"You mean..." Mi Huaile was no longer sure about the meaning of such an expression, he was a little lost by his guilty conscience.

Seeing Mi Huaile's nervousness, Shen Guang put him in his arms again, and rubbed his back distressedly: "Little boy, why are you so stupid? Hehe, don't you usually turn your head around very quickly?"

"You agree?" Mi Huaile's eyes began to be covered with a layer of water vapor again.

"My wife is far-sighted, decisive and wise. I'm too happy to be happy. How can I blame you? But..." Shen Guang deliberately elongated his voice, but did not continue.

Mi Huaile immediately became nervous again: "But what?"

"Haha, but if you cry again, I will 'urge' you, so that you don't cry in fear, but in comfort." When Shen Guang said this, he approached the ear of the person in his arms, and sprayed the scorching breath on the rice. Huai Le's sensitive skin made him blush.

"you!……"

The night is as quiet as water, long and soft, full of mysterious temptation and endless imagination.The wind caressed the window lattice, bringing a song of nature in the vast sky in the distance, and the moon in the sky seemed to be fascinated by it, swaying its body dimly, falling asleep with the rhythm.