The wife is the king of the king
Chapter 032
001.
He knew that Nanmen Xiu was sad, seeing those things happen to Nanmen Xiu, he felt as sad as Nanmen Xiu.
Si Fengsu opened his mouth again and again, but he still couldn't get those words out.
He didn't want Nanmen Xiu to die. Nanmen Xiu had suffered enough. If possible, he hoped that Nanmen Xiu could live happily and live a long life.
Si Fengsu looked at Nanmen Xiu, his eyes were full of despair and pain, and there was also a faint hint of misery.
Why doesn't Nanmenxiu understand?Although the world really treats him badly, there are still people who hope that he can live well.
Si Fengsu suddenly coughed in a muffled voice. He coughed very hard, but within a short while his entire face was flushed from coughing.
That kind of coughing, as if wanting to cough up the heart, is heart-wrenching to watch.
He was already a little unsteady on his feet, but after coughing violently, he had to hold on to the table beside him to barely stand still.
Seeing this, Nanmenxiu took another step forward. He wanted to help, but Si Fengsu took another step back.
Si Fengsu covered his mouth with one hand, he turned around and walked out of the pavilion.With his face flushed from coughing, he staggered, and seeing Nanmenxiu's heart ached.
Seeing Si Fengsu leave the pavilion, seeing him walk away as if running away, Nanmenxiu's heart ached even more.
It was different from the pain after knowing what his father, queen and concubine had done, but another kind of pain that made his heart sore.
Nanmenxiu took two steps forward and chased after him. He chased behind Si Fengsu, and before Si Fengsu could react, he stretched out his arms and hugged him.
Hugging Si Fengsu tightly, the aura from Si Fengsu's body came immediately, smelling the aura belonging to Si Fengsu, Nanmenxiu's painful heart became more and more sour.
Si Fengsu, who was about to leave in desperation, was suddenly hugged, and when he realized it, he froze in place.
He even forgot to cough, and just stared at Nanmen Xiu who was hugging him in shock.
Feeling the strength of Nanmenxiu's embrace, it took a long while for Si Fengsu to react.
His body trembled uncontrollably, and his face, which was flushed red from coughing, became even more red.
This time, even the pinnae of his neck turned red.
Si Fengsu was a little at a loss, he just stared at Nanmenxiu stupidly.
"I didn't mean that." Nanmenxiu's voice came.
Si Fengsu recovered from the shock, he gritted his teeth, not knowing what to say.
Nanmenxiu's hug made Si Fengsu's inexplicably sore nose, and his already red eyes became even redder.
Si Fengsu's pale lips trembled slightly, he took two deep breaths, and then held back the water vapor gradually overflowing from his eyes.
Nanmenxiu raised his head and looked at Si Fengsu's face.Seeing Si Fengsu turning his head away from him, looking at Si Fengsu's red eyes, Nanmen Xiu was also a little speechless.
"I don't know what to do." Nanmenxiu heard his own voice, and his voice was already trembling.
He didn't want to hurt Si Fengsu, he didn't hate Si Fengsu long ago, and he couldn't hate Si Fengsu long ago.
Even compared to hatred, he is more guilty and distressed now.
When Si Fengsu heard the words, he noticed the tremor in Nanmenxiu's voice, and he turned his head to look at the past.
Seeing the guilt and pain on Nanmen Xiu's face, he immediately reached out and hugged Nanmen Xiu.
Compared with Nanmen Xiu's hug, he used much more force. He tried his best, as if he wanted to melt Nanmen Xiu into his flesh and blood.
Si Fengsu really wanted to do this, if he could do it, if he could, then he would definitely repair and protect the south gate, so that he would never have to suffer from this again.
How could the person he likes so much be willing to let him be so sad?
Si Fengsu hugged Nanmen Xiu tightly, and buried his head on Nanmen Xiu's shoulder. He sucked the breath from Nanmen Xiu's body, and said in an almost pleading voice, "Don't do that, okay?"
Nanmen Xiu didn't speak, and Si Fengsu didn't let him go either.
Si Fengsu continued: "Live well, and he wants you to live well."
The same is true for Nanmen Jin, he believes in this, he believes that Nanmen Jin will never agree with Nanmen Xiu's plan.
Nanmen Jin, who can do such things for Nanmenxiu, how could he be willing to die for Nanmenxiu, how could he be willing to let him disappear from this world?
Si Fengsu hugged Nanmen Xiu tightly, "Don't leave me alone, okay?"
It has been more than ten years since he was selected as a proton and sent to Yi Country, and from the time he knew Nanmen Xiu to this moment.
During this period, he has been chasing Nanmenxiu's back for half his life.
He has long been used to the world with Nanmen Xiu, Si Fengsu feels panic and fear when he thinks of the days without Nanmen Xiu in this world.
Thinking of such a day, Si Fengsu was a little out of breath, and a sharp pain came from his throat, which made him cough immediately.
If there is really no Nanmenxiu in this world, then why would he have to endure all this.
Feeling the pain, Si Fengsu raised his head and looked at Nanmenxiu with red eyes, "It's easy to die, I knew it would be easy, but nothing will be left after death..."
Nanmenxiu looked into those eyes quietly, and listening to the trembling voice almost choking, he didn't know what to do for a moment.
Facing Si Fengsu like this, he didn't know what he should do.
"Your imperial brother, he also wants you to live." Si Fengsu grabbed Nanmenxiu tightly.
If Nanmen Jin is more important than him to Nanmenxiu, then it doesn't matter, as long as Nanmenxiu can be persuaded to give up such an idea.
"I..." Nanmenxiu smiled wryly, he didn't know how to answer more and more, even if Nanmenjin thought so, how could he live with peace of mind?
Because Nanmen Jin also thinks the same way, so he can live in peace of mind, he can't do this kind of thing.
Ever since I found out the truth of the matter and the existence of Nanmen Jin, I don't know whether he is getting more and more ill or he is getting more and more sober.
He has already recalled some things that he didn't know before. The concubine mother in his memory is no longer the concubine mother who was always gentle and gentle.
He had already remembered that when he grew up a little bit, his mother and concubine told him about the things in the court and the harem with an ugly face, told him things to work hard, and there were some clips of his mother and concubine hysterical in front of him .
Knowing this from other people's mouth, and actually recalling what I experienced personally are two completely different things.
When he heard it from Si Fengsu, he was more shocked and couldn't believe it.
But when he really recalled these things, the fear and anxiety in his heart when he was still young at that time were also remembered.
Feeling the fear and uneasiness, and thinking about the other things Si Fengsu had said, Nanmenxiu didn't even dare to think about his brother Nanmenjin's feelings at that time.
When his imperial brother appeared, he was only 13 years old. How scared should he be at that time?
But even so, he still clenched the knife in his hand and endured everything.
"Promise me." Si Fengsu grabbed Nanmen Xiu's arm, and he used a lot of strength, as if Nanmen Xiu would disappear in front of him if he let go a little.
"I'm sorry..." Nanmenxiu avoided Si Fengsu's sight in some embarrassment.
Nanmenxiu slowly let go of Si Fengsu's hand. He didn't know why he did it just now. At that time, he just felt distressed and wanted to hug Si Fengsu, so he chased after him.
Si Fengsu felt the strength of Nanmen Xiu's release, and his black and white eyes were more desperate, but he followed Nanmen Xiu's movements and slowly released Nanmen Xiu.
Letting go of Nanmen Xiu, Si Fengsu stared straight at him, unwilling to move his eyes away.
"I'll go back first." Nanmen Xiu lowered his head, and while speaking, he walked towards the outside of the imperial garden.
His back was a bit embarrassed, as if he was running away, running away from Si Fengsu's eyes staring at him.
Returning to the residence, Nanmenxiu sat in the room, but his heart could not be diverted from Si Fengsu.
He would always think of Si Fengsu's words, and Si Fengsu's desperate eyes looking at him.
That conversation broke up badly, and after that, Si Fengsu changed completely.
Si Fengsu always appeared, as if he was afraid that he would do something stupid where he couldn't see, wishing to be by his side all day long, even sleeping.
He also became more and more cautious, always looking at him with worried eyes.
After that, Si Fengsu even brought some government affairs to the palace here. For this reason, he also collected a lot of miscellaneous notes for Nanmen Xiu.
In this way, Nanmenxiu could read while he was dealing with government affairs.
Regarding Si Fengsu's approach, Nanmenxiu understood in his heart, he did not refuse, but followed Si Fengsu's actions.
Si Fengsu was handling government affairs, so he read the miscellaneous notes.He knew that only in this way could Si Fengsu feel at ease.
Not long after that time, it rained heavily for several days.
After the rain, the weather turned cooler, which made Si Fengsu's situation even more serious for Si Fengsu, who hadn't recovered from the wind and cold he suffered when he climbed the tower.
As the weather became humid and cool day by day, Si Fengsu coughed more and more frequently.
In the past, Nanmenxiu only saw him cough once or twice, but now he was sitting on the sidelines dealing with government affairs, always holding a handkerchief in his hand.
Finally, the rain stopped for a day. Nanmenxiu was relieved to see the gradually clear sky, but it rained heavily that night again.
The rain was heavy, and it turned into a drizzle by the next morning.
In the early morning, Nanmenxiu, who was in a light sleep, woke up early.
He came to the window, opened it, and looked out of the window under the drizzle.
Because of the continuous heavy rain in the past few days, all the beautiful petals in the flower garden that were blooming in the courtyard were knocked down by the rain, and now only the stamens are left.
The flower garden was miserable, but on the ground outside the flower garden, in the rain, there were various flower petals falling.
There is a lot of rain, and puddles are formed on the ground. As the rain falls, the petals are spinning on it.
Nanmenxiu stood at the window and watched for a long time, until Si Fengsu's voice came from beside him.
"Why are you standing by the window?" Si Fengsu had come over at some point, "It's cold here, don't catch the wind and cold."
Nanmenxiu looked back, Si Fengsu had an extra coat on his body than before.
Looking at Si Fengsu like this, Nanmenxiu felt somewhat uncomfortable.
Although the weather is cooler now, it is still summer after all, and only Si Fengsu wears such thick clothes.
"I asked someone to bring over a bowl of warm soup." After Si Fengsu explained, he sat down at the table and began to deal with his government affairs.
Nanmenxiu glanced out of the window again, he pulled the window shut, and after closing the window, he went to the door and closed the door together.
The cold air from outside will only make Si Fengsu feel more uncomfortable.
After finishing all this, Nanmenxiu sat not far from Si Fengsu, took out the book of travel notes that he hadn't finished reading yesterday, and continued to read.
The rain outside the window is pattering, occasionally accompanied by a little wind, such a day is suitable for reading a book quietly.
In that silence, Nanmenxiu soon immersed himself in the travel notes in his hand.
He hadn't had such an experience for a long time.
He has been known as a genius since he was a child, and he has learned much more than others.
When he grows up, his mother and concubine can't wait to let him learn everything in the world. If he wants to read travel notes leisurely, that is absolutely not allowed.
Later, he was also involved in the scramble for the position of the crown prince, and he was even less free at that time.
After becoming the king of God, he was busy with government affairs all day long, only busier than before.
Nanmenxiu looked at the travel notes in front of him with a somewhat indifferent smile on his face, enjoying it a little.It seemed that even the depression that had weighed on his heart in recent days disappeared without a trace.
But in the silence, a muffled cough spread, making Nanmen Xiu have to look back.
"Sorry to disturb you." Si Fengsu looked over.
"No." Nanmen Xiu continued to read without any intention, he put the travel notes in his hand aside, and looked at Si Fengsu quietly.
Looking at Si Fengsu, who was dressed thicker than others, Nanmenxiu did some calculations, only to realize that autumn is not far away.
After this heavy rain, although there is still some distance to go directly to autumn, the weather may not be as hot as usual.
And Si Fengsu has already been like this before autumn, if winter really comes, how will he live?
"What's wrong?" Si Fengsu asked with some doubts when he noticed that Nanmenxiu was looking at him motionless.
Nanmenxiu's lips moved slightly, he wanted to say sorry, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.
"Is there really no other way?" Nanmenxiu asked.
When Si Fengsu heard the words, there was some doubt in his eyes at first, and then he realized that Nanmenxiu was referring to his old illness.
"You know?" Si Fengsu was a little surprised.
It has been a long time since this incident, even some court ladies and eunuchs in the palace didn't know about it, how could Nanmenxiu know about it?
002.
Nanmen Xiu nodded, "I was a little concerned, so I asked."
Speaking of this matter, Nanmenxiu couldn't help but smile wryly, could it be that if he didn't ask, Si Fengsu was going to not tell him for the rest of his life?
If it wasn't because he asked more thoughtfully before, maybe until now, he would only think that Si Fengsu coughed because of the cold.
"It's already an old disease." Si Fengsu paused, "Don't worry about it."
Si Fengsu wanted to say not to worry, but he couldn't.
"And I'm already used to it." Si Fengsu said again.
He is really used to it. Over the past few years, he has too many things to plan and do, and he doesn't care about it at all.
"You should see the imperial physician." Nanmenxiu said.
Si Fengsu put down the pen in his hand, and he smiled relaxedly, "I've seen it, the imperial doctor said there is no other way, it's the only way."
After the words fell, Si Fengsu said briskly again: "It's actually quite lucky, at least it didn't hurt my throat, and I can still talk."
Si Fengsu always felt very lucky about this matter, he survived and did not lose his voice.If he hadn't survived at the beginning, Nanmen Xiu might still be in the hellish Yiguo Palace now.
Si Fengsu said this easily, but Nanmenxiu felt even more uncomfortable when he heard it.
"You should send more people out to search, maybe you can find some strange people." Nanmen Xiu said.
When he was chatting with the big palace lady before, he heard from the big palace lady that after Si Fengsu knew about his situation, he had been looking outside for a miracle doctor who could cure him.
For this, he spent a lot of manpower, financial resources and energy, and spent several years before he finally found the grand lady.
Si Fengsu can spend so much manpower, money and energy to find a doctor for him, but he has no time to see his illness.
Compared with him, the possibility of finding a cure for Si Fengsu's old illness is obviously much higher than his current illness.
Si Fengsu listened to Nanmenxiu's words, and seeing the disapproval on Nanmenxiu's face, he froze for a moment, then giggled.
Si Fengsu smiled foolishly, without the majesty that an emperor should have at all, making Nanmen Xiu somewhat puzzled, "What?"
Si Fengsu shook his head, but it could be seen that he was in a very good mood.
Nanmenxiu cast a puzzled look at him.
Si Fengsu smiled, and then said: "Are you caring about me?"
Nanmenxiu was taken aback by the question, he quickly looked away and looked aside.
Being watched by Si Fengsu's smiling and gentle eyes, Nanmenxiu was a little embarrassed.
Nanmenxiu opened his mouth reflexively, wanting to say no, but thinking of the cautiousness and anticipation in Si Fengsu's eyes, Nanmenxiu couldn't say anything.
It's not that he doesn't care about Si Fengsu, he does care about Si Fengsu.
Thinking about this, Nanmenxiu felt a little embarrassed for a moment, he took the travel notes on the table and read them again.
But looking at the travel note again, he read the same line several times, but he didn't see a single word in his mind.
After reading for a while, and still not reading a single word, Nanmenxiu let out a breath as if giving up. He looked away from the travel notes and looked at Si Fengsu again.
Si Fengsu, who was peeping at him, noticed it, and quickly turned his gaze back to look at the notebook on the table.It's just that he put on a serious face, but the corners of his eyes and brows are full of smiles.
Even if the sky outside the house was cloudy and the light rain kept pattering, it could not affect the sunshine in his brows and heart in the slightest.
Nanmenxiu looked at him, and there was an indescribable throbbing in his heart. It felt like blood was flowing backwards, and something was melting.
Nanmenxiu opened his mouth and said, "I am concerned about you."
After Nanmenxiu's words fell, Si Fengsu, who suddenly raised his head to look at him, stared at him with surprised eyes, and he said again: "It's all because of me, so I naturally feel guilty."
Listening to Nanmenxiu's words, Si Fengsu's expression of surprise and surprise gradually faded away, showing a bit more helplessness and disappointment.
He knew Nanmenxiu's disposition, he must have taken the poisoning incident on his own shoulders again.
The corner of Si Fengsu's mouth twitched, and he couldn't smile anymore.
Si Fengsu's throat was sore, what he wanted was Nanmenxiu's concern, not because of guilt over these things, those were two completely different things.
The expression on Si Fengsu's face changed, from a smile between his brows at the beginning to a look of disappointment and grievance, Nanmen Xiu's heart also changed.
Nanmenxiu couldn't tell what it was like, he only knew that he didn't like it very much.
He knew that he had said something wrong and that Si Fengsu had misunderstood him.
It's not that he doesn't care about Si Fengsu, nor is it because Si Fengsu was poisoned for him, so he feels guilty and worried.
In the past, Nanmen Xiu might not be able to explain, but now looking at Si Fengsu, his lips opened without authorization, "I mean, I am worried about you, let alone you are doing this because of me."
When Si Fengsu heard this, he was very surprised by Nanmenxiu's explanation of the matter itself.
Hearing Nanmenxiu's words, he thought for a while, and seemed to understand what Nanmenxiu meant, but at the same time he seemed a little confused, but in general, he understood that Nanmenxiu cared about him.
After understanding what Nanmenxiu meant, Si Fengsu, who was still downcast and disappointed just now, instantly raised his tail behind his buttocks and began to wag it non-stop.
He also began to hum, humming an unknown tune, and his whole body was so excited that he was about to fly.
Si Fengsu is like this, Nanmenxiu just finds it funny.
Even though they are already the kings of God, they are still so easy to coax.
"Did you do the same when you were in the palace?" Nanmen Xiu looked at the big tail behind Si Fengsu that didn't exist, but was wagging very happily.
Si Fengsu understood Nanmenxiu's meaning at a glance, his face flushed, a little bit annoyed.
He hid his tail, but he couldn't hide the love in his heart, and he showed his original shape again after a while.
Si Fengsu, who couldn't help but smile on his face, said: "I only do this in front of you."
After finishing speaking, he looked at Nanmen Xiu nervously.
He likes Nanmenxiu's matter, he has talked with Nanmenxiu several times, but it is the first time that he is really so presumptuous.
Before the south gate was repaired, the windows and doors were closed. Although it was still daytime, the light in the room was still a little dark.
Si Fengsu looked at Nanmen Xiu with narrowed eyes, for fear of missing the expression on Nanmen Xiu's face.
When Nanmenxiu heard the words, he was a little startled and also a little bit wanting to laugh, he said again: "I think you are easy to coax."
Si Fengsu stared, he blinked and said seriously: "I'm only coaxing you."
Don't say it's coaxing, as long as Nanmen Xiu smiles at him, he can't wait to give him the whole world.
If he said a word of care to him, he would immediately become what he is now, wishing to give him the whole world.
The author has something to say: Last night I dreamed that my kitten was lost, and then I searched and searched for a long time. When I found it, it died. I was crying to death TVT
Netizen: Yu Baobao w Comments: I am so afraid that this moment of unraveling my heart will suddenly appear, no, I can't have such a brain.Ahhhh, come on!looking forward to looking forward to
Netizen: Nianmo Comments: After Liao, I think everything Xiuxiu does is so cute, except for the fact that he doesn’t want to live anymore orz I don’t think the two personalities need to be fused, the elder brother can still protect him in the younger brother’s body , at least for now, they can talk?It's not that the elder brother has to disappear when the younger brother grows up.Think carefully about having a brother inside and Su Su outside, thinking about how happy Xiuxiu is to start a new life in the future.
Netizen: Braised Pork Comments: Distressed by Shoushou
Netizen: Jessica commented: Xiu will definitely be fine!But when I think that Jin might disappear, my heart hurts qaq
Netizen: Ganoderma lucidum_Lingzhi's comment: Woooooo, it's so miserable
Netizen: A resistance comment: Su Su is too difficult, woo woo, Xiu Xiu like this kid soon
Netizen: Ru Muxi commented: Is this a sweet article! ? ? ? ?
Netizen: Sister Xiaobai Comments: Seeing Gong come in, I don’t even know the subject, I think it’s ridiculous, but then I thought about it, when I was studying and reading novels at night, I didn’t realize whether the head teacher came in through the front door or the back door, so I figured it out Yes, it was too serious after all.
Netizen: Yun Yichen Comments: ???? It's so cruel, why do I want to see more knives?
Netizen: Long Yu commented: Help Xiu with some sorcery and separate from Jin, so that Jin can have her own body
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He knew that Nanmen Xiu was sad, seeing those things happen to Nanmen Xiu, he felt as sad as Nanmen Xiu.
Si Fengsu opened his mouth again and again, but he still couldn't get those words out.
He didn't want Nanmen Xiu to die. Nanmen Xiu had suffered enough. If possible, he hoped that Nanmen Xiu could live happily and live a long life.
Si Fengsu looked at Nanmen Xiu, his eyes were full of despair and pain, and there was also a faint hint of misery.
Why doesn't Nanmenxiu understand?Although the world really treats him badly, there are still people who hope that he can live well.
Si Fengsu suddenly coughed in a muffled voice. He coughed very hard, but within a short while his entire face was flushed from coughing.
That kind of coughing, as if wanting to cough up the heart, is heart-wrenching to watch.
He was already a little unsteady on his feet, but after coughing violently, he had to hold on to the table beside him to barely stand still.
Seeing this, Nanmenxiu took another step forward. He wanted to help, but Si Fengsu took another step back.
Si Fengsu covered his mouth with one hand, he turned around and walked out of the pavilion.With his face flushed from coughing, he staggered, and seeing Nanmenxiu's heart ached.
Seeing Si Fengsu leave the pavilion, seeing him walk away as if running away, Nanmenxiu's heart ached even more.
It was different from the pain after knowing what his father, queen and concubine had done, but another kind of pain that made his heart sore.
Nanmenxiu took two steps forward and chased after him. He chased behind Si Fengsu, and before Si Fengsu could react, he stretched out his arms and hugged him.
Hugging Si Fengsu tightly, the aura from Si Fengsu's body came immediately, smelling the aura belonging to Si Fengsu, Nanmenxiu's painful heart became more and more sour.
Si Fengsu, who was about to leave in desperation, was suddenly hugged, and when he realized it, he froze in place.
He even forgot to cough, and just stared at Nanmen Xiu who was hugging him in shock.
Feeling the strength of Nanmenxiu's embrace, it took a long while for Si Fengsu to react.
His body trembled uncontrollably, and his face, which was flushed red from coughing, became even more red.
This time, even the pinnae of his neck turned red.
Si Fengsu was a little at a loss, he just stared at Nanmenxiu stupidly.
"I didn't mean that." Nanmenxiu's voice came.
Si Fengsu recovered from the shock, he gritted his teeth, not knowing what to say.
Nanmenxiu's hug made Si Fengsu's inexplicably sore nose, and his already red eyes became even redder.
Si Fengsu's pale lips trembled slightly, he took two deep breaths, and then held back the water vapor gradually overflowing from his eyes.
Nanmenxiu raised his head and looked at Si Fengsu's face.Seeing Si Fengsu turning his head away from him, looking at Si Fengsu's red eyes, Nanmen Xiu was also a little speechless.
"I don't know what to do." Nanmenxiu heard his own voice, and his voice was already trembling.
He didn't want to hurt Si Fengsu, he didn't hate Si Fengsu long ago, and he couldn't hate Si Fengsu long ago.
Even compared to hatred, he is more guilty and distressed now.
When Si Fengsu heard the words, he noticed the tremor in Nanmenxiu's voice, and he turned his head to look at the past.
Seeing the guilt and pain on Nanmen Xiu's face, he immediately reached out and hugged Nanmen Xiu.
Compared with Nanmen Xiu's hug, he used much more force. He tried his best, as if he wanted to melt Nanmen Xiu into his flesh and blood.
Si Fengsu really wanted to do this, if he could do it, if he could, then he would definitely repair and protect the south gate, so that he would never have to suffer from this again.
How could the person he likes so much be willing to let him be so sad?
Si Fengsu hugged Nanmen Xiu tightly, and buried his head on Nanmen Xiu's shoulder. He sucked the breath from Nanmen Xiu's body, and said in an almost pleading voice, "Don't do that, okay?"
Nanmen Xiu didn't speak, and Si Fengsu didn't let him go either.
Si Fengsu continued: "Live well, and he wants you to live well."
The same is true for Nanmen Jin, he believes in this, he believes that Nanmen Jin will never agree with Nanmen Xiu's plan.
Nanmen Jin, who can do such things for Nanmenxiu, how could he be willing to die for Nanmenxiu, how could he be willing to let him disappear from this world?
Si Fengsu hugged Nanmen Xiu tightly, "Don't leave me alone, okay?"
It has been more than ten years since he was selected as a proton and sent to Yi Country, and from the time he knew Nanmen Xiu to this moment.
During this period, he has been chasing Nanmenxiu's back for half his life.
He has long been used to the world with Nanmen Xiu, Si Fengsu feels panic and fear when he thinks of the days without Nanmen Xiu in this world.
Thinking of such a day, Si Fengsu was a little out of breath, and a sharp pain came from his throat, which made him cough immediately.
If there is really no Nanmenxiu in this world, then why would he have to endure all this.
Feeling the pain, Si Fengsu raised his head and looked at Nanmenxiu with red eyes, "It's easy to die, I knew it would be easy, but nothing will be left after death..."
Nanmenxiu looked into those eyes quietly, and listening to the trembling voice almost choking, he didn't know what to do for a moment.
Facing Si Fengsu like this, he didn't know what he should do.
"Your imperial brother, he also wants you to live." Si Fengsu grabbed Nanmenxiu tightly.
If Nanmen Jin is more important than him to Nanmenxiu, then it doesn't matter, as long as Nanmenxiu can be persuaded to give up such an idea.
"I..." Nanmenxiu smiled wryly, he didn't know how to answer more and more, even if Nanmenjin thought so, how could he live with peace of mind?
Because Nanmen Jin also thinks the same way, so he can live in peace of mind, he can't do this kind of thing.
Ever since I found out the truth of the matter and the existence of Nanmen Jin, I don't know whether he is getting more and more ill or he is getting more and more sober.
He has already recalled some things that he didn't know before. The concubine mother in his memory is no longer the concubine mother who was always gentle and gentle.
He had already remembered that when he grew up a little bit, his mother and concubine told him about the things in the court and the harem with an ugly face, told him things to work hard, and there were some clips of his mother and concubine hysterical in front of him .
Knowing this from other people's mouth, and actually recalling what I experienced personally are two completely different things.
When he heard it from Si Fengsu, he was more shocked and couldn't believe it.
But when he really recalled these things, the fear and anxiety in his heart when he was still young at that time were also remembered.
Feeling the fear and uneasiness, and thinking about the other things Si Fengsu had said, Nanmenxiu didn't even dare to think about his brother Nanmenjin's feelings at that time.
When his imperial brother appeared, he was only 13 years old. How scared should he be at that time?
But even so, he still clenched the knife in his hand and endured everything.
"Promise me." Si Fengsu grabbed Nanmen Xiu's arm, and he used a lot of strength, as if Nanmen Xiu would disappear in front of him if he let go a little.
"I'm sorry..." Nanmenxiu avoided Si Fengsu's sight in some embarrassment.
Nanmenxiu slowly let go of Si Fengsu's hand. He didn't know why he did it just now. At that time, he just felt distressed and wanted to hug Si Fengsu, so he chased after him.
Si Fengsu felt the strength of Nanmen Xiu's release, and his black and white eyes were more desperate, but he followed Nanmen Xiu's movements and slowly released Nanmen Xiu.
Letting go of Nanmen Xiu, Si Fengsu stared straight at him, unwilling to move his eyes away.
"I'll go back first." Nanmen Xiu lowered his head, and while speaking, he walked towards the outside of the imperial garden.
His back was a bit embarrassed, as if he was running away, running away from Si Fengsu's eyes staring at him.
Returning to the residence, Nanmenxiu sat in the room, but his heart could not be diverted from Si Fengsu.
He would always think of Si Fengsu's words, and Si Fengsu's desperate eyes looking at him.
That conversation broke up badly, and after that, Si Fengsu changed completely.
Si Fengsu always appeared, as if he was afraid that he would do something stupid where he couldn't see, wishing to be by his side all day long, even sleeping.
He also became more and more cautious, always looking at him with worried eyes.
After that, Si Fengsu even brought some government affairs to the palace here. For this reason, he also collected a lot of miscellaneous notes for Nanmen Xiu.
In this way, Nanmenxiu could read while he was dealing with government affairs.
Regarding Si Fengsu's approach, Nanmenxiu understood in his heart, he did not refuse, but followed Si Fengsu's actions.
Si Fengsu was handling government affairs, so he read the miscellaneous notes.He knew that only in this way could Si Fengsu feel at ease.
Not long after that time, it rained heavily for several days.
After the rain, the weather turned cooler, which made Si Fengsu's situation even more serious for Si Fengsu, who hadn't recovered from the wind and cold he suffered when he climbed the tower.
As the weather became humid and cool day by day, Si Fengsu coughed more and more frequently.
In the past, Nanmenxiu only saw him cough once or twice, but now he was sitting on the sidelines dealing with government affairs, always holding a handkerchief in his hand.
Finally, the rain stopped for a day. Nanmenxiu was relieved to see the gradually clear sky, but it rained heavily that night again.
The rain was heavy, and it turned into a drizzle by the next morning.
In the early morning, Nanmenxiu, who was in a light sleep, woke up early.
He came to the window, opened it, and looked out of the window under the drizzle.
Because of the continuous heavy rain in the past few days, all the beautiful petals in the flower garden that were blooming in the courtyard were knocked down by the rain, and now only the stamens are left.
The flower garden was miserable, but on the ground outside the flower garden, in the rain, there were various flower petals falling.
There is a lot of rain, and puddles are formed on the ground. As the rain falls, the petals are spinning on it.
Nanmenxiu stood at the window and watched for a long time, until Si Fengsu's voice came from beside him.
"Why are you standing by the window?" Si Fengsu had come over at some point, "It's cold here, don't catch the wind and cold."
Nanmenxiu looked back, Si Fengsu had an extra coat on his body than before.
Looking at Si Fengsu like this, Nanmenxiu felt somewhat uncomfortable.
Although the weather is cooler now, it is still summer after all, and only Si Fengsu wears such thick clothes.
"I asked someone to bring over a bowl of warm soup." After Si Fengsu explained, he sat down at the table and began to deal with his government affairs.
Nanmenxiu glanced out of the window again, he pulled the window shut, and after closing the window, he went to the door and closed the door together.
The cold air from outside will only make Si Fengsu feel more uncomfortable.
After finishing all this, Nanmenxiu sat not far from Si Fengsu, took out the book of travel notes that he hadn't finished reading yesterday, and continued to read.
The rain outside the window is pattering, occasionally accompanied by a little wind, such a day is suitable for reading a book quietly.
In that silence, Nanmenxiu soon immersed himself in the travel notes in his hand.
He hadn't had such an experience for a long time.
He has been known as a genius since he was a child, and he has learned much more than others.
When he grows up, his mother and concubine can't wait to let him learn everything in the world. If he wants to read travel notes leisurely, that is absolutely not allowed.
Later, he was also involved in the scramble for the position of the crown prince, and he was even less free at that time.
After becoming the king of God, he was busy with government affairs all day long, only busier than before.
Nanmenxiu looked at the travel notes in front of him with a somewhat indifferent smile on his face, enjoying it a little.It seemed that even the depression that had weighed on his heart in recent days disappeared without a trace.
But in the silence, a muffled cough spread, making Nanmen Xiu have to look back.
"Sorry to disturb you." Si Fengsu looked over.
"No." Nanmen Xiu continued to read without any intention, he put the travel notes in his hand aside, and looked at Si Fengsu quietly.
Looking at Si Fengsu, who was dressed thicker than others, Nanmenxiu did some calculations, only to realize that autumn is not far away.
After this heavy rain, although there is still some distance to go directly to autumn, the weather may not be as hot as usual.
And Si Fengsu has already been like this before autumn, if winter really comes, how will he live?
"What's wrong?" Si Fengsu asked with some doubts when he noticed that Nanmenxiu was looking at him motionless.
Nanmenxiu's lips moved slightly, he wanted to say sorry, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.
"Is there really no other way?" Nanmenxiu asked.
When Si Fengsu heard the words, there was some doubt in his eyes at first, and then he realized that Nanmenxiu was referring to his old illness.
"You know?" Si Fengsu was a little surprised.
It has been a long time since this incident, even some court ladies and eunuchs in the palace didn't know about it, how could Nanmenxiu know about it?
002.
Nanmen Xiu nodded, "I was a little concerned, so I asked."
Speaking of this matter, Nanmenxiu couldn't help but smile wryly, could it be that if he didn't ask, Si Fengsu was going to not tell him for the rest of his life?
If it wasn't because he asked more thoughtfully before, maybe until now, he would only think that Si Fengsu coughed because of the cold.
"It's already an old disease." Si Fengsu paused, "Don't worry about it."
Si Fengsu wanted to say not to worry, but he couldn't.
"And I'm already used to it." Si Fengsu said again.
He is really used to it. Over the past few years, he has too many things to plan and do, and he doesn't care about it at all.
"You should see the imperial physician." Nanmenxiu said.
Si Fengsu put down the pen in his hand, and he smiled relaxedly, "I've seen it, the imperial doctor said there is no other way, it's the only way."
After the words fell, Si Fengsu said briskly again: "It's actually quite lucky, at least it didn't hurt my throat, and I can still talk."
Si Fengsu always felt very lucky about this matter, he survived and did not lose his voice.If he hadn't survived at the beginning, Nanmen Xiu might still be in the hellish Yiguo Palace now.
Si Fengsu said this easily, but Nanmenxiu felt even more uncomfortable when he heard it.
"You should send more people out to search, maybe you can find some strange people." Nanmen Xiu said.
When he was chatting with the big palace lady before, he heard from the big palace lady that after Si Fengsu knew about his situation, he had been looking outside for a miracle doctor who could cure him.
For this, he spent a lot of manpower, financial resources and energy, and spent several years before he finally found the grand lady.
Si Fengsu can spend so much manpower, money and energy to find a doctor for him, but he has no time to see his illness.
Compared with him, the possibility of finding a cure for Si Fengsu's old illness is obviously much higher than his current illness.
Si Fengsu listened to Nanmenxiu's words, and seeing the disapproval on Nanmenxiu's face, he froze for a moment, then giggled.
Si Fengsu smiled foolishly, without the majesty that an emperor should have at all, making Nanmen Xiu somewhat puzzled, "What?"
Si Fengsu shook his head, but it could be seen that he was in a very good mood.
Nanmenxiu cast a puzzled look at him.
Si Fengsu smiled, and then said: "Are you caring about me?"
Nanmenxiu was taken aback by the question, he quickly looked away and looked aside.
Being watched by Si Fengsu's smiling and gentle eyes, Nanmenxiu was a little embarrassed.
Nanmenxiu opened his mouth reflexively, wanting to say no, but thinking of the cautiousness and anticipation in Si Fengsu's eyes, Nanmenxiu couldn't say anything.
It's not that he doesn't care about Si Fengsu, he does care about Si Fengsu.
Thinking about this, Nanmenxiu felt a little embarrassed for a moment, he took the travel notes on the table and read them again.
But looking at the travel note again, he read the same line several times, but he didn't see a single word in his mind.
After reading for a while, and still not reading a single word, Nanmenxiu let out a breath as if giving up. He looked away from the travel notes and looked at Si Fengsu again.
Si Fengsu, who was peeping at him, noticed it, and quickly turned his gaze back to look at the notebook on the table.It's just that he put on a serious face, but the corners of his eyes and brows are full of smiles.
Even if the sky outside the house was cloudy and the light rain kept pattering, it could not affect the sunshine in his brows and heart in the slightest.
Nanmenxiu looked at him, and there was an indescribable throbbing in his heart. It felt like blood was flowing backwards, and something was melting.
Nanmenxiu opened his mouth and said, "I am concerned about you."
After Nanmenxiu's words fell, Si Fengsu, who suddenly raised his head to look at him, stared at him with surprised eyes, and he said again: "It's all because of me, so I naturally feel guilty."
Listening to Nanmenxiu's words, Si Fengsu's expression of surprise and surprise gradually faded away, showing a bit more helplessness and disappointment.
He knew Nanmenxiu's disposition, he must have taken the poisoning incident on his own shoulders again.
The corner of Si Fengsu's mouth twitched, and he couldn't smile anymore.
Si Fengsu's throat was sore, what he wanted was Nanmenxiu's concern, not because of guilt over these things, those were two completely different things.
The expression on Si Fengsu's face changed, from a smile between his brows at the beginning to a look of disappointment and grievance, Nanmen Xiu's heart also changed.
Nanmenxiu couldn't tell what it was like, he only knew that he didn't like it very much.
He knew that he had said something wrong and that Si Fengsu had misunderstood him.
It's not that he doesn't care about Si Fengsu, nor is it because Si Fengsu was poisoned for him, so he feels guilty and worried.
In the past, Nanmen Xiu might not be able to explain, but now looking at Si Fengsu, his lips opened without authorization, "I mean, I am worried about you, let alone you are doing this because of me."
When Si Fengsu heard this, he was very surprised by Nanmenxiu's explanation of the matter itself.
Hearing Nanmenxiu's words, he thought for a while, and seemed to understand what Nanmenxiu meant, but at the same time he seemed a little confused, but in general, he understood that Nanmenxiu cared about him.
After understanding what Nanmenxiu meant, Si Fengsu, who was still downcast and disappointed just now, instantly raised his tail behind his buttocks and began to wag it non-stop.
He also began to hum, humming an unknown tune, and his whole body was so excited that he was about to fly.
Si Fengsu is like this, Nanmenxiu just finds it funny.
Even though they are already the kings of God, they are still so easy to coax.
"Did you do the same when you were in the palace?" Nanmen Xiu looked at the big tail behind Si Fengsu that didn't exist, but was wagging very happily.
Si Fengsu understood Nanmenxiu's meaning at a glance, his face flushed, a little bit annoyed.
He hid his tail, but he couldn't hide the love in his heart, and he showed his original shape again after a while.
Si Fengsu, who couldn't help but smile on his face, said: "I only do this in front of you."
After finishing speaking, he looked at Nanmen Xiu nervously.
He likes Nanmenxiu's matter, he has talked with Nanmenxiu several times, but it is the first time that he is really so presumptuous.
Before the south gate was repaired, the windows and doors were closed. Although it was still daytime, the light in the room was still a little dark.
Si Fengsu looked at Nanmen Xiu with narrowed eyes, for fear of missing the expression on Nanmen Xiu's face.
When Nanmenxiu heard the words, he was a little startled and also a little bit wanting to laugh, he said again: "I think you are easy to coax."
Si Fengsu stared, he blinked and said seriously: "I'm only coaxing you."
Don't say it's coaxing, as long as Nanmen Xiu smiles at him, he can't wait to give him the whole world.
If he said a word of care to him, he would immediately become what he is now, wishing to give him the whole world.
The author has something to say: Last night I dreamed that my kitten was lost, and then I searched and searched for a long time. When I found it, it died. I was crying to death TVT
Netizen: Yu Baobao w Comments: I am so afraid that this moment of unraveling my heart will suddenly appear, no, I can't have such a brain.Ahhhh, come on!looking forward to looking forward to
Netizen: Nianmo Comments: After Liao, I think everything Xiuxiu does is so cute, except for the fact that he doesn’t want to live anymore orz I don’t think the two personalities need to be fused, the elder brother can still protect him in the younger brother’s body , at least for now, they can talk?It's not that the elder brother has to disappear when the younger brother grows up.Think carefully about having a brother inside and Su Su outside, thinking about how happy Xiuxiu is to start a new life in the future.
Netizen: Braised Pork Comments: Distressed by Shoushou
Netizen: Jessica commented: Xiu will definitely be fine!But when I think that Jin might disappear, my heart hurts qaq
Netizen: Ganoderma lucidum_Lingzhi's comment: Woooooo, it's so miserable
Netizen: A resistance comment: Su Su is too difficult, woo woo, Xiu Xiu like this kid soon
Netizen: Ru Muxi commented: Is this a sweet article! ? ? ? ?
Netizen: Sister Xiaobai Comments: Seeing Gong come in, I don’t even know the subject, I think it’s ridiculous, but then I thought about it, when I was studying and reading novels at night, I didn’t realize whether the head teacher came in through the front door or the back door, so I figured it out Yes, it was too serious after all.
Netizen: Yun Yichen Comments: ???? It's so cruel, why do I want to see more knives?
Netizen: Long Yu commented: Help Xiu with some sorcery and separate from Jin, so that Jin can have her own body
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
Yubai w2 bottle;
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