The wife is the king of the king

001.

Nanmenxiu wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say anything.

He couldn't help but see Si Fengsu's face in his mind. He kept feeling that Si Fengsu was no longer the same as before, but he didn't know what happened.

Now that I know it, he didn't become happy, instead, he became a little breathless as if his heart was being held tightly.

Si Fengsu forced himself into that appearance, it took a lot of heart to do it.

Nanmenxiu pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, the distress in his eyes grew a bit more, Si Fengsu is really a fool.

"Then can his illness be cured now?" Nanmenxiu heard his own voice.

When the grand lady heard the words, she remained silent and did not answer.

The wry smile at the corner of Nanmen Xiu's mouth became even more bitter, and his heart also felt a little more guilty. If it wasn't for him, Si Fengsu would not have forced himself into what he is now.

If it wasn't for meeting him, if it wasn't for him, although Si Fengsu might be just a prince who is not valued by others, but with the status of prince, he would never become what he is now no matter what.

Nanmen Xiu clenched his hands on his knees tightly. He felt the pain from his palms, but the pain couldn't offset the pain in his heart at all.

Nanmenxiu sighed silently, and he asked again: "Then what will happen to him?"

This time the grand lady did not remain silent, she thought for a while and said: "If you don't overwork and pay attention to health, you can grow old safely."

After the words fell, the grand lady added, "It's just that it's a bit difficult when the weather is cold, especially in winter."

The poison in Si Fengsu was extremely poisonous, which hurt his throat and throat.

It's okay when the weather is hotter, and it won't affect him too much.

But once it came to winter when the weather was cold and the temperature was low, every time he took a breath of the icy air, it would be like a knife on his throat.

From mild to coughing and hemoptysis, severe cases can't even eat and drink.

And the most uncomfortable part of this disease is not the pain at the time, but the pain, especially the pain, because no matter what, it will never change.

How painful that feeling is, it is self-evident.

"How long has it been like this?" Nanmenxiu couldn't help thinking of Si Fengsu's previous cough.

At that time, Si Fengsu had already taken it for granted, and he didn't even show any pain on his face.

It's still summer now, and Si Fengsu is coughing like that just because of a bit of wind and cold. If it really comes winter, how will he live?

"According to the time, it should be almost four years." The palace lady said.

Nanmenxiu was not talking, he just quietly looked at the dark night sky outside the window.

The grand lady stood by for a while, then quietly retreated.

The sky has already darkened, but because today's sky is gloomy and there are no stars, looking out from the window, you can only see a piece of darkness.

Nanmenxiu sat by the window for a long time. He didn't look away until the palace was quiet and stood up.

After washing up, Nanmen Xiuxiu was about to go to sleep, but the grand lady came in with a bowl of medicine.

Nanmenxiu looked over and sniffed the familiar scent of medicine in the air, he immediately understood what it was.

The palace lady put the medicine on the table, looked at him, "This medicine..."

"I see, you put it here first." Nanmen Xiu said.

The grand lady saluted, turned around and went out the door.

After he left, Nanmenxiu walked to the medicine bowl, looking at the medicine, Nanmenxiu smiled wryly.

He picked up the medicine, poured it into the potted plant beside him as before, and then put the bowl back.

Now he doesn't know what to do, he is in debt to Nanmen, and also to Si Fengsu, and Si Fengsu...

After a night of light sleep, Nanmenxiu woke up in the early morning of the second day.

Lying on the bed, Nanmenxiu didn't get up, he just listened quietly to the sound of the morning rising in the distance.

That voice is not unfamiliar to him, he heard it every day when he was in Yiguo.

After morning, Nanmenxiu lay on the bed for a while before getting up.

The medicine given to him by the palace lady has the effect of calming the mind and calming the mind. Nanmen Xiu has never taken it once, so he doesn't know the specific effect.

But the grand lady said that after taking the medicine, she would become a little sleepy.

Nanmenxiu calculated that he would get up later than usual, but the palace lady Hou outside the door did not doubt it, and immediately asked someone to bring washing water over.

After finishing his work, Nanmenxiu took a look at the gloomy sky yesterday, and went out to take a stroll nearby.

He doesn't have much energy. Recently, he has always been a little tired during the day, but he always sleeps lightly at night, and any little movement can wake him up.

He wasn't like this before, it's only recently.

Although Nanmenxiu doesn't understand medical principles, he still understands the general situation. The reason why he became like this is because of Nanmenjin.

This is not what Nanmen Jin did intentionally, but because of their current situation.

If it is really called a kind of illness, then since Nanmenjin's existence, he has already started to fall ill, and now he is even terminally ill.

At this level, he and Nanmenjin can't control many things, even if Nanmenjin refuses.

Nanmenxiu walked in the palace, he casually looked at everything around him.

He always felt disgusted when he saw these things before, but now his heart has calmed down, and when he saw these things again, his eyes became more appreciative.

There are indeed many differences between Qi State and Yi State, not only in plant decoration, but also in many details and customs.

"What is Si Fengsu doing?" Nanmenxiu sat down in a gazebo after he was a little tired from walking.

Si Fengsu had already come to him at this time yesterday, but today he has not seen anyone.

The maid of honor stood up and said, "The king is still in the imperial study."

Although it has been some time since the destruction of the Yi Kingdom, the matters that need to be dealt with have not been dealt with, especially the refugee matter.

Si Fengsu has been extraordinarily busy recently, and if he has a little free time, it will be spent on Nanmenxiu's side.

When Nanmen Xiu heard the words, he got up, "Go and have a look."

The palace lady was slightly startled, this was the first time that Nanmenxiu wanted to go to Si Fengsu on his own initiative.

"Young maidservant, let someone report it." The maid greeted the eunuch at the side, and was about to speak, but Nanmenxiu interrupted.

"No need, I'm just going to take a look." Nanmen Xiu said.

The maid of honor didn't say anything anymore, she turned around and led the way, leading Nanmenxiu towards the imperial study.

If any other people in the palace want to see Si Fengsu, they must notify in advance, and then wait for the notification to respond before they can enter.

But Nanmenxiu is different, Si Fengsu has already ordered that in the entire palace, Nanmenxiu can go wherever he wants, without being obstructed.

The Imperial Study Room is not far from the Imperial Garden, Nanmenxiu followed the big palace maid to walk there, passed by the Imperial Garden, and arrived in front of the Imperial Study Room not long after.

When he arrived at the place, Nanmenxiu waved his hand to make those who followed him back away.

After standing at the door for a while, he opened the door and walked in.

The imperial study room is very large, filled with various materials and books, and only on one side is a desk for Si Fengsu to handle official business.

When Nanmenxiu entered, Si Fengsu was sitting behind the desk, frowning and concentrating on looking at the book in front of him.

He seemed to have encountered some difficulty, and he didn't move for a long time.

Si Fengsu, who was seriously correcting the memorial, was different from the Si Fengsu who was in front of him usually, there was no smile on his face, but a slight frown.

Such a dignified expression, coupled with his current face, makes people feel as if even the air has become heavy, and they dare not speak loudly in front of him.

Si Fengsu's cough didn't seem to be healed yesterday, after staring at the memorial in front of him for a while, he coughed twice.

Nanmenxiu walked over, Si Fengsu heard the footsteps, but didn't raise his head, just said: "Pour me a cup of tea."

When Nanmenxiu heard the words, he realized instantly that Si Fengsu probably regarded him as someone else.

Seeing this scene, Nanmen Xiuxiu hesitated, and a eunuch came in with tea.

The eunuch entered the door and saw Nanmenxiu standing by the table, his face was somewhat surprised.

After reacting, he immediately wanted to tell Si Fengsu, but Nanmenxiu stopped him.

Nanmenxiu walked over, took the tea from the eunuch's hand, and carefully put it in Si Fengsu's hand.

Si Fengsu still didn't notice it, he saw that there was tea in hand, he picked it up and drank it.

After taking a sip of tea, he frowned tightly, as if the tea was too bitter to swallow.

Nanmenxiu was puzzled, and looked back at the eunuch who was waiting on the side. The eunuch only smiled wryly at Nanmenxiu.

Nanmenxiu was puzzled, he turned his head to look at Si Fengsu again, seeing Si Fengsu frowned and drank the tea little by little, he reacted abruptly.

Si Fengsu hurt his throat, once he got sick, eating would be a kind of torture for him.

Nanmenxiu's originally good mood dissipated in an instant. He opened his mouth, and his throat seemed to become uncomfortable, making him unable to make a sound.

"Go and help me get the atlas of the four eastern provinces." Si Fengsu's voice came again.

The general situation of the resettlement of Yi country refugees has been dealt with, but many details are still in progress, and naturally many problems will inevitably arise.

Si Fengsu could have ignored these matters, but he held them in his own hands and did it himself, without letting other people handle it.

The imperial study room was very quiet, as soon as Si Fengsu's words came out, Nanmenxiu heard them immediately.

The eunuch Hou Zai immediately walked towards the bookshelf beside him, to help Si Fengsu get the map he wanted.

After thinking for a while, Nanmenxiu also followed. He took the map from the eunuch's hand, brought it to the table, and carefully spread it aside.

After finishing these, Nanmen Xiu turned his head and waved to the eunuch, telling him to go out first.

Si Fengsu waited for him to lay out the map, and immediately looked over. While looking at it, he looked at the memorial on the side.

Si Fengsu was busy, Nanmenxiu stood quietly aside, looking at the busy Si Fengsu from top to bottom.

Si Fengsu already looked good in handling government affairs, and there was no trace of the original Yi Kingdom on his body.

Now he can make people feel at ease and reliable.

"Bring me the new map from the Ministry of Industry." Si Fengsu's voice came again.

Nanmenxiu walked to the side, but he was stunned after taking two steps. He didn't know where the map was placed.

He went to the place where the eunuch took the maps before, there were indeed many maps there, but he didn't know what Si Fengsu's so-called new maps were.

Unable to find the map, Nanmen Xiu hesitated whether to go out and call the eunuch in, but Si Fengsu heard another voice.

Nanmenxiu thought he had something else to do, so he hurried back.

"What's going on with him?" Si Fengsu asked while annotating something on the notebook.

Nanmenxiu was stunned for a moment before realizing that Si Fengsu was probably asking about his situation.

"I'm asking you something, I'm not asking you to stare at me, I'm telling you to pay attention all the time—" Si Fengsu raised his head immediately before waiting for an answer.

He raised his head and looked at Nanmenxiu who was standing beside him, and he swallowed back the reprimand that came to his lips.

Si Fengsu opened his mouth slightly, his morbidly pale face was no longer as serious as before, and he looked a little silly at the moment.

Nanmenxiu blinked, thought for a while, and said seriously, "He's pretty good."

002.

Listening to Nanmenxiu's answer, Si Fengsu recovered from his astonishment. He smiled in surprise, "Why did you come here?"

"Come and walk." Nanmen Xiu said.

While speaking, he looked around.

In the past, when Si Fengsu helped him, it was always what he wanted, and Si Fengsu would find him something immediately, but he didn't feel it at that time.

Now it was really his turn to do it, and he realized that if Si Fengsu hadn't written down the location of all the materials in his study, he might not have been able to do it so quickly.

Thinking about this, the corners of Nanmenxiu's mouth curled up, and there was a bit of helplessness and emotion in his eyes.

The longer he gets along with Si Fengsu, the more he realizes how much Si Fengsu has done for him.He may not be able to pay off those big and small things in his life.

As for Si Fengsu, he never mentioned it.

"Why didn't you make a sound?" Si Fengsu put down the brush in his hand.

"I see you are busy." Nanmenxiu looked back at the direction of the map, "I didn't find the map you wanted."

Si Fengsu was surprised, "You..."

Si Fengsu also immediately remembered what happened in Yi Country back then. At that time, he was helping Nanmen Xiu like this.

Thinking about what happened back then, Si Fengsu's face became more nostalgic and gentle, and he said: "It's okay, I'll just go get it myself."

Si Fengsu stood up, he walked to the side, and after a while, he took out a rolled up map from the basket on the side.

Putting the map on the table, Si Fengsu didn't open it, but put it aside.

"What?" Nanmenxiu noticed.

"It's nothing." Si Fengsu looked towards the door, "Why don't I accompany you for a walk in the imperial garden? It just so happened that someone gave me a good pot of wine yesterday."

Nanmenxiu noticed something, and he looked at the map on the table.The map was newly submitted by the Ministry of Industry, and presumably it should be the map of the city of Yiguo.

Yi country has now belonged to Qi country, and the land boundaries that originally belonged to Yi country naturally have to redraw the map.

Nanmenxiu understood in his heart, and he couldn't help but feel a bit more bitterness in his eyes. He no longer looked at the map, but continued to follow Si Fengsu's words.

"In that case, let's try it." Nanmen Xiu said.

The two walked towards the door, left the imperial study room, and not long after, they came to the imperial garden.

Si Fengsu asked people to set it up in a gazebo in the imperial garden, and soon the table was filled with Nanmenxiu's favorite food and a pot of sake.

When the two sat down, Si Fengsu waved away all the servants following him, and the imperial garden immediately fell silent.

Nanmen Xiu was pondering how to tell Si Fengsu that he knew he couldn't drink, and Si Fengsu had already opened his mouth.

"I know you have a bad appetite, so I specially sent some light dishes." Si Fengsu was in a good mood.

It was a luxury for him to be able to sit and chat with Nanmenxiu like this, and it was even more a joyful thing.

Nanmenxiu looked over with some doubts, why didn't he know that he had a bad appetite?

Nanmenxiu had doubts on his face, but Si Fengsu showed a surprised expression, "Did you not drink that medicine?"

Nanmenxiu was taken aback by the question, how did Si Fengsu know?

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Nanmenxiu asked with a smile.

The smile on Si Fengsu's face had disappeared, he looked at Nanmenxiu quietly, "Why?"

Nanmen Xiuben wanted to say something more, but when he looked up at Si Fengsu's face, he couldn't lie for a while.

For Si Fengsu, he couldn't lie to deceive him.

Nanmenxiu was silent, he didn't know how to tell Si Fengsu.

Si Fengsu didn't know his plan yet, let alone what he had talked with his imperial brother.If you let him know, he will definitely be angry.

Nanmenxiu didn't say anything, but Si Fengsu was not stupid.

He thought about what happened during these times, and then looked at Nanmenxiu who was pursing his lips and making up his mind not to say anything, and he guessed seven or eight points almost immediately.

Guessing Nanmenxiu's plan, Si Fengsu seemed to fall from the sky to the bottom of the valley at that moment.

All the bones in his whole body were broken, and the pain was so painful that his eyes even went dark at that moment, and he was about to pass out.

"Don't do this, you can't do this, you—" Si Fengsu said eagerly.

"This is my own business." Nanmenxiu interrupted him.

Nanmenxiu knew what Si Fengsu wanted to say, he had already expected it.

It was also because of knowing that Nanmen Xiu became a little afraid to look directly at Si Fengsu, he was afraid of seeing Si Fengsu's eyes that were gradually turning red.

Hearing this, Si Fengsu pursed his lips, clenched his hands into fists, and stared straight at Nanmenxiu with his gradually reddened eyes.

The constant pain in his heart made him speechless.

Just looking at Nanmen Xiu quietly like that, after an unknown how long, Si Fengsu's trembling voice finally came.

"Why can't you live well?" Si Fengsu asked almost tremblingly, "Even if it's for yourself, you should live well."

Nanmenxiu smiled wryly, he didn't dare to look into Si Fengsu's eyes, "I can't find a reason to live, what's the point of living like this?"

His father, his mother and concubine, his imperial brother, his Yi Kingdom, everything disappeared in front of him.

For him now, if he had to talk about the meaning of life, it was probably supporting this body.

Hearing Nanmenxiu's words, Si Fengsu's body trembled, he stood up abruptly, almost said in a low voice, "Then live well for me, for me!"

After speaking, Si Fengsu squatted down before Nanmenxiu could react.

He covered his head with one hand, seemingly out of breath.

Seeing Si Fengsu like this, Nanmenxiu quickly stepped forward two steps to his side, he stretched out his hand to pull Si Fengsu, trying to pull Si Fengsu up from the ground.

Si Fengsu seemed to have lost his temper suddenly, he just squatted on the ground, no matter what Nanmenxiu said, he would not move.

Si Fengsu is now an emperor, the one who says nothing, but when he gets angry, he still looks like a child.

Seeing Nanmenxiu, he was amused and annoyed, besides, his heart ached a lot.

In the past, Si Fengsu was like a child in front of him, and he was indeed a child at that time.

"Get up." Nanmenxiu spoke to him.

Si Fengsu squatted on the ground, motionless.

At this moment, he is biting his lower lip tightly. Only in this way can he endure not to stand up and grab Nanmenxiu's clothes, asking him why he did this.

After spending so much time and effort, he finally rescued Nanmen Xiu.

But in the end, Nanmenxiu told him that he didn't want to live anymore.

Over the years, Si Fengsu has not been overwhelmed by the intrigues in the palace, by the treacherous villains in the court, or by the deadly poison/drug back then.

But now, listening to Nanmen Xiu's words, he couldn't hold on anymore in an instant.

In the past, no matter how injured he was, no matter how he was squeezed out, as long as he thought of Nanmen Xiu, he would quickly stand up and regain his strength.

Now squatting on the ground, Si Fengsu knew he shouldn't be like this at this moment, he knew he should say something more to persuade Nanmen Xiu, but he didn't have the strength to stand up anymore.

Thinking that Nanmen Xiu would die, and thinking that everything he did was just a joke in the end, Si Fengsu was out of breath, as if the sky had fallen.

"I won't force you." Si Fengsu heard his own voice, the voice squeezed out from his throat, and every word was extremely difficult to say.

Nanmenxiu grabbed Si Fengsu's arm, he stopped trying to pull Si Fengsu up from the ground, and just looked at Si Fengsu quietly.

"If you die." Si Fengsu said again, "I will accompany you to die."

"You..." Nanmen Xiu was surprised, "Why are you doing this?"

"You will definitely not listen to what I say, and I will not force you. What I want to do has nothing to do with you, does it?" Si Fengsu slowly raised his head, and he looked up at Nanmen Xiu with red eyes.

Si Fengsu stood up from the ground, his already pale face became even paler, he was on the verge of falling, as if he was overwhelmed and couldn't stand steadily.

Nanmenxiu took a step forward to help, but Si Fengsu took two steps back.

Standing firm, Si Fengsu pulled up the corners of his mouth and smiled desperately, he said: "Anyway, I like you, but it's just wishful thinking on my own, and it's my own passion."

Si Fengsu's bloodless lips trembled slightly, and he exhausted all his strength to speak, "If you really feel that you can't live anymore, if you really feel that it will be easier, you can do what you think... ..."

Si Fengsu opened his mouth several times for the last few words, but he was still unable to utter them.

The author has something to say: I feel like I should be able to harvest knives today, um.

Netizen: Baby Yu w Comments: I was looking forward to the moment when Xiu Jin fell in love with Su Su, ah, I couldn’t take it anymore, and just thinking about it made me blush

Netizen: 34817329 Comments: Met this kind of wife! ! !No matter what his personality is, it's right to go up? !What are you waiting for? T﹏T Civil Affairs Bureau. .Oh no, what kind of etiquette department is in charge of the emperor's marriage?move in! ! !Move all over!

Netizen: Your brother Bai commented: Obviously all the members are angels, but everyone has their own misery, it’s too difficult, it’s really too difficult, it’s too difficult for everyone (T_T)

Netizen: half holding a pipa Tibetan Xiaolou Comments: cult cult!Xiu Jin Jin Xiu can do it! ! ! ?(????)

Netizen: Blank comment: Does Nanmenxiu like Si Fengsu a little bit (●°u°●)??」

Netizen: A resistance comment: Xiaoxiu, please like Susu soon, woo woo woo, it's so pitiful.

Netizen: Qingfeng Jiangshang Comments: I feel sorry for Su Su... Can his illness be cured?

Netizen: Yun Yichen commented: The next thing is to give up the body

Netizen: Braised Pork Comments: I can only have a brain hole, otherwise what should I do?hum

Netizen: Sister Xiaobai Comments: What the hell is fusion, both of them have independent personalities, can they still be fused?It's not water.If the mental illness is cured, doesn't it mean that there is only one personality left?

Netizen: Jessica commented: I really love repairing! !This other personality silently guards and helps the main personality through various difficult things. I have also thought about *罒▽罒*

Netizen: Ru Mu Xi commented: Will you separate from Xiu in the future?Or seeing Xiu and Su being together, wouldn't there be another person who can see me relying on the future sexual life of those two male protagonists. . .God, what am I thinking? ! 【cover your face】

Netizen: Stinky Pig Comments: Can multiple personalities appear at the same time?

Netizen: Hello, no fish Comment: Please don’t let Brother Huang disappear, I really feel sorry for me, I see what’s going on when I cried

Netizen: Jing Wei Comments: Great, great, come on and turn into a typewriter

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